Chapter 59 Section 4

This is the last journey of Chen Mo's life.He was a little unwilling.The blue sky, white clouds, streets, and buildings all drifted away before his eyes. He knew that there was a sandy beach passing through the green gauze curtain, which was the place every year for executions. When the execution vehicle stopped, he saw a pale man. The woman walking towards him...  Shi Yongzheng and Ye Qianshan got out of another car, blocking his view, and a final prank occurred to him. Ye Qianshan walked up to him, put a cigarette on his ear and said, "Take it on the road and smoke it! How about it? Is there anything else I want to say? I'm always thinking about that gun and you didn't tell the truth. Say it, how boring it is to take it to the grave!" 

Chen Mo raised his head to the sky, remembering what Wei Cheng said at the general police meeting: "Next time, I'll be here waiting for you to hold a celebration and commendation meeting..." Chen Mo's eyes were as stone, and he fixed his last stubbornness and said: "If I told you where the gun is, wouldn't you hold a celebration ceremony in that auditorium and receive awards for your meritorious service? However, I think that even though I'm dead , death is something that can be seen, but winning or losing is sometimes invisible, just like a piece of jade is not perfect if it has spots It is also not perfect. Not only is it not perfect, I think that gun will be your lifelong shortcoming in your criminal investigation career. And none of you can even try to make meritorious service!"

Ye Qianshan smiled generously and said: "If punishing me to hell can save your extremely evil soul, I would rather go to hell and give up all the fame and wealth. I only ask you to be a good person in your next life. If you become a good person , I would rather be a bye in my next life and not be a policeman. You know that I can give up everything to be a policeman, but I can also give up my favorite career in my life to be a good person in your next life..." Chen Mo nodded and said, "See you in the next life!" Then he glanced at the woman again through the gap between Shi Yongzheng and Ye Qianshan's shoulders.

Shang Qiuyun also saw Chen Mo clearly.There was nothingness in front of her eyes, and many voices intertwined outside of her consciousness. She heard someone calling her, and she saw her Lin Tiange standing on a high place, watching everything here calmly, everything It all seemed unreal, but she clearly heard a crisp gunshot... Epilogue On the day Lin Tiange was chased as a martyr, Jiang Xinyue quietly came to the ancient city.She went to visit Lin Tiange's parents. In Lin's house, Lin Tiange's portrait and urn were placed in the hall of the house. Jiang Xinyue took out some of Lin Tiange's autographed letters from the purse. In front of Lin Tiange's portrait, she put the paper When those silent words in the book were thrown into the flames, and when the ashes were blown up, her heart finally settled down...

For ten years, she has been carrying a heavy burden for ten years. No one knows her self-blame and guilt. When the chief of the major case department told her the case first, she breathed a sigh of relief for herself, and at the same time When she wondered that the criminal was actually Chen Mo who was sitting at the same table with Lin Tiange and sitting behind her, her heart was tightened again: How could it be that Chen Mo who always squints and smiles when others speak? ?She felt apprehensive, sleepy, and terrified... Why is he? What is his motivation? What is his purpose? This is the question everyone wants to ask. 

"He didn't think of committing a crime at the beginning. No one is born a congenital criminal. There is a gradual process here... Just like the fruits of a tree, they absorb the same nutrients from the same tree, and most of them grow into good fruits, while a few grow into bad fruits.The fruit is not bad from the very beginning, it may start from a tiny spot, and then spread from the surface to the inside; it may also be that there is a kind of bacteria lurking in the inside, which grows badly when encountering the outside If there is an opportunity, it will be completely corrupted from the inside out, so bad that there is no room for change...

A criminal is like a fruit that rots from the outside to the inside or from the inside to the outside..." This is what her classmate Xia Xiaoqi told her. The second time she came to Gucheng, she was as a reporter. The Gucheng Public Security Bureau refused to interview any reporters. They said it was an order from the municipal party committee and government. When the "1145" case was uncovered, many reporters from major news media across the country gathered in the ancient city, and none of the reporters took a single word from the interview. "What's so good about the 1145 case? It's also a police crime. The appearance of such scum in the police force is not only disgraceful to the police in ancient cities, but also disgraceful to the Chinese police..."

Jiang Xinyue forgot the name of the leader who said this, but she could not agree with the meaning of this statement. In a simple sense, the police and crime are like cats and mice.And cats can also be divided into good cats and bad cats. A criminal appears in the police force, just like an evil cat appears in a cat herd. .  The party itself is a pure mother cell nuclear organization, and the party cannot guarantee that every member of the party is pure, undeteriorated and untainted. Only by constantly eliminating bad fissions in the molecules can the health and purity of the mother be guaranteed. 

From Hu Changqing to the deputy governor, he can be regarded as a high-ranking official of the Communist Party, but he left in a disgraceful way. The dignified deputy governor racked his brains to collect five million yuan and finally sent himself to the guillotine.And Li Changhe, secretary of the Political and Legal Committee who hired killers to kill... and so on.  As bad elements in the Communist Party, Hu Changqing and the like can only represent his personal image.  Chen Mo, as a small policeman, cannot match Hu Changqing in official position, and may not be as human as Hu Changqing, but they have gone bad from different life stages and paths. Even high-ranking officials of the Communist Party can report crimes, and the police are the tools of the party's dictatorship. A bad person who has a tool can be reported, and a certain policeman who is a tool becomes a criminal, so why keep secrets and dare not touch it?

Just like there is a lesion in a certain part of our body, we must first face it bravely, and then we can make up our minds to contain and eradicate it.It is impossible for us to eradicate this part, and other parts of the body will no longer have lesions. We should silently tolerate and cover up every lesions. It is better to expose them to the sun so that everyone can see the antecedents of the lesions. and consequences, building capacity for discrimination, prevention and resilience... In the last winter at the end of the century, Jiang Xinyue came to the ancient city for the third time.This time she came here not as a reporter but as Xia Xiaoqi, Qin Yizhen and their classmates.Earlier, she had heard that the report giving credit to them was shelved in a certain corner in a colorless manner. Someone said: "The police insider committed a crime, and it is fine if he is not punished or dismissed. What shame is there to make meritorious service? What meritorious service do you have? In terms of meritorious service, it should be given to Zang Tianyi, Secretary of the Municipal Party Committee! If Zang Tianyi hadn’t proposed to dig Tanghe, he would never have found the gun and the magazine... This is all God’s will. "

She felt sorry for the words! She found Xia Xiaoqi, Qin Yizhen, Shang Qiuyun, Lu Weidong, He Li, Tong Fei, and Lou Xiaohe. She kept suppressing her excitement during the interviews day and night.She couldn't imagine that her classmates, during the eight long years, held their lives against the barrels of their guns, never thinking that it would be their comrades-in-arms who finally competed with them...  Danger is lurking every day. Opponents are hidden in the dark, maybe behind them walking, maybe in the same dormitory on duty at night. You may die.  What kind of eight years was that? Perhaps it was far more exhausting than the eight years of the War of Resistance. You knew that the opponent was in your team, but you couldn't guess who it was.  Jiang Xinyue lay alone in Room 333 of the Betel Nut Hotel in the quiet night after the interview every day, with the lights dimly lit, and only when the lights were dimly lit could her heart be at peace. She dared not face the dark Winter night, like the eight years that her classmates and comrades-in-arms could not face... Some past events, some familiar figures walk through the edge of darkness and twilight, and hurriedly pass through every year, every month, and every day of life.She closed her eyes and opened them, they were all floating in front of her eyes, those helpless, melancholy, indomitable, gray eyes all looked at her hidden in their respective situations, she lay She couldn't sleep, she couldn't sleep, she sat up and picked up the pen, she knew what she should write! This really seems to be God's intentional arrangement...  The following are excerpts from Jiang Xinyue’s interview notes December 19, 1999 I want to meet Ye Qianshan, who played a pivotal role in the cracking of the "1145" case.The first time I heard about this person was my classmate Fang Li. Fang Li said in a phone call that there seems to be another person who, in order to secretly investigate Chen Mo, asked to be hung up under the guise of making a financial mistake, but he actually endured it. Everyone's disdain and white eyes have been secretly investigating and visiting to find evidence.It wasn't until the case was cracked that the truth came to light, and people didn't know, oh, there is such a thing! My heart was full of respect, and I thought only the police were willing to pay such a price.This means that the "1145" case has been solved. If it has not been solved, what he sacrificed is not only his reputation and status, but also his youth and life!Before I heard this story, I had been hesitating whether to write this case against the intention of the Public Security Bureau of the ancient city. At this time, I had a strong sense of mission in my heart. There are misunderstandings in the consciousness, and the police crimes brought more severe reality tests to the other policemen who fought against them. They defended the dignity of the national emblem with their lives. They are my classmates and comrades in arms. They are always ready to do the next thing. A fallen man...  When I saw Ye Qianshan, I felt that this was someone I had met before in my life.This is what I imagined Ye Qianshan would look like.  When I went to see him, he had just been sent to Shang'an County as the director of the Public Security Bureau.The office conditions in the county are extremely simple. There are no buildings in the compound of the county bureau. His office and residence are flats on the northwest side of the compound. When I entered his office, I found that the door of his office was covered with iron sheets. A large iron bar is hung across it, and a large lock is hung on it, and the windows are all protected by steel mesh.My heart skipped a beat, and I immediately realized that he hadn't completely walked out of the shadow left by Chen Mo. After all, he didn't get the gun. Maybe the gun was still floating in someone's hand... I told him that I was Chen Mo's classmate, but he didn't answer. He took out a few photos from the drawer: one was a photo of Chen Mo himself, one was a simulated portrait, and the other was standing in the dock during the trial. Chen Mo, one is from the public judgment meeting, and the other is from Chen Mo who was shot and pushed to the cremation factory... I took the photos and saw Chen Mo, my classmate from the police school who had been my classmate for two years. I stood there for a long time holding up those photos, my thoughts wandering in the long time.I don’t seem to know this person. Is this person the one who used to be my classmate? Why did he choose a completely different path from us? He is really a mystery in our hearts...  December 24, 1999, night When I wrote down this string of dates, I suddenly realized that today is the last Christmas Eve of this century.This is the anniversary of Lin Tiange's murder, there really is such a coincidence in the world.I didn't deliberately choose such a day to come to the ancient city, nor did I deliberately write this note on such a day. In the last days of the end of this century, I was looking for the thrilling scene after scene more than ten years ago. Running around with the buried mystery of the case.Those unbearable past events, those dead souls, are stirred up by me again like dust. I regard many things that have happened as a kind of fate. Those people I know all lived in the same year. In a passage of time and space from different atmospheres, maybe life is some inevitable tragedy, and we know nothing about what we are going through... In 1982, I was admitted to the People’s Police Academy in Gucheng City. This was the first time in the history of the public security force that it recruited students from the public. Many large and medium-sized cities across the country have established police academies. During the Great Revolution, the personnel were getting old. With the changes of the society and the changes in the public security situation, it was necessary to absorb fresh blood, and we were sent in as fresh blood.  The school building of the police academy was transformed from an old middle school. In addition to attending classes, we also devoted a lot of energy to improving the campus environment. At that time, we were quite simple, with a hundred people sitting in a large classroom that was leaking from wind and rain. , Listening to the experienced teachers invited from the front line of criminal investigation and public security to teach us the knowledge of public security business, we were led into the gate of public security with a pious heart.Among the 100 people sitting in the same classroom, there is no one who does not love the police profession. After class, we practice boxing and punching bags, learn to shoot, and learn to drive motorcycles. The playground is always full of dragons and tigers. The air is full of young people's hopes for the future. eagerness.In the dust, each of us can't see the way to the future and the end of life.  In front of the dormitory where I live is a row of thick sycamore trees. My bunk is next to the window. I often sit in this position and read a book. When I am tired, I look at the scenery outside.I think that one day, I will also write a book about my life in the police academy. I was completely full of longing for the future, and I had no idea that my classmates would walk into my book like this in the future... ...I just found out now that in the same year we entered the police academy, Ye Qianshan was selected and transferred to the Fifth Division of the Ancient City Public Security Bureau... Also in the same year, Cong Ming transferred from the army to the Public Security Bureau of the ancient city. The year we graduated, he asked to be a shooting instructor in the anti-riot team... I found Cong Ming through Xia Xiaoqi.And Cong Ming, who lives in Beijing, is still single, and he is determined to pursue his dream of being a detective who will never come true... God seems to be intentionally arranging the foreshadowing of life one after another on the road we must go through.  It's just that what God arranged is not a game of cat and mouse... I think the mission of the police can only be interpreted by the police themselves with their lives.