Chapter 43 Su Xiaoxiao who is late

In fact, Tian Cun has never forgotten Su Xiaoxiao. Even in his married life, he often secretly compared Shi Lan and Su Xiaoxiao, and imagined the situation with Su Xiaoxiao, but the result was unknown, so he could only admit the reality.The married life between him and Shi Lan is happy, romantic and practical.If Shi Lan hadn't died in the wildfire, they would still have their own children.Before that, they had agreed to have a child.The two were always arguing about having a boy or a girl, and even named the imaginary child, Tian Di for the boy and Tian Yun for the girl, but Shi Lan sacrificed before all this was realized.

In the first days of Shi Lan's sacrifice, Su Xiaoxiao had already faded out of his mind, and Shi Lan's shadow flashed in front of his eyes, her smiles, sighs and words played back in his memory like a movie .Any item displayed in the room will remind him of Shi Lan.At that time, longing and sentimentality made him particularly vulnerable, and a casual sentence would make him sad and jealous, and he was shrouded in a sad mood.After such a long time, he is still immersed in the emotion of missing Shi Lan. The news brought by Liu Dong made his heart return to the small farmyard in Xiematun.What he didn't expect was that Su Xiaoxiao was still waiting for him, which made his heart hit hard.

When he decided to marry Shi Lan, he wrote a letter to Su Xiaoxiao.The letter was sent, but his heart was not at peace. He waited for her reply, even if she scolded him in the letter as a person who did not keep his promise, it could still make him feel at ease.But she never replied again, and she endured all this alone.Thinking of this, he wanted to slap himself hard.He scolded himself as a pig and dog in his heart, but his conscience was not at peace, so after marriage, he would often think of Su Xiaoxiao.Every time I think about it, I feel a dull pain in my heart. Things are different.Now Tamura can only bless Su Xiaoxiao silently in his heart.Shi Lan left him, and his eyes were almost blind. For such a good girl, he failed her. Why would he disturb her current life?But now Liu Dong has passed on everything about Su Xiaoxiao to him, which still makes him distracted for several days.

That day, he sat in the duty room of the company headquarters as usual.A soldier shouted at the door: report. He habitually replied: Come in. The soldier came in, and he vaguely saw a woman following the soldier.Just wondering, the soldier said: Company commander, this is your guest. The soldier withdrew after finishing speaking.As he stood there, his heart stopped suddenly.Although he couldn't see who was coming, he felt that it was Su Xiaoxiao.He exclaimed in a different tone: Little? ! elder brother-- Su Xiaoxiao choked with sobs and grabbed his hand.Smelling the familiar smell on her body, there was a "boom" in his heart, like a flood that opened the gate, and an indescribable taste rushed in.

Brother, how did you become like this?can't you see meSu Xiaoxiao burst into tears. Tamura squeezed out a smile, but tears came down. He concealed it and said: Xiao Xiao, I didn't expect you to come... Su Xiaoxiao stared intently at him, at the person she missed day and night.For several years, she has been waiting for him, but after waiting, she waited for the news of his marriage.In those days, she didn't know how she got here, the promise of love drifted away like flowing water, leaving her alone to wait.Thinking of that heart-wrenching love affair, she tried hard to calm herself down.

Unexpectedly, Liu Dong brought her unexpected news.If the news brought by Liu Dong was good, she would silently bless Tamura; but when she knew that something unexpected happened to Tamura, she couldn't bear it.She cried sadly all night, and the shadow of Tamura reappeared tenaciously in her heart again.Her life was given by him, and he is suffering now, how can she remain indifferent? In those few days, she didn't think about eating or drinking, and couldn't do anything, her mind was full of the shadow of Tamura.She wanted to see him, she knew he needed her at this time, if he really didn't need her anymore, her heart would be completely dead.So, she appeared in front of him again without hesitation.

When she faced Tamura, all the shyness and hidden pain of the past were gone.She calmly said: Brother, I won't leave this time. I will take care of you and take care of you for the rest of my life. Looking at Su Xiaoxiao's resolute expression, Tamura did not speak for a long time, but two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks. After a while, he said in a heavy tone: Xiao Xiao, I am no longer the Tamura I used to be, and my eyes can no longer see. No, you are still the old you.After Su Xiaoxiao finished speaking in a crying voice, she immediately hugged him. He stood there stiffly, not knowing what to do for a moment, with all kinds of feelings in his heart.Finally, he whispered and said: Xiao Xiao, I'm sorry for you.

She stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, and said with a choked voice: "Brother, I'm late, and I made you suffer." He embraced her, and said in his heart: Xiao Xiao, you are a good person, and I want to treat you well in this life.But he said on his mouth: Xiao Xiao, calm down, my eyes can't see.I am a useless person, and I will drag you down for the rest of my life. Su Xiaoxiao raised her head, tears streaming down her face, she cried and said: Brother, don't forget, you gave me my life. Su Xiaoxiao's persistence completely defeated Tian Cun. When Tian Cun brought Su Xiaoxiao home, Yang Peipei and Tian Liaoshen immediately understood everything.Yang Peipei has met this girl before, if it wasn't for her "careful arrangement", maybe Tian Cun would marry Su Xiaoxiao, and her life would be different.The life she designed for Tamura just fell apart in front of her.All these changes have made Yang Peipei much older, both physically and mentally.For the future of Tamura, she racked her brains. When Su Xiaoxiao appeared in front of her, she seemed to have thought through everything at once-as long as Tamura was happy, her mother would be happy for him.Now Tamura has become the whole of her later life.

That night, she had a deep talk with Su Xiaoxiao.She said straight to the point: You like Tamura, I know that, but that was before.You have seen Tamura now, his eyes may be cured, or he may not be able to see for the rest of his life, you have to think about it. Su Xiaoxiao said: Auntie, don't talk about it, if I don't think about it, I won't come to him. Yang Peipei sighed, her voice softened, and she said softly, "My child, don't blame me, I am Tamura's mother, whoever's child loves me dearly."He can't bear any more blows. I'm afraid that you will have troubles in the future. My heart is... 

Auntie, don't worry, as long as Tamura doesn't dislike me, let alone he is blind, even if he is paralyzed on the bed, I will take care of him for the rest of his life.Su Xiaoxiao said this while crying. Yang Peipei took a serious look at Su Xiaoxiao, and she saw something familiar in this rural girl - simple love.Just like her love for her son, her restless heart finally settled down. At that time, Yang Peipei said to Tian Liaoshen: I think this little kid is fine, and when we get old, I can trust Tiancun to her. Tian Liaoshen also said: You, you are the one to worry about.If there is anything to worry about, I have already said that when children grow up, they should be allowed to walk on their own.

Yang Peipei said unconvinced: Lier is the reasoner, but you men can't understand the heart of being a mother... Tian Liaochen shook his head and sighed before she finished speaking. Soon, Tian Cun and Su Xiaoxiao got married.None of them were alarmed. Tian Cun got married, and Yang Peipei breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had found a satisfactory guardian for her son.Tamura's eyes still made her worry, so she ran to the General Hospital of the Military Region every three days to inquire about donating corneas.As soon as she walked up the stairs of the hospital, she would think of Wang Guixiang, and her heart would beat wildly, making her feel guilty and short of breath.Tian Cun's biological mother is very close at hand, and when she thinks of this, she feels distraught.