Chapter 8 Chapter Seven Marrying a Savage

one After Yuan woke up, he found that his side was empty.She realized something, screamed, and ran out of the cave.She ran out of the cave, and quickly figured out the direction of Li Shuanglin's escape. In the jungle, nothing can be hidden from the original, even a pheasant flying overhead, she can accurately determine the landing point of the pheasant , let alone a visitor from outside the mountain like Li Shuanglin. She doesn't walk on the ground, she only needs to jump lightly, and then she climbs up the tree beside her, and then from this tree to another tree, she only needs to jump, she is like a dexterous ape, light and agile ran forward.

Li Shuanglin did not go very far. Although his physical strength has recovered and he no longer feels hungry, his body is still weak. Weak, when climbing a mountain, he passed out again before halfway up. Yuan found Li Shuanglin easily. Yuan fell from the tree to the ground in surprise, hugged Li Shuanglin easily, and walked back.Yuan muttered as he walked: "Damn you!" "This is your home from now on, damn it." Yuan's tone was full of love and compassion. When Li Shuanglin opened his eyes, he saw the familiar and warm fire, and everything familiar in the cave. He didn't know where he got the animal blood from, and it was feeding him little by little. The smell was fishy and salty. Make him retch.

Yuan Yuan looked at Li Shuanglin, her gaze was full of tenderness, she said to him: "Drink, this is pheasant blood, you will be strong when you are full." Naturally, Li Shuanglin didn't know what Yuan was talking about, he pushed Yuan away roughly, sat up, and cursed Yuan: "You bitch, I don't need your help, I want to go, leave you wild man." She didn't understand why he was so angry, but she still said: "Drink, you will be energetic when you are full." "Battalion Commander, where are you—" Li Shuanglin shouted. He himself could not tell how many days had passed in the cave, how far the party had traveled, and when he realized that he could no longer catch up with them, he began to cry, and wept bitterly.

Yuan was stunned by Li Shuanglin's inexplicable crying. She had never seen a man cry before. In their tribe, men would not cry, only women did.She herself cried too, it was because her mother was bitten to death by a giant python, she cried. She thought, the beautiful man in front of her must have had a lot of sad things, otherwise he wouldn't cry like their women. She stepped forward, hugged him, and pressed her breasts to his tearful face. She didn't know what to do except to do so. Li Shuanglin howled: "Get out, you stinky woman—" He pushes her.She was so strong, hugging him so tightly that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't push her away, so he opened his mouth and bit her hard.She yelped and moved away from him.She looked at him in surprise, and lowered her head to look at her bitten chest, where a row of deep teeth marks were left.

"Damn you!" she said angrily and pitifully. She walked towards him again, trying to hold him in his arms again, but he pushed her away, jumped off the bluestone slab covered with fine grass, and touched the gun standing on the cave wall, "Wow--" The bullet was loaded with a sound, the muzzle pointed at her, and he shouted angrily: "Don't come here, you stinky woman, if you come here, I will kill you—" His muzzle was always pointed at her like that, she didn't understand why he did this, and looked at him helplessly.Suddenly felt a kind of unprecedented grievance and sadness, which was worse than the sadness of her mother being bitten to death by a giant python. She didn't understand that the beautiful man in front of her was so kind to her last night. He wanted her, and she felt Seeing the heat and happiness coming from the man, she almost fainted in that great happiness.Only overnight, this man treated her so roughly again. She saved him, gave him, fell in love with him, but he treated himself like this.This unreasonable beautiful man from another world!

Thinking of this, Yuan wept loudly, Yuan's crying was high-pitched and loud.Yuan's tears were bright and full, rolling down her face one after another, and then dripping onto her chest. In the firelight, Yuan's face and chest were shining brightly. Yuan's crying made Li Shuanglin calm down. He put down the gun in his hand, squatted on the ground, and hugged his head.He saw his own body, it was the naked body of a man, his body was thin and dry, with countless ribs, each rib supporting his thin body, he was not like this before, he was covered in There is strength, it is the damn jungle that made him what he is now, he is sad and desperate, he thinks, he can’t get out of the jungle anymore, Gao Jilong and the others must have gone far away, everything has gone away from him, Maybe I will live in the jungle forever in this life.

Thinking of this, he couldn't control himself anymore, and burst into tears. The crying made his body shiver, and he squatted there like a helpless child. His cries mixed with Yuan's cries, one strong and powerful, the other helpless, forming a beautiful and absurd duet. Both of them cried for a while, but stopped crying again. Next, the two stared blankly at each other across the fire, two naked people, a man and a woman. He said, "You stinky woman, you killed me." She said, "Damn, what are you running?" "I can't get out anymore," he said. "My handsome boy," she said.

He said, "Battle Commander—" She said, "Come here, my handsome boy, let's have a baby, and then we can go back to the tribe on the top of the mountain." After she finished speaking, she walked towards him, bent down, hugged him with infinite tenderness, and walked step by step towards the bluestone slab covered with fine grass. She put him in the grass and looked at him, her eyes exuded a shocking luster. She whispered, "Damn you!" Then she leaned down and kissed his forehead, his face, his neck... Her lips were thick, moist, hot... He said in his heart, "My God, my God—"

As she kissed and kissed, every inch of his skin trembled, and her long hair was scattered on his body. He twisted his body uneasily, his body seemed to be burning with a raging fire from the inside out, and he said over and over again in his heart: "My God, my God, I'm going to die!" He put his hands in her hair first, and then he held her face, he touched her face, her face was rough but elastic, he touched her neck, her breasts, her buttocks, her The body is extremely elastic, full and firm. While she was kissing him, while accepting his touch, she made a "babbling" cry.

She mumbled, "You damn handsome man!" He said, "My God, my God—" Later he pulled her body down and held her down with his thin body. If it was said that he took possession of her after being deceived by her yesterday, then at this moment today, he took the initiative and willingly. After that, he cried again, crying sadly and desperately. He said over and over again in his heart: "Commander, I'm sorry, I can't get out of the jungle. Farewell!" He fell asleep crying bitterly. two After living as a savage in a cave, Li Shuanglin seems to have adapted to this living habit.After entering the jungle, they have been struggling in despair. Hunger, disease, and more importantly, their spirits are on the verge of collapse. No one knows whether they can get out of the jungle. How far is the jungle ahead? Comrades They died one after another, and stayed in the jungle forever. They didn't even have time to grieve when they saw their comrades in arms die, because no one could tell what the fate awaited them.

Hard walking and no food exhausted them all.Now that life is regular, Li Shuanglin doesn't have to worry about food anymore, and his physical strength has quickly recovered.These days, Yuan went out alone to look for food. Yuan looked for food well, and brought a bow and arrow. Once, Yuan actually shot a roe deer to death with an arrow. The roe deer was very fat and big. They ate it for several days in a row. just finished eating. Yuan not only can shoot and hunt animals, but also picks a lot of fresh wild fruits every time she goes out.This surprised Li Shuanglin. When they were walking in the jungle, it was difficult to pick such fruits. Later, he learned that in this subtropical jungle, there are different wild fruits all year round. Most of them grow on the top of tall trees. It is difficult to find these fruits without experience. When Li Shuanglin left the cave, he looked at the bonfire of the pine branches, and he kept thinking about the people of Gao Jilong, maybe they were still walking hard in the jungle, maybe they had already walked out of the jungle, maybe...he didn't dare to think Yes, guessing like this has many results, and he doesn't know what their future will be. Sometimes he muttered to himself, "How are you guys?" "All right?!" He raised his voice a bit. He heard his own voice echoing hollowly in the cave, and only after listening to his own voice did he feel more fulfilled.He longed to listen to voices, even Yuan's voice, although he couldn't understand what Yuan said, but through Yuan's demeanor and gestures, sometimes he could understand some of what Yuan was trying to express.Through communication, he felt that Yuan was gradually becoming real. After watching Yuan for a long time, he didn't think Yuan was ugly. She was a woman, very strong, with strong vitality. Sometimes he thought that savages like Yuan were different from normal people only because of their different living environment and living conditions. If they were allowed to live normal lives, they might be no different from normal people. In the first few days, he was not used to being naked in front of him, and he was also not used to being naked in front of Yuan.Several times, when Yuan went out, he went outside the cave and wrapped himself tightly with a few fat and unknown leaves, so that he felt much safer and more reliable.When Yuan came back, seeing him like this, she first stared at him blankly as if she didn't know him, then she rushed over and took off all the decorations on him without any hassle, and he became the same as Yuan again. up.When Yuan saw him at this time, he showed a very happy expression, jumped up and down beside him, and made a singing-like sound from his mouth.At this time, Yuan's expression appeared pure and beautiful, and she looked like a child who hadn't grown up yet. When night came, the two of them were lying on the fine grass on the slate, and the pine branches were "flapping" in the hole. There was a crisp giggle, at first he didn't understand what she was doing.Later, from the look in her eyes and the movement, I understood what she meant. She wanted to have a child, preferably a boy. At that moment, Li Shuanglin was moved. Although their languages ​​were different, their human emotions were connected. First, they were human beings, and then they were men and women.Sometimes Li Shuanglin thinks far ahead. Several years ago, maybe human beings reproduced from generation to generation in caves, and finally walked out of the jungle, planted crops, and built houses. Later, there were villages and cities.Li Shuanglin has not read more books, but he knows some knowledge about ancestors.The original life is undoubtedly what their ancestors lived. Thinking of this, Li Shuanglin was very excited. In his eyes, Yuan was no longer a foolish savage, but a woman. Yuan is a straightforward woman, she never hides her feelings, as long as she is happy, she woos him, and when he responds, she is happy to the death, once she is rejected by him, she looks dejected .But after a while, she was happy again, crawling, playing and joking like a baby. Sometimes, Li Shuanglin couldn't help but be amused by her appearance.She was tired, so she snuggled up to his side, took his hand and put it in front of her belly, as if a child had been conceived in her belly, she let him touch it over and over again, sometimes she Will turn his head and let him put his ear on his belly and listen until she falls asleep. Several times in his sleep he found them hugging each other tightly.When he opened his eyes, he was surprised to see such a scene in front of him. All of this was caused by unconsciousness. Their bodies were tightly pressed together, and they were warming and comforting each other. As soon as it was dawn, Yuan woke up.The first thing she did when she woke up was to light the extinguished fire and cook the food she hunted yesterday.Every time she ate, she always gave him the best and biggest food. Yuan's appetite is surprisingly large, and he eats very quickly.Sometimes he would be full after eating only one or two pieces. He thought he would still need it, so he desperately stuffed the baked food into his hands until he kept shaking his head and gestured with his hands that his stomach could no longer hold it. Yuan just gave up. After eating the food, Yuan set off with his bow and arrows on his back. He was the only one left in the cave, and he kept throwing pine branches onto the fire, and the pine branches "cracked" and burned loudly.At this time, he deeply felt a kind of loneliness.He really wanted to talk to someone. In such a jungle, in a cave, who would talk to him? He looked very lonely and helpless. So he said to himself: "Battle Commander, how are you all?" "Let's go, let's go forward." "I, Li Shuanglin, can no longer go with you." Speaking of this, his throat choked up, and he really sobbed and cried alone. After crying for a while, he felt better.He himself didn't know what was wrong with him, why he had to become so vulnerable. When he was bored, he would walk out of the cave, and the jungle outside was bright.He sat on the grass and looked into the distance. He couldn't see far away, and when his eyes fell not far away, they were covered by the jungle. When he looked down, he saw his hair, which had grown wildly to his shoulders, and he was surprised by his hair.He took the bayonet, grabbed the hair, and cut it up and down. Finally, he cut the hair short.After walking a short distance, he found the water pool, which was the place where he used to come here to fetch water every day. He saw himself in the pool, his hair was cut short, but his beard was still long, and he shaved it off with a bayonet.He lay down by the pool, drank a breath of water happily, and washed his face with water. Next, he sat next to a tree, leaning his back against the tree and looking at the jungle near and far, suddenly, he had the urge to shout, so he shouted. "Ho-ho-ho-" The voice echoed in the valley, and he felt that his previous strength was found in his body.He shouted even louder: "anyone there?--" The sound echoed through the trees. "anyone there?--" He yelled again and calmed down, thinking he was ridiculous.If this goes on like this, he's going to suffer from a neurosis. After a while, the silence made him fearful, and he stood up, calling out his name one after another: "Li Shuanglin—" "Li Shuanglin—" "Li Shuanglin—" ... He kept shouting out of breath, and even his voice was hoarse before he stopped.He gasped with his mouth open.He felt that he had a lot to say to people. He began to look forward to Yuan's return earlier, you don't know why you want to see Yuan so urgently. So he shouted: "Yuan, Yuan, come back quickly." Original.It's what he called her. "Original, original, original..." He cried and waited. three Niu Dakui was lonely, and Niu Dakui regretted it. He didn't expect that after staying here, he would never be able to leave the jungle again. In those days, he was looking for his enemy Li Shuanglin like crazy, but he didn't even see Li Shuanglin's shadow. Then he thought, find If Li Shuanglin is not alive, he may be dead, but he has searched all over the mountains and mountains, but nothing. Niu Dakui walked aimlessly in the jungle. His voice was the only one in the jungle, empty and confused. What was before him was no longer hunger, but the fear brought about by loneliness.He had no such fear when they were walking together in the jungle. He thought he would be free by leaving the group, but after twelve days he found out that he was wrong.Not small mistakes, but big mistakes. Most of the time, he lay in the small shack he built, feeling so small, no different from an insect or a butterfly beside him, and he danced with these tiny insects. He hates Li Shuanglin, but it's not the kind of hatred for an enemy anymore. He hates Li Shuanglin for letting himself stay in the jungle. If there is no Li Shuanglin, he will definitely not stay in the jungle alone, and he will continue to walk north with the team. It's dead, he doesn't think it's terrible.Ever since he was forced to join the team, he has dealt with war and death, and he has seen too much death.Ever since entering the jungle, death has become more commonplace. If one is alive and well today, tomorrow this person may lie down and never get up again.The commonplace death made death lose its horror in Niu Dakui's eyes, and it became as normal as a dream. At this moment, what was before his eyes was no longer death, but terrible loneliness, the fear brought about by loneliness.He also thought about walking out of the jungle alone, but that was just a thought. Who knows how many jungles are ahead. Looking back on the jungles he walked through in the past few months, he still feels horrified. The jungle is more terrifying than death . He walked in the jungle like sleepwalking. Walking made his thinking empty and numb. He wanted to search, but what would he do if he didn't look for it? So looking for Li Shuanglin became the purpose of his life in the jungle.He searched like sleepwalking. While searching, Niu Dakui called out Li Shuanglin's name. He changed from shouting to murmuring. Li Shuanglin's name seemed to be a relative instead of an enemy in his mouth.He muttered all the way, walking all the way. Sometimes, in order to enrich himself, he deliberately made some noises from time to time. He pulled the bolt of the gun and said in his mouth: "You son of a bitch, I see you. Let's see where you are going." He walked towards the hypothetical target in front of him, but naturally there was nothing. After passing by, he felt that his behavior was ridiculous, like a child playing a game. This reminded him of when he was a child, walking alone at night, surrounded by darkness, making loud noises because of fear, and walking all the way without daring to turn his head back. His current state of mind is no different from walking at night when he was a child. He was lying in the small shack, always half asleep, his brain still not resting, and he felt that he was still searching in the jungle. This time he saw Li Shuanglin, who was walking forward with difficulty with his back to him. Surprised and delighted, he rushed over, Li Shuanglin turned around and looked at him coldly. Li Shuanglin said, "What are you doing here?" He said, "I, I'm here to find you." Li Shuanglin just smiled. He also smiled. At that time, he was really surprised and happy. He felt that he had a lot to say to Li Shuanglin. He was no longer alone, he had a companion, and everything was not so scary anymore. At some point, Niu Dakui woke up. After waking up, he blushed and regretted the scene that seemed like a dream but not a dream.He repeated in his heart over and over again: Li Shuanglin is my enemy, he killed my father, he killed my elder brother, I want to kill him with my own hands. After thinking about it this way, he felt a little more at ease.Sitting in the shack, he sometimes thought: If Li Shuanglin is really found, how should he be killed? He has no doubt that he is capable enough to kill Li Shuanglin. He wants to let Li Shuanglin die clearly. That's too cheap for him. He wants to tie Li Shuanglin to a tree and cut him up one by one. One knife is for his father, the other is for his brother, and then it's for himself. He wants to kill him one by one. Cut Li Shuanglin to death, so as to relieve his anger. But where is Li Shuanglin? Did Li Shuanglin fly out of the jungle? Thinking, thinking, he fell asleep again in a daze, like sleeping, he vaguely heard someone calling, it was someone calling, it seemed that he also heard Li Shuanglin's name, heard this, He sat up again abruptly, opened his eyes wide, pricked up his ears to listen, and fell silent again.He shook his head, amused by his dream just now.He lay down again. "Niu Dakui—" he murmured to himself. "Niu Dakui—" he called out again. He called to himself, looking for himself, after a long while, he was completely awake, startled by his actions just now. Suddenly, he covered his face and began to sob and cry. After a long time, he stopped crying.He couldn't and couldn't stay like this. Waiting like this would undoubtedly be tantamount to death. He wanted to search, and finding Li Shuanglin became his only hope of survival. He has searched all the nearby mountains and mountains, and he firmly believes that whether Li Shuanglin is dead or alive, he is still in this jungle.After he thought about this, he slid down from the tree, and he checked the gun again. At this time, the gun became the only companion he could get comfort from. With the gun, his lonely heart felt somewhat relieved.He carefully inspected every bullet in the chamber, the yellow-orange bullets made him feel the reality. He stepped forward, the gun slung over his shoulder.He was afraid that he would lose his way, so he made a mark on the side of the road as he walked.He is not afraid of losing his nest in the tree. In the jungle, any place can make a home. Besides, since he walked into the jungle, he has no sense of home, but he is still unwilling to let himself lose his way. He built The small nest is the place where he and Gao Jilong parted ways, and the northward direction is their goal of getting out of the jungle. Perhaps it is in this direction that there is a ray of human warmth left in his heart.He couldn't judge whether he could get out of the jungle to the north. Anyway, there was his home in the north. Walking out of the jungle, crossing the mountains, and crossing the water, there was the border of China.China has the homeland he longs for day and night, and outside Fengtian City in the northeast, there are relatives he dreams of. When he thinks of home, his heart is in chaos, he still has his mother.The elder brother was forced into the army camp, and later died in the jungle.The father was also killed for escaping.Only the old mother was left at home.As soon as they entered the barracks, they lost contact with their mother. How is mother now? Is her old man still alive? He knew that as soon as the Northeast Army entered the border, the entire Northeast fell.He doesn't know whether his mother is dead or alive.Thinking of this, his heart hurt like a knife gouged out. He was thinking all the way, walking all the way, the scenery far and near was the same, he stopped in a breath, and when he looked around again, even he was surprised, as if he was walking back to the original place, he knew This is an illusion. The boundless jungle is the same wherever he goes. This illusion in front of him makes him feel cold all over. This coldness comes from his heart. It is said to be cold, but it is actually a kind of fear. Sweat had already drenched his clothes. I don't know how many months it was. The air pressure in the jungle was so low that he couldn't breathe. It was humid and hot everywhere.The jungle seemed to be a thick net, covering him thickly and heavily, and he wished he could tear a hole in this "net" with a bayonet. While he was thinking wildly, he heard the bushes not far in front of him ringing, he was startled, and immediately lay down on the ground.After a while, the sound got closer and closer. It was the sound of people walking, he judged based on experience.Li Shuanglin? His name immediately flashed into his mind.He almost cried out.Just then, he saw a naked woman aiming at an unsuspecting pheasant looking for food with a bow and arrow. Savage! he said in his heart.The appearance of the savage made him a little excited and a little scared. Facing such a woman, he didn't know what to do for a moment. His instinct made him raise the muzzle of his gun, and the crosshairs followed her all the time. Accidentally, he bumped into a small tree beside him, and the sudden sound made the foraging pheasant scream and flee to the depths of the jungle. He saw the startled eyes of the woman, and the wild woman naturally found him, and then found the muzzle of the gun pointed at her. She screamed "Yeah", and raised the bow and arrow in her hand at him. Four The gun went off.Yuan let out a cry, and dropped the bow and arrow in his hand. The shot hit Yuan's right arm, and Yuan quickly disappeared into the jungle. Niu Dakui was stunned for a few seconds after the gunshot, and he didn't even have time to see how Yuan disappeared.Yuan's abnormal agility surprised him a little. He didn't end up with a single shot, which made him a little regretful. He stood up and picked up the bow and arrow that Yuan threw on the ground. It was a bow made of bison tendon and bamboo, and the arrowhead was polished from hard bamboo. .Niu Dakui felt a little scared. At close range, if he was shot by this bow and arrow, it would undoubtedly be fatal.Going forward, Niu Dakui will be more cautious and vigilant. He knows that in this jungle, there will not be only such a wild woman, there may be a group of them, or more. Although he has a gun in his hand, he can only Solve the momentary crisis.He checked the gun in his hand carefully again, and walked forward cautiously with it. When Li Shuanglin ran down the mountain, he saw Yuan who was returning home in a panic. Yuan's face was pale because of the fright. When Yuan saw him, he seemed to see a long-lost relative. As he said something, he saw Yuan's gunshot wound. The bullet left a wound on Yuan's right arm, and blood was gushing from the wound. Later, Yuan let him go, and while gesturing with his hands, he said something. He understood what Yuan meant, and told him to go back to the cave and run down the mountain by himself. Li Shuanglin also heard the gunshots before, and only later saw Yuan returning home injured.Before the gunshot, he was sitting in the hollow, the gunshot didn't ring out, it was just a muffled sound, and it was this gunshot that awakened his sleeping consciousness.From the gunshots, he could judge that the place where the gunshots were fired was not far from here. The gunshots told him that there were still people alive in the jungle, perhaps his troops.Thinking of this, he became agitated, he really wanted to yell and run out, experience told him not to act rashly, what if it was a Japanese? Thinking of this, he pushed the bullet into the barrel of the gun, and touched the gun in the direction of the gunshot. go.He ran into Yuan, and from Yuan's gestures, he knew that there was only one person under the mountain, someone like him, so he was somewhat relieved.He let Yuan go back alone, but he went down the mountain by himself.But he still couldn't tell what kind of person he was. He walked carefully, carefully observing the surrounding movement every few steps. After walking for about ten minutes, he noticed that the bushes not far in front of him were moving. He squatted down and held the gun in his hand.The visitor didn't seem to notice him, the bushes were still moving, and after a while, Niu Dakui's figure finally appeared in his sight, and he recognized Niu Dakui at a glance. , there were only dozens of people left in the team, and then there were more than a dozen people left in the team. They are in the same boat and have been familiar with each other for a long time. The appearance of Niu Dakui made him feel that everything was so unreal for a while. He wondered if he was dreaming. He stretched out a hand and twisted his thigh fiercely. The pain made him believe that everything in front of him was unreal. It's true, he couldn't express his feelings in words at that moment. He was separated from the team for several days, his life and death were uncertain, and he met again. He opened his mouth for a long time before shouting tremblingly: "Niu Dakui—" Niu Dakui clearly heard someone calling his name, and stood there in a daze. He suspected that he had heard it wrong. When he raised his head and looked around in a daze, he saw Li Shuanglin standing in front of him. At first he didn't recognize Li Shuanglin, the naked Li Shuanglin was dressed like a savage, he thought another savage came, and then he saw the gun in Li Shuanglin's hand, at this moment, Li Shuanglin shouted again One voice: "Niu Dakui, I'm Platoon Leader Li—" Niu Dakui cried out in his heart, the unexpected reunion almost made him paralyzed there, in front of him was the enemy he had been thinking about day and night, and he did not expect to meet here. He took two steps forward tremblingly: "You, Li Shuanglin—" Li Shuanglin dropped the gun in his hand, rushed over, and hugged Niu Dakui.He asked impatiently: "What about the battalion commander?" "Why haven't you left yet?" "I've been thinking about you all day and night these days—" Tears could no longer be suppressed, rolling out of Li Shuanglin's eyes in strings.He picked up Niu Dakui and turned him around on the ground a few times before putting him down. Niu Dakui's gun also fell to the ground, and he himself didn't know what happened, and he didn't have any hatred for the enemy in front of him.Some are just the surprise of reunion, and this surprise is no less than that of Li Shuanglin. Facing Li Shuanglin's questioning again and again, he didn't know what to say for a moment, so he squatted on the ground and cried like a woman. Li Shuanglin was also crying, and he said while crying, "Okay, okay, I finally found you." After a while, the two excited comrades finally calmed down. Niu Dakui said: "They are all gone, all gone, only you and me are left." Then Niu Dakui told the ins and outs intermittently, but he didn't say that he stayed for revenge. Li Shuanglin understood everything, and while listening to Niu Dakui's narration, he said emotionally: "My good brother, I'm the one who got you in trouble, it's I who got you in trouble—" Although the battalion commander and the others left, he unexpectedly met Niu Dakui, and this accident was enough to make him happy.He also briefly talked about his own situation these days. When he said that he lived with Yeren Yuan, Niu Dakui's eyes widened in horror. Everything is so incredible. Li Shuanglin was afraid that he would lose Niu Dakui, so he stretched out his hand to pull Niu Dakui up from the ground, helped Niu Dakui pick up the gun on the ground, took his hand and said, "Brother, let's go home." After he finished speaking He was stunned, he actually called the cave where He Yuan lived as "home". Niu Dakui silently followed Li Shuanglin forward. Li Shuanglin seemed to have a lot to say to Niu Dakui, but at the moment he didn't know where to start, he just said repeatedly: "It would be nice if we could be together in the future." "These days, it's almost killing me." Li Shuanglin seemed to be alive again, so excited and happy that he didn't notice Niu Dakui's emotions. Niu Dakui's face was gloomy, he had been listening to Li Shuanglin talking non-stop, he said in his heart: "You are my enemy, I will kill you, kill you—" Although Niu Dakui cheered himself up over and over again in his heart, for some reason, there was no hatred in his heart, and he thought sadly: Niu Dakui, you bastard, what's wrong! Li Shuanglin walked in front to lead him, and he walked in the back about two or three steps away from Li Shuanglin. The gun was in his hand and the bullets were already loaded. As long as he raised the muzzle of the gun, he would kill Li Shuanglin, let alone He can also kill ten Li Shuanglins. But right now, Niu Dakui has no temper at all, he scolded himself thousands of times in his heart: You bastard Niu Dakui is a bear, you are no longer a man, father, brother, I am sorry for you —— "From now on, this jungle may be our home." Li Shuanglin said. Yes, I will kill you in the future! Niu Dakui said bitterly in his heart. The cave finally appeared. Without Li Shuanglin leading the way, Niu Dakui felt that he would not be able to find the cave even if he got close to the cave. When he first entered, the entrance of the cave was very narrow, but as they walked in, it became wider and wider. Finally, they saw the fire burning in the cave. Before the eyes of the two could adapt to the changes in the light in front of them, there was a loud cry, and then Niu Dakui was thrown down.This sudden change also surprised Li Shuanglin. After he reacted, he saw that Yuan had thrown Niu Dakui to the ground, and Yuan's hands were stuck on Niu Dakui's neck. Niu Dakui rolled his eyes and said intermittently: "Platoon leader, save... I—" Li Shuanglin rushed over, hugged Yuan, and forcefully broke Yuan's hand that was stuck on Niu Dakui's neck. Later, Yuan let go of Niu Dakui resentfully, but still kept yelling at Niu Dakui.Li Shuanglin knew that he was angry. Yuan's wound has been bandaged by himself. Li Shuanglin saw that Yuan's wound was covered with chewed herbal medicine, and he pricked it with two leaves.He was amazed by Hara's ability to survive. Niu Dakui hadn't woken up from the panic for a moment, he leaned against the cave wall and kept saying, "She's too strong, too strong." Li Shuanglin said, "You hurt her." "I didn't do it on purpose, I really didn't do it on purpose." Niu Dakui said over and over again. Yuan still looked at Niu Dakui with hatred, her angry look made both men feel a kind of fear. Li Shuanglin said to Yuan: "He is my comrade-in-arms, we are together, he hurt you, he didn't mean it." He gestured while talking. Yuan seemed to understand. She looked at Li Shuanglin and then at Niu Dakui. She rushed over and quickly snatched the gun from Niu Dakui's hand. The two of them hadn't understood what was going on. He quickly squatted on the ground and pissed on Niu Dakui's gun. Li Shuanglin was no stranger to Yuan's actions.he laughed. Yuan stood up and kicked away the gun that was drenched in urine.Maybe that's the best catharsis for Savage. Fives 原很快就恢复了常态，山洞里她的居所又多了一个人，使她兴奋起来，在李双林的帮助下他们又在火堆上烤了一只山鸡。 牛大奎蹲在一旁默默地看着，他觉得眼前的一切是那么的不可思议，望着李双林的背影，他在心里一遍遍提醒自己：他是我的仇人哩，我要报仇，报仇。 他这么想着，心里却没有了复仇的勇气和决心，他蹲在那，看着眼前的情形，嗅着烤熟的山鸡散发出的香味，他觉得一切都是那么的亲切，暂时忘记了丛林，忘记了孤独。 山鸡终于烤好了，三个人围坐在火堆旁吃了起来，原又拿出了盐巴，在石碗里用水化开了，牛大奎已经许久没有吃到盐巴了，他为这丛林里能吃到盐巴而再次感到惊奇了。这一次他吃了很多，吃得也格外的香甜。 原吃过之后，便又围着火堆跳起了舞蹈，她的怨恨和仇视早就随着那一泡尿而烟消云散了，她不记恨牛大奎，既然牛大奎是李双林的同类，那么牛大奎走进这个山洞，也就成了她的朋友了，这是他们野人的思维。受伤的右臂仍在隐隐作痛，她认为这种小伤不足挂齿，他们野人外出狩猎，经常会碰到一些凶猛残忍的动物，与野人们狭路相逢，不是你死就是我活，在丛林里生存，野人学会了竞争，与天斗与地斗，还要和动物斗，一代又一代他们就这样顽强地生存了下来。 丛林使野人活得大公无私，丛林的生活方式也使他们心胸坦荡，不防备别人，更不仇恨别人，他们活得简单而又实在，那就是生存、繁衍。这是本能，也是他们的快乐所在。 原舞到情深处，她拉起李双林，李双林已适应了，很快随着原舞蹈起来，两个人都赤身裸体，腰间仅仅系一片树叶；当原拉起牛大奎时，他虽站了起来，但是却无法舞动，他站在那里呆呆地望着原和李双林的身体在火光中扭动着。 牛大奎的情绪和思维已沉人到了另一个世界，眼前的一切无疑是真实的，但却离他那么遥远，遥远得使他无法去触及，他是个局外人，在看一场新奇的演出。 后来，李双林停了下来，原也停下来，汗水在两个人身上晶莹闪亮。 牛大奎不由自主地望了眼自己的身体，衣服虽然穿在身上，可早就不成其为衣服了，裤口、袖口早就破烂得不成样子了，身体上的衣服，也只是条条块块地坠着，自从进入丛林，这身衣服从来没有离开过身体，汗水、雨水一次次打湿了衣服，衣服在身体上已发霉变质了，此时，牛大奎觉得浑身上下是那么的难受，于是他不安地扭动着身体。 原似乎仍兴犹未尽的样子，再一次围着火堆舞蹈起来。 李双林和牛大奎蹲在火堆旁，两人默然相视时，他们多了许多心事。 “他们走了。”李双林似乎在喃喃自语。 牛大奎想说什么，张了张嘴巴，却没有发出声音。 “这里就剩下咱们两个兄弟了。”李双林有些动情地伸出了一只手，握住了牛大奎的手。 这个举动让牛大奎莫名其妙地有些感动。他低下头说：“他们走时，就剩下五个人了。” “咱们刚进入丛林时，有几十人。” 两个人都不说话了，他们默然地望着眼前的火堆。不约而同的，他们再一次流下了泪水。 “排长，你说他们能走出丛林么?”半晌，牛大奎这么问。 李双林没有说话，无声地叹了口气。 “想当初，东北营三百多名弟兄，几乎全都死了，死了。”牛大奎又想起了父亲和哥哥，他就再也说不下去了，哽哽地抽泣起来。 在李双林的眼前，闪现出一列活生生的队伍，枪扛在肩上，他们为了复仇，为了消灭日本人，雄赳赳地踏上了缅甸的土地，可结局却是什么呢，三百多人的东北营，眼前只剩下他和牛大奎，营长他们生死未卜。 “我们就在这里呆下去么?”牛大奎似乎是在问李双林，又似乎是在问自己。 李双林摇了摇头，又点了点头。说心里话，他也不知道将来的命运会怎么样。北方，北方路途遥遥，他不敢肯定营长他们最终能走出丛林。 两人沉默着，时间不知过了多久，原停止了跳舞，坐在两人面前，用手托着下巴呆定地看着两个人，她似乎在研究两个人为什么要这么难过。 突然，原“咯咯”地大笑起来，两人疑惑地望着原。 原是被牛大奎的装束逗笑的，她觉得眼前的牛大奎这身衣服是那么的可笑，于是她就笑了起来。 她记得她在部落里和野人们一起生活时，每年都能见到一两次贩盐的商人，他们成群结队地在他们的部落里歇脚，商人的装束使他们觉得新奇，有几次，他们强行着脱下商人们的衣服穿在自己的身上，他们相互取笑着，商人们来部落的日子，是他们最快乐最有趣的日子。他们不仅从商人们那里得到盐巴和火，更重要的是，他们会得到许多意想不到的快乐。 原的笑声使两人清醒过来，这时他们才意识到，洞外的天早已黑下来了。 牛大奎站了起来，茫然地望着那块青石板上铺着的细草，回过头，盯着李双林问：“你和她就住在这?” 李双林点点头，指着原说：“她是个好女人。” “你以后就在这里一直跟野人生活下去?”牛大奎又问。 李双林没有回答，他也不知将来会怎么样。 “我该走了。”牛大奎说完，拾起地上的枪，枪湿漉漉的，他望了一眼原，原恶作剧似的冲他做了个鬼脸。这时，牛大奎在心里想，她的确是一个不错的女人，一个好野女人。 “天都黑了，你要去哪?”李双林拉住了牛大奎。 原这时也站了起来，“呜呜哇哇”地说着什么，那意思却很明确，她让牛大奎留下来，就睡在火堆旁。还跑到青石板上抱来一些细草放在火堆旁的地上。 牛大奎低着头，瞅着手里的枪说：“我习惯睡在外面。” 李双林不知说什么好了，他知道，他和牛大奎毕竟不是野人。要是轮到他，也会这么做的。 于是，牛大奎在前，他随在后面，两人走出了山洞。外面果然已经漆黑一团了，牛大奎又想起了山下自己的小窝，显然，他今晚是无法回到自己的小窝里去栖身了。他在洞外的一棵树下的草地上躺了下来，冲跟出来的李双林说：“我就睡这了，丛林到处都是家。” 李双林听了牛大奎的话直想哭。 这时，洞里传来原的声音，李双林知道，那是原在呼唤他，他想冲牛大奎说点什么，可又不知说什么，他立了一会儿，又立了一会儿，牛大奎说：“你先回去吧，以后的日子还长着呢。”李双林就摸着洞口的石壁向洞里走去。 原躺在他的身边，很快就睡着了，火已经熄了。李双林却无论如何也睡不着，意外地和牛大奎重逢，打乱了他本来已平静下来的生活。以前他似乎没来得及细想该怎样生活下去，是离开原向北，或者在丛林里野人似地生活下去?他没好好想过。牛大奎的到来，使他隐隐地感到，生活将会发生变化。 躺在洞外的牛大奎也没有睡着，他的仇人李双林已经找到了，就在山洞里。要杀死他替父兄报仇，在眼前说来是轻而易举的事情。机会就在眼前，他却无论如何也下不了这样的决心，他不知杀了李双林以后自己将怎么办，丛林里只剩下他和李双林两个活着的东北营弟兄了，其他的人大部分都死在了丛林里，营长他们几个人离开他已十几天了，是死是活他无法说清。 他就这么胡思乱想着，周围静静的，静得有些让他感到害怕。不知什么时候，一个黑影向他这里摸过来，最后就躺在了他的身边，不用问，他知道来人是李双林。两人躺在草地上一时都没有说话，沉默着。 “你说营长他们会走出这丛林么?”半晌牛大奎问，他也记不清这样的话自己重复了多少遍了。 “也许会，也许不会。”李双林对自己的回答一点也不满意。 “我们还走么?”牛大奎又问。 “……”李双林说。 接下来两人又沉默了，他们翻了个身，背靠着背，以前他们在丛林里宿营时经常这样，很快他们便睡着了。 six 牛大奎越来越感到浑身上下难受，破烂的衣衫散发出的腥臭气味，让他一阵阵想到呕吐。他先是试着脱掉了上衣，那件千疮百孔的上衣，提在他的手上，他感到是那么的滑稽可笑，他把它扔在一旁，他又脱掉了自己的裤子，终于他也变得赤条条一丝不挂了，有一瞬他感到不适，片刻过后浑身上下却如释重负，一身轻松。他看了一眼自己的身体，他被自己的身体吓了一跳，骨瘦如柴的身体让他感到吃惊，他许久没有正视过自己的身体了。丛林使一切都变了模样，他吃惊之后，接下来就产生了一股强烈的求生欲望，这是人类本能的愿望，本能促使他要活下去。 他在洞口找到了那股泉水，他站在泉水旁，用清水擦洗着自己，从头到脚，浴后的感受，使他的身体又变得清爽起来，他折了一片树叶缠在自己的腰间，做完这一切，他舒了一口气。 这里的丛林早就亮了，李双林是在丛林发亮的时候回到洞中的，他告诉牛大奎，要回到洞中准备吃食。 那一刻，牛大奎强烈地感受到，李双林已经把山洞当成自己的家了，已经和野女人原完完全全地融在了一起。这就是现实，丛林中无法想像又无法回避的现实。 牛大奎在这天早晨强烈地想到了生存，于是他以前的一些想法完全改变了。在目前的情景下，他无法报仇，他杀了李双林，靠自己单枪匹马无法在丛林里生存，就是能生存下去，野女人原也无法饶恕他，他可以连同原一起杀死，但谁又能保证他会走出丛林呢?在这里有一个野人原，就会有第二个，第三个，那些野人一旦发现他杀死了原，他们一定会奋不顾身来追杀他的，到那时，他将穷途末路，只能死在丛林里了。死不是目的，活下去才是他的希望。 暂时他无法失去李双林，他们眼下已经成了一对患难与共的伙伴。 牛大奎在那天早晨梳理着自己的想法，他觉得这是他走进丛林以后，思维第一次这么清晰、敏捷。想到这，他向山洞里摸去，他望见了火光，火堆旁原和李双林两人正在齐心协力地忙着烤肉，火光照在他们的身体上，显得是那么自然和谐，牛大奎低头看了眼自己的身体，这使他又变得自信起来。 李双林初看走进来的牛大奎暗自吃了一惊，他发现了牛大奎的变化。他苦笑地说道：“当初是原强行扒了我的衣服，而你是自愿的。” 牛大奎也笑道：“入乡随俗吧。” 原看见了牛大奎的样子，从火堆旁站了起来，她早就忘记了他们之间的冲突，兴奋地扑过来，把牛大奎抱了起来，她一边笑着，一边旋转着身体。原的举动令李双林和牛大奎都感到很吃惊，牛大奎有些慌乱地说：“放下，放下，你放下。” 原却不理，抱着牛大奎疯够了才把他放了下来，在她的眼里，这两个山外的男人都是那么的出色，在眼前，她为自己拥有了两个男人而感到骄傲。 牛大奎挣脱开原的怀抱，重新站在地上，面对李双林感到很不自然，他的脸上也火辣辣地难受。在他的观念里，原和李双林生活在一起，他们一个是男人，另一个是女人，生活在一起的男人、女人无疑就是一对夫妻。别人的妻子就是别人的妻子，碰别人的妻子是一种犯罪。此时，他有了一种罪恶感。 李双林也有些不自然，他没想到原会这样，但他很快就释然了，他们毕竟生活在丛林里，虽然，他和原在一起生活了许多日子，他是人，她是野人，他们为了各自不同的目的走到了一起，但他们的心却无法融合到一起，不仅语言不同，更为关键的是，他是人，而原是野人。许多天了，他都在琢磨着这个问题，在没有碰到牛大奎以前，他曾想过，要是自己无法走出丛林，自己也许会在丛林里生活一辈子，难道这一生一世会和原永远相伴下去么?他不了解更不知道，原独自生活在丛林里是暂时的，一旦有了孩子她还要回到部落里去，从此以后，她便不会再有固定的丈夫了，以后她所生养的孩子，是所有男人的孩子。李双林不知道这一切，要是知道这一切，他在情感上是无法忍受的。他眼前想的是，他能不能一直和原生活下去，原和他这些日子的相处，他一点也不怀疑原的坦诚，原想干什么就干什么，一点也没有顾忌，和原交往，甚至不用思维，他们的交往简单而又明了。她处处在照顾着他，她出去狩猎，供养他吃食，她需要的回报是他的身体。原的欲望也是无遮无拦的，那么直截了当，在他答应了她的要求后，她是快乐的。 因为他和原相处的时间长一些，他比牛大奎更了解野人。 当他看到原在他的眼前抱起牛大奎和牛大奎亲热的时候，在那一瞬间，他似乎感到很失落，也很痛苦，当他审视自己这些日子和原在一起生活的种种细节时，他很快便在心里释然了。那一刻，他暗下了决心，自己无论如何不能在野人中生存下去，一切都是暂时的。 牛大奎面红耳赤，不好意思地冲他说：“她她……都是她——” 他冲牛大奎笑了笑，什么也没说，便用刺刀把烤好的食物切成了三份。 那天的早餐牛大奎和李双林吃得有些心不在焉，唯有原是快乐的，她一会儿望一望李双林，又一会儿望一望牛大奎，一边吃肉一边快乐地哼着。 早餐之后，李双林作出了一个决定，他们要随原出去狩猎。这一提议很快得到了牛大奎的赞成。当原走出山洞，两人相跟着她走进丛林的时候，原终于明白了两个人的意图。她快乐地拥抱了两个男人。 原又找到了昨天遗失在丛林里的弓箭，紧接着三个人向另一座山头走去。原走在前面，她的动作轻盈而又机敏，所有附近的动物，都无法逃脱她的眼睛和耳朵。她一会儿趴在地上听一听，一会儿又蹿到枝头上向远处望一望，原的这一系列举动，使两人暗暗吃惊，也觉得新鲜。终于，他们发现了一只山兔，那只兔子又肥又大，在草丛里刚一出现，李双林和牛大奎还没来得及有所动作，原便一箭射了过去。那只兔子在草丛里挣扎了两下便死了。原快乐地跑过去，拾起了兔子。这一系列动作，使两个男人暗暗惊奇。 也就庄这时，前面的丛林里喧响了起来，这突然的喧响可以说是惊天动地，原先反应过来，她叫了一声，向喧响的方向奔去，两个人紧随其后，很快他们看清了，是一群野人在围追一只受了伤的老虎。那是只花斑虎，它的身上已中了无数支箭，鲜血淋漓，却没有受到致命的伤害，虎在野人的围攻下，左冲右突。一群持着棍棒、弓箭的男人、女人嘴里齐声呐喊着把老虎赶到一个山沟里。 显然那只老虎是穷途末路了，突然，它回转身来，向追赶它的野人扑去，它只这么一扑，离它最近的那个野人便倒下了，野人们惊叫一声，但老虎没有停止动作，它迎着射来的箭镞又一次向野人扑去，野人纷纷倒下了。 原站在那里，她也被眼前的情景惊呆了，就在这时，李双林和牛大奎手里的枪响了，他们一个人打了两枪，那只老虎便一头栽倒了。瞬间，一切都静止了，当野人发现他们时，一起欢呼着向他们围了过来。 原迎了上去，很快也很激动地向那群人说着什么，野人新鲜好奇地把俩人围了起来。片刻之后，他们拥了过来，把两人抬了起来，抛向了高空，又接住，再抛…… 他俩救了他们，他们在感谢他俩。 他们抬起死去的老虎，连同他们两人一起向山上走去。他俩挣扎着想下来，却无法挣脱他们的热情。原站在原地，很开心地冲俩人笑着。 那一天晚上，两个人来到了野人部落，说是部落，其实就是在那片丛林的枝杈上搭建了许多窝棚，有的用草帘，有的用芭蕉叶围了起来。 那一夜，野人升起了火，部落里所有的野人都出来了，他们围着火堆又唱又跳，把虎肉切成块状扔到了火堆上烤着。他们用树皮或者石头做成的碗，喝着自己酿造的树脂酒。 野人拉起了李双林和牛大奎一起共舞，他们身不由己地和野人狂欢着。他们起初不知道自己喝下去的是酒，待两人都醉了，他们才知道那是酒。 他们不知道是什么时候离开野人部落的，待两人醒过来的时候，发现他们已经回到了山洞里，原正笑眯眯地看着他们，他们的身边放着一块虎肉。 seven 从此，三人一起生活在了山洞里。 他俩每天都要和原一起出去狩猎，又一起回到山洞共同食用他们捕杀的猎物。李双林和牛大奎真正地过起了野人生活。 原不仅想拥有李双林，她时刻地想拥有牛大奎。在野人部落中，没有一夫一妻制，部落里的野人，从来都是以女性为中心，她们可以拥有所有的男人。 一天晚上，他们睡下后，原突然离开了李双林，起初李双林以为原是去撒尿或者是干别的什么事，没想到她摸到了睡在角落里的牛大奎，她在黑暗中抱住了牛大奎，滚烫的身子把牛大奎缠住了，牛大奎气喘着，一时不知如何是好。这么多天的共同生活，他的心里已经接受了原是个女人，并且是李双林的“妻子”，他在理念上一直这么认为。原在这些天里，从来也不避讳牛大奎什么，她可以非常自由地在他面前撒尿，甚至和李双林做爱。这在情感上让牛大奎有些无法接受。 牛大奎几次要搬到山洞外面去住，都是原死活不让他去，她在山洞外抱回了许多细草，铺在山洞的角落里，那里便成了牛大奎的床。李双林在这个过程中默默地接受了一切。他是个男人，原救了他，他占有了她，从心里上说，他拥有了原，原是属于他的。原虽然是个野人，但她毕竟是个女人。男人一旦在心里拥有了这个女人，女人便成了男人的一部分。野人的生活让李双林无法接受，他可以面对原的赤身裸体，甚至在他面前随时小便，但他无法忍受原在牛大奎面前的这一切，仿佛在众人面前公开了或者出卖丁自己的隐私，让他感到又羞 又愧，甚至无地自容，仿佛是自己的女人出卖了自己。但李双林同时也清楚，这丛林里毕竟是野人的世界，不同于丛林外的世界，于是他隐忍着。 没料到的是，原居然当着他的面去找牛大奎，突然而至的事情让他忍无可忍，甚至失去了理智，他忘记了原是个野人，一个野女人。 他在心里骂：“婊子，臭婊子!” 牛大奎也清醒了过来，一时间他也无法接受这样的现实，他求助地喊着：“排长，排长哇——” 李双林终于忍无可忍了，他从睡着的青石板上跳下去，扑向了原。 “婊子——”他大骂了一声。 接着他把原从地上拖起来，他看不见原，但他能感受到原的存在，他抡起了巴掌，一次次向原扇去。 原先是被李双林的举动惊呆了，很快她就清醒了，她不明白也不理解李双林为什么要打她。她叫了一声，便扑向李双林，两人厮打在一起，两人摔倒在地上，他们相互撕扯着，扭打着。他们都大口地喘着气。 李双林一边和原厮打一边咒骂：“打死你个臭婊子，打死你——” 自从原和李双林厮打在一起，李双林便没有占到什么便宜。原的气力大得惊人。 两人厮打的时候，牛大奎悄悄地溜到了洞外，他一边听着洞内李双林和原的厮打，一边抱住自己的头呜呜地哭了起来。这时，他前所未有地感到孤独，在这个山洞里，在这片丛林里他成了个局外人，这份孤独感，让他伤心无比。 不知什么时候，洞内安静了下来。 李双林和原躺在黑暗中精疲力竭地喘息着，他们用尽了全身的力气， “婊子，你这个婊子——”李双林无力地骂着。 “该死的，你这个该死的。”原也无力地骂着。原无法弄明白，李双林为什么要对她这样。 从那以后，牛大奎一直睡在洞外。 第二天，一觉醒来，原就跟什么也没发生似的，她又该干什么就干什么了。 两个男人相见，都有些不自然。 李双林仍说：“这个臭婊子，我早晚要杀了她。” 牛大奎尴尬地说：“排长——” 两个男人在一起的时候，似乎没有共同语言可以说了。 三个人仍旧每日外出狩猎，为生存而劳作是他们生活中重要的组成部分。李双林和牛大奎跟原学会了捕猎，有时他们不用枪，也不用弓箭，用一只木棍就能捕获到山鸡、野兔。 这一日，三个人又如以往一样，分散着走在丛林时，这样，他们才能有机会捕获到更多的野物。 牛大奎没想到，原会在后面把他抱住，抱住之后便把他按到了地上。 自从李双林上次和原厮打之后，原似乎也变得聪明起来了，她不再当着李双林的面纠缠牛大奎了，但牛大奎却时时刻刻感受到李双林的存在，原的存在。原的目光，原的一举一动都牵着牛大奎的心，她毕竟是个女人。 牛大奎在倒地的一瞬，身体又僵又硬，他在心里说：“啊，不，不——” 原疯吻着他，他的脸，他的唇，他的胸……很快，牛大奎就闭上了眼睛，身体也随着热了起来，他在心里说：“狗日的李双林，你是我的仇人哩。”这么想完之后，便迎合了原，他一把抱住了原，把原按到了身下，这时他仍没忘记谛听一下李双林在远处丛林里的动静，凭声音判断，李双林仍在很远的地方。 原这时似燃着的一团火，她闭着眼睛说：“哦，哦……” 牛大奎不顾一切了，他一边在原的身上动作着一边在心里说：“狗日的李双林，我干了你的女人了，干了你女人了……” 牛大奎疯狂着，此时觉得自己是在复仇，复仇，复仇，畅快淋漓地复仇。 完事之后，原冲他笑了笑，便消失了。 牛大奎坐在地上，心里一片惘然，他想：“我真的变成野人了。” 再见到李双林时，牛大奎刚开始觉得有些无法面对他，后来他又想：你狗日的是我的仇人哩。这么想过之后，他就坦然了，他迎着李双林的目光在心里说：“狗日的，我把你女人干了，干了!” 原对两个男人之间的情绪浑然不觉，她的心里平静而又快乐。 从那以后，原多次偷偷地找过牛大奎，牛大奎在有了第一次之后，变得轻车熟路起来，每一次，他都要在心里狠狠地说：“报仇，我报仇了，狗日的，我干了你的女人。” 天黑了，又亮了，亮了又黑了。森林里的日子周而复始着。 原的肚子突然大了，似乎在一夜之间她的肚子突然凸现在两个男人的面前。原并没有把自己大起来的肚子当回事，她依旧每