Chapter 4 Chapter Four

Kang Weiye really cried, on the night when he had skin-to-skin contact with a woman for the first time, on that beautiful and heavy snowing night.That night, Kang Weiye vaguely comforted Duan Lina, covered her with the quilt, and fled back to the guest room like a thief in a hurry.Kang Weiye gulped down a large glass of water and fell on the bed, tears streaming down his face no matter what.Even if he is a seven-foot man, how can he not turn into tears if he has the kind of ugly privacy that is stagnant in his heart and hard to tell?Kang Weiye really did not expect that the relationship between men and women in real life would be so boring, short, rough and embarrassing.First of all, the clothes are very difficult to take off. Kang Weiye couldn't figure out whether Duan Lina was willing to take off her clothes. She asked you to take off a little and then pulled it over to put a little on herself. Very embarrassed.As a result, they only took off half of their clothes. The trousers were pulled down below the knees, and the underwear was pushed up to the neck. There was a large pile of fabric stalks, which greatly hindered the communication between the two of them. Therefore, Duan Lina could not listen. Understand Kang Weiye's words.Kang Weiye couldn't find a place to go in, but he couldn't control himself in a hurry, just like the dream about wetting the bed he had when he was a child: he held back his urine for a long time, and he was about to urinate, but The one on the left is not a toilet, and the one on the right is not a toilet.He yelled, "Help me!" Duan Lina said, "What?"And her hand was like a frightened pigeon in his, struggling and fluttering vigorously.Kang Weiye managed to make Duan Lina understand that she must help him, but Duan Lina was shy and twitching in every possible way.In the end, Kang Weiye felt that he got into a dead end and urinated when he entered.Duan Lina remained motionless, and neither did Kang Weiye.Kang Weiye was eager to see Duan Lina's reaction. Duan Lina was a piece of wood, but she didn't respond at all. Kang Weiye's embarrassment was extremely boring, and he was afraid that Duan Lina would be crushed. He was full of guilt, and the pants under his knees prevented him from crawling quickly. When he got up, he had no choice but to tense his whole body and rolled over from Duan Lina.Duan Lina used the single bed of the army, and Kang Weiye fell to the ground as soon as he turned it over.With this fall, Kang Weiye was shocked and humiliated again.Duan Lina burst into tears.It was at this time that Kang Weiye thought: I should be the one who should cry!Although this is Kang Weiye's first time, even though Kang Weiye can't even touch the door of women, it doesn't mean that Kang Weiye has no appreciation for women.Duan Lina's bones were so big that Kang Weiye had never expected, and she hated being hard.Her hipbone was touching his hipbone, and it hurt him a lot.Duan Lina's breasts were not his ideal either, they were big and flat, like two pancakes.Kang Weiye's ideal is a small round bun just out of the cage, a hot round bun; a round and thin waist, and the flexible curve on the waist tightly lifts a fat and strong butt; the legs are slender and slender It was even a little exaggerated; she seemed to melt into his arms when she pressed into his arms, and his arms could wrap around her shoulders, wrap her up, hide her, love her, protect her, let her grow to His body is removed from his flesh and blood, and his soul is removed.Kang Weiye suddenly remembered that he was talking about Dai Xiaolei.It turns out that Dai Xiaolei has been hiding in Kang Weiye's heart all along, and now it has become his experience.

If everyone has a first love, Dai Xiaolei can also be regarded as Kang Weiye's first love.Dai Xiaolei suddenly appeared in Kang Weiye's sight one day when he was fifteen years old.That day, Kang Weiye was chatting with a few boys from their dormitory compound at their house. One of the boys suddenly became excited, and he said mysteriously and nervously: "Look, look, this is that Dai Xiaolei." The boys together He rushed to the window of Kang Weiye's house, and Dai Xiaolei, a nineteen-year-old senior high school girl, came over.Compared with her peers, she is extraordinarily tall, with a fox face and small breasts stretched out and out, as if two bunnies are hidden in the clothes; she is wearing skirts and skirts, and her body is swaying like a willow in the breeze , the feet are distinctively outward, walking in the gait of a dancer.Although Kang Weiye has heard that Dai Xiaolei is the protagonist of the Wuhan Mao Zedong Thought Propaganda Team, who specializes in dancing Xi'er in "The White-haired Girl", Wu Qinghua in "Red Detachment of Women", and Long Meizhi in "Little Sisters of the Grassland Heroes" Like a hero, Kang Weiye's mind was full of obscene associations aroused by her.For example, prostitutes in the old society, dancing girls, concubines of big capitalists.In the discussion of everyone, Kang Weiye asserted: "I think this woman is unusual." From then on, Kang Weiye could not let Dai Xiaolei go.No matter at any time, as long as Dai Xiaolei is spotted from a distance, Kang Weiye runs home as soon as he can.

The window of their house on the third floor is the best vantage point to peek at Dai Xiaolei.One day, Dai Xiaolei blocked Kang Weiye in the corridor of his home.Dai Xiaolei's sudden appearance made Kang Weiye panicked. He stared at her toes aimlessly and giggled.Dai Xiaolei said gently and mockingly: "What are you running for? Are you tired from running around like this every day?" Hearing this, Kang Weiye was profusely sweating and turned around to rush upstairs.Dai Xiaolei swayed, blocked Kang Weiye's way, and said: "This is not like you who are brave. Are you afraid that I will eat you?" Kang Weiye poked his neck and said, "You can eat me!" Dai Xiaolei said: " Don’t be afraid, just answer one of my questions. I think this woman is unusual——did you say that?” Kang Weiye cocked his neck and said, “I said it?” Dai Xiaolei smiled softly: "Mao kid, it seems like you know everything." Dai Xiaolei's smile dissolved Kang Weiye's nervousness and panic. He raised his eyes to look at Dai Xiaolei, and said very dissatisfied: "Don't sell big things! What's so great about it?" !" Dai Xiaolei said: "I'm nothing special." Dai Xiaolei touched Kang Weiye's head, then smiled softly and walked away quickly.That night, Kang Weiye tossed and turned sleeplessly, covering Dai Xiaolei's every word, every laugh, and every movement under the towel. Everything had a special meaning in Kang Weiye's aftertaste.Dai Xiaolei's hand remained on his head, it was intimate and ambiguous, Kang Weiye was sure that Dai Xiaolei fell in love with him.

And his earnest hope is to give Dai Xiaolei some serious punishment in a dark corner where no one disturbs.How Kang Weiye didn't know, the lack of sexual knowledge made his imagination lose its support, which made him very frustrated. That night, Kang Weiye experienced the first male awakening in his life, and he lost his sperm.What appeared in his dream was a vague Dai Xiaolei and certain parts of Dai Xiaolei.A few days later, Kang Weiye met Dai Xiaolei again. He bought a meal and went out of the cafeteria. She was about to enter the cafeteria with a stainless steel pot. pig liver face.However, this did not prevent Kang Weiye from continuing to lie behind the window and peek at Dai Xiaolei.Once Dai Xiaolei walked from the main road to the downstairs of Kang Weiye's house pretending nothing happened, suddenly raised her head, caught Kang Weiye's eyes, and made a kind grimace.Soon, Kang Weiye received a mysterious note from Dai Xiaolei, which said: There will be an important meeting in the courtyard this Thursday night, I will go to your house to see that glass window.Kang Weiye's blood was boiling and his heart was surging, looking forward to the arrival of Thursday night every moment.He became highly sensitive and nervous, afraid that the hospital would cancel the meeting, that his parents would not attend the meeting due to illness, that the meeting would be too short, that something would happen to him, or that a world war would break out.Thankfully, all the accidents that Kang Weiye was worried about did not happen, and the quiet evening without parents on Thursday came as scheduled.Kang Weiye washed himself very clean with the shower, put on the cool white tree clothes that he was always embarrassed to wear, and waited anxiously in the room.At the moment when the night completely covered the dusk, Dai Xiaolei came.Dai Xiaolei slipped in lightly and soundlessly, and the room was immediately filled with a mysterious and romantic goblin atmosphere.Dai Xiaolei was wearing a very beautiful sleeveless dress that Kang Weiye had never seen before, and the fragrance of toilet water swam all over her body.They smiled at each other from a long distance, and they both looked a little bit out of place.After all, Dai Xiaolei was much more experienced than Kang Weiye. She spoke first, "Let me look at the window." Kang Weiye quickly said, "Okay." Dai Xiaolei leaned on the window sill, lifted a corner of the curtain and looked out.There was no sound for a long time.Kang Weiye called out: "Dai Xiaolei." Dai Xiaolei turned around and said, "Hey, you called me after all." Every move of Dai Xiaolei was not straightforward, they were different from ordinary girls, they were all called Kang Weiye Accidents and heartbeats.Kang Weiye's face turned red again, this time it was a slow red, not too bright red, a complexion illuminated by passion.Dai Xiaolei's face also brightened.The two remained silent for a long time.In the boiling silence, Dai Xiaolei said: "Don't you buy me a cup of tea?" Kang Weiye said as if waking up from a dream, "I'll pour tea, I'll buy you tea." Waiting for Kang Weiye to come back with a cup of boiling water By the time the room was dark, the lights had gone out.At the first moment, Kang Weiye was still in a daze, and asked: "Is the light broken?" Dai Xiaolei said, "What a fool." The kind of soul flying away.When his eyes got used to the darkness, he saw the dark Dai Xiaolei set off by the white wall. The dark Dai Xiaolei's dress was gone, and her figure looked like she just came out of the swimming pool.Kang Weiye exploded again, and there was a rumbling sound in his head.Dai Xiaolei stood quietly.Just standing there quietly waiting for Kang Weiye's moment, she lowered her head and let out a faint sigh.Dai Xiaolei walked towards Kang Weiye slowly.She picked up Kang Weiye's hands, let them hold her face, let them slide slowly across her neck, over her chest, over her slender waist, and stayed on her buttocks for a while.

Then she hinted that they hugged her shoulders, and she pressed into Kang Weiye's chest, silently and without a trace, the two of them were just like one person.Kang Weiye, a fifteen-year-old boy, really couldn't take it anymore. He was trembling all over, panting like a cow, and hot tears filled his eyes.Until Dai Xiaolei slipped away mysteriously, Kang Weiye was still unable to move.At that time, popular and popular aesthetic standards praised Li Tiemei's thick eyebrows and big eyes. The young Kang Weiye didn't think Dai Xiaolei was so beautiful, and even regretted Dai Xiaolei's thin fox face.When he grew up gradually and gradually saw the world, he gradually realized the beauty of Dai Xiaolei.Especially after touching Duan Lina's naked body, Kang Weiye suddenly felt the world of difference between a woman and a woman.Kang Weiye regretted it very much. If he knew today, how could he let Dai Xiaolei go?On the next day of the heavy snow, Kang Weiye left a simple note to Duan Lina, saying that he had something urgent to do.He left Duan Lina's house early in the morning.

Braving the wind and snow, Kang Weiye walked from Wuchang across the Yangtze River Bridge and Hanshui Bridge back to Hankou, and walked for a long time.His thoughts were as chaotic as heavy snow.Kang Weiye began to use various excuses to delay the meeting with Duan Lina indefinitely, and the time was longer than the general deadline for impulsive emotions such as shyness, guilt, and regret.One day about two months later, Duan Lina came unexpectedly and blocked Kang Weiye at home.They had a historic conversation.Duan Lina has lost a lot of weight in the past two months, and she looks more serious and even a bit cold.She straight to the point asked Kang Weiye to draw a conclusion on their relationship.Kang Weiye thought about it for a long time, and said that it was not that serious, and there was no need to draw any conclusions; everyone was still young, it was time to work hard for the party and the people, and it was time to produce results, so personal problems could be put in the second place.Duan Lina listened to Kang Weiye's words patiently, and said, "You seem to be bragging about me when you say that?" Kang Weiye said, "Where? Don't worry too much." Duan Lina was still preparing for him to continue, he But there was nothing to say.Duan Lina asked: "You don't have a word?" Kang Weiye said: "What do you want me to say?" Duan Lina said: "What happened?" Kang Weiye said: "Nothing happened." Duan Lina said: "What should we do?" Kang Weiye said, "Isn't it good like this?" Duan Lina said, "Is this your truth?" Kang Weiye said, "Of course." With a murderous look, she said: "Comrade Kang Weiye, you forced me. We have been in love for more than two years, and your social status has undergone earth-shaking changes. Of course, there are your own efforts, but There is also our family's all-out help. You have to have a little conscience. But even so, if you wanted to brag about our relationship more than two months ago, I wouldn't even ask why. Now our relationship is different, You have brought about a substantial change in our relationship. You have changed me from a pure girl to a woman, so you have to take responsibility for me. Let me tell you, I, Duan Lina, am by no means a person who can be casual in the relationship between men and women. Any casual person. I follow you and I am yours. I hope you will give me a decisive answer within three days after careful consideration. If your reason is sufficient, I can forgive you; otherwise, I will directly Find your leader." Kang Weiye said: "You mean a little threatening by saying that. What's the use of you looking for the leader? Do you think the leader will listen to your side?" Duan Lina said: "That's why you forced me Look at this." Duan Lina took out her underwear from her military satchel, and there were stiff yellow spots and messy bloodstains scattered on the underwear.The ironclad evidence was so strong that Kang Weiye couldn't help but gasped when he saw it.Duan Lina fought for peace, and Kang Weiye had to calm down and consider their relationship more realistically.First of all, Kang Weiye wants career and future, which is the foundation of a man.Secondly, from the overall situation, Duan Lina is a very good girl.From beginning to end, treat him sincerely.A person with such a strong party principle did not hesitate to ask her father's comrades-in-arms for help in joining the party and promoting him.Kang Weiye thought: If he is not so selfish and looks at the problem from Duan Lina's point of view, she is indeed very reasonable.Although she was indeed a little too powerful, she secretly left shorts behind.Turning things around, with such a powerful person, who would dare to bully you after you and her become a family?Wouldn't it be easy for you?When Kang Weiye thought about it, he felt a little ashamed. No wonder Chairman Mao and his elders taught us to fight smugly. For a moment, Kang Weiye realized that the word "private" was at work, and it was the sentiment of the petty bourgeoisie.Besides, what's the use of daydreaming about Dai Xiaolei?Her kind of woman is a goblin, which is rare in the world.Even if you meet, it may not be yours.Even if it is yours, you may not be able to honestly care for your husband and raise your children.

That's all!As a wife, it is still safe for a woman like Duan Lina.Kang Weiye: "Okay, I'll give you an answer in three days." Three months later, Kang Weiye and Duan Lina held a grand wedding ceremony.Three years later, their daughter Kang Niwala was born.Kang Weiye just entered his thirties.