Chapter 68 Unrequited love

Murders are reported in the newspapers every day, some are forgotten and some are remembered.I still remember a murder case that happened in Guiyang in autumn a few years ago.The 45-year-old female teacher had sex with two 17- or 18-year-old boys at the same time. In the end, one of them killed the other with a 30-centimeter long knife. The most unpleasant detail is here. When the two boys knew about each other's existence, in order to balance the relationship, she told A that the reason why she kept in touch with B was because B was very possessive. She has been pestering her all the time, not allowing her to associate with other men, and even threatening her with suicide, and she also used B's existence as an excuse to be hot and cold towards A, which whetted A's appetite.When A wanted to talk to B, she resolutely stopped her.And at B's side, how does she explain her dealings with A?It is estimated that it is the same method, but this is no longer known-B has been killed by A.What can be known now is that the two boys have changed from cheerful to withdrawn after interacting with her. One became "very thin, his eyes were bloodshot, haggard, his skin darkened, and his eyes changed." It became "terrible, smashing tables, kicking stools, sneering, tearing books, papers".In short, she is always on top, controlling everything.

The Japanese movie "Don't Laugh at Our Sex" also tells the story of the unethical love between teachers and students.A thirty-nine-year-old college female teacher, a married woman, met a nineteen-year-old boy, only met him twice, and she took his hand naturally and lightly, smelling the fragrance of ink on the back of his hand , later invited him to his home as a model, and generously asked to paint his nude body.When he undressed, she turned away pretending to be shy.She is so experienced, if a nineteen-year-old boy is unwilling to offer his body and love, and is played around by her, he will be sorry for the salt she has eaten.But for a nineteen-year-old boy, this love affair with a married woman has become the most beautiful memory in his life. Because of obstacles and unfinished business, it has become the ancient Greece in his heart. An unforgettable amber bronze shade.

I also remembered that the middle-aged man had a clear understanding of the little girl's psychological activities.Her childishness, stupidity, and petty greed were all seen by him and made good use of.And Salinger is nothing more than that to his little girl lovers... It turns out that many good memories in our hearts come from this way.Our turmoil, urgency, and pain at the beginning were all looked down and adjusted by someone like a well-known God. The B side of the so-called sunny day is just a small paragraph in a seducer's diary. So, now I can redefine "unrequited love", it is definitely not that she is forty and he is fourteen, and it is definitely not that she is a housewife and he is a virgin, or that he is a strange uncle and she is light and frail. A little loli who knows the world.The so-called unlucky love is that he (she) knows everything, but she (he) doesn't know anything; Everything comes from his (her) cultivation, but it looks like she (him) can't wait.So the teenager in the Guiyang murder case killed his companion, but he thought he was protecting his old lover.The so-called unethical, in fact, is that the literate person took out the deed of sale to let the illiterate draw a bond, and it was the antique connoisseur who pretended to be innocent and bought the porcelain of the Song Dynasty at the price of buying a dog food bowl. This is due to the complete asymmetry of resource information and experience. human relations.The so-called differences in age and class are nothing but the externalization of this asymmetry.

The incident of unrequited love and the movie, just like that, refreshed my perspective on the first half of my life.