Chapter 3 The palms and the backs of the hands are full of flesh

When the two children really wanted to give away one of them, Wang Guixiang was in a difficult situation.The child lay before her eyes, and they were asleep.They cannot determine their own destiny.Wang Guixiang glanced at the eldest, who was a little fatter, and then at the second, who was thinner and seemed to be darker, whether it was for the eldest or the second, the mother hesitated.She knew that Head Nurse Yang was a good person and would not treat her child badly. The conditions here were thousands of times better than hers. She had no reason not to believe that her child would enjoy happiness if she stayed here.The reason is such a reason, but she is really reluctant to let her give up a child.What can I do if I can't bear it? She doesn't even have a drop of milk, so what else is there at home?Wild vegetables can save adults, but can they save children?Even if she took a child back, she couldn't guarantee that the child would survive.Her eyes stopped on the child again, she was a mother, she was pregnant in October, and the child grew up in her body little by little.When the child was not born, it was a piece of meat in the mother's belly. At that time, there was no relationship and attachment. Only when the fetus moved, she felt that the child was alive.Now that the child is born, two lifelike lives are in front of her eyes, and the mother's heart cannot but be affected by it.Which one to send and which one to keep, Wang Guixiang was very worried.

Although she understands that what is left means life, and is to enjoy the blessings, and she can live in the city in a legitimate way and become a decent city person; but the child she takes away may die of illness and starvation before it grows up. die.The lives of children in the countryside are cheap, and several children die in the village every year, wrapped in broken mats and thrown into the wilderness.There is an unwritten rule in the countryside. Children who have not grown up cannot enter the cemetery of their ancestors after death. If they are thrown in the wild and are torn apart by wolves and dogs, it can be regarded as a kind of burial, which means that they will be entrusted to another place as soon as possible. people.At this time, Wang Guixiang had vaguely seen the future of her child.

In the end, she picked up the eldest child, thought about it and put it down again; picked up the second child, and put it down after a while.The eldest child is heavier than the second child, and the older child is firmer, which means it is easy to feed.Finally, she stretched out her hand to the eldest child, she hugged him up, her gaze was still on the second child, the child was asleep, his mouth was moving, as if he was looking for something to eat, she cried in her heart and said: Second child , take a look at your mother, you are about to become someone else's child, and I'm afraid you will never see your own mother again in this life.

The child was still asleep, looking peaceful and untroubled.Her tears flowed down, and she said to Xiao Wang beside her: I have no money now, when I have money, I will definitely send it to you. Xiao Wang said: Sister, don't worry, Sister Yang will pay the hospitalization fee for you.Today, she will send you back in person. Walking to the door, Wang Guixiang stopped again, wiped away tears, and finally took a look at the second child lying on the small bed, and then walked out without looking back.Maybe it was the sound of closing the door that woke up the second child in the room, and the second child burst into tears.The crying made Wang Guixiang unable to move. She stopped, listened to the cries of the second child, and said in her heart: This is the second child looking for his mother.

Xiao Wang said: The child may be hungry.Let's go, Sister Yang and the car are waiting outside. At this time, Wang Guixiang could only harden her heart and go forward, her tears kept flowing, how did she get in the car in the end, what head nurse Yang said, and what Xiao Wang said, she didn't hear a word clearly, The crying of the second child can be heard overwhelmingly. It wasn't until the car drove away that she calmed down a little bit. The car was still the car that picked her up. Sister Yang was sitting next to her. drive a car. Wang Guixiang understands that this place will have nothing to do with her in the future, only her children will stay here, which will become her longing for day and night.She was a little sad and a little helpless.

At this time, head nurse Yang grabbed her hand, her hand was cold, but head nurse Yang's hand was hot.After a long while, Head Nurse Yang held her hand and exerted some strength. She felt this strength. Head Nurse Yang said: Don’t worry, big sister. From now on, your child will be my child. Yes, we won't give him a dilute drink. She nodded and said: I believe it. Head nurse Yang said: I have no child with Lao Tian, ​​and I will treat this child as my own from now on.After a pause, he added: closer than his own. Her tears flowed again, and the head nurse Yang held her with more strength, and said in a low voice: "Big girl, I know you are reluctant. I will take care of this child first. When you want it, I will give it to you." Send it back to you.

She stopped crying and took a serious look at head nurse Yang. From yesterday to now, she hasn't had time to take a closer look at head nurse Yang.The head nurse Yang in front of her is so quiet and kind in her eyes, and she also looks like a nobleman.While watching Head Nurse Yang, she said: "Sister, there is no reason to return the things you gave away. I don't regret it. The second child is yours."The child is given to you, I am at ease.He will be blessed in the future, unlike us rural people who suffer and suffer for a lifetime. Speaking of this, Wang Guixiang's tears flowed out again.This time, for the happy ending of her second child, she felt a warm touch.

Head nurse Yang was also moved by Wang Guixiang's words, and she also said sincerely: "Big sister, we will be a family from now on. If you have any difficulties in the future, come to the army to find us."The man in our family is called Tian Liaoshen. The head of the army gave him this name when he participated in the Liaoshen Campaign that year, which is easy to remember.My name is Yang Peipei, I work in the hospital, and I know it when I ask. This time, Wang Guixiang used some strength to hold the head nurse Yang's hand, and she said: "Sister, don't say anything, the child is for you, I don't worry."

When the car drove into the village, it attracted crowds of onlookers. There were not many cars in that era, especially the small car in which the head of the army was sitting. The eyes of the villagers were full of envy and surprise. Yesterday, the car stopped on the road for a while. Only Lao Yutou, a sheep herder, saw the scene of Wang Guixiang being rescued by the army chief on the hillside. The news that Wang Guixiang was taken away by the army car was heard by her husband Liu Erga when he came home at night. of.The army took his wife away, so he can rest assured.He knew that his wife would come back after giving birth, so he asked for leave today and waited for his wife and child to return safely at home.Sure enough, the jeep drove up to the door of his house, and he greeted him with folded hands. Like those villagers who hadn't opened their eyes, his attention was first attracted by the car. After realizing it, he glanced at the child in Wang Guixiang's arms, then at Wang Guixiang, and said dully: "It's good, isn't it?"

Wang Guixiang didn't say anything. She was looking at Yang Peipei who got out of the car. Yang Peipei took out some things from the car, including a few bags of milk powder, and feeding bottles. Wang Guixiang said: Sister Yang, I can't take this thing, you can take it back, it will still be useful. Her subtext was to ask Yang Peipei to take the things back for the second child to use, but Yang Peipei said: Big sister, you need this thing, you don't have any milk, what does the child eat? One sentence made Wang Guixiang shed tears again. She believed that she had met a kind person.

Yang Peipei handed the things to Liu Erga, smiled at him again and said: From now on, we must take good care of the children. Liu Erga didn't know what to say to this kind female Liberation Army for a while, so he nodded and said: You are the lifesaver of my wife, please sit in the room. Yang Peipei looked at Wang Guixiang and said, "Big sister, come in quickly."I went back, there was still something to do in the hospital. Wang Guixiang knew that Yang Peipei was thinking about the second child in the hospital, so why didn't she miss it? She nodded when she heard what Yang Peipei said.Yang Peipei got into the car, poked her head out of the car window and said, "Big sister, come to my place when you have time." The car left. Wang Guixiang watched the jeep go away all the time, as if her dick was in the car, being pulled away little by little.Her tears just kept flowing. At this time, the child in my arms woke up, not knowing whether it was hungry or peeing, and began to cry.She wiped the tears off her face and walked into the house without looking back. Her husband, Liu Erga, happily followed behind.