Chapter 6 Chapter 6 Half Amputated Finger

Grandpa beat the Japanese ronin to death with one punch, and walked to the Valley of Madness with more than two dozen long-term workers from poor backgrounds overnight.At that time, Grandpa and more than 20 long-term workers were unarmed and did not have any weapons.Those long-term workers have been used to the hoes and shovels in their hands for many years, so they each picked up a hard stick in their hands on the road.At that time, it was these long-term workers holding wooden sticks who crossed the Valley of Madness and caused a sensation. In the depths of Daxing'an Mountains, on the densely wooded mountains, there is a bottomless canyon. The canyon is not wide, like a knife and an axe.

, People often hear the cries of wolves and ghosts in the Valley of the Mad Devil. When the sound is muffled, it rolls from the depths of the canyon from far to near. The whole mountain range is trembling, and the rocks under the feet are creaking. Alas, the whole world seemed to be destroyed in an instant.The forest trees on the canyon trembled in the strong wind. One day in the early years, a group of men who escaped from Shandong walked into Daxinganling. They came to Daxinganling to pan for gold and make a fortune. The group of men found a thick golden vein at the entrance of Mad Demon Valley. The group of men were ecstatic, and a group of people Dreaming of getting rich, I walked into Mad Devil Valley, and not long after I walked in, Mad Devil Valley began to roar, the mountain was shaking, the ground was shaking, and a strong wind was blowing outside the mountain. .About an hour later, the wind calmed down, the clouds cleared and the fog cleared, the sun shone warmly in the woods on both sides of the canyon, the birds chirped and sang in the woods, and the group of gold diggers from Shandong never came out again.

At the beginning, there were still some hunters living around the Valley of Mad Demons. Since then, the hunters have all moved away overnight.The empty mountain and the terrifying Valley of Madness were left behind. Grandpa brought more than 20 long-term workers to the Mad Valley. They wisely chose the Fengshui treasure of Mad Valley, which is undoubtedly a very smart move.The Crazy Devil Valley is indeed dangerous, but the Zhou family outside the mountain and enemies other than the Zhou family dare not invade the Crazy Devil Valley rashly.This is the very wise choice of grandpa. Under the leadership of their grandfather, more than 20 long-term workers buried pots and built houses and set up a camp near the Valley of Madness. They held sticks and started a life like apes. At the beginning, they lived by hunting and set up like apes. Firewood grilled their prey, and occasionally they went down the mountain to eat a big family.They are all farmers in the neighborhood, and they know who is rich and poor at the bottom of the mountain. They went down the mountain together and ambushed around the village. First, they sent a person to post a post. .The inscription is the stick team.Although grandpa killed the Japanese ronin with one punch, they knew that the leader of the stick team was grandpa, but those big families didn't pay attention to the long-term workers like grandpa.The post went down, and the big family was happy. Sometimes they gave a few chickens and a bag of noodles, and sent grandpa and the others away like organized beggars.Grandpa and the others didn't have a high appetite at that time, as long as they had something to eat.There were also those who ignored their grandpa and the others. It was written on the post that the time was up, and they only sent a noodle bag with nothing in it. They also left a letter scolding grandpa and these bandits.

At this moment, Yu Qian urged his grandfather to say, "It's outrageous, kill them." Grandpa didn't want to kill them, so he asked Yu Qian to go around and set fire to the firewood stack behind the big family's door. The fire was set at night, and when grandpa gave an order, Yu Qian lit the firewood stack.Stacking firewood is still popular in the rural areas of Northeast China. The autumn crops and some trees that are ready to be used as firewood are stacked together. When the mountains are covered by heavy snow, these are things for heating. As soon as the fire broke out, the rich family members shouted, "It's not good, it's on fire, come and put out the fire!"

When the whole village got up to help fight the fire, the stick team ambushing around followed the fire fighters and rushed in. They were not fighting the fire, but grabbing things in the chaos. They rushed into the house and took whatever they saw that was valuable. After that, he ran to the mountains overnight. For a time, the reputation of the Bangzi team was very bad, and the wealthy households wanted to unite to wipe out the Bangzi team stationed in the mountains. At this time, more Japanese wanderers flocked to the Daxing'anling area, and they were optimistic about this geomantic treasure.They heard about the Valley of the Mad Devils, not only about the dangers of the Valley of the Mad Devils, but also that there is a thick golden vein in the Valley of the Mad Devils.The Japanese wanderers are organized together to explore the Valley of Madness.

When Grandpa and his stick team got the news, they all scolded. Yu Qian scolded: "Fuck him, little Japan, you want to take my place." Er Gouzi said, "Kill them, kill them." Er Gouzi was healed from the wounds beaten by the Japanese ronin at that time, and stood there with big arms and waists. My grandfather was very calm, and called a meeting with all the members of the Bangzi team. The Japanese ronin wanted to come to the Valley of Madness. This is a challenge for them. If the Japanese ronin walked out of the Valley of Madness, they would have no place to stand. up.More than 20 strong men quickly reached an agreement in the grandfather's shack, before the Japanese ronin came to the Valley of the Mad Devils, they must first walk through the Valley of the Mad Devils.In order to conquer the Valley of Madness before the Japanese wanderers, they did what they said, and went down the mountain to eat a big family. They wanted to bring enough steamed buns and bacon to take with them, and they picked up sticks and walked in one dawn. Valley of Madness.

They took a detour and found the mouth of Mad Demon Valley. They first waded through a rapid torrent, and then walked through a mess of rocky hills. It was covered with dripping moss, the sky above was very narrow and far away, and as we walked, there were more and more rocks.The canyon also widened. After walking all morning, they didn't find anything unusual, so they found a flat and wide place to sit down and eat the steamed buns and bacon they carried on their backs. After eating, they even sang They sang an erotic song, and they walked forward with sticks in their hands. Suddenly, they saw the pile of scattered bones on the gravel, and they suddenly remembered the group of gold diggers from Shandong a few years ago.Before they recovered, there was a howling like a giant beast from far and near, and then the whole canyon trembled, and suddenly a strong wind blew up, the whole canyon was like night, and they couldn't see anyone on the opposite side.At this time, Yu Qian called out: "Big brother—" and hugged my grandfather's waist, and my grandfather also hugged Yu Qian. The two of them rolled in the canyon, and then they hugged each other and hid together. After the boulder stopped moving.

Flying sand and rolling stones hit him head-on, the sound of stones colliding, people's screams, and the roar of the wind mingled together. Grandpa and Yu Qian passed out.After an unknown amount of time, when they woke up, the canyon returned to calm. Grandpa saw that Yu Qian was still there unconscious, with one leg pressed down by a stone and blood seeping out.With a loud roar, Grandpa picked up the rock and overturned it. He carried the fainted Yu Qian on his back. At this time, people who were not dead, far and near, got up, with mournful faces. They seemed to have done everything just now. a dream.They supported each other and staggered out of the Valley of Madness.When the sky was full of stars, they returned to the outside of the mountain.There were more than 20 people, but only 19 of them came out, and many of them were wounded.

Grandpa has always carried Yu Qian on his back. It was Grandpa who saved Yu Qian. In the days to come, Grandpa cooked soup and medicine for Yu Qian until Yu Qian recovered from his injury. Since then, Yu Qian has limped a leg.Yu Qian, who was limping on one leg, knelt down in front of my grandfather and said tearfully: "Brother, my life is yours. As long as you need me in the future, just say it, brother is willing to die." That's what Yu Qian said, and he did as well.In the days to come, Yu Qian played an important role in the development of the story between my grandpa and grandma.

There were only nineteen heroes left on the mountain. In the following days, the nineteen heroes went their separate ways. Not long after Grandpa and the others were defeated in Crazy Valley, a team of Japanese ronin walked into Crazy Valley. In those few days, nineteen men stood ready with sticks in hand.They were always on guard against the Japanese ronin who came out of the Valley of Madness and rushed towards them. One day passed, two days passed, one month passed, and the Valley of the Mad Demons broke out again and again, and they never saw the group of Japanese wanderers coming out of the Valley of the Mad Demons.

The nineteen-tiao man was convinced that the Japanese ronin would never walk out of the Valley of Madness. They started cheering on the mountain, jumping and jumping, and then they cried together again. After crying, they knelt down solemnly toward the Valley of Madness . They took note of the Valley of Madness— They can't forget the Valley of the Mad Demons any more— When the Liaoshen Campaign began, my father was already the battalion commander.My father's army rested at the foot of Weihu Mountain in Hailin County, Heilongjiang, and headed for Jinzhou. At that time, there were many troops in the army, divided into several columns and traveling day and night. It was already midnight when the army arrived at a place called Gongzhuling in Jilin.My father rode a horse, looked at the exhausted team in front of him, and gave an order: "The team will spend the night in the big village in front." At that time, Gongzhuling was still very small, and there was a railway built by the Japanese, which formed a railway linking Shenyang and Harbin. The transportation line, Gongzhuling is located next to the railway. At that time, it looked like a big village. Now it is a county-level city, which is rich in soybeans and corn. The annual public grain delivered ranks first among counties and cities in the country.At that time, the important goal of the Northeast Army was to attack the main cities of transportation fortresses, such as Jinzhou, Shenyang, Changchun, etc. Other remote towns were not taken seriously, and there were still some security teams organized in scattered places. They did not belong to the Kuomintang The regular army, however, eats the salary of the Kuomintang and works for the Kuomintang. Most of the people there are local bastards from their hometowns. They are organized together, but they are actually some mobs. These security forces did not take the People's Liberation Army troops seriously. They thought that this time it would be the same as before, they came in angrily, and ran away after a few shots.Every time the troops passed by, they were not disturbed. The security captain stationed in Gongzhuling is called Wu Erye. There are dozens of people under Wu Erye. The guns issued by the Kuomintang have enough ammunition. Divide into three shifts, take turns to watch, and hide in the tower to fool around with the newly married concubine. In the middle of the night, my father's troops marched into Gongzhuling, and Wu Erye's security team discovered them; first they fired a platoon of guns, and the few People's Liberation Army walking in front fell down.A bullet flew past my father's scalp with a "swish", which made my father break out in a cold sweat. He didn't expect that there were Kuomintang troops here.He jumped off his horse, threw the reins to the following guards, drew the gun at his waist, and with a wave of his hand, the troops dispersed, and then shot at each other.In the dark, my father saw that several soldiers had fallen, and my father was very annoyed. It was very unlucky to lose soldiers before the war started.In fact, my father withdrew the next order to withdraw, and it would be fine to go around.His father watched a dozen brothers fall down. He thought he could not let these bastards take advantage of it. He waved his hand to call for the trumpeter. His father said, "Blow the horn and charge." The trumpet sounded, and the loud and clear sound of the trumpet pierced the night. The People's Liberation Army, lying on the ground and shooting, rushed up when they heard the sound of the trumpet.There were only a few dozen security guards in the village, and they had no formal training. They knew it was broken when they heard the trumpet sound. When they encountered regular troops of the People’s Liberation Army, some dropped their guns and ran away, while others crawled there and dared not move. .My father's troops easily occupied Gongzhuling. When my father's troops rushed into the courtyard of the security team, my red-eyed father still ordered the soldiers to shoot. Only a dozen or so hiding in the dark were spared, and the rest were all killed. up.What my father did was somewhat contrary to the principles of the People's Liberation Army in treating prisoners. Whenever the war broke out, my father would lose his composure and forget the principles when he saw dead people. When the troops rushed into the security compound, my father personally rushed into the tower with a few soldiers. Wu Erye and his concubine on the tower did not expect the People's Liberation Army to rush in so quickly.The two of them ran away before they had time, and hid in the kang cabinet.As soon as my father rushed into the tower, he saw the kang cabinet. Father pointed, and a soldier rushed over, pulling out the naked Wu Erye and the prostitute who was dressed like a goblin. My father ordered someone to light the oil lamp. Under the light, my father saw Erye Wu, with a bald head, a big face, and a fat body. When my father recognized Erye Wu, he was startled. He had seen Erye Wu when he was young. Don't call him Er Ye, but Wu Er.He was a long-term worker who went to Mad Devil Valley with his grandfather. Later, when the Japanese came, his grandfather took the members of the stick team and defected to Zhao Shangzhi's army, and Wu Er ran back to Datun Town. After Zhao Shangzhi's troops were dispersed by the Japanese, my grandfather fled home to guard my grandma Xiaofeng. Later, when my father remembered, Wu Er went to visit my grandfather.At that time, Wu Er took advantage of the chaos and pulled up another team. He didn't fight the Japanese, but only the poor.That time when Wu Er knelt in front of his grandfather, he was slapped twice by his grandfather. His grandfather growled and said to Wu Er, "Wu Er, go home and live your life." Wu Er knelt for a while and left without saying anything.My father didn't expect to run into Wu Er here, and my father knew that Wu Er had a family in Datun Town. At this moment, Wu Er didn't care about getting dressed, he knelt down at his father's feet with his stomach shy, and kowtowed to his father from time to time, saying, "Sir, I was wrong, I was wrong." The father kicked Wu Er's ass, and said angrily, "Look who I am." Wu Er raised his head, of course Wu Er couldn't recognize my father.My father sneered and said, "Wu Er, you are afraid of death, go to war with me." My father was still thinking about Wu Er's feat of going to Mad Devil Valley with my grandfather, and he suddenly changed his mind when he wanted to kill Wu Er.Seeing that he had grabbed a life-saving grass, Wu Er hurriedly kowtowed and said, "Yes, sir, I will go with you." My father ordered Wu Er to put on his clothes, and he looked coldly at the little prostitute who looked like a fairy huddled in the corner and said, "Don't you have your wife and children in Datun Town!" Before realizing it, the officer standing in front of him would know this, so he kowtowed and said, "Yes, yes, yes, my wife is called Kuhua, and my son is called Shazhu." Father threw the gun in front of Wu Er and said coldly, "Kill her." Wu Er shivered and stared at my father in a daze.Father grabbed a long gun from the arms of a soldier beside him, and loaded the bullet with a "crash".The gun pointed at Wu Er and said: "If you don't kill her, I will kill you." Wu Er rolled his eyelids, grabbed the gun in front of him with trembling hands, and pointed at the woman tremblingly. At this time, the woman had already fainted from fright.My father couldn't wait any longer, and shouted angrily, "Shoot." Wu Er's gun fired, but it missed. The bullet hit the corner of the wall, knocking off several pieces of the wall.Father's gun rang out, and the bullet flew past Wu Er's bald head, causing Wu Er to lie on the ground in fright.Father shouted again: "Wu Er, I'll give you another chance." Wu Er raised his gun again and closed his eyes.The gunshot rang out, the woman moved, and a black stream of blood ran down the top of the woman's breast. Father said: "Let's go." Several soldiers carried Wu'er out of the tower. At the beginning, my father put Wu Er in the class. When Wu Er was fighting, he couldn't run, which dragged down the whole class. Later, his father made Wu Er Go to the cooking class to light the fire and deliver meals. When the Tashan blockade in the famous Liaoshen Campaign started, the main position of my father's battalion was not in Tashan, but on Bijia Mountain, 20 kilometers south of Tashan, the battle was not as cruel as Tashan, but it was not easy.The whole battalion stood firm on the ground, and the cooking team sent meals up the mountain twice a day.When meals were delivered in the morning, there were still more than 200 people eating in the camp, but in the afternoon, there were only about 70 people left in the camp.My father's eyes were red, and Wu Er came to the battlefield carrying the burden of food delivery. My father didn't bother to let the soldiers eat. He had forgotten to eat. My father fired a machine gun for a while, and threw a few grenades for a while. Suddenly he was hit by something on the back, which made him lie down. The moment his father was lying on the trench, he understood that the shot was shot from behind. He didn't understand how the enemy ran behind him. He went, he yelled: "Not good." He raised his gun and turned around.He turned around and saw Wu Er, who was aiming at him with a gun, saw him turn around, and ran away, his huge bald head flashed, his father understood everything, his father's gun went off, Wu Er Her bald head was split open, like a flower blooming, and it withered in an instant. Wu Er always remembers the hatred of his father. It was his father who made him lose everything. His father killed his concubine. He came to the army with his father and was always looking for a chance to take revenge. Picking up a gun left by a soldier who died in battle, he fired a shot at his father. When he was about to shoot the second shot, his father shot him dead. At that time, my father was injured, and the bullet almost hit the heart, passing through twelve centimeters away from the heart.My father took his life and stayed in the hospital for two months. After that time, my father suddenly understood a lot. In the future wars, my father would never be merciless.He can experience a kind of pleasure in killing people. Seeing the blood spurting from the enemy's chest, his heart trembles inexplicably. He seems to see a kind of will of his own blossoming and bearing fruit before his eyes. Father desires to kill, desires war. After my cousin was sad about the propaganda team incident for a while, she suddenly started talking and laughing again. After my cousin came back from work every day, she finished her meal in a hurry, and then locked herself in the small room to wash up. While washing up, the cousin was still humming Li Tiemei's singing.After grooming, the cousin went out with a radiant face.The aunt said to her cousin's back: "Lily, what are you doing?" The cousin turned her head and said, "Mom, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back in a while." The aunt snorted.The uncle said to the aunt with a guilty face: "You just let her go out. The child is old and bored at home. What's wrong with you?" At this time, the cousin had already walked out of the house with her long braid.That day I saw my cousin had a section of red-headed rope tied behind her braid.On a moonlit night, my cousin and I went to play peek-a-boo in the yard of the production team. It was just autumn, and the rice in the field was harvested, and they were pulled into the yard to form high stacks. Most of the yard was empty. The ground was bare, and my cousin and some other children were running wildly in the yard. Later, I got behind a pile of grain and waited for my cousins ​​to come to me.The moonlight in the yard was like water, only a shadow was cast behind the tall grain piles. I watched my cousins ​​walking towards here. In order not to let them find me, I tried my best to drill into the grain piles. Qing, there were two people huddling together in the grain pile. At this moment, I was a little panicked. I didn’t know who they were, and I took another step forward. At this time, I saw a thick braid lying on the grass. There was still that red-headed rope behind the braid. I realized something and ran away. That night, my cousin came back very late. As soon as my cousin came in, I smelled the fragrance of straw, and my face was flushed. I glanced at my cousin, and my cousin's face became even redder. She touched my head and hid behind her. to a hut. In the future, we will go to the yard to play again, and I will never hide behind the grain pile, I know my cousin is there.My cousin still comes back very late every day, and every time I come back, I can smell the familiar fragrance of grain and grass.Once I walked up to my cousin and twitched my nose desperately. The scent made me intoxicated. When my cousin found out, she patted my head caressingly and scolded: "You little greedy cat." I also ran away with a smile cousin. I know that my cousin waited for Ma Chi every night. He waited on the side road at the entrance of the brigade department.Several times I saw Ma Chi and my cousin rushing to the back of the grain pile.There is their love nest.The cousin was burned red by love, humming the tunes of model operas all day long. At noon one day in late autumn, Wu Guangtai, secretary of the brigade, came to my aunt's house suddenly.In my impression, it was the first time Secretary Wu Guangtai came to my house.My uncle was squatting on the ground smoking his self-rolling cigarette. When he looked up and saw Wu Guangtai, he didn't know what to say, and said repeatedly: "Secretary, you've eaten, um." After wiping Kang Yan, he rushed to Wu Guangtai and said, "Secretary, why do you come to our house when you have time?" Secretary Wu didn't say anything, but looked around. Secretary Wu, said hello and closed the door.My uncle woke up at this time, rolled a cigarette, and raised her hands tremblingly in front of Secretary Wu, but Secretary Wu refused to answer, smiled and said: "Smoke mine." He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and took out a pack of cigarettes Handed it to my uncle, my uncle was stunned for a while, neither accepted nor accepted, and finally took it, took it under the nose and sniffed it, and put it behind the ear.Secretary Wu took a puff of cigarette, glanced at me and my cousin who were standing aside, and said, "You two go out to play for a while." My cousin and I came out. I don't know what Secretary Wu said at the aunt's house, but he came out after a while. The uncle sent Secretary Wu to the door all the time, saying, "Secretary Wu, you are leaving, um, you are leaving." Secretary Wu couldn't see I can't tell if I'm happy but I'm not happy. With my stomach full and hands behind my back, I took two steps, turned around and said to my uncle who was still standing at the door with a big smile on his face, "Think about it." "Hmm, um." The uncle nodded diligently, and when he saw Secretary Wu walking away, he put away the smile, and when the smile disappeared, the uncle turned around and went back to the house with a bitter face. During the meal, the whole family gathered around the table and no one spoke. The cousin looked happy in the past, with a pale face and lowered head.My uncle ate without taste, and before the meal was finished, he pushed away the bowl and got off the kang, squatted on the ground to smoke, and after exhaling, he said: "I dragged you down, it's all me, damn it?" Damn." The aunt gave the uncle a blank look and said: "Lily is only seventeen, we don't agree to his marriage, people live with ambition." The cousin's face looked better, she glanced at the aunt gratefully and said, "Anyway, I don't agree." I heard some clues, Wu Guangtai came today to propose marriage for his foolish son in his thirties, I feel disgusted when I think of that fool, that fool often takes off his clothes and catches lice in the sun, catches one and throws it away After chewing, he lowered his head and fiddled with the black lump in his crotch, and then grinned at us. Later I knew that Wu Guangtai's wife was his cousin, which was the result of a close relative's marriage.Poor that idiot, he died a bloody and bloody death under the two-toothed hook that Ma Chi used to pick up manure. As soon as I thought of that fool, I said: "Sister, don't marry that fool, the fool is dirty." My cousin and aunt both smiled at me.The aunt said: "Your sister will not marry anyone, so I will tell you stories." I laughed when I heard it. The cousin still came home very late at night, and the cousin's face was still flushed. The autumn bustle is over, and the food in the yard is finished; people who have been busy in spring, summer and autumn suddenly relax. The propaganda team was drawn to the commune for a performance.The commune is far away from our village, where the performance team lives. In the past few days, my cousin seemed to have lost her soul, going in and out of the hut from time to time. One day, after dinner, Wu Guangtai stood at the door of my house and said to my uncle: "Let your Lily go to the brigade to have a meeting in the evening, young people work." My cousin is no longer an actor in the propaganda team, but a member of the Tunli Youth Commando. In the past, my cousin often went to meetings.My cousin still went that night. I don't know when my cousin came back. I was awakened by my aunt's cry in my dream. My aunt called my uncle in a frightened voice like never before: "Xiaoli has taken medicine, go and call the car owner to set up a car and take her to the hospital." .” When my cousin and I got up, my aunt had carried my cousin out of the hut and came to the yard. I saw my cousin's clothes were messy, her hair was loose, her face was pale, her eyes were closed tightly, and she smelled of dichlorvos. That night I was terrified. I was afraid that my cousin would die. When the owner of the car came to the car, I also climbed on it. My aunt didn't notice me in her panic. When I arrived at the hospital, after a long time of tossing, the doctor said, "It will be impossible to save it a few minutes later." My cousin was lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were still tightly closed, and she was no different from a dead person at this time. Ma Chi, who performed in the commune auditorium, also came. His face was still painted with oil paint, and he pretended not to finish it. When he heard that his cousin had an accident, he ran over.He leaned down in front of his cousin and called out softly. The cousin opened her eyes, saw Ma Chi, and immediately closed them again. At this moment, tears rolled down her pale face.After a while, my cousin suddenly sat up from the hospital bed, pulled her hair desperately and said, "Let me die!" During the few days when my cousin came home, I still had the thought of dying. Ma Chi came back from the commune before the performance was over. He stayed with my cousin during the day and slept with my aunt at night.My cousin cried day and night. I didn't know what happened to my cousin at the time.All I know is that one night, Ma Chi, carrying a two-tooth hook for picking up manure, entered the house of Wu Guangtai, the secretary of the brigade, and smashed Wu Guangtai and his stupid son to blood.I just found out what happened.My cousin was notified by Wu Guangtai to go to a meeting that night, but it wasn’t actually a meeting. He only notified my cousin. When my cousin went, Wu Guangtai closed the gate. The stupid son raped my cousin.Wu Guangtai failed to propose a marriage, so he came up with this method, wanting to make cooked rice with raw rice, and asked his cousin to agree to the marriage at the door. On that day, my uncle would not eat or drink, and would slap his own mouth whenever he had time, and said while smoking, "I have hurt you, I have hurt you." Stop bleeding. After Ma Chi killed the man, he surrendered himself. On the day Ma Chi was shot, my cousin suddenly stopped crying and made noises. She also dressed herself up, put some rouge on her face, and combed her hair.Ma Chi was pulled back from the county and returned to the commune for execution. Ma Chi was shaved bald and pushed by two police officers. His cousin stood at the front of the crowd. When Ma Chi passed in front of her, the cousin shouted: "Ma Chi -" Ma Chi saw his cousin, smiled at her, then turned his head and was pushed away. After the gunshot, the cousin let out a sob and held her breath. The aunt stood beside Sister Feng, and she hugged her cousin. It took a long time for her cousin to wake up. On the way home, my aunt was walking with her cousin who was in a trance. Aunt Feng also seemed to be stupid, and she only said one sentence in a daze: "It's me who should be killed! Ma Chi died for me." The cousin went crazy within a few days. The crazy cousin with disheveled hair was scary. She ran out of the house again and again, calling Ma Chi's name.Later, my cousin was sent to a mental hospital, and a year later, my cousin was discharged from the hospital.The cousin who was discharged from the hospital didn't cry, make noise, or run out. She just sat in the room in a daze all day long, and her aunt called her when she ate, drank or slept. Later, my cousin was married to a village in another county. The man who married my cousin was a mute, and when she died in middle age, the wife brought a mute son. Later, the cousin fell into the well and died. My cousin went to fetch water from the well platform, filled a bucket of water, and when she went to pick up the second bucket, she fell headlong into the well.When I got the news, my aunt and uncle didn't cry, they sat there numbly looking at the path outside the window, every time my cousin walked out and back from that path. The first project that my father remodeled on the Shiheyu farm was to deliver manure by cart. The car is a wheelbarrow, every group of three people, from the sheep pen of the farm to the wheat field at Hongzuikou, a round trip takes several kilometers.There are more than a dozen trips per car per day. The other two people in the same group as my father were named Liu Dachuan and the other Hu Mazi.Liu Dachuan served as a battalion officer of the Kuomintang The eldest is from Baoding, Hebei.During the Battle of Pingjin, Liu Dachuan was liberated, and then went home to farm, and was sent here again. ?Liu Dajii has a wide waist, a fat body, and a beard all over his face. When Liu Dachuan was the battalion commander of the Kuomintang, he had a wife and children. In Tianjin, he was preoccupied with his wife and children. Those who fought with wives and children at that time were all thinking about their wives and children. As soon as the team was surrounded by the People's Liberation Army, those officials were the first to throw away their guns and raised their hands. Liu Dachuan did not join the People's Liberation Army after liberation, mainly because he missed his wife and children.Tianjin was liberated, but he could no longer find his wife and children.Liu Dachuan didn't give up. He searched Henan, Hebei, Liaoning, wherever he could think of, but couldn't find it.After the whole country was liberated, he died of that heart.In those days, it was common for a few people to die, but Liu Dachuan didn't believe that his wife and children would be killed by stray bullets. He returned to his hometown in Hebei and did not remarry. He has been waiting, always thinking that one day his wife and children will appear in the before his eyes.He didn't wait for his wife and children, but he waited for the Cultural Revolution. Hu Mazi was the company commander when he was a volunteer.Hu Mazi’s Volunteer Army was the 180th Division of the 60th Army, which participated in the fifth battle. The troops arrived at the 38th parallel. James Van Fleet took over as commander of the U.S. Eighth Army.At that time, the U.S. military had built a solid defensive position along the 38th parallel. On that day in April, the 180th Division of the 60th Army of the Volunteer Army was encircled by the U.S. Army while covering the wounded and moving north. The command of the Volunteer Army failed, and the 180th Division suffered heavy losses.Hu Mazi was captured at that time.After the war, Hu Mazi was exchanged back to China as a prisoner of war. Hu Mazi's body was tattooed with reactionary propaganda slogans.After returning to China, Hu Mazi tried to remove the writing on his body, scraped it with a knife, and burned it with fire, but the reactionary handwriting was still faintly visible, and his body was full of scars.At the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, Hu Mazi became a kind of unclear person and was sent to Xinjiang. My father and these two people went back and forth between the sheep pen and the wheat field, pushing a wheelbarrow to deliver manure, forming a humorous picture.Before my father came to Xinjiang, he was the deputy chief of staff of the military region. He was an out-and-out member of the Communist Army and had the highest position. The burden of driving the shaft naturally fell on my father. Liu Dachuan was on the left, and Hu Mazi was on the right, assisting my father in the delivery of manure. mission. The weather in early spring in Xinjiang is full of wind and sand. It is still cold in the morning and evening, and people are shivering. At noon, it is so hot that people don't even want to wear clothes.My father was walking in the middle holding on to the handlebars of the car. His light yellow military padded jacket was soaked with sweat, so my father took off the padded jacket.Among these three people, only my father dared to take off his cotton-padded jacket confidently. Scars can be seen everywhere on my father's body. The most eye-catching and glaring one is the black gun that Wu Lao Er hit my father with, which made a big knot on my father's back. scar.Liu Dachuan and Hu Mazi also had injuries, perhaps not less than my father's, but they dared not take off their clothes, their injuries were a symbol of shame. My father's bare back exposed the scars all over his body, and he bulged all his muscles to pull the cart. Naturally, Liu Dachuan and Hu Mazi didn't dare to neglect, bending over and pushing the cart forward in the wind and sand.My father, who is nearly fifty years old, did not expect to fight for most of his life, and was finally sent to Xinjiang to collect sheep dung.My father felt that this was a shame, and my father sometimes stayed silent for a day. He felt that he would not be able to take the initiative to speak to the Kuomintang battalion commander and a man who had been an American prisoner. The other two naturally didn't dare to strike up a conversation with my father casually. They knew their status, so how dare they casually make trouble in front of a soldier who commands thousands of troops. My father couldn't figure out whether it was more important for a general to command thousands of troops, or to pull dung and grow wheat.My father tortured himself with labor when he couldn't figure it out, and sometimes he didn't take a breath when he went back and forth. Liu Dachuan and Hu Mazi didn't dare to ask for a break, and they followed behind panting, sweat sticking to the sticky moisture on the cotton-padded clothes. The two of them were struggling to push the wheelbarrow full of sheep dung. When I looked up, I could see beads of sweat streaming from my father's bare back. It fell to the stone at the foot. When the two of them saw all this, they couldn't help but tremble in their hearts. What the two of them were in awe of was not entirely my father's official position. There is no essential difference between feces. The biggest difference lies in the scars on my father's body. It is a difference between scars and scars. They can't help but look at my father differently when they look at the scars. The scars are a kind of awe and deterrence. . It is very important to deliver dung during the spring period. It is not easy to reclaim a field with land on the barren Gobi Desert.If there is no guarantee of sheep dung, the wheat will not be well developed. Without wheat, what will people eat on a farm? The supreme commander of the farm, Battalion Commander Chai, personally supervises the battle. Register the number of times, and do some spiritual encouragement from time to time. 柴营长捏着小本就说：“王五，加油哇，你这么好的身体不多于两趟?” 有时，大半天下来，我父亲这一组已经比别的组多拉了两趟羊粪了。有一段时间，柴营长一直不敢和我父亲正面接触，那是一种官职上的悬殊。抗美援朝时，柴营长才只是一个排长，那时我父亲就已经是师长了。我父亲沉甸甸的档案就在柴营长的办公室里锁着，他翻过我父亲的档案，每看一篇他就吓出一身冷汗。柴营长也弄不明白，一个军区的副参谋长为什么那么不冷静参加到那次震惊中央的武斗中去。 他看见父亲光着脊背又一次出现在麦地里时，终于忍不住走过来，抓过腰上的一条白毛巾递到我父亲面前，他不敢正视我父亲赤裸的身体，只望着父亲的脚说：“老钟，你们已经比别人多拉两趟了，歇歇吧。” 我父亲不说话，他也不去接柴营长递过来的白毛巾，拉出自己后腰上的，胡乱地抹一把，又塞到腰间。 柴营长抬头看了看汗流满面的刘大川和胡麻子，冲两个人挥了挥手，那两个人就走远了一些。柴营长望着我父亲那张没有表情的脸说： “钟师长，是不是给你换一下工作?”在以后的日子里，柴营长和父亲单独接触时，柴营长一直这么称呼我父亲，他觉得这样亲切。 我父亲望着麦地里已经运来的一堆堆羊粪说：“我挺好，这活我能干。” 柴营长便不再说什么了，无声地叹口气，丢下一句： “你多保重，师长。”便走了。 我父亲是硬撑着干这活，他身上那么多的伤，还有不少弹片留在身体里，他嘴上说自己行，可回到家里，他便一头歪在床上，再也起不来。 这时母亲就端来早就烧好的热水，姐姐媛朝拿来毛巾，母亲脱掉父亲的鞋，脱去父亲沾满灰尘的棉袄，用毛巾一遍遍去擦我父亲的身体。这时姐姐媛朝就退出去。母亲一边擦父亲的身上，一边哭，泪水就扑哒扑哒地掉在父亲满是伤疤的身上，这时父亲仍不睁眼，他已经迷迷糊糊地睡过去了。 母亲这时放下毛巾伏下身，痴痴地望着父亲身体的每一个角落，然后把脸埋下去，去吻父亲的身体，包括那些伤疤。母亲一边吻父亲一边流泪。她想到了自从跟随父亲的日日月月的每一幕生活。 是父亲的冷漠和凶悍使她爱上了父亲。母亲没有在父亲身上得到那种爱，可她仍固执地爱着父亲，用整个身心，甚至整个生命。这就是一个中国一名普通纺织女工的爱，是认准了十头牛也拉不回的爱。