Chapter 3 2. Fire Love

Sonny had been dead for a month.Crying and mourning for her lover's death, after a month of madness that lasted, Yifeng was attacked by a renewed strong love for Sonny. She has been able to go to work in the company as usual.Get up in the morning, take a shower, put on stockings and tight skirts.The buttons on the front of the shirt were buttoned perfectly, and the rouge-painted hands no longer trembled.Go to the newsstand next to the apartment to buy a newspaper, and then eat a breakfast of US$1.99 at the coffee shop I often go to. After the meal, I smoke a cigarette before going to catch the subway.Finally, he opened the door of the office lightly, smiled and said good morning to everyone.Boss, good morning! ?

She has returned to her daily real life, and her friends in the company have let go of a worry.During this month, Yifeng suffered like a child who lost her own brother. She was so desperate that she couldn't even walk properly.This situation causes heartache to those around.They saw with their own eyes how the accidental death of a lover destroyed a woman's body and spirit.The boss suggested to Yifeng that she might as well take a trip to relax.She infinitely gratefully took time off without traveling.She contemplated Sonny's death in her room and managed to get over her grief and return to work.A few pounds of weight disappeared with the pain, and she smiled more beautifully than before to those who had done their best for her.Everyone was also very happy, because Yi Feng's weeping, the moving focus of the office, cast a shadow on everyone's psychology.

No one is more pleased with Yifeng's smile than Sonny's friend Lu Fushi.He wholeheartedly envied the pair of Sonny and Yifeng.The clever Yifeng knows how to subtly help Sonny who is a bit Zulu and irritable.Occasionally they would have a big fight.But at that time, Yi Feng always tried to make the man forgive while retorting skillfully.As a result, Sonny realized his irritability, so he hugged Yi Feng's shoulders a little embarrassedly, and said, "My woman is really amazing? She's so smart that she can't even quarrel. Isn't she the best woman? Hmm , Lu Fushi?"

After Ruffles looked at Yi Feng with approval, he winked.At that time, Yifeng carefully accepted Sonny's compliments as if they were precious gems, and at the same time pressed her cheek on his broad chest brimming with happiness. "Luffers, you go back tonight first, from now on, I will love her well." "Hate! This person's so-called 'love me well' often seems to me TOOMueH." "It's easy to say, easy to say." While chasing Yi Feng who was running away with a smile on his face, Sonny turned his head and said to Ruffles, "Hey, you should hurry up and find a girlfriend too! God said that masturbation is a sin!"

Ruffles watched the backs of the two of them until the door of the club.Unknowingly, Yi Feng's beautiful head was completely buried under Sonny's armpit, and her slender fingers touched Sonny's buttocks, as if heralding that she was about to start actively loving. Maybe besides Sonny's love for Yi Feng, she also loves his body.Ruffles thought to himself.The charming, sexy and slightly arrogant Yi Feng, and Sonny who has a wild body and youthful eyes like a boy.Back view of a happy couple.All these things are enough to make Ruffles deeply envious and jealous. Ruffles has yet to find a woman like Yifeng, so he is always lonely and unbearable.He also tried to love women with expectations.However, from meeting to sharing the same bed, he still hasn't met a woman who makes him want to hold her head under his armpit so cute.He hoped to love a woman like Sonny treated Yifeng.

Sonny once said the following to him: "Whenever I see her, I have the feeling that I love her so much that I don't know how to love her. No matter how many times I make love, I can't get enough. I want to convey this feeling to her and put her I clucked my skin and bones to save me from being so embarrassing. But then she would disappear from my sight, alas, it's too bad!" Ruffles laughed loudly at Sonny's straightforwardness. Of course, it also contained respect and warmth for close friends.However, when tears almost fell from laughter, he couldn't help but envy this bold and outspoken big man from the bottom of his heart.

"What power does she have to make you say that? Her body? She is indeed attractive in that respect. But is there something more than her body, such as her heart?" Sonny thought hard, as if trying to find the most appropriate words. "...No, neither is appropriate. Deep down, her body and mind are one and clinging to me. It's like using glue, as an analogy. I think, You may not understand this situation." Indeed, Ruffles could not understand.He just vaguely felt that Yi Feng would not be able to live without Sonny.The so-called 'glue' is only applicable to Sonny.Ah, how I wish a woman loved me like that.But in order to achieve this state, he must love women like this.Ruffles felt that that day might be far away from him, but what could he do.It is easy for men and women to get close to each other, but sticking together tightly is almost a miracle.But Yi Feng and Sonny managed to do it, and they did not abandon the people around them, but they were able to maintain a good interpersonal relationship, which is very rare.

Not only Lu Fushi, but also the people around him like this pair.They treated both of them with warm affection, without cold sarcasm or malice born of envy.Sunny and Yifeng have to be together.However, this consensus was shattered one night when Sonny's car crashed. Ruffles asked for leave to comfort Yifeng, who was overwhelmed with grief. He had been to her apartment many times, but the weeping sound from the crack of the door made him not have the courage to go back, so he left without even knocking on the door.When running down the stairs, he almost stepped on the air several times.His vision was blurred.Not only you are crying alone, but I am also very sad.He secretly said to Yi Feng who seemed to be chasing up from behind him.Only then did his vision slowly become clear, as desperation can blur a man's eyes.Poor Yifeng.

Within a month, Yi Feng only received a few specific girlfriends.They brought food to Yifeng, watched her eat and sleep, cleaned her room, and guarded her so that she would not commit suicide. Meeting one of the girlfriends on the road, Lu Fushi inquires about Yi Feng's situation.The girlfriend shook her head and looked at him trying to make Ruffles understand. ? "Her whole being was invested in crying and crying." After bidding farewell to the girlfriend, Ruffles quickened his pace and left.How did Yifeng survive the lonely night?Her soft skin seemed to have been peeled off.Girls cry at this time!And she was even more sad.why?Because after all, she and he have shared the same sorrows and experiences, and experienced the joy infused by his body, but the limit of sorrow she can bear cannot be infinite after all.

Lu Fushi unknowingly came to Yifeng's door again.It was a habit he had developed every day since Sonny died.Thinking of the lonely Yi Feng, he couldn't help running.He ran across the street in that mood, not paying attention to which streets he had to walk and how many turns he had to turn.He just runs.Then, when he stopped, he had already reached Yifeng's door.Ruffles felt as if he had turned into a dog, thinking of Yifeng as if drooling when he heard the bell, and ran for Yifeng.However, what he accepted was not bait, but Yi Feng's sobs. He tried to touch the knob, but he couldn't.He wanted to know how Yifeng would react when he walked in without knocking, and it turned out that Sonny did not enter.Ruffles also felt incredible.He wants to comfort the woman he loves for his dear friend.This feeling is certainly not without it, but it was not pure friendship that prompted him to run.He wanted to know how a woman would face loneliness after losing the man she loved deeply.Nor is it the immoral state of mind known as curiosity.It's not just such a light emotion as 'interested'.Sonny called their relationship 'glue'.Ruffles thinks it's a flaming love, and that's the only way he can see it until the end.He liked Sonny and the relationship Sonny had made between them.But he didn't even dare to knock on a door. On the other side of the door, there was a taboo world advancing.A man who can't love a woman like Sonny is probably not even qualified to peep.

Lu Fushi felt the sadness of his friend's death in his heart.But it is a bit of love slowly flowing, and it is closely connected with Yifeng's sadness.He didn't know how to cut off this feeling, so he was at a loss.He did not realize that his actions were driven by desire.Apart from muttering: Yifeng, poor Yifeng, he has no other thoughts.Tears welled up in his eyes at the mournful sobs. A month finally passed, and when the memories of Sonny wet his eyes, Yi Feng finally appeared in front of him. She was beautifully made up and had a smile on her face.She neither made a sad expression nor made too much noise, but just held Lu Fushi's hand.I'm fine now, how about you, Lu Fushi?Her hair swayed slightly when she turned her head to one side, and the same scent of perfume as before wafted from her neck. I finally didn't see her cry.While thinking this way, Lu Fushi had a sudden impulse, which made him hug Yifeng tightly.Is a mature and free and easy woman just to bury her miss for a man?No, that's just to prevent people from seeing their own ugliness.He shed tears with a feeling of liberation.Yifeng closed her eyes, caressed Ruffles' back with her slender fingers, and supported his tears with her slender shoulders. Compared with Yifeng, how useless I am!Lucas felt her silky blouse gently suck up the tears that burst from his bank. "I know you're all concerned and I really appreciate it." Hearing this, Ruffles raised his head.Yifeng's expression seemed to show that she had made up her mind not to cry anymore. "Don't cry, Ruffles. Sonny is still alive, and he lives in our hearts. I don't want you to avoid this topic on purpose or make me laugh out of concern for me. Ruffles, I will need you in the future, I Wish you and I would talk more about everything Sonny. No more tears, it's not for Sonny; he's a talker, a laugher, a fucker, and a joker." Ruffles nodded with a teary smile.From then on, Yifeng's room door was opened for him.They often spend time together, and Sonny leaves the bud of friendship with Yifeng for Ruffles before he dies. Yifeng smiled and talked about Sonny's past.She is refreshed.Lu Fushi also laughed, but he vaguely felt that the "glue" seemed to have dried up.However, how did she do it?Thinking of this, he shook his head and told himself not to go, anyway, she was already able to laugh.Rufus didn't want to ask how Yifeng spent her time when she was alone. After Ruffles left, she took a good bath, as if she wanted to wash away the image of Sonny in others' eyes.When she came out of the bath, her cheeks were flushed.After looking at herself in the mirror, she opened the cabinet, took out the perfume that did not belong to her, and then applied the perfume all over her body.The skin soaked in hot water immediately evaporates the perfume, and the whole bathroom is enveloped in a fragrant atmosphere.She tried her best to inhale the scent, and then called out the name of the hateful man who left her behind.She put the perfume bottle back where it was, the green one Sonny loved.Her eyes were moist with desire.She restrained herself and put on her bathrobe, walked into the kitchen, and opened the refrigerator.There was Sonny's favorite wine in the fridge.It was a grape spirit called M·D.It was a vulgar and low-grade purple wine that men on the street drank indiscriminately, and it contained excessive pornography.She took a sip straight from the mouth of the bottle, letting the alcohol trickle down her throat.That's how Sonny used to drink it.The liquor burned her stomach, and the intoxication wet between her legs.She wiped her lips with her hands, and when her hands smelled of alcohol, she turned into a mad dog. Every time the location is different.Sometimes in bed, sometimes on the couch, sometimes on the kitchen floor.She sat and stroked her own neck.Her fingers were sticky like Sonny's lips after drinking.Her hand slid down section by section, finally playing with both nipples.The nipples in her fingers were soft and hard, and she thought of the tiny gap squeezed by those thick hands.The nipples were caressed enough to draw a sigh from her lips, and suppressing the complacency of comfort and laziness, she dragged herself to the turntable, playing some music she had just forgotten.Ever since Sonny died, there had been a permanent record on the turntable—Teddy, who sounded like Sonny?bandagrass.She sat down again, her nipples hardened by fondling, and her lips began to move at her will.Ah, Sonny, that's it, that's great, come on, please.The hot breath spread the smell of perfume, and she began to touch her thigh.Those words began to moisten with the frozen love.As if to deny the fact that Sonny wasn't around, she closed her eyes tightly.Ready to feel the pleasure that was about to spread throughout her body, she moved her fingers to her center.It was both her finger and not his.Ah, this is love too, she thought.Love made her ecstatic, and Sonny's scent began to lead her to the highest pleasures.No, Sonny, be happier.Her voice meets the hoarse singing that pours out of the record, sweating in rhythm.Ah, so beautiful!A series of love languages ​​kept coming out of her mouth. When she was awake, the air in the room seemed to freeze, and the sweet scent of her love for Sonny condensed and fell to the floor.Before the dew of happiness remaining in her pupils turned into tears, Yifeng ran into the bathroom and began to wash her body.I am making love.She rubbed soap on her still sensitive skin, thinking happily that making love warms one's heart.Her lips formed a flowery smile.It was a good idea, because I still love Sonny. Ruffles had never been passionately in love with a woman, but at least he knew what love was like—love for a parent, brother, or friend, for example.With meeting Yifeng almost every day, he felt a certain love for her surge in his heart. Yifeng who appeared in front of Lufushi was always so bright and fresh.Even if the two are alone in the same room, there is absolutely no sense of shy tension between them that men and women use when they are in deep contact with each other, that is, anticipating a skin-to-skin kiss in bed.Ruffles finds it a bit inconceivable, but while the two are talking about Sonny, he always avoids the faintly revealing sexy charm exuded by Yi Feng, and thinks that a little hint is also an imprudent and inappropriate behavior. However, he had to whisper in his heart.Wouldn't her life be lonely?Her heart seemed to stop crying, but what about her flesh?If she doesn't cry anymore, then one day she will accept another man.Thinking of this, Ruffles shook his head.Let a man other than Sonny hold her?It's really unreasonable!He was amazed at his immorality.I joked with her about Sonny's memories out of a friendly thoughtfulness that tried to heal her.That being the case, isn't a man also needed to heal physical wounds? Ruffles likes Yifeng more and more.But it never occurred to him that he might as well be the man who comforted her body.He's just a little bit jealous of the men who will come into her life from now on.It is understandable that friendship occasionally breeds jealousy-like emotions between men and women.After all, she was always his close friend's woman, tantamount to his own sister.But it is not impossible to be jealous of my sister's boyfriend. "Can you forget about Sonny now?" One day Ruffles asked her in a gentle tone of utmost concern.Yi Feng stopped her hand that was throwing the dice, and looked up at him in surprise. "What did you say? It's because I can't forget that I keep talking about him with you!" "That's not what I mean. I mean... Of course, I don't forget him because he's dead. I mean, can you forget the sick idea that it's Sonny?" Lu Fu's morale is a bit incomprehensible.The reason why he used the word 'morbid' was because he felt that the relationship between Yifeng and Sonny for many years belonged to a kind of fever called 'infatuation'. "I can't do it." After saying this, Yifeng pursed her lips nervously, showing a soothing expression. "Aren't you going to find another man in your life?" "I can't forget him!" It was the first time Ruffles saw Yifeng lose her composure.If it can't go on like this, Yifeng will become a tragedy.With this intuition, he put his hand on Yifeng who is now the incarnation of his former friend Sonny. "You can do it, Yifeng. Can't you talk about him with a smile in front of me now? You have begun to accept his death calmly, so I hope you turn your eyes to the outside world. Of course, we don't have to Forget him, but you should keep this memory in another drawer! A living woman needs a living man." Yi Feng's face turned pale with anger, and her whole body trembled.Ruffles was taken aback by her unexpected reaction.His original intention was just to make a slight suggestion, and he thought that he would answer with a smile.Isn't Yifeng always smiling? "go back!" The sound that came out of his throat made Ruffles stay on the spot in a daze. "I tell you to go back!" Yifeng suddenly grabbed the inlay and threw it towards Ruffles.Immediately after calling him an asshole, she ran into the bedroom and slammed the door behind her. Among the scattered dice, Ruffles sat for a while, finally, he finally realized that he had to leave, so he stood up slowly and walked out of Yifeng's apartment. On the way home, he fell into an indescribable despair. He didn't understand why, but he thought: I lost even the only friendship we had with each other.So before that, what is the significance of everything I did for Yifeng?Tears welled up in his eyes when he thought of the precious time he spent with Yifeng.Didn't the two of us work together in an attempt to bring Sonny's death to bear on both sides? He wanders into a passing strip club and orders drinks amidst the bang.He stared blankly at a girl in a wet blouse, wriggling to the cheers of the gentlemen.The guests grinningly stuffed banknotes into the dancing belts that twisted past, while he watched the scene without seeing it, drinking non-stop.Yes, no matter what kind of woman or man, everyone needs a partner.God damn it, tell me, Sonny, what the hell did you put on her? Sonny, of course, didn't answer.While drinking his second glass of wine, Ruffles kept thinking about Yifeng.Who on earth had she talked to about Sonny before that?He imagined the person who used to sit in his seat, and couldn't help gnashing his teeth.Then, the jealousy that was usually vaguely felt now suddenly and quickly condensed into a solid.I love Sonny and the love he cultivates and even more the woman who has a close relationship with it all!He wanted to yell loudly, but at this moment, Ruffles realized that his emotions had flowed in the opposite direction unconsciously. In the past, he loved Sonny, loved the longing for the woman Sonny shaped, and loved to see the ultimate point of the two, Yifeng.But now he begins to love Yifeng, and pity everything that runs through Yifeng—the figure of Sonny. what!Ruffles stood up anxiously.Why did things evolve to this point?Because the woman in front of him is alive.He ran out of that ballroom in order to keep the abandoned woman by his side. Ruffles quickly ran up the stairs of Yifeng's apartment, and opened the door without knocking.The door was unlocked, and the situation in the room was the same as when he left, the dice were scattered all over the place.He searched for Yifeng out of breath, would she lock herself in the bedroom and fall asleep? "Yifeng!" He called her name anxiously while opening the bedroom door.Then he saw how Yi Feng buried her thoughts of Sunny. Lu Fushi kissed the Sonny breath that filled the whole room.Yifeng raised her body in surprise and opened her eyes.Ruffles didn't know what to say.Sonny, this guy is great, and I'm a pig by comparison.If I know how to love women like you, I will understand how to bring Yifeng back to real life. "I was seen by you." Yi Feng tried to force a smile, but she failed.Her face contorted. "After I've satiated my hunger for Sonny, I'm going to go on like this. I thought I'd be satisfied one day, but no. I'm getting more and more obsessed with Sonny. Ruffles, I can talk and go out with you , chatting, joking with each other, although I can't forget him, but I can restrain myself. But my flesh... I don't have a partner. I can only do this. I can't go to the street to find a man. " Yifeng gazed at Ruffles sadly with moist eyes.For the first time he saw her cry in memory of Sonny. "Perhaps you think I'm pitiful? Still, loving Sonny like this makes me at least a little happy." Ruffles frowned, closed his eyes tightly and listened to Yi Feng's words.He was wrestling with something in his mind that was suppressing him, and it was definitely not Sonny.At last, he was victorious, and his heart awoke from sleep. "Yifeng." Ruffles sat down beside her and wiped the tears off her face with his thumb. "love me Please!" This unexpected sentence made Yi Feng speechless in surprise. "You can do it. Because you can love Sonny like this, you can love other men too." "Is this sympathy? Ruffles!" "How? Compassion is a long time ago. I don't know when I fell in love. Yifeng, I have been sharing the pain for so long, and I will continue to do so in the future." "I can't forget Sonny." "I know, and I can't forget him." "So, do you still love me?" "certainly." "why?" "Because I want to love you." "Do you know how to love a woman?" "I understand the physical aspect, but I don't have confidence in the spiritual aspect." "That won't work." "I will study later." "Sonny will be mad." "He will forgive me because I am comforting his woman." "Do you want me that much?" "Well, I want you." "Maybe I'll call Sonny's name on the way." "Then keep your eyes open." "What if I say I don't like it?" "I'm going to do it too." Ruffles gently pushed Yifeng down on the bed.She blankly let Ruffles do whatever he wanted.Sonny's smell still filled the room and irritated Ruffles' nostrils, but he was not at all offended by it. Sorry, Sonny.I broke in before the "adhesive" you applied all over Yifeng's body was completely dry. In this way, Lu Fushi began to love Yifeng with great pity.Yifeng, who finished her preparations under Sonny's breath, responded to Lu Shina's pouring love again and again, and fell into a semi-comatose state. "Leave everything to me." Ruffles blinked his eyes, and after saying this to the silhouette of Sonny that came to his mind, he fell in love with the lovely woman lying there sadly again.The hot skins rubbed against each other and ignited the flames.The flames melted something and trickled down, making Ruffles clung to it.