After falling in love with a man, I wrote so many pages of novels.I recently realized a truth—whether it is to fall in love for writing novels or to write novels before falling in love is not worth studying.Love is an indispensable condition for human beings, in which there are sorrows, joys, bitterness and sweetness.These feelings can be said to have no effect on the actual life of people's basic necessities of life.Since it is useless, it is a luxury.I know very well the men and women who taste the luxury of the soul. I like black people.Proud of their depraved tender emotions, they are very self-aware, and at the same time very greedy and lustful, they love love the most.I've been among them for several years, and now I like men a lot.Women who like men mostly do their own way and are indiscreet.My love affair that disappeared with time was persistently hidden in my heart, and I took it out from time to time to lick it like a child eating candy, and wrote novels to make money.If any of them can read Japanese, I hope he won't call me "shit".But they don't need to understand this book to fully understand that I am a lustful woman.This is my work dedicated to those ex-boyfriends who don't understand Japanese.

Here's the thing - the gate of the Yokota Base is right under the window of my apartment.The guards used to ask me if I was Filipino.What is this nonsense?In my heart, I identified myself as a black person, and a black-skinned woman who could speak Japanese.I am the only woman like this in the world. Sometimes when I passed men on the street and smelled the smell from their clothes, I thought of my ex-boyfriend and almost cried in the street.Sometimes the black music pouring out of the bar reminds me of a man, and I can't help but cry. As I said just now, love affairs are useless rubbish.But when I picked up a few of them and wrote this book, I became anxious and skeptical.To calm down, I had to resort to alcohol, almost alcoholic.Looking back, I can't help but feel self-conscious about being an addict to all kinds of men again.

I am sincerely grateful to Mr. Toru Mishiro, the editor-in-chief of Kadokawa Monthly, and Ms. Yuri Date from the book editorial department for their sincere help during the creation of this book. Ishihara Masahide-kun of Beastmaster, I blow you a kiss.Masahiro Ishihara, my older sister admires your patience very much.