Chapter 11 Chapter 7 Steel Seventh Company (Part 2)

I was pretty silly back then. Saying this as if I'm not stupid now. Sometimes I often think of the past, one person and one thing, and play it back in front of my eyes, not to make my eyes wet, but to remind myself: Look, how stupid you are. Stupidity is not a bad thing. It’s very interesting to smack yesterday’s stupidity over and over again. Many people like to completely deny yesterday’s stupidity and only admit the bright side to their own memory. As a result, their luxuriant life is like cement It’s as bare and boring as a telephone pole, only wise, correct, super cool, and bullish modifiers are left, written on a telephone pole protruding from a solitary peak with that stinky ink that is so arrogant.

Alas, the most arrogant people still say: I come, I see, I conquer, but many people simply cut off coming and seeing, and only I conquer, I conquer, I conquer... It is said that the average age of Chinese men is now sixty-nine years old, so I would like to recall the stupid things I have done in sixty-nine years.The same thing, sometimes makes you want to cry, sometimes makes you want to laugh, this thing is called memory. There is no difference between stupid and smart in memory, just as I don’t need to use stupid to flaunt myself, just as I am sure that I am a very ordinary person, living in this world just like everyone else, it doesn’t even matter whether I am a soldier or not, But everyone can only experience it once, so I have to be grateful for this experience.

I remember that a reporter from the military newspaper interviewed me later. After I finished speaking as usual, he was unusually solemn and said: Your extraordinaryness lies in your awareness of your own ordinaryness. I felt faintly afraid that if I heard too many paradoxical words like this, I would lose myself, and even if I disagreed with what he said, I would become his opposition. I don't want to be against anyone, anything, or point of view except for what I stand for. Opposition is not ordinary. I want to be truly ordinary, like when I was considered a fool by everyone. It was very quiet.

★Second Class Non-commissioned Officer Xu Sanduo The yard was silent. As soon as the garage door was closed, this season's training was temporarily over. After Wu Liuyi called back to the dormitory, his expression was always wrong, and he looked at the small flag on the wall in a daze from time to time.Bai Tiejun understood what Ban Fu was thinking, so he said: Ban Fu, I beg you to lower the price. How about I go to town and order a pair for you?Wu Liuyi said dare!Come back and I will stick it on your face!He is like a lion that cannot be messed with.He suddenly heard someone coming in, looked back, and saw that it was a talented person from class seven, thought he was looking for Xu Sanduo, so he said, "Xu Sanduo is not here!"

Chengcai said: I am not looking for Xu Sanduo.Our monitor asked me to come. ...what are you doing?Wu Liuyi fixed his eyes on the small flag on the wall as soon as he saw Chengcai.He knows.He said I'll send it over later!Chengcai said: Our squad leader said, we should just take it away quietly. Are you silent? ...is there a need for silence?This thing was originally hung in turn. Then I took it.Chengcai picked up the flag and looked at Wu Liuyi. Just take it, what's the point?Wu Liuyi gave him a blank look. Chengcai was a little embarrassed, so he had to take out his cigarette and said, Deputy Wu Ban, have a cigarette?Wu Liuyi ignored this, did he say he didn't sue you?This flag cannot be carried with one hand, its size is an honor.Chengcai smiled: I wonder if your hands are too ostentatious?Wu Liuyi said: Then you have to hold it with both hands!Chengcai didn't dare to provoke him anymore, so he left with a smile.Wu Liuyi muttered to himself in the back, he was angry when he saw this kid, and he was gloating in his heart.

The flag that was taken away had been hung for too long in Class 5, and there were even clear marks on the wall. Bai Tiejun, wipe the wall and see what it looks like!Wu Liuyi shouted at Bai Tiejun. Bai Tiejun filled the room pretendingly looking for rags, and got angry again looking for Wu Liuyi.He said that you kid seems to want to laugh too?Bai Tiejun said how dare I?I can't even cry!Wu Liuyi said that there is no need for that, will the advanced class remain the same?What is this little thing in class three?Bai Tiejun deliberately teased him, saying that it was nothing, but I was worried that the deputy's nose would not be shy, and he would not even walk the aisle.

How dare you say you didn't laugh!Wu Liuyi was the champion of the whole division, he pushed Bai Tiejun against the wall in just one sentence, leaving only a creaking sound. Gao Cheng and the instructor are the only people in the entire company who have the right to live in a single room, a room of more than ten square meters, but because there are only a few simple pieces of furniture, it looks empty instead.Seeing Shi Jin come in, Gao Cheng dragged a chair and said: Sit down!Don't put on a standard review attitude, that matter is in the past, I want to discuss something with you today.Shi Jin said while sitting: "Company commander, tell me."Gao Cheng said that after the exercise, the time this week is quite loose, and there is nothing else to do. I want to take this opportunity to rectify Qilian.

Shi Jin's heart immediately hung up: What do you mean by rectifying... Company Commander? I haven't discussed it with the instructor yet, so I'll call you over to have a chat first. What do you mean by thinking about it? Shi Jin bowed his head and thought for a while, then said: I see. Gao Cheng said: I speak calmly today, and you listen calmly, don't blindly protect him.I know that this person is not stupid, he is serious in his work, he is extremely meticulous in details, and he is definitely a good hand in the official class, but he is also a psychological dwarf at all.The seventh steel company is the first line, so I don't need to shout about this anymore, right?Everyone wants to live a good life at home, but what I want are soldiers that I can use!

Shi Jin wanted to explain something, but as soon as he raised his head, Gao Cheng quickly waved his hand. Gao Cheng said, don't say it first.There are 117 brothers in a row, whoever comes here is a fate, and I don't want to push him to a dead end. I will write well in the appraisal. The team leader is also interested in him. Let's try to get him a public class How do you feel about being a decent soldier? If he didn't have that... that egg this time, he actually performed very well in this exercise.Shi Jin said. When digging the bunker, he dug two squares of soil by himself.Shi Jin said again.

I am a reconnaissance company, not engineers.Speaking of eggs, let me tell you, I haven't touched an egg for a week. Shi Jin said that he is slowly able to touch the target now. He cried all the way back that day, but he didn’t get motion sickness. I thought he must have vomited... Gao Cheng was anxious again, he said why do you have to keep him here?Shi Jin said that he likes this, he is not willing to go elsewhere, he is now slowly on the track.But is this a reason for Steel Qilian?Gao Cheng asked. Shi Jin said no... But to me, I am just a small squad leader, and the eleven who get along day and night are all brothers, and I have to think about how they will behave in the future.If Xu Sanduo wants to leave, no matter how he chooses to do so, it will be a complete failure. According to your words, he will have to be a dwarf psychologically for the rest of his life.

Gao Cheng said yes, you are right.But the gap between the classes was not that big, but this time, the third class was dragged down to the bottom one. If the bottom one becomes too long, the troops will be in a mess. I am afraid that this person will drag down my best class.Let’s talk about the last-to-last class, the leader of this class I want him to enter the military academy and let him be promoted, but now there is no way... I don’t want to choke away my best class leader because of this person. Shi Jin was a little surprised, he said that I am not that decent, I am not very good at anything. Gao Cheng said yes, you have no strengths, but every soldier in your squad can follow you to death, with this centripetal force, can you ask me for other benefits?Shi Jin hesitated for a while and said: Company commander, that's fine, but how did this centripetal force come about?Why don't I just think of them first in everything like now? This time, Gao Cheng choked, he waved his hand, and smiled wryly. When Cheng Cai hung the red flag on the wall, he found Xu Sanduo walking past the wall, so he stopped.He walked straight out, asking Xu Sanduo to follow him.Xu Sanduo could only obediently follow behind.The two no longer have the original intimacy.The better the army, the less room for the backward soldiers, so Xu Sanduo dared to follow behind obediently. The two walked to the playground and sat down.Chengcai took out his next cigarette and lit it, stared at Xu Sanduo, and said: I have been thinking about what to do with you for the past two days, and I figured it out.Xu Sanduo looked at Chengcai and didn't ask. you go! Cheng Cai said decisively. Xu Sanduo's face darkened, but he asked: Where am I going? You have already made the impression like this, so it will be very difficult to reverse it.Didn't you do a decent job in Red Three Company?That piece of land is yours, and you tell the leader of Red Sanlian that if you want to return to Hongsanlian, Qilian will definitely let it go.You can't go wrong with me, I'm thinking of you. But me, I don't want to go. Chengcai found it strange, he said this is a question of whether you want to go or not? Xu Sanduo, what a person can and cannot do in this life cannot be forced. You are superstitious.Xu Sanduo said.He said what my dad said. Chengcai said, of course I know what this is!I was thinking for you, do you think you can have any future in Gang Qilian?Let me also say something for Gang Qilian, you shouldn't be in this company at all, you know what the sense of honor is that the company talks about every day, right?what can you do for ityou…… He suddenly turned his head and saw Xu Sanduo wiping tears secretly, so he had to suppress his voice, and said that's all right, all right, I don't like to see you like this, do you know what is mucus?I know you are kind, kind, innocent and simple, but when you come to be a soldier, there are so many people fighting against you, so you hang around with this flag? ...what's the use?Do you think I stay in Qilian by being a good person and doing good deeds?Qi Lian does not eat this! Xu Sanduo burst into tears. Xu Sanduo's crying disturbed Chengcai.He said that if you cry again, I don't want to talk to you... I really don't want to talk to you! ...I told you, I also took the idea, you go to the leader of the Red Third Company and ask if they want you...You are still crying, I don't want to talk to you, what good is it with you as a fellow of?The whole company is laughing at me!I'm leaving! Chengcai finally lost his patience and he really left. Xu Sanduo thought about it, and felt that what Cheng Cai said was right, so he went to the instructor of Hong Sanlian.But he didn't know how to talk to the instructor, so he kept following.When the instructor came out of the canteen, when he saw Xu Sanduo, he hurriedly said that it was a coincidence that I was going to find you.Xu Sanduo never thought that the instructor would look for him, so he stood there in a daze.The instructor said, let me tell you a happy event, I have a fucking son!No... The instructor suddenly realized that he had made a mistake, and hurriedly changed his words, what I want to tell you is not about this, I am telling you, your old squad leader, Lao Ma, is leaving, the train in the afternoon of the day after tomorrow, follow me I've said it several times, I have to see you before I leave, and you have to go see someone off. But Xu Sanduo wanted to tell the instructor what was on his mind, and he kept telling me a few times, but he couldn't say anything. Are you afraid you won't be able to ask for leave?Knowing that you are in a hurry, if you don't want to leave, I will help you. Xu Sanduo still belongs to me, so I can't say anything. The instructor said, your No. 7 steel company is decent, and you will grab the first place. One of the platoon leaders in my company sharpened his head and wanted to drill into the No. 7 company. Noisy, playing allegro for a day is not as good as half a shuttle bullet. After talking for a long time, it seemed that Xu Sanduo had something to do, and asked, "What do you want to say? I see that your mouth is always moving, but you have to make a sound?" Xu Sanduo said: I... I'm fine. Can't ask for leave?Please don't let me help you. No...no need. It's okay, I'm leaving, you can remember!You old horses leave the day after tomorrow afternoon. But once the instructor left, Xu Sanduo followed closely behind.The instructor had to stop again. If you have something to say, just say it.said the instructor. Xu Sanduo hesitated for a long time, and finally said: It's all right. Is everything all right? it's okay no problem. But as soon as the instructor left, he followed slowly.The instructor got annoyed, turned back to Xu Sanduo and said, "Go back, go back."Xu Sanduo didn't leave, the instructor just stood there, Xu Sanduo had no choice but to hum, turned his head and walked away resentfully. Today is a free activity, and a few soldiers in the third class dormitory are playing cards in the room. Xu Sanduo stared blankly.In the third class, he has become a shadow. Bai Tiejun was cleaning the wall when he suddenly called out to Xu Sanduo: Xu Sanduo, what do you think I am doing? Xu Sanduo didn't have so many thoughts, so he replied honestly: Wipe the wall. Bai Tiejun asked: Why wipe the wall? Xu Sanduo said: For internal affairs. Bai Tiejun said it was wrong. Others wiped the wall to make it clean, but I wiped the wall to make it dirty, so that this piece of white can be wiped the same color as other places, so that people can't see that this piece of flag has been hung.You know why our flag was lost, don't you? Xu Sanduo understood.He looked into the room and diverted the conversation away. What about the monitor? Gan Xiaoning said he was looking for the monitor again? Bai Tiejun said don't bother the squad leader. Xu Sanduo said: I have something to do. What can you do? I just have something to do. Gan Xiaoning said that's all right, the squad leader is maintaining the car in the yard.I advise you not to go, he is discussing things with the deputy squad leader, he doesn't need to be an eyesore.Xu Sanduo groaned, nodded and went out.Looking at Xu Sanduo's back, Gan Xiaoning said I'm sure he'll annoy the squad leader right away.But Bai Tiejun heaved a long sigh and said: When will he leave? Shi Jin and Wu Liuyi were in the garage, and they were talking about Xu Sanduo rather than maintaining the vehicle.Shi Jin told Wu Liuyi that the company commander had talked to me about Xu Sanduo.Wu Liuyi said that he talked with me too, and I told him to let him go, hurry up as soon as possible!If this continues, Class Three will be ruined! But Shi Jin said that it can't be entirely dependent on him.Wu Liuyi said, don't blame him.How big is the gap between classes?It all depends on a few top players to get the points up. Adding such a nose will not let it out.Shi Jin said don't say that, you two are fellow villagers, I picked him up at the Lower Banyan Tree last year, and you were the one I picked up at the Upper Banyan Tree the year before last.But Wu Liuyi let out a high, and said in his mouth, I don't have such a fellow. Shi Jin was dissatisfied with Wu Liuyi's statement. He said it was right, you can speak Mandarin fluently, and you were China's number one mechanized assault infantry when you were born.Wu Liuyi didn't hear it, and stared at the monitor: Why do you say that?Speaking Mandarin is your requirement.I told the platoon commander and company commander that I was brought out by them, which is false; I was recruited by you and brought out by you, which is true.Is that all right? Shi Jin couldn't help being angry and funny, saying that survival is not easy, and Wu Dawu would be duplicity. It's all the truth, it's just that there are relatives, and the closest relative is you, the monitor.Well, if the advanced group is gone, it will be gone. The big deal is not to be too arrogant when singing in the future. Seeing that this kid has also learned to sigh, Shi Jin could only smile wryly. After a while Shi Jin spoke again, he said Liu Yi, I have something to do with you. Wu Liuyi said yes!Just think you owe me! Shi Jin said: "This month's advanced class, will you be selected if you are not selected?" That's it?Wu Liuyi laughed loudly: What did you say when you first chose me: Don't be crazy, you boy, this is the Seventh Steel Company. Shi Jin said that I plan to give Xu Sanduo. At this time, Xu Sanduo suddenly appeared in front of the garage door. What are you doing here? Clean the car with you. Then fetch water. Those who look down on Xu Sanduo are not just the soldiers of the Seventh Company.When Xu Sanduo went to fetch water, the sentinel who was facing him also stopped him.Xu Sanduo said, I belong to Gang Qilian.The sentinel said that I don't think you are from the Seventh Steel Company.Xu Sanduo said that I belonged to the Seventh Steel Company, our company commander was Gao Cheng, our instructor was Hong Xingguo, my squad leader was Shi Jin, and my deputy squad leader was Wu Liuyi.The sentinel still didn't let him go, he was right, but the Seventh Steel Company doesn't talk like you, the Seventh Steel Company must say, let's practice now to see if he is from the Seventh Steel Company!Later, another sentry let him go. The sentry said that he was from the Seventh Company. What's the joke? But what did Wu Liuyi think, why did he have opinions on Xu Sanduo's matter.He said that what I, Wu Liuyi, hate the most is the local habit of always treating the army as a school that doesn’t cost money. Any cats or dogs that don’t make a difference say, “Okay, send them to the army for training.” all of a sudden.Our army fights wars, not charities!If you wash this kind of person's feet today, tomorrow he will... Wu Liuyi imitated Xu Sanduo's low eyebrow and pleasing to the eye, asking you to change his diaper. Shi Jin babbled, and Wu Liuyi choked back without making a sound. Wu Liuyi said that the squad leader, you are the victim, do you think so?I know you want to boost his morale, but this has to be a reward and punishment, right?Shooting and running the target, walking out of the queue, the only one in the whole company got on the car, got fainted, got off the car and fell down!I have no problem with you giving him a birthday cake, but this is an advance!You are blowing the morale of the whole class! After Wu Liuyi finished talking about the truth, he didn't let Shi Jin go: Are you mentally too old, and he talks to you every day, do you really treat him as your son? Shi Jin couldn't help but smile bitterly for a moment, he asked Wu Liuyi, are you an opinion or a complaint?Wu Liuyi told the truth!And it represents five-sixths of the three classes.Shi Jin said yes, five out of six, you bothered him to look like a grandson, and I was more annoying than you!So I pick him.To be an advanced person must at least be responsible to the whole class, right?But it's not just for me, the squad leader.This is one; second, Xu Sanduo has improved, he is the one who trains the most seriously and spends the most time, he is not stupid, he is just afraid of making mistakes... Bullshit!Wu Liuyi was the least happy to hear this. Shi Jin suddenly raised his voice and said Wu Liuyi, which soldier are you in the Seventh Steel Company? This is a problem that any soldier in Gangqi Company has remembered in his blood, and Wu Liuyi has no choice but to be serious.I am the 4900th soldier of the Seventh Steel Company! I am the 4853rd soldier of the Seventh Steel Company.History is also positive. After finishing speaking, Wu Liuyi smiled: Why do you ask this?I can answer even in my dreams.Shi Jin asked: What is the significance of us remembering these numbers?Wu Liuyi said that in order to remember every comrade-in-arms, in order not to abandon any comrade-in-arms... are you going around me?I don't abandon my comrades-in-arms, but he must be qualified to be my comrade-in-arms!He has to be in the third squad of the third battalion of the Mechanized Infantry Regiment, the seventh company of the steel group, the first row and the third squad! Xu Sanduo just came back from carrying water, but Wu Liuyi made a ding bang in fright, and the bucket fell to the ground. Wu Liuyi looked at Xu Sanduo, and suddenly remembered something, saying that it is a group activity in the class, why don't you participate? Xu Sanduo said, as I said just now, I will help the squad leader clean the car. Wu Liuyi said: I don't think you are welcome. Xu Sanduo didn't understand, he asked what is waiting to see?Wu Liuyi wanted to say, but was stopped by Shi Jin, Wu Liuyi turned around and said, "Do you think you are here to clean the glass?"This is a guy weighing 12.7 tons, 12,700 kilograms, do you understand?Gotta use this.Wu Liuyi waved the crowbar in his hand, scaring Xu Sanduo into a little secret fear. Shi Jin suddenly snatched the crowbar from Wu Liuyi's hand, and said Xu Sanduo, you should play with everyone.Wu Liuyi said, that is to say, only when you treat people like onions will they treat you like a dish.After talking, I wanted to smoke a cigarette, but I saw the words "beware of candles" written on the wall, so I had to give up.Xu Sanduo said that they were playing poker, which was pointless. Wu Liuyi next to him let out a haha, too lazy to say anything more. So what's the point?Shi Jin asked. Live well, my dad said.To be meaningful is to live well. So what is to live well? To live well is to do meaningful things, and to do many, many meaningful things. Wu Liuyi couldn't stand it even more. He said that you kid keeps doing wrong things, so why are you still ashamed to always stand on the side of the truth? Xu Sanduo didn't care, he took a serious look at Wu Liuyi, and said without much thought: "The banyan tree is poorer than the banyan tree, and you can't get food when you go down the banyan tree for more than six years, so borrow sweet potatoes from the banyan tree with us..." Wu Liuyi jumped up as if he had been insulted. Xu Sanduo was not afraid, he said: My dad said it! Shi Jin blocked the angry Wu Liuyi and said okay, Xu Sanduo, you will maintain the car with us.You don't need that bucket, so you put it there.We are now cleaning the tracks, which is a heavy job. A pair of tracks weighs several hundred kilograms, and it takes an eighteen-pound hammer to get out.Everyone knows armor soldiers, you learn by the side. Xu Sanduo smiled and said it made sense.Wu Liuyi said it was meaningful, but you couldn't do it.Xu Sanduo said that I am capable.Then he went up.Shi Jin said yes, Xu Sanduo, you stand in my place, and you handle the brazing.Xu Sanduo shook his head.He said that it is meaningless to hold a chisel, but it is meaningful to swing a hammer. Shi Jin couldn't help smiling, and handed the hammer to Xu Sanduo.Wu Liuyi said, have you ever swung a hammer?What should I do if I hit someone?Shi Jin said Xu Sanduo, you should smash it.There are not many capable people in this work class. If you can do this, you will be able to do other things. Wu Liuyi couldn't feel at ease, so he came over to grab the steel drill from the squad leader's hand, and I'll handle it!How about Xu Sanduo, I beg you, you go and wipe the ruts!But Shi Jin turned against Wu Liuyi, saying what kind of trouble are you doing silently?Xu Sanduo, let me tell you, this job is actually quite easy, just hit it right, and those who can't do it well are all because of poor mental quality. Is he mentally well? Wu Liuyi retreated to the side. Xu Sanduo picked up the hammer without any encouragement, and gestured with trembling hands. Hit the first hammer and you'll be fine.Shi Jin encouraged. Xu Sanduo let it go, he said: This job is very difficult, I can't do it.On the other hand, Wu Liuyi let out a sigh of relief: I thank you Xu Sanduo, you go and wipe the ruts, I will do the rough work.But Shi Jin didn't let go, he said Xu Sanduo, you can't always be like this, he cheered himself up for a long time, but in the end he was scared again.You see you get dizzy when you get in the car, why?Because you always think I'll throw up and I'll throw up.When you shoot, the company commander said that the posture is standard, but you can't hit it?Why?Because you are always afraid of doing the wrong thing.It is natural to miss a hit, and it is not considered a wrongdoing. Xu Sanduo thought the same, and then raised the hammer again. Wu Liuyi shouted from the side: If you miss it, it's a target, but if you hit it, it's a head! You have to be good for me...don't create tension.Shi Jin suppressed his voice and suppressed his fire. Wu Liuyi was still afraid of accidents, but he couldn't make a sound anymore. Xu Sanduo's hammer wobbled, and finally hit it... But, it did not hit the steel drill in his hand, but hit Shi Jin to the ground. Wu Liuyi suddenly became angry, and he scolded you for a bastard!As soon as he jumped up, he grabbed Xu Sanduo and wanted to beat him.Shi Jin on the ground shouted: "Wu Liuyi, do you beat me first or help me up first?"Only then did Wu Liu help Shi Jin up, saying that I don't want to beat him, I don't even bother to beat him.I'll take you to the infirmary.Shi Jin looked at his hands and said no, this kid really belongs to tofu, he just rubbed off some oily skin with a hammer, no accident, let's go back after finishing the rest. Xu Sanduo slumped against the wall early, weeping softly. Wu Liuyi saw that Shi Jin's mood was extremely bad. He swung the hammer and took off the track in two or three strokes. Then he threw the hammer, helped Shi Jin up and walked out.He said let's go to the infirmary first, and I finished it in two strokes when I turned around. Shi Jin finally stopped insisting.They had just walked out of the gate when Xu Sanduo who was behind suddenly cried loudly. When Wu Liuyi went out, he realized that Shi Jin's face had changed color due to the pain. Wu Liuyi pulled off his clothes and saw a black bruise the size of a fist appeared in front of him. Wu Liuyi was startled. I was at a loss, turned around a few times, and said fuck me, I will go to the company commander and tell him about this good soldier assigned to the third squad!A squad leader was abolished with one blow! Shut up!Shi Jin, who was leaning against the wall, said to Wu Liuyi.It's okay for Wu Liuyi to say, but now you don't care about him, do you?Is this kind of person still worth taking care of?Shi Jin himself had to say generously: don’t care, really don’t care.Wu Liuyi brought up Shi Jin and said yes!There is a kind of mud that cannot be pasted on the wall, that is called mud; there is a kind of mud that is not considered stupid, that is stupid.You can see that when you look at him. I didn't see it the first time I watched him, I thought he was passable.Shi Jin stopped suddenly.He found that there was no movement in the garage behind him.He is a little worried.He said June 1, I have to go back. Wu Liuyi said you have something wrong?Shi Jin broke away from Wu Liuyi's hand, he said that I had to go back, or something would go wrong in my heart.Wu Liuyi wanted to hold Shi Jin back, fearing that he might be wounded, and watched him go back helplessly. Xu Sanduo changed places, curled up in the compartment of the infantry chariot and cried. For people with closed personalities, this is really a good place to go.He didn't expect the squad leader to run back again.He heard their voices.Wu Liuyi walked all the way, angry all the way, he said: last time it was the shoulder, this time you give him the head.Shi Jin said let him try, or he will be finished in the future, do you know? He is long gone!Wu Liuyi said. Shi Jin pushed the car door and shouted loudly: Xu Sanduo, come out and try again. Xu Sanduo looked at the monitor and kept shaking his head. But Shi Jin was desperately trying to refresh himself, fearing that Xu Sanduo would be frightened. He said Xu Sanduo, in fact, you are very smart, the company commander can't memorize the vehicle maintenance manual like you, and you work very hard, why do you keep doing wrong things?Because you are too afraid of doing wrong things. You are afraid at home, but you are even more afraid here.I'm also afraid of doing the wrong thing, but I can't stop doing it.How about we come to an agreement?You just do it, show me a few things, with the monitor, nothing you do is wrong. Xu Sanduo kept shaking his head, he couldn't even hear what Shi Jin was saying, he just shook his head and rubbed his nose. Shi Jin had no choice but to get angry, and he kept a straight face.shouted at him: Xu Sanduo, you promised me not to be like this. I... I worked very hard, monitor,... I'm so stupid. Come on, you can't help him, he's already finished.Wu Liuyi urged the squad leader to forget it. When Shi Jin got angry, he rushed over and dragged Xu Sanduo out bit by bit until he reached the ground.Xu Sanduo wanted to get back into the car again, but Shi Jin yelled at him. Xu Sanduo, listen to me! Xu Sanduo didn't seem to have heard the squad leader's voice so loud, so he stopped in fright. That hammer of yours hurt me badly!I don't want to take this blow in vain!When I was recruiting, my bastard wanted you, but you were the one who begged for nothing!What are you doing here?To suck the fucking snot and shed the fucking tears?Let me tell you bluntly, my class is doing well!I also point to it to dry!I don't want to go home and farm!Are you really planning to drag me to death with all your heart? This roar frightened Xu Sanduo. He looked at Shi Jin and finally shook his head. This shaking of the head made Shi Jin a little happier.He said stop sniffing, and stop wiping your tears!There are too many people who wipe tears with me, who shall I wipe them with?I'm not your father, and I'm not used to your problems.You are prone to nervousness, nervousness is a good thing, it can make you tense up and do things seriously.But run away when you get nervous, this soldier is a deserter, sniffing your nose is synonymous with being a deserter.Remember, from now on, every time you sniff your nose, you give up once. People who give up more than ten times should not be good people, and soldiers who give up more than three times can't be soldiers at all! do you give up Xu Sanduo shook his head. Then bring the hammer. Xu Sanduo took the hammer and looked at Shi Jin who was holding the drill. Don't let your dad call you a turtle son.Shi Jin stared at Xu Sanduo and said. This sentence really shocked Xu Sanduo, and he swung the hammer.This time, he hit it right, and he felt confident immediately, but every time he hammered it, it seemed to hit Wu Liuyi's heart, and Shi Jin's heart, slowly. After a few blows, Xu Sanduo himself was so excited that he shed tears. At night, after the lights-out horn sounded, the lights of the company were all extinguished. The moonlight came in from the window, Xu Sanduo stared blankly at his upper bunk, and heard some slight noises.Shi Jin was obviously not asleep again.Xu Sanduo called softly: "Squad leader?" ...Squad leader?After a while, Shi Jin squeaked, saying that I had fallen asleep.Xu Sanduo said that you were not asleep.Monitor, is it still hurting?It doesn't hurt anymore.Xu Sanduo, don't let people hear you.sleep.Xu Sanduo said monitor, I will definitely do a good job.Shi Jin said, don't talk about this!sleep.But Xu Sanduo rested for a while, then talked again, he said I couldn't sleep.Shi Jin said that you should close your eyes and count the goats.Xu Sanduo said that there were not so many goats in my hometown, and I counted tanks.One car, two cars, three cars... Shi Jin said don't count out loud.Xu Sanduo said monitor, what else do you count?Shi Jin said that I counted soldiers, one soldier, two soldiers... Xu Sanduo said: "Squad leader, you know many soldiers. Is there me among them?" Of course there is you. In the darkness, Xu Sanduo smiled with satisfaction. But Shi Jin wanted to sleep, he explained that there is nothing wrong, I have to talk to you, but not now. Xu Sanduo said: Tomorrow, I want to ask for leave to see off my squad leader, the old squad leader.Shi Jin said yes, let's go, let's go to bed now.Xu Sanduo then closed his eyes, and began to silently count one tank, two tanks, three tanks...Shi Jin also counted, he counted one soldier, two soldiers and three soldiers... until he fell asleep unconsciously. In the morning, the soldiers of the Seventh Company were washing their faces and brushing their teeth in the water room. Wu Liu didn't care about it, and just motioned to call Xu Sanduo away. The two of them went to the aisle, walked past the two flags, and went straight to the end of the aisle, where there was no one there. Wu Liuyi said viciously, "Xu Sanduo, don't tell the squad leader about those things at night, okay?" ...was making you sleepy? Not to put me to sleep... I mean, I mean don't you understand? I know, if they find out they'll beat me up. It's not that I have to beat you, it's that I have to beat you to death! Thank you Vice President. Wu Liuyi was a little dazed, looking at him, he didn't know what to say.Xu Sanduo said that I knew that the deputy squad leader was kind to me.So Wu Liuyi couldn't get off the stage, so he had to say something to Xu Sanduo: Who the hell treats you well?At this time, Shi Jin came out of the water room with his hand in his hand, and seeing the two of them standing there blankly, he walked over and asked, "It's so early in the morning, what are you talking about?"Wu Liuyi denied it one by one: nothing, nothing. But Shi Jin remembered what Xu Sanduo said at night, saying Xu Sanduo, you are going to see off the old horse today, right?Xu Sanduo let out a hum.Shi Jin said: Don't just remember to wash your face, dress brightly to make your class monitor happy.Also, shave the little hair on your mouth.As he spoke, he gave Xu Sanduo his electric razor.Also, don't talk about that in the dormitory in the future, what I told you yesterday was angry, you can't talk about it elsewhere. Xu Sanduo returned to the water room with the razor, and buzzed the razor to shave his beard. After changing his clothes, Xu Sanduo sent the old horse off. A tractor was parked by the side of the road, and a few soldiers came down. It was the fifth squad from the wasteland, including Lao Ma, Lao Wei, Li Meng, and Xue Lin.Lao Ma's luggage was carried by others, and when he got off the car, he stared at the regiment headquarters compound in the distance in a daze.They were waiting for Xu Sanduo.I haven't seen it all the time, and the old horse turned around and planned to leave.Xue Lin said to see it again.The old horse said that he would not watch it.In the end, he turned around and really left, and the other three had no choice but to follow behind.When I got to the station, I suddenly saw Xu Sanduo. The old horse didn't make a sound, and ran over so excited that he hugged him tightly. Xu Sanduo was not used to it, so he broke away from the old horse and saluted straightly. The old horse was stunned for a moment, and said emotionally: "Okay, okay, Xu Sanduo, you are still decent." Li Meng on the side went up and beat the old horse's back: Take it easy, take it easy, don't get excited! Don't bother!A few of them still look like human beings.The old horse said to Li Meng: You are the only one who keeps messing with me! Didn't I liven up the atmosphere?I'm not afraid of you...that? How could I do that?The company commander instructor is coming, I said don’t come, I’m busy with you, I’m in a hurry with whoever you come, my old horse is not a mother-in-law... As Li Meng said, he couldn’t help but feel a little bit like that, and the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red up. After seeing Xu Sanduo, Lao Ma was satisfied.He thought for a while, and suddenly shouted the password to them: stand at attention!Take it easy!The whole class has it!turn back!Don't look back! Everyone was taken aback for a moment, acting inexplicably, and when they turned around, they saw that the old horse had already hid at the base of the wall and wiped away his tears. Everyone's eyes turned red.Li Meng was the first to wipe away tears. Only Xu Sanduo kept standing at attention, as if he didn't know what separation was. Xu Sanduo, the squad leader is leaving, do you know that?Old Wei said. I know, I'm here to see the monitor off. Then why don't you cry?Li Meng wiped away his tears and said: We veterans all cry, but you don't cry.Do you fucking think you're promising?If you don't cry when you are so moved, why does your kid treat us all like girls? Xu Sanduo said: I promised the monitor not to cry. When did I say that?asked the old horse.While asking, he quietly wiped away tears. I mean the current squad leader, the squad leader of Class Seven and Three. Xue Lin wiped away tears: Xu Sanduo, you can't be so fond of the new and dislike the old! fart!You all show me!The old horse pointed at Xu Sanduo: You all show me this Xu Sanduo!Look at others, this is called promising!This is called being a soldier!Especially I'm talking about you, Li Meng, did you see that?The old horse seemed really excited. ...he is cold-blooded. You don't know where your blood will go! Xu Sanduo didn't know what to do, he said monitor, can I disband?The old horse slapped his thigh and said, look at everyone, he said that he would not relax when he stood at attention, if he could not lead the soldiers like this, he might as well pack his backpack and go home!I told you that I was such a soldier, but you still don’t believe me!See now?I told you earlier that not every unit is like our class! Li Meng said, this kid is not trained like a human being now, I am willing to indulge in joys and sorrows, and cry for long songs, what's the matter?The old horse ignored him, and just squeezed Xu Sanduo vigorously, as if he wanted to take something away from him when he left.He said Xu Sanduo, you are on the right path, your company is the most arrogant in the whole group, and you have a lot of strength now. Xu Sanduo said I didn't have one? Li Meng looked like he really wanted that, he said, he was not sad, what did he come to give?He will regret it later.The old horse gave Li Meng a smack at the beginning, and said: Is there a step back in the password?I would be happy for him to send it!I have been a soldier for five years, and when I left, I just wanted a real soldier to send me off!After finishing speaking, Lao Ma straightened his collar and saluted everyone with a standard military salute: Xu Sanduo, disband!几年时间你们没一个给我像个兵，到我临走这会，你们一个个的给我像个兵！挺直了！别一根根拉面似的！ 于是几个就都像了拉面似的，给老马站着。 站台上，李梦顺便就想往地上坐，屁股上却着了薛林一脚，回头看看老马和许三多那对，说着闲话，身形却跟拔军姿一般，似乎是拿定主意把军人作风进行到底。李梦只好挺直了站着，使送行更像一个欢迎仪仗什么的。 老马的语调也随着身体明朗起来：车快来了，老马也要走人了，临走前想了半天，送你们什么。后来想自个一穷二白，只好送你们一人一句话，你们几个愿听就给我听着。 老魏笑着应：听着听着。 薛林叫李梦：班长有话交代，你给我过来！ 老马一直挺拔着腰杆，他看自己的兵，他的神情又严肃又伤感：第一个就是你，许三多，带了这么些兵你是最让我惊讶的，你傻得猿人进了城市似的，大公无私得跟个孩似的，踏实起来跟个没知觉的石头似的。我羡慕你这份不懂事，无忧无虑的，我想你懂点事，又怕你懂了事就没这踏实劲。你不知道你那份踏实有多好，要有这份踏实劲，李梦那两百万字的小说就该写出来了…… 这创作可是要有灵感的，团里张干事画画您瞅见了？李梦不服气。 里子不学你尽学架子啊？许三多，你是一定要在军队干下去的，你这种人军队里需要，你绝对能当好兵，可你还得当出头的兵，就是千里挑一的兵，万里挑一的兵，那就叫个兵王。 李梦点头，说：对，往下你就能提干，当官。 可老马说：许三多要照这条道走，就不是许三多了，许三多，班长给你想得最多，班长想你不光要当好兵，还要做好人。 李梦说对，当很大官，挣很多钱。 老马说王八日的，是他那个意思，许三多，咱们都是平平常常的人，我的意思是你不光听命令把事做好，你也要想个明白。 许三多像往常一样点点头，他说班长，我记着呢。 老马回头看看老魏，说老魏呀，我就不说你什么了。 老魏嗯了一声，与班长有着一份默契。老马说，咱们俩差不多，除了心善人直，没别的好处，该好好过日子的人就得好好过日子。军队对有的人会是一辈子，对有的人只是几年，咱们都是后边那个。老魏知道，说：我知道，老家已经有份工作在等着我了。老马说那我就放心了。薛林呀，我觉得你做生意是块好料，你太会跟人交际了，老乡连汉话都听不懂，你竟能跟人扯一晚上。薛林笑笑地挠着头，他说我那是闲的。老马说别小看这个，军队里练出来这些东西往往能用一辈子。Who else?就剩你了，李梦。 李梦眨巴着眼听着，列车却驶进了站，时间还有一些，可老马想了想，说：还是不说了。然后拿起背包就走，头也不回。 喂，说了他们你不说我，是什么意思？李梦忽然追了上去。 大家突然觉得不能就这样分离了吧，就又追上去，抢过老马的东西，争先恐后地往行李架上放，然后跑到车窗下，继续与老马话别。 列车一声震响，开始走了。 It can only be this way.老马朝车窗外的战友们挥挥手，声音哽咽着：……那我走啦。 老魏说走吧。 薛林说一路顺风。 许三多说班长再见。 只有李梦还眼巴巴地盯着老马，他说你欠我句话呢，班长。 老马说，我还是不说好。你们谁再走时可得写信告我。 李梦急了，他说班长，你要再不说，我咒你生了孩子没屁眼。 老马却满不在乎，他说我都还没对上象呢，怕你那个？说着，自己又忍不住了，他对李梦说：你就那么想听啊？李梦说废话，同班两年，我怎么不想知道你对我是个啥说法呀？ 列车慢慢地地快起来了。 老马终于说了，他说我就跟你说了吧，你就别写了，你那小说我偷着看了，我不知道啥叫破，不过我觉得那可叫个真破。别看你高中毕业又是大城市人，我看你没搞明白当兵的咋活，知道你编的那叫什么玩意吗？我跟牧羊姑娘搞对象？这草原上的羊都是野生放养，它不会吃草了还找个人看着？我跟羊姑娘搞对象算是差不多吧？你以为抓只猴子包片布就成了个人呢？ 李梦愣了一下，说：我那叫升华，对美好生活的一种向往。 老马说：驴的升华。我就知道中国兵没女人那回事，你非得扯个女人进去也就算了，干嘛非得把我扯进去？ 李梦一下急了，他说你这就是对号入座啦，我写的老马就是你老马啊？再说了人生的内容不还就是男女这回事吗？我得考虑读者啊！ 你这就是灯泡底下晃花眼啦！谁说人生就男女间这点事啊？你出娘胎就一天二十四小时惦女人呢？你是你妈拉扯大的吧？你妈听你这话要气死了。你这辈子跟女的说话那女的就必须跟你搞对象啦？那你不就是个公害啦？叫你不要看烂电视剧，看现在不是把个人都看完了吗？ 李梦跟车走了一段，最后停了下来，他说：你这个孬班长！ 老马毫不服软，把头探到窗外，也对李梦说：你这个孬兵！ 老马骂完似乎还不尽兴，冲着另几个也大声地吼道： 你们几个，都是孬兵！ 薛林说你才孬！孬班长！ 老魏也说：你比孬还孬！超级孬！ 大家的嘴里一时孬成了一团。 大家追到站台的尽头，停下了。 李梦对着远去的火车，声嘶力竭地喊着：我就写就写就写！我气也气死了你！说完，转身忽然伏在许三多的身上，哭泣了起来。 薛林的眼睛又红了，他说别哭了，看你气成这样。 李梦说我气呀，我骂不着他了，他走了……他走了……。想想那个你想骂的人，却这样离开你了，想骂也骂不着了。李梦不禁更大声地哭了起来。 大家都不知道怎么说才好。 四个兵凄凄落落往车站外走，除了许三多，那三个的眼睛都肿得不行。他们一直慢慢走着，一直走到通向草原的路口。李梦没精打采地看着许三多，说：许三多，咱们这就该分手了。老魏也看着那条路说：我们还得好远好远呢，四个小时呢，到时天该黑了。 许三多却不动，他说：我想再呆会，跟你们说说话话。 薛林说许三多，你跟我们不一样了。老魏也跟着点头，他说老马说了，我跟他一样，我们都是老实人。可我也知道，他那孬兵不是对你说的，你跟我们不一样。薛林强调了一句，说，你是好兵，我们是孬兵。 许三多说：我不是好兵。 李梦说：好兵和孬兵之间是有代沟的，许三多。 许三多说什么叫代沟？我听人说过，到底啥意思？ 薛林捅了李梦一下。李梦说：代沟就是……我都不知道怎么跟你说，不过我们都会记得你的，许三多，老马临走时跟我们说特谢谢你，他说做了老百姓了，那条路是他以后想起军队就会想到的东西。他说人能有个想一辈子的东西，挺不容易的。 许三多好像听不懂，他说什么路？ 薛林叹了口长气：让你走到这里来的那条路。 许三多看看脚下的路，一直从脚下看到门口的哨兵和里边的战车。他说：班长为什么要记住这条路？他为什么要特谢谢我？李梦拍了拍他的肩：你以后会有出息的，许三多，你糊涂吧，可你会有大出息的。 然后，李梦老魏还有薛林，他们三个走了。 许三多看着远处的路，看着那三个东倒西歪的孬兵，慢慢走远。 这时的许三多，第一次知道感觉到什么是分别了。许三多很茫然，他觉得好像失去了什么东西，可不知道失去的是什么。送走了老马，似乎也同时送走很多别的东西，许三多朦朦胧胧地知道，我跟李梦他们以后不会有太大关系了。 傍晚，史今和伍六一洗完澡回来，看见许三多正趴在桌上写东西。史今说别趴着，眼睛不要了。然后问：写什么呢？许三多说写信。史今说许三多最近表现不错，问你爸好。有没有想家？许三多说没有。他说想家不好，班长，今儿送老马我眼圈都没红，他们都抱着哭。 史今一愣：怎么回事？老马他不伤心？ 许三多说：我要好好当兵。他语气坚定，仿佛那是世界上最最重要的事情。 史今不由摇摇头，他说你真是没有长大。对了，你那信明天再寄吧。许三多说为什么？史今说马上开班务会。 班务会要选先进个人。史今把手上的票团成一团，吩咐道：今天的票跟往常差不多，主要是提名的伍班副。白铁军说不会吧？然后对伍六一使了个眼色。虽说是不记名投票，可我坦白，我投的是班长。伍六说我也投的是班长。 哪有班长带头来选自个的？那都算废票。Shi Jin said. 有人说：伍班副当然是咱们班最拔尖的，可咱们这先进个人能不能选出点新意来啊？ 话刚落地，有人马上说：能！ 这说能的是伍六一，谁都听出，他声音大，但声音里没有热情。 谁好选谁呗，这能有什么新意？甘小宁说。 伍六一说必须得有，要不我跟你急。 史今瞪了他一眼，说六一，你要有意见我重新考虑。 伍六一说我没意见，多大点事啊？就是有点情绪。史今说有情绪会后再说。我提议，咱们班这月的先进个人选许三多，大家有什么意见？ 好像大家想都没有相到过，一个个神情错愕异常。 史今说：我知道，他多半不能算咱们这班里最突出的，可他是咱们中间进步最快的。 那是因为他起点太低呗。白铁军说。刚说完，被伍六一捅了一下，然后不管三七二十一，就带头鼓掌。集体生活的人，掌声是很容易认同的，于是都马马虎虎地鼓起掌来。 许三多有点不知所措，忙站起来给大家敬礼。 用不着这样。伍六一掌握着奖励的尺度：不过是说，十二个人中间有十一个同意给你鼓励，这都是同班战友好说话，希望你在别人那也让我们说得过去。 史今暗笑，说副班长话不对，可意思是对的，希望你再接再厉。