Chapter 66 Chapter Thirteen God's Boss, My Youngest

In Lena's story, fantasies of grandeur (being pursued by two presidents) and fantasies of persecution (being hunted down) combine to form her complex psychosis.But I'm amazed that her story, while absurd, is logical.Normal people are afraid of mentally ill people because they think their behavior is unreasonable.But in fact, those strange behaviors are easy to understand if you enter the imagination space of psychopaths. One day, when I was talking to Lina, she suddenly yelled that someone had just hit her.I stated that there was no one.She ignored my quarrel and showed me her left ring finger, saying that she had been hit on that joint just now.

I pretended to look at her ring finger, and said, "Okay, nothing." "Of course you pretended you didn't see anything," she said. "It's not pretending not to see it, it's really not there." "I'm embarrassed to point out you, that's obviously your wife." Linna looked resentful. The story is ridiculous, but interesting.When Linna held out her ring finger, I didn't realize the meaning of the ring finger.It wasn't until she said that my wife hit her that I suddenly realized that the ring finger was where the ring was set.Such a wonderful idea came out of Linna's mouth naturally, and her innocent face made me believe that this clever remark was completely a masterpiece of her subconscious.

In the nursing home, Lina was not the only mentally ill person who fell in love with me.The one named Susan was younger than Lena, but also in her 70s.She had a smile on her face when she saw me.I asked how old she was and she said 13.He added that a 13-year-old girl is of course a virgin. She looked at me and asked, "How old are you?" "If you're only 13, I don't know how old I am," I joked. "I think you're 14, exactly one year older than me." "Why am I 1 year older than you?" "So you can marry me." "I am married."

"That's embarrassing." Susan's reaction at this time was actually very rational. "My husband John Lennon came to see me last night and he wanted to have sex with me, but I couldn't because I had my period." Susan's mind leaped amazingly. "John Lennon is your husband?" "Yeah, he can sing well. I can't sing, but I like to listen to songs. He loves me because I like to hear him sing." Susan's thinking logic is very childlike. "When did you get married?" "I was 21, but I've always been a virgin." "why?"

"Because I'm only 13 now." Susan's thinking turned back time and space. "You mean, you won't be able to get married until you're 21?" I tried to use this explanation to explore her inner thinking logic. "I've been hospitalized since I was 13 and I was discharged at 21. I married John Lennon when I was 13 and he said I was too young. I'm still a virgin and I had my period yesterday and there was a lot of blood," she said. thinking jumps. "You said you still have menstruation now? Do you know that your real age is over 70 years old, you can't have menstruation." I wanted to bring her thoughts back to reality.

"I know I'm in my 70s, but I'm only 13 and I'm really menstruating," she emphasized. The conversation with Susan seemed funny, but through the conversation, I understood her illogical logic.Her first attack was when she was 13 years old. Since then, she has spent most of her life in mental hospitals and nursing homes. She feels that her rational life stopped at 13 years old.Because she cannot change this reality, she insists that she is only 13 years old.Although she is more than seventy years old, she insists that her menstruation shows that she is still a virgin and can get married and have children. Of course, this is a dream that she cannot fulfill in her life.The so-called marriage to John Lennon is to satisfy her megalomaniac delusions, and she is still a virgin.This is a fact, her misfortune, but also her pride, even John Lennon, who married her, could not destroy her virginity.

"You have a wife, you are very happy." Susan seemed to have regained her senses. "Thanks. I'm happy" I replied. "Okay, Mommy, I'm happy for you." Susan suddenly went out of tune again. "Susan, why do you call me Mommy?" "You have a wife, so you are Mommy." Susan smiled happily. At this point I knew it was useless to explain too much, and I also understood what she meant by calling me that.She is like a baby just learning to speak, calling anyone who can help her a mommy.This also demonstrates the age regressiveness of psychopaths, that is, the regression in age back to early childhood.Because this kind of degeneration can help the patient obtain the original sense of dependence, therefore, the love of the mentally ill is actually the illusion of the degenerate dependence complex to a large extent.

god boss, my third brother The main problems of psychopaths are: delusions (disorders of thinking) and hallucinations (disorders of perception).Ordinary people occasionally have hallucinations, such as seeing ghosts or paranoia, worrying that some impossible things will happen, but ordinary people will not be influenced by these things in their lives.Mental patients are not completely living in delusions and hallucinations, but this is the mainstream of their lives. I have a patient named Danny who suffers from grandiose fantasies.I went to see him one day and he was muttering to the void.When he saw me coming, he immediately put on a regal look.