Chapter 16 recent visitors

It wasn't raining too much, but the whole sky was sticky and obnoxiously sticky.Cheng Yin is in the room, neither sitting nor standing.Karen was lying on the sofa playing "Find Your Sister", and the sound of the game made Cheng Yin even more anxious. She said "I'm going out" three times, but Karen didn't seem to hear.She ignored him, opened the glass door, and plunged into the rain. It is April, and roses of various colors are competing to bloom on the fence of the community.Cheng Yin walked through the flowers and ran to the octagonal pavilion dripping wet all over.In the rain, there is no one around, only the sound of rain.Cheng Yin looked around unwillingly, and finally had to accept with frustration that the person was not there, and he missed the appointment.

Cheng Yin met that person three months ago.She walked past the tennis court with her friend's golden retriever, Fuyun, and just hit a ball.Fuyun accepted the gift that fell from the sky, caught up and bit it, having a great time. That's how I met the man.No matter how much Cheng Yin coerces and lures, he can't make Fu Yun give up the ball. A few minutes later, the man waved his hand and said to Cheng Yin: "I gave it as a gift, and I like golden retrievers very much." Cheng Yin always remembers his smile, like the golden edge of sunlight piercing through the dark clouds, not dazzling, but very beautiful.

Later, I met him several times, always in the evening.Cheng Yin likes the evening sky with the sunshine all day long.He is walking, she is walking the dog.We started chatting about dogs, to the weather, to movies, to our respective hobbies.The more we talked, the more we talked, from sunset to moonrise. I still remember the night when I chatted with him for the first time and went home, Karen was also sitting on the sofa playing the game "Defend the Carrot".He didn't care why Cheng Yin came back so late, but he complained: "Why didn't you leave me a meal?" Cheng Yin didn't know that Karen came back that day.Karen is on a business trip for half a month every month.They have been together for four years, two years in college and two years out of college.Cheng Yin took care of him like a mother, but he was always a bit willful, and he didn't even bother to make a phone call.

Cheng Yin made noodles with fried sauce for Karen, thin scallions, thin cucumber shreds, and rich meat sauce, all of which Karen likes on weekdays.But that day, he was willful again, pushed away the bowl that Cheng Yin brought over and said, "Suddenly I lost my appetite." Cheng Yin had no choice but to eat the full bowl by herself.A little bit was given to Fuyun, and Fuyun lay down on the side after hearing the news. After eating, Cheng Yin held her stomach and said it was so uncomfortable, Karen said nonchalantly, "Who forced you to eat it? It's just a bowl of noodles."

That whole night, Cheng Yin was angry.But she was used to sulking.Just a bowl of noodles.It's just a bowl of noodles that she worked hard for half an hour. When love comes to this point, it is all trivial and trivial, and there is nothing to complain about.Karen turned his back to the sleeping night, and Cheng Yin thought of that man's smile again.In the darkness, she seemed to smell hope. That's how he fell in love with him, when Karen was around.Like eating a flower with allergies, she uncontrollably walked towards him. Twice, Cheng Yin met that person at noon, at the 24-hour convenience store in the community.The first time he didn't see her, she only saw his passing figure.

At that moment, she felt that he was nothing, just as ordinary as a shadow.When I met him again, he was in a hurry to buy a Band-Aid. When he saw Cheng Yin, he just said hello and left quickly, as if he was very busy. In the evening, they met again, and neither of them mentioned the day's affairs.Walking as usual, chatting happily under the afterglow of the sunset.They have witnessed the whole spring together.The first bunch of plum blossoms, the first bunch of winter jasmine, and the first bunch of camellias.They all use their eyes as cameras to take pictures, and the memory stores the negatives.

Love is separated by a hazy veil, they are like two travelers walking side by side, giving each other company one evening after another. It was after another quarrel with Karen that Cheng Yin told him about her relationship with Karen.Not only talking about love affairs, but also talking about growing up.She had a strict mother who never praised her or was gentle with her.Therefore, when she met Karen, she wanted to give him all the tenderness and love she had never received.It seems like this, I also get it in giving. Speaking of which, Cheng Yin raised her eyes, admitting that she once had a deep love for Karen, so deep that she would always fantasize about spending her whole life together, those days that have not yet come.How will they spend their marriage together, raise their children, and walk hand in hand towards the twilight of life.Anyway, she didn't know what was wrong, Karen always made her sad.Maybe Karen hasn't changed, it's me who has changed.

Cheng Yin babbled a lot, but the man just listened quietly, listening to her emptying out her heart, revealing everything whether it was treasures or mess.Then, the only comfort he gave her was to press her shoulder.No encouragement, no condemnation of Karen, no opinion even on the subject of love. He pressed her shoulder and stared at her deeply.For a moment she thought he was going to kiss her, but he didn't.Nor could she find in his eyes what she expected to be there.After a moment, he let her go, turned away, and let out a dull sigh. Later, Cheng Yin remembered the first encounter between herself and him, and why they got together.They met then, presumably with a similar emptiness.Karen is always on the go, and she can only borrow a dog to keep her company.There's a black hole in my heart that can't be filled.And he was the latest visitor in her heart, lighting a rope in her black hole-like heart, allowing her to watch the light slowly approaching.

Later, Fuyun was returned to a friend, and Chengyin's walk was purposeful, in order to meet him.Twice they strayed, and when she hurried to him she found him looking for her too.So they agreed that they would meet at the Bajiao Pavilion at 6 pm every afternoon. And that rainy day, he missed the appointment. There used to be times when it rained, and they walked with umbrellas.Cheng Yin's umbrella is transparent, with two small hearts printed on it.The rain poured down, as if sprinkled in the bottom of my heart.It feels like the first arrival of love, bringing fear and surprise with taboos and temptations.

He never missed an appointment.If he has something to do one day, he will tell Cheng Yin one day in advance.Cheng Yin would nod her head without asking why.Standing in the octagonal pavilion, Cheng Yin trembled a little.What made her cold was not the coldness of her body, but the complete loss. She wanted to see him, even though it was only twenty-four hours, even though she didn't know his name, even though they might not have a future. That was the first time Karen chased her out, and when Karen called her with an umbrella, Cheng Yin cried.Everything is messed up.Never been this messy.Everything is her fault.She didn't want to hurt anyone, but she made herself uncomfortable first.

Kindness and cowardice are two sides of the same coin. Karen asked Cheng Yin what happened. Cheng Yin asked: "Are we married?" Karen hesitated for thirty seconds, but those thirty seconds exhausted Cheng Yin's patience for that relationship.She remembered the man's sigh that day, and she sighed too: "Forget it, let's break up." Karen never thought that Cheng Yin would break up with him, he was completely dumbfounded.All along, Cheng Yin loves more.And the one who loves less is like the owner of rights in love, he thought that only he has the right to break up, but it seems that Cheng Yin has revolutionized. Karen chased after Cheng Yin, he didn't bother to open the umbrella, grabbed her by the wrist, and shouted: "Why, I don't agree!" Cheng Yin told him calmly: "Go home and tell you." When she listed Karen's "crimes" one by one, she was very calm and had no resentment.Karen listened and kept arguing: "I used to be like this, is this wrong?" Then Karen cried and begged Chengyin to forgive her.Cheng Yin hugged him for the last time, "Of course I forgive you, but I don't love you anymore." Karen cried again, "We can start over." Cheng Yin said: "In this world, nothing can be repeated." After three days of arguing, Karen finally agreed to move out. Before going out, she stomped her feet and gritted her teeth at Cheng Yin, "You will regret it." Cheng Yin bought a bicycle and used it to go grocery shopping every morning and ride in the afternoon. Wander around the neighborhood with a camera. For a long time, she did not meet that person again.She stood and waited several times under the building where he lived, until the first ray of wind in early summer.She rode on the bicycle in the summer wind, and stepped love into the air. About half a month later, Cheng Yin went to a convenience store to buy something, and the cashier girl handed her an envelope. In the octagonal pavilion, Cheng Yin read the heart of the man.He even attached a resume with two words: "Wait for me." The whole world suddenly became enlightened, and the uneasiness and joy caused by falling in love with him drove Cheng Yin slightly crazy, broke off an old rose, and inserted it into the temple of her long hair. Two months later, the man came back.Tired and haggard, but bright-eyed.In the octagonal pavilion, there were two mothers playing with their children, but he walked straight to Cheng Yin and hugged her like no one else was around. This is the feeling, the hug at this moment can be foreseen at the first glance, and the relationship between them can be known at the first glance.Love at first sight, heart to heart. He talked about his past two months.He quit his job six months ago and came here to take care of his sick aunt.My aunt is single, in poor health, and suffers from depression.Except for those two hours in the evening, when my aunt would fall asleep and he could come out, he had to take care of her at other times.One day two months ago, my aunt was seriously ill and was sent to the hospital, where she died two weeks ago. He took Cheng Yin to his aunt's house, and she knew why he was hiding it in the first place.A big picture of my aunt hangs on the wall, and she recognizes it as a once-famous actress who was the dream girl of her parents when they were young.No wonder the first time I saw his brows and eyes seemed familiar, I felt very cordial. He told about his aunt's pride and desolation, and about himself.Obviously he was telling a sad story, but she heard the clear luster in his voice, she couldn't follow his sadness because of joy, so she had to give him one sorry kiss after another. Later they started dating.Cheng Yin asked him a question: "Do you know what the cobra was called before glasses were invented?" He hurriedly searched on Baidu, but he still couldn't find the answer, Cheng Yin asked again: "Do you know where I was before you appeared?" He stood there in a daze, Cheng Yin said, "I'm waiting for you." Cheng Yin never knew that she would say such crooked words, she blushed inexplicably, turning into Xia Hua.Maybe, every girl will meet a boy who makes herself hypocritical.