Chapter 58 2. Terrible prenatal education

As we know, Zhu Youtang's phobia was formed as early as before he was born... No, it was formed as early as the smallest particle of life. To be honest, Zhu Youtang's appearance was just a prank, a malicious joke.In order to play peek-a-boo with Wan Zhener, the father Zhu Jianshen secretly played a trick with Ji Shi, the female secretary in charge of the study, while Wan Zhener was taking a nap.After it was over, Zhu Jianshen forgot about it. But from then on, Ji lived in fear, that is, she longed to have a child, and was even more afraid of actually being pregnant.Wan Zhen'er, that tigress, once she finds out about this, she will never be polite to you.As a result, Ji's belly grew bigger soon. That kind of fear, that kind of expectation, and complicated and contradictory emotions will inevitably affect the growth and development of the fetus.To make matters worse, Wan Zhen'er was caught shortly after this matter. Although Ji's family covered it up at first, Wan Zhen'er did not take it lightly and soon discovered the truth.

Zhu Youtang, who has not yet developed, deserves to be unlucky. Wan Zhen'er got a lot of abortion drugs and forced Ji to drink them.Under the domineering power, Ji dared not stop drinking, but only listened to the gurgling, the medicine that has a strong harmful effect on the fetus, like wildfire, swept towards the unformed fetus.We know that the fetus has feelings, and it should have felt a strong fear at the first time, but we don't know how the fetus feels. Does it feel like falling into hell and being roasted by the fire?Or do you feel that you have fallen into the ice cave, swept by the eternal wind?Did the amniotic fluid soaked in the medicine pierce his body like a steel needle?Or is it biting his internal organs like a poisonous insect?Maybe all of these feelings are there, maybe even more terrifying and peculiar than this—but no matter what, the pain and fear felt by the fetus must be stronger than this.

But the instinct of life made the fetus grit its teeth and resisted, but this painful memory has already integrated into every cell of him.From then on he knew that the outside world meant more horrors—and this feeling was even stronger when he was born. Zhu Youtang was born secretly, without necessary care, and the environment was extremely dirty and rough. The soft skin of the baby was placed on the cold mud.Pain, that piercing pain, that heart-piercing howl, once again strengthened his cognition of this terrifying world. The matter was not over yet, the little eunuch Zhang Min was ordered to strangle this wild child to death—it would be fine if he really wanted to, but Zhang Min didn't dare to do it, and instead, together with the Ji family and other palace officials, hid little Zhu Youtang .This meant that his baby memories were full of terrified hiding and fear of all strangers, even the sound of footsteps outside would scare him out of his wits.

This is really not the life of a human being, but he can't let him pick and choose.Fortunately, when Zhu Youtang was a child, he didn't know that there was another way of life for people in this world. He was confident and fearless.In his heart, he must have thought that everyone in the world lived such a turbulent life. His mother told him that whenever he met a strange man in a yellow suit with a mess of hair growing on his jaw, it would be his father.Father is someone who will not hurt him and will protect him.Since then, he has been looking forward to it day and night, looking forward to the appearance of his father.However, when his father did appear, it brought him another series of tragedies.

Father appeared, but this weird man in yellow and with a beard didn't give him the slightest sense of security.On the contrary, the young Zhu Youtang witnessed the death of his mother, and saw Zhang Min, the little eunuch who took care of him, commit suicide by swallowing gold.Only then did he realize that his father, like everyone else, was just a servant of that woman named Wan Zhen'er. Wan Zhen'er can take his orders at any time, as long as she is happy. This horrible reality compresses his personality, and he lives on the verge of death all day long. Zhu Youtang's personality has been completely alienated, and he has an inexplicable fear of women, forming a sad and servile personality.

The cold reality told him that he was not an independent person and never had the slightest power. The meaning and value of his existence was only to set off the majesty of women.He is just an appendage of other people's will, his emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, life and death are all in the hands of women. woman!What a terrible woman! In all the memories of his life, there is such an absolute law: submissive to women, absolute surrender, means life.Even the slightest expression of dissatisfaction with a woman means death.And he has the instinct to survive, he doesn't want to die, so he has no choice.

He was so obedient and submissive, thankful for anything that was imposed on him, because it meant his vitality.In this way, he ushered in the wedding ceremony. In fact, he didn't know what it meant. He only knew that as long as he bowed his head and thanked him like he did before, then he could continue to live. In this way, he walked into the bridal chamber and met the woman surnamed Zhang.