Chapter 82 Section 4

Provincial vegetable market.A military truck stopped.Xiao Zhuang, who was wearing a uniform and carrying a military bag, poked his head out of the tarpaulin, and the vegetable market was full of people. The cooking squad leader got off the car: "I'm at the place, you go." Xiaozhuang nodded excitedly and jumped out of the car. "Come back when the time comes, you have to hurry up when I come in the afternoon!" "Understood, thank you monitor!" Xiao Zhuang turned and left. In the lobby of the General Hospital, Xiao Zhuang rushed in and bumped into a nurse.Xiaozhuang hurriedly helped her up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Why are you a soldier like this? You don't look at the eyes when you walk, you..." The two were suddenly stunned. The nurse's eyes widened: "Xiao Zhuang!" Xiao Zhuang opened his mouth wide, unable to believe it. "It's really you? Xiaozhuang!" Xiao Zhuang was dumbfounded, he just laughed. Xiaoying also laughed, almost to the point of tears: "What are you doing here? Looking for me?" Xiaozhuang suddenly regained his composure: "I, I came to see our platoon leader...I didn't expect you to be here..." Xiaoying was a little disappointed: "I thought you were looking for me... What happened to your platoon leader?"

"I do not know either." "Why did you come to the provincial capital? Your army gave you leave?" "I, I can't tell for a while..." He looked at the watch on the wall, "I really need to find our platoon leader quickly, I don't have much time..." Xiao Zhuang was dumbfounded: "Oh, I... forgot!" Xiaoying pouted: "You're still a scout! Just shave your head and pretend to be tough like me! You haven't figured this out yet, and you dare to run to the general hospital? Come with me and tell the head nurse what your platoon leader's name is!"

Xiaoying turned and left.Xiaozhuang foolishly followed Xiaoying's back.Looking at Xiaoying's back in a nurse's uniform, Xiaozhuang suddenly became speechless. He didn't know how to tell Xiaoying, but he actually missed her very much.But he seems to be unable to speak anymore, he just followed and walked foolishly... The door of the ward.Xiaoying stopped and turned around: "Your platoon leader is here." Xiaozhuang looked at Xiaoying and said guiltily, "I'll go see him first..." Xiaoying looked at him deeply: "I'll wait for you outside."

Xiao Zhuang nodded and rushed in. In the ward, Chen Pai was reading a book, an English version of a monograph on special forces. Boom!The door opened.Xiaozhuang stood at the door: "Chen Pai!" Chen Pai raised his head and smiled: "Xiao Zhuang? Are you here?" Xiaozhuang rushed over: "Chen Pai, let me come and see you!" Chen Pai supported him: "Why are you crying? You're about to become a special soldier, and you're still crying?" "I'm not a special soldier anymore! I'll go back to the reconnaissance company to accompany you!"

Chen Pai looked Xiao Zhuang in the eyes: "I can't go back to the reconnaissance company." Xiao Zhuang was taken aback: "What's wrong?" Chen Pai smiled: "Sit down, I have something to tell you." Xiaozhuang sat down and looked at Chen Pai. "I can't stand up anymore." Chen Pai said calmly. Xiaozhuang stood up suddenly: "Impossible!" "it is true." "I do not believe!" "sit down." "You lied to me! You lied to me—" "Sit down!" Chen Pai sternly said, "I order you!"

Xiao Zhuang was stunned.He sat down and looked at Chen Pai: "You lied to me, right?" Chen Pai looked at him seriously and shook his head: "No." "how can that be possible?!" "I really lied to you. My disease is not arthritis, but ankylosing spondylitis. I... can't stand up anymore..." Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai and slowly stood up. Chen Pai was very calm: "This is the result I knew a long time ago, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon. I thought that I could enter the special forces and then fall down." Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai, and suddenly burst out: "I'm going to burn that dog's head brigade!" He turned around and ran away.

"Xiao Zhuang—" Chen Pai grabbed his arm, "Stop!" Xiao Zhuang turned back and pushed Chen Pai's hand: "Leave me alone, I'll burn the dog head brigade on that dog day, they ruined you." Chen Pai was brought to the ground by Xiao Zhuang and fell down.Xiaozhuang hurriedly knelt down to help Chen Pai: "Platoon leader, platoon leader..." Chen Pai shook off his hand: "I'm not your platoon leader! Let me go!" "Platoon leader?" Chen Pai roared: "I am a soldier, are you?!" Xiao Zhuang was dumbfounded: "I am?"

"You do not deserve!" Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai, not knowing what happened to him. "Aren't you going to burn the army? You go, you go—" He stared at Xiao Zhuang, "What is a soldier? A soldier is a member of the steel disciplined force, a screw on the war machine! You Are you? Are you? Answer me, are you?" "I'm……" "You don't deserve it! Because you don't have the string of discipline in your mind, you don't deserve to call me platoon leader! I don't have your soldier, get out!" Chen Pai pushed him away: "I don't want you to help me!"

Xiao Zhuang cried: "Platoon leader, platoon leader, I really know I was wrong, I dare not, I dare not, can I help you up?" Chen Pai looked at him and pointed to his nose: "Remember! As long as you dare to act recklessly, you don't deserve to call me platoon leader! I don't have you as a soldier, no!" Xiao Zhuang cried and said, "But I am your brother!" Chen Pai looked at him seriously: "You are not worthy to be my brother!" "Platoon leader—" Xiao Zhuang couldn't help but hugged Chen Pai to the bed, "Platoon leader, I was wrong! But you can't stay on the ground, it's cold on the ground!"

Chen Pai looked at Xiao Zhuang, still very serious: "Tell me, why did you become a soldier?" Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai with tears in his eyes: "You know that?" "I want you to tell me again!" "For Xiaoying." "no yet?" Xiao Zhuang blinked, not knowing what it meant. Chen Pai nodded Xiao Zhuang's big-brimmed hat: "What's on your head?" "Military emblem?" "The military emblem is on your head, but do you have it in your heart?" Xiao Zhuang was stunned and looked at Chen Pai. "No, right?" "No, there is..." "Very few, right?" "Hmm..." Xiao Zhuang didn't dare to lie. "Do you know why I became a soldier? Knowing so many heroes, why do you want to join the special forces at all costs?" Chen Pai pointed at the military emblem on Xiaozhuang's head: "For it..." "Platoon leader..." "Maybe you will understand what I said later, but I want you to remember now - we are the Chinese People's Liberation Army, not a mob! We have lofty beliefs and strong beliefs! There is also discipline of steel, discipline of steel! You Do you know what discipline is?" Xiao Zhuang was dumb, he really didn't have this concept. "You must know what discipline is!" Xiaozhuang blinked: "Platoon leader, don't be angry, I'll recite the military regulations to you right away." "That's your lip service, you haven't engraved it into your bones at all! There is no concept of discipline in your soul! You are used to doing your own way, and you don't even know what you should do and what you shouldn't do! You Wearing a uniform, but not a soldier!" "Didn't you say I was an excellent scout?" "But you are not a qualified soldier!" Xiao Zhuang didn't understand. Chen Pai sighed: "You still can't understand now, but you will understand later. Why did you participate in the special forces training and selection?" "You know this too." "For Miaolian not to be disappointed, right?" "Ok." "Let me tell you why I came to participate in the special forces training and selection...for ideals..." "ideal?" "Isn't it strange? Some people still regard special forces as their ideal?" Xiao Zhuang didn't dare to say anything. Chen Pai smiled: "I have liked watching "People's Soldiers" on TV since I was a child, and I liked watching "Scout across the River" and these old movies about scouts. I wanted to be a scout so much, so much. Later I went to middle school and learned about special forces. I wanted to be a special soldier, a professional soldier. I worked hard and studied hard. Finally, I was admitted to a military academy and majored in reconnaissance command. I knew I wanted to be a special soldier Team members, you have to put in a lot of hard work... I signed up for the special forces selection training, but I didn't expect to fall down at the last moment..." Chen Pai looked at him: "Do you know what ideal is?" "Know." "My ideal is to become a special forces soldier!" "Then you can't help but love your body?" "If I must fall, I would rather fall as a member of the Special Forces!" Xiao Zhuang was stunned. Chen Pai said sadly, "But I still failed." He suddenly grabbed Xiao Zhuang's hand, "Promise me one thing!" "Say, what's the matter? Don't say one thing, I can agree to a hundred things!" "You must join the Spike Special Team!" Xiao Zhuang opened his mouth wide, not knowing how to answer. Chen Pai let go of his hand: "I know you don't want to, you want to quit now!" Xiaozhuang lowered his head. "You can't quit!" Chen Pai had tears in his eyes, "For me!" Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai and burst into tears. "You must become a special soldier!" Xiao Zhuang didn't dare to look at Chen Pai again, and covered his eyes with one hand, tears slipped from between his fingers. Chen Pai looked at Xiao Zhuang who was covering his eyes: "Are you okay? Xiao Zhuang!" Xiaozhuang put down his hand, nodded with tears in his eyes: "I...promise you..." Chen Pai looked at him with relief and smiled. Xiao Zhuang looked at Chen Pai and burst into tears.The two hands clenched tightly together, forming a fist.Chen Pai said with a gratified smile: "The reconnaissance company..." The two shouted together in a low voice: "Kill..." corridor.Xiaoying leaned against the wall and cried silently. The door opened.Xiao Zhuang came out wearing a military cap, with a different determination on his face.Xiaoying looked at him with tears in her eyes: "Are you really going to join the special forces?" "Did you hear everything?" Xiaoying nodded. "It was his wish." Xiaoying nodded. "I am his brother." Xiaoying nodded and wiped her tears: "Come with me." She turned and left.Xiao Zhuang followed behind with firm eyes. Dormitory for female soldiers.Xiaofei is reading a book.Xiaoying pushed the door open and Xiaozhuang stood behind her stupidly. Xiaofei raised her eyes: "Yo? Aren't you on duty?...Xiao Zhuang came to see you..." She got up, picked up her book and left, "I'm going to the next door." Xiaoying turned around: "Come in." Xiaozhuang came in, and Xiaoying closed the door.She pulled Xiao Zhuang: "Sit down, let me take a good look at you." Xiao Zhuang sat down.Xiaoying took off his military cap, revealing his bald head.Her hand slid across Xiao Zhuang's bald head. Xiaozhuang didn't dare to look at Xiaoying and stayed there. Xiaoying was behind Xiaozhuang, and slowly hugged his neck, tears fell on his bald head.Her lips touched Xiao Zhuang's bald head lightly.Xiao Zhuang closed his eyes.Xiaoying kissed the scars on Xiaozhuang's bald head: "How much you have suffered..." She began to undo the first button of her uniform.Xiaozhuang heard it, turned around and hugged Xiaoying, buried his head in her arms, sniffing greedily. "I gave it to you..." Xiaozhuang didn't open his eyes, didn't let go of his hand, and didn't let Xiaoying move. "What's wrong? Black monkey?" "I went to the special forces for him, my brother! Not for you!" Xiaoying looked at Xiaozhuang in her arms: "But you became a soldier for me." "Even if it's for you, I can't...I can't touch you either!" Xiaoying was touched.Xiaozhuang looked up at her: "Because you are Xiaoying! You are my dream!" Xiaozhuang let go of Xiaoying, picked up his military cap and got up firmly and went out.He closed the door, and Xiaoying's crying came from the room.Xiaozhuang put on his military cap and strode away with firm eyes. The cries continued in the air. Xiaozhuang walked with strides, and he was firmly on his way to become a special soldier of the Chinese Army...