Chapter 4 Chapter Four Happy Slap

Grandpa was sitting in the shack and saw a person on the snow in the mountains approaching him little by little.Grandpa picked up the shovel and hid behind the door of the shack to stare at the visitor. When he saw clearly that the approaching person was Yu Qian, he threw away the shovel in his hand, tightened his throat, and yelled: " Yu Qian—" He couldn't go on anymore.When Yu Qian saw my grandfather, he ran two steps forward, then sat down on the snow, panted for a while with his mouth wide open, looked at my grandfather standing there surprised and moved, and said, "You ran so far." Yu Qian came to report to Grandpa.As soon as the grandfather ran away, he ran away for dozens of days. Yu Qian missed his grandfather, and Yu Qian was also an orphan without father and mother. The two formed a deep friendship during the years of long-term labor.He couldn't worry about my grandpa, he knew that my grandpa could only run into the mountains, and there was no other way for him to survive.

The arrival of Yu Qian made Grandpa know that he didn't hit Master Zhou to death with a shovel. A piece of Master Zhou's skull was crushed, and his left shoulder was fractured by Grandpa's shovel.Master Zhou passed out on the spot, and the young mistress Xiaofeng and the Zhou family members were so anxious that grandpa ran away in a panic with the shovel in hand. The Zhou family didn't care to send someone to chase my grandpa.They hurriedly carried Young Master Zhou into the house, calling and calling for Young Master Zhou to wake up.After waking up, Young Master Zhou's eyes were dull, and it took him a long time to say: "It really hurts." Zhou Daya sent someone to find a quack doctor from Datun Town to carefully treat Young Master Zhou.Master Zhou was put in a plaster cast and took the medicine and no longer complained of pain, and his eyes were still demented.Sometimes he recognized the person standing next to him, sometimes he didn't.Xiaofeng waited on Master Zhou's bed day and night, crying and wiping away her tears.She looked at the crippled Young Master Zhou in front of her. She gritted her two small canine teeth and said, "Poor boy, I caught you and peeled your skin." Xiaofeng, the young mistress at that time, would never have imagined that my grandpa was going crazy. He had a crush on her, and he hurt Master Zhou. Everything was due to his love for her.After the young mistress Xiaofeng finished speaking, she looked at her husband's appearance and wept secretly.

Zhou Daya asked a quack doctor to treat his son's injury, after a few days passed, nothing improved, so he put on a sled and sent his son to Tianjin Wei for treatment, Xiaofeng naturally went with him. Zhou Daya, who sent his son away, thought of my grandfather. He spent money to hire local scoundrels from the neighborhood to investigate and visit my grandfather unannounced. Those who caught him would be rewarded 100 Dayang, and those who informed him would be rewarded 50 Dayang.Naturally, the local ruffians in the neighborhood would not let go of such an opportunity to make a fortune, so these people investigated my grandfather's whereabouts openly and secretly.But none of them thought that my grandfather would hide in the snow-covered mountains.

After a period of tossing, these people naturally couldn't find the trace of grandpa.Zhou Daya got angry in a hurry, and watched a long-term worker depose his son, and the long-term worker ran away every day.This is undoubtedly a kind of mockery to the rich and powerful Zhou Daya. Zhou Daya couldn't accept this kind of ridicule. After a few days, Zhou Daya was so anxious that he developed several thick blisters on his neck. Later, he mobilized his family members, Including Yu Qian, these long-term workers are looking around. Ever since Yu Qian watched my grandfather run out of the Zhou family compound, he has been sweating for him. He is not worried that my grandfather will be caught by the Zhou family, but that he will lose a friend from now on.My grandfather is four years older than Yu Qian, and undoubtedly had an important impact on Yu Qian's life. Yu Qian lost her parents since she was a child. The appearance of my grandfather made Yu Qian psychologically dependent. For a while, that kind of The psychology is that of the younger generation to the father generation.Before Yu Qian received Zhou Daya's order, he didn't dare to go to my grandfather without authorization. He was not afraid that his boss would ruin his job, but because he was afraid that his rash actions would expose clues to my grandfather.

Yu Qian left Zhou's compound on the day he received Zhou Daya's order.In order to avoid the sight of the Zhou family, he wandered around other villages for a day before taking a detour into the mountains.The mountain is very large, and grandpa didn't leave any footprints. He found my grandpa based entirely on a feeling.He felt that my grandpa should hide here, so he found grandpa. My grandfather has been hiding in the mountains for dozens of days. He can’t see a person, and no one can talk to him. He can only be with those wild beasts during the day and night. When he saw Yu Qian, he cried. He cried while listening to Yu Qian's story.After Yu Qian finished speaking, Grandpa stopped his tears, looked at the white snow on the distant mountain and said, "I can't go back to Zhou's house, and I won't be able to go down the mountain for a while."

Yu Qian looked at my grandfather's sad eyes and said, "Let's hide in the mountains for a while, and then we can't drag a few people to Crazy Demon Valley to occupy the mountain and become king." After hearing Yu Qian's words, my grandfather's heart brightened. In the current situation, this is the only way for him to do so.It’s not an option to stay with wild animals every day in the uninhabited mountains. It might be a good life if you can gather a group of people to occupy the mountains and become kings. He thought of those who have fallen into bandits in the past dynasties, aren’t they all forced to do nothing? In order to survive , for his life, and that love, he had to think about occupying the mountain as king.

Yu Qian left, and grandpa sat in the shack thinking about what Yu Qian said. Grandpa was born in Weihai, the hometown of martial arts. Although he fled to the Northeast when he was young, his exposure to martial arts gave him a deep understanding of martial arts. He thought that to survive in this world, he must have a strong He didn't forget to review his own martial arts when he worked as a long-term worker for the Zhou family. After several years, he not only made his body perfect, but also made his kung fu perfect day by day. After Yu Qian left, Grandpa sat alone in the hunter's hut.Thinking that if he wants to survive, he can only take the road of occupying the mountain as king, but so far, he has not found a practical way.If you are alone and weak, you will not be able to make a fortune in any case.

When he thought of this, he was very worried about the current situation. At this time, he thought of Xiaofeng again. Xiaofeng's legs, those canine teeth, and her waist... Everything about Xiaofeng has been deeply occupied. Grandpa's heart.Yu Qian told him that Xiaofeng had gone to Tianjin Wei with Young Master Zhou to treat his injuries, that is to say, Xiaofeng left Zhou's house, left here, and went away from him. Has occupied his dry heart.At this time, Grandpa missed Xiaofeng with an unprecedented heart, and he thought of the hateful Zhou family, and the young master of the Zhou family. He felt uncomfortable seeing the young master of the Zhou family and Xiaofeng together. The most beautiful, Xiaofeng is not only beautiful, but also has the charm and temperament that grandpa can't extricate himself from.He suddenly thought bitterly that he wanted to occupy the mountain and become king just for Xiaofeng's sake. As long as he could get Xiaofeng one day, he would be satisfied even if he was hacked to pieces.

In the days when grandpa lived in seclusion in the mountains, grandpa practiced martial arts steaming with sweat on his bare back, brandishing the shovel. Grandpa revisited a unique family trick over and over again: the black tiger digs out the heart. When grandpa beat the Japanese Ronin until he bleeds from the seven orifices with one punch, he fell off the ring. During the days when I was with Grandpa, I asked Grandpa to demonstrate the trick several times, but Grandpa refused indifferently.Grandpa refused to recall, recalling all the bloody things.I understand grandpa. Later, I heard people say that grandpa's unique skill was definitely not achieved in a day.The unique skill of the hand is to be steady, accurate, ruthless, fierce, and tenacious. Only when all the basic skills are possessed can one be able to kill a person.

Grandpa practiced the black tiger's heart out in the mountains. He regarded the trees as enemies and beat them with his fists.Many adult trees in the depression where my grandfather fled to Daxing'an Mountains left bloodstains from the skin and flesh of my grandfather's fists.The wound on the fist made grandpa suffer a lot, but in order to survive and occupy the mountain as king in the future, grandpa wiped the wound with icy snow to numb the nerves, and then attacked the trees again and again. During the days when grandpa was waiting for the opportunity, Yu Qian came several times. These times, Yu Qian stole a lot of rice noodles and salt from the owner, and brought news to grandpa again and again.Yu Qian told his grandfather that Xiaofeng had returned with Master Zhou.Young Master Zhou's injury is healed, but Young Master Zhou has become an idiot, Young Master Zhou can only recognize his father Zhou Dayawai, and no one in the family anymore.

Grandpa was both excited and frightened when he heard the news.At this time, he became more firm in his vision of occupying the mountain as king. The opportunity finally came, and the news was brought by Yu Qian who entered the mountain again. My father ended the life of a Japanese team leader with one shot, and also seized a pistol. My father believed that he had risked his life to obtain the gun. The gun belonged to the father.But Captain Xiao still criticized his father, criticizing his father for killing a Japanese squad leader without organization and discipline.When his father was being criticized by Captain Xiao, he didn't say a word, and looked at the pistol in his hand. At this moment, in his father's consciousness, white rice and pork were approaching him little by little. Since then, my father has participated in the ranks of shooting drills. My father has learned how to shoot a gun, and he can shoot every shot within a hundred meters. The first battle that my father participated in was also the last large-scale battle of the Autonomous Alliance Army.The battle was fought at Wild Onion Ridge.It's spring, and the snow on Yecongling Mountain is melting little by little. On the bare turf, you can vaguely see some tender green sprouts breaking through the ground. The Japanese carried out a spring raid on the Northeast Autonomous Coalition Army in a vicious manner. The Japanese seemed to have realized that their days would not last long, mobilized all their troops, and rushed to Yecongling, where a detachment of the Autonomous Coalition Army was stationed. Captain Xiao led the brigade and was in charge of fighting at the fork in Yecong Ridge. My father was very excited that day. This was the first time he participated in such a large-scale battle. He knew that among these Japanese were the Japanese stationed in Datun Town. Then you can enter Datun Town, eat white rice and pork, and never hide in the mountains to starve and freeze. My father's task at the time was to follow Captain Xiao closely and convey Captain Xiao's instructions to the team in a timely manner. Captain Xiao led more than a hundred people in ambush on the mountain at the fork in the road, and the thawing snow was flowing on the hillside under their bodies.At noon, the sun was getting warmer. From a distance, my father saw a large group of Japanese marching towards Yecongling with their guns and flags on their shoulders.My father checked the pistol in his hand again and again. My father's pistol was full of bullets, and the outer pocket of the sheepskin jacket was also full of heavy bullets. My father was satisfied with these bullets and his face glowed.My father's hand holding the gun was trembling constantly, and the palm of his hand was soaked with sweat. My father glanced at the soldiers of the Autonomous Alliance Army lying on the hillside. Seeing all this, he felt a little calmer.The Japanese have already walked under their noses; the Japanese did not expect that there are more than a hundred guns aimed at them above their heads, and the Japanese are stepping neatly on their legs in leather boots, singing ji li wa la military song. At this time, Captain Xiao waved the pistol in his hand, shouted, and more than a hundred guns started shooting frantically.My father saw that the Japanese soldiers walking in the front fell to the ground without any reaction.His father excitedly shot down the mountain. He didn't know which Japanese were killed by himself and which were killed by others. His father shot down the mountain as if he was practicing shooting with a gun.Father didn't have time to aim at any Japanese, the fork road was already full of Japanese, so he frantically shot at the Japanese, and the Japanese fell down like autumn leaves blown by a gust of wind.But the Japanese immediately woke up, scattered in all directions, and began to fight back.Father heard the whizzing of Japanese bullets over his head.At this time, my father somehow thought of my grandfather sitting on the hillside waiting for grandma, and of sorghum rice porridge.Father grabbed the bullets in the coat pocket of the sheepskin jacket and fired them into the barrel of the gun.He saw the Japanese fall, and he also saw the soldiers of the Autonomous Alliance Army fall beside him.The fourteen-year-old father seemed to have grown up all of a sudden, and suddenly he understood a simple and true truth, if you don't kill the Japanese, the Japanese will kill you. My father saw Captain Xiao hiding behind a tree, sticking his head out and shooting outwards again and again. My father saw the black Japanese people climbing up the mountain little by little. My father also saw Captain Xiao's hand raising his gun. A little trembling, the bullets fired by the trembling hands were not accurate at all.While my father was watching Captain Xiao shoot, a Japanese half-kneeling on the hillside was aiming at Captain Xiao, but Captain Xiao didn't know it at all.The father wanted to yell, but before he could do so, he saw Captain Xiao rushing forward, spitting out a stream of blood. The father didn't understand that Captain Xiao spit out a mouthful of blood and the back of his head, so he fell on the ground Not moving anymore, my father raised his gun and knocked down the Japanese half-kneeling on the hillside.Father ran to Captain Xiao, and he saw that there was no wound on Captain Xiao's face. The bullet was shot from his mouth and came out from the back of his head.Captain Xiao opened his mouth wide, and blood flowed out of his mouth. Captain Xiao opened his eyes wide, staring blankly at the blue sky in early spring.At this moment, my father realized that Captain Xiao was dead. He looked at Captain Xiao's wide-open eyes and his mouth that was not closing, and thought of Captain Xiao wolfing down the sorghum and rice porridge. Father was very calm. He thought that life and death are so close, that life is death, and death is life.Father thought of white rice and pork again. Father thought of this and took the pistol from Captain Xiao and stuck it in his waist. When his father stood up, he ran and shouted: "Captain Xiao is dead, Captain Xiao is dead!" The captain is dead..." He announced the news to every self-governing coalition soldier, his father forgot to shoot at the Japanese, he conveyed the news of Captain Xiao's death to people, just like conveying the command of Captain Xiao No buckle.Father was running wildly forward and shouting, but at this moment his heart was still very calm.I don't know when, I don't know who, he kicked his ass hard, his father snorted, and fell headlong on the hillside. The kick was so hard that he didn't get up for a long time. See why people are kicking him.When his father got up, he saw that the self-governing coalition army had already started to retreat, and ran to the depths of Yecong Ridge. Enduring the severe pain, he got up, and shouted at those people while running: "Captain Xiao is dead." No one paid attention to him. He didn't understand why those people didn't respond as if they didn't hear his words.When he turned his head to look under the tree where Captain Xiao had just died in battle, he found that Captain Xiao was no longer there. After the brigade got rid of the Japanese pursuit, he saw Captain Xiao again in a forest.Captain Xiao was still the same as when he died, with his mouth wide open and his eyes wide open. Many people cried around Captain Xiao. He didn't understand why those people were crying. It was Captain Xiao who cried for the death of Captain Xiao. life? My father firmly believes that a person has a soul after death. When a person dies, the soul is still alive. No one can see that soul, and it can go wherever it wants.Father looked at Captain Xiao with his bloody mouth open, and thought, maybe Captain Xiao had already arrived in Datun Town and was eating white rice and pork.Father felt amused at those who were crying. After that raid was over, the Northeast Autonomous Coalition Army where my father belonged to fought a few more small battles. First they liberated Datun Town, and when they entered Datun Town, the team really ate white rice and pork. It was seized from the Japanese warehouse.Soon, the Japanese announced their unconditional surrender.The Japanese surrendered, and the team had nothing to do for a while.In the days when there was no war, my father seemed to feel empty and helpless. He didn't know what to do in the future. When he didn't think about what to do in the future, my father went back to the mountain village once to see my grandfather. When my father walked into the house, he saw my grandma. Grandma Xiaofeng was sitting on the kang, looking out of the window with dull eyes.Father didn't know when grandma came back. When he saw grandma, he also saw grandpa. Grandpa was sitting not far from grandma, looking at grandma tenderly.When grandma saw her father, she was shocked at first, and immediately burst into tears.Grandma turned around and looked at my father with tears in her eyes. When grandpa saw my father, his face immediately darkened. He looked at the gun in my father's waist and said, "Are you still alive?" My father sniffed and said nothing. Grandma suddenly cried "wow", and grandma threw herself on the kang and cried out of breath.Grandpa stood up in panic and stood beside grandma.Grandpa said to his father: "Don't go." The father said: "I want to fight and eat!" At this time, grandpa walked towards father step by step, and father saw the murderous look in grandpa's eyes.Suddenly, grandpa waved his right hand and slapped his father loudly; his father didn't hide, and a stream of blood flowed from the corner of his mouth.He looked at grandpa calmly. At this time, grandma got up from the kang, knelt on the kang, and waved her slender hands to my grandpa's face. Grandpa didn't move, but his face was full of tenderness. Under the violent beating, he hummed happily. My father left the house in the sound of grandma's loud slap in the face, and the father who walked out of the house spat out the blood from his mouth. Soon, the Northeast Autonomous Coalition Army where my father belonged was reorganized.At the age of sixteen, my father became a platoon commander.Soon the War of Liberation broke out. When my cousin and I were studying, my cousin was sixteen years old.My cousin only went to elementary school for five years, and then she went home to do housework with her aunt. The 16-year-old cousin looks beautiful, with a thick and black braid, big eyes, black eyebrows, the cousin's face is very white, I still don't understand it for a long time, and I have spent many years in the fields with men. Why does my cousin who does rough work have such a white face? In my vague memory, my cousin and aunt visited my house once.My mother liked my cousin very much. At that time, I remember that my mother put her arms around her, touched her black hair and said, "Lily, come to my aunt's house in the future, and find an officer in the future." At that time, my cousin was still young, and my cousin heard what my mother said. , the cousin blushed.My aunt has also said many times that my cousin looks like my mother and was born with a beauty. My cousin started to return to the countryside to work in agriculture after finishing elementary school.The cousin who has been exposed to the wind and sun because of farming is healthier and more beautiful. The cousin has two slender and fit legs, a soft waist and a full chest. Whenever I miss my sister Ai Chao, I use the image of my cousin to dilute that missing.In my aunt's house, my cousin has a small room of her own. It is a big room made of willow branches and smeared with mud. There are many flowers on the walls of the room. I don’t know where my cousin found the green stills. There is Li Yuhe, who is high-spirited and holding the red light high, and Tiemei with long braids... My cousin often leads me to her hut, which is very clean. There was a faint indescribable scent of cream, and when I saw my cousin's braided Tiemei on the wall, I said, "Sister, I really look like you." When my cousin heard me say this, her face turned red first, and then her eyes brightened Looking at Li Tiemei's paintings for a long, long time, my cousin sighed. More often, when I came back from school, I would sit on the small wooden bed in my cousin's cabin and do my homework. At this time, my cousin hadn't come back yet.One day I found a letter in my cousin's cabin. The letter came from Xinjiang. The envelope had my cousin's name written on it. The letter had been opened. I opened it curiously.The letter was written to me by Yuan Chao, who was already fourteen years old and in junior high school that year.Yuan Chao, who was in junior high school, had a lot to say to me. Ai Chao said in the letter that she misses me very much and does not know what I am doing now. Is the Tiananmen book left for me still there? Yuan Chao said that the wind in Xinjiang is very strong and blows all year round. It's a long way to go to school, the school there is not good at all, and the boys in that school are bullying.Yuan Chao said that Xinjiang is very far away. When they took the train, it was dark and bright several times before they arrived in Xinjiang. Come to see my sister, little brother, grow up soon, you can come and see my sister when you grow up, my sister misses you so much... I cried when I read the letter, thinking of Ai Chao and my life in the small building in the past.Since then, I really hope that I will grow up and go to Xinjiang to see my sister, mother and father. I fell asleep holding the letter and crying. When I woke up, I saw that my cousin’s eyes were also tearful. My cousin was holding my hand. As soon as I saw my cousin, tears flowed down my face. My cousin’s voice was sobbing. Said: "Little brother, just treat me as Ai Chao." Finally I couldn't help it, I threw myself into my cousin's arms and called out "Sister". I didn’t have dinner that night, and I sat in my cousin’s hut. During the meal, my cousin called me, and my aunt called me. I read the letter over and over again. My aunt saw it, didn’t say anything, and turned around. Wipe your eyes with your cuff. Very late, my cousin came in.She brought a bowl of noodles with two eggs in it. My cousin gently put the noodles in front of my eyes. I didn't look at the bowl of noodles. My cousin stroked my hair and said, "Little brother, eat it. You can eat the noodles." When I grow up, I have to visit my mother, father, and sister." When my cousin said this, my tears flowed down again.My cousin wiped away my tears, and picked up the noodles with a spoon to feed me bit by bit. I ate a few mouthfuls, thinking that my cousin and the others must have boiled wild vegetables with corn paste at night, so I couldn’t eat any more, so I said: "Sister, I'm full." Seeing that I didn't eat, my cousin sighed helplessly and took the bowl out. That night, I slept on my cousin's bed, and my cousin hugged me, and I smelled the sweet scent of cream on my cousin's body again.In the dark, I asked my cousin, "Where is Xinjiang?" My cousin thought for a long time and said, "It's in the north. It's far away." "Why is my sister going to Xinjiang?" I asked again, and my cousin pressed harder. He hugged me tightly and said: "You are young, you still don't understand, you will know when you grow up." So I thought, when will I grow up, when I grow up, I can not only see my sister, mother and father, but also I will understand many, many things; thinking of this, I fell asleep. I woke up once at night, and I saw that my cousin was still awake. In the moonlight, I saw my cousin was thinking about something quietly with her watery eyes wide open. My cousin was still hugging me tightly. Cool, what is my cousin thinking? I thought so, and fell asleep again in a daze. My cousin is going to join the propaganda team, which is organized by the production team.At that time, educated young people who had gone to the mountains and the countryside came to the production teams in the countryside.The person in charge of organizing the propaganda team was Ma Chi, an educated young man who came down from the provincial capital. Ma Chi had acted in school, and Ma Chi took a fancy to my cousin at a glance. Ma Chi said to Wu Guangtai, the secretary of the brigade: "This The girl plays Tie Meixing." Wu Guangtai didn't say anything, touched his bare chin, and said to Ma Chi; "Then try it." During those days when my cousin was in the publicity team, she seemed to be a different person, talking and laughing every day, leaving early and returning late. In those days, my cousin had a rare blush on her face, and her eyes became brighter.When my cousin came back, she had to wash and wash at night, and when she was washing, she still sang: "Daddy has a thousand catties on his shoulders, and Tiemei, I have to carry the eight hundred catties..." After my cousin finished washing, seeing that I was still awake, she always called me to her room and told me many things about the propaganda team. What my cousin talked about most was the leader of the propaganda team, the educated young man Ma Chi.I got to know Ma Chi from my cousin. She also taught me to sing Tiemei's aria. When my cousin sang, her eyes were bright and her face was flushed. My cousin's voice was very melodious.At that time, I didn't know that my cousin was already in first love. At night in the mountain village, it was dark and unbearable. There was no electric light and no sound. My cousin became the source of my thoughts and joy.In the evening, I sat on the soil bag in front of my aunt’s house and waited for my cousin. Every time my cousin came back, she would tell me many new things about the propaganda team. That night, the sky was dotted with stars, and frogs sang high and low in the distance.I sat on the dirt bag again and waited for my cousin, but my cousin didn’t come when I waited left or right, so I counted the stars in the sky lonely, I couldn’t count the stars in the sky, I don’t know how many times I counted , I saw two people walking in the shadows, and stopped at a distance from the door of my aunt's house. The two shadows were very close, and the two said something in a low voice, and one person returned Turning around and leaving, the black shadow looked at the distant shadow for a long time before turning around and walking towards the aunt's house.I recognized it was my cousin, and I called out. My cousin was taken aback for a moment, and when she saw it was me, she took my hand.I found that my cousin's palms were in a rush.I looked at the shadow that was going away and said: "who's that person?" The cousin turned her head and replied, "It's a person." "Is it a person and who is it?" I still asked stubbornly. The cousin didn't answer, but put her cheek next to my ear for a while and replied: "It's Ma Chi." At that time, I found that my cousin's face was very hot, as if it was on fire. When my cousin said the word "Ma Chi", her voice was uncontrollably excited. Cousin and Ma Chi began their first love. The tragedy of the cousin also began. Four A few days before I left as a soldier, I visited my grandfather once.Grandpa still lives in Kaoshantun, but the house is no longer the wooden lattice, but replaced by two adobe houses covered with blue tiles. Grandpa was sitting on the open space in front of the house. Grandpa's two front teeth had fallen out. He was looking at the midday sun with his mouth pouted and his eyes half-closed. He didn't seem to see me coming. In my memories, I couldn't bear to disturb my grandpa, and sat on a stone opposite to my grandpa. After a while, and after a while, grandpa finally moved his cloudy eyes slowly, and finally fixed his eyes on my face. Grandpa's struggling eyes looked from my face to my feet .That day, I was wearing a newly issued military uniform. I stood up, walked to my grandfather, put my hand on his knee, and said to my grandfather excitedly: "Grandpa, I am a soldier!" Grandpa may be deaf, There was no reaction at all, his eyes had moved far away.After a while, I saw two drops of muddy old tears rolling out of the corners of Grandpa's eyes, flowing down the wrinkled cheeks. I stared fixedly at Grandpa's tears, feeling sour in my heart, tears almost flowed out. Grandpa was seventy-seven years old that year, and the seventy-seven-year-old grandpa lived alone in the two small houses combined with clay tiles.Those two houses were built by the production team. Since father and grandpa drew a clear line, grandpa has become a five-guarantee household of the production team.I looked at the grandpa in front of me, trying to find the majestic shadow of my grandpa back then from the grandpa in reality.I asked myself in my heart, is my grandpa the same as the one who killed that Japanese ronin with one punch, joined the self-governing coalition, and walked all over the Valley of Madness with his flesh and blood? The sun was a little bit westward, and I sat in the sun with my grandpa. Looking at the old grandpa in front of me, I thought a lot, far away. In a few days, I will leave my hometown and become a soldier. I think I should become a soldier. Isn’t the blood of my parents flowing in my blood? When I think about it, I feel a little excited and pride.However, when I came back to reality, seeing the grandpa in front of me couldn’t wake up the majestic image of grandpa back then. Could it be that all the previous legends and everything were false? That night, I slept with my grandfather.The moonlight outside the window was very bright, and pieces of green light from the window sprinkled in the room. "You are nineteen years old this year." Grandpa said with a leaky mouth. "Well." I said. Grandpa coughed for a while, got up and fumbled to pick up the cigarette pocket rolling cigarettes from under the pillow, grandpa lit the cigarette, the cigarette butt flickered on and off, a strong acrid smell wafted in the room, grandpa He coughed violently a few times. I said, "Grandpa, quit smoking." Grandpa said after a long while, "I've been smoking for a lifetime, so what's the point of quitting it?" Grandpa finished smoking, propped up his skinny body, looked at me fixedly and said: "Being a soldier means fighting, and fighting means killing people, do you understand that?" I don't understand why grandpa would ask such a question. I said: "Understood." Grandpa was suddenly speechless. He wrapped up the quilt and sat on the kang, looking out of the window, tears streaming down slowly, first one drop or two, and then they formed a string, and then grandpa wrapped the quilt at Dongfang knelt down, and grandpa's old head knocked down on the kang, causing the kang skin to thump. I looked at Grandpa in surprise.