Chapter 26 Chapter 7 Thanks to the power of God

Tia is a standard Caucasian beauty, her face is as beautiful as a Greek sculpture, and her hair falls like a waterfall.When she sat in the lobby of the Fifth Avenue psychotherapy center, she was as beautiful as a star in the night compared to the other unkempt patients. After Tia sat down in front of me, she began to talk about her confusing life.Tiya, whose parents divorced since she was a child, was brought up by her mother alone.Her mother had a violent temper and was verbally and physically abusive to Tiya.Tiya has lived in a divisive bipolar world since she was a child: On the one hand, her natural beauty is always praised by others; on the other hand, her mother's abuse of her makes her always live in the shadow of low self-esteem.And living in a family without a man, her desire and understanding of men is chaotic.

After graduating from high school, Tia attended college for two years before dropping out.When she started working, she couldn't maintain perseverance in any work, and her relationship with men couldn't be deep, but only in general.When she couldn't find real satisfaction in real life, Tiya turned to drugs. "At that time, there was nothing in my life except drugs, and I became a slave to drugs." Tiya looked at me blankly. "Slave to drugs?" I simply repeated her words. "Yes, a slave to drugs. I will do anything for drugs." There was a bone-chilling chill in Tiya's voice.For a woman, "doing anything" naturally means prostitution.Tia glanced at me; she probably sensed my silence.So, I want to turn a corner and explain her "doing everything".

"I had a car at the time and I drove for a dealer, so I got free drugs," she said. I know she wants to use the story of her car to cover up her ridiculous career, so why should I get to the bottom of it?Seeing that I didn't respond, Tiya showed an inexplicable panic.She continued: "There were four drug dealers who let me drive. They wanted to have me, but I just wanted to drive for my drugs." Tiya's voice was getting lower and lower. You can imagine Tiya living with 4 drug dealers, just helping drug dealers drive without sex is completely impossible.I looked at her silently. This 32-year-old beautiful woman can see shallow crow's feet in the corners of her beautiful eyes. Just a few shallow crow's feet seem to be telling her confused and depraved life.

"I want to thank God. I feel that it is God's power that rescued me from the sea of ​​suffering." Tiya suddenly turned to God. "You mean, if there is no God, you can't get rid of it by your own strength?" "Yes, in those days, I seemed to be shrouded in a kind of mysterious magic. In fact, it was easy to think, those 4 drug dealers wanted to use drugs to completely control me. Every time I struggled to get out of that depraved life, I They were all attracted back by their drugs. When I tried to leave them, I faced such a big world alone, and I felt that there was nowhere to go. When I was helpless, I also sold myself. Fortunately, when I was completely Before I became a prostitute, God guided me out of the confusion." Tiya whispered her story, her eyes filled with tears.

"Tiya, you are a beautiful girl. You should have had a bright and beautiful life, but your unresolved inferiority complex made you fall into the quagmire of drugs. Now, fortunately, you have temporarily left drugs under God's guidance. , You should take this opportunity to adjust your mental state." I have confidence in Tiya, I believe that she can completely get rid of the entanglement of drugs and truly start a life of self-growth. Drugs have a magical property. Drugs can illusoryly realize people's unsatisfied desires in their own physical sensations.If you're dealing with any real stress and dissatisfaction, all it takes is a little drug and your connection to the real world is gone.At the moment when you are using drugs, you are transcended, liberated, and that is living death.You know you are living in an illusion, but in reality you are literally dead.When the fantasy is gone, you can't face real life, so returning to the fantasy of drugs is the best choice.Such a cycle is like entering the vortex of the sea. If you don't want to get out, the final result is emptiness and nothingness that is more uncomfortable than death.