Chapter 9 Chapter Nine The Demon Wind Rises and Falls

I still remember that at the party for the fifth anniversary of graduation, a group of pseudo-idealists and realists who were even more disabled struggled to crawl back to the campus. It's water. Horse, you have four fucking legs. Beauty, you have a mouth under your nose. Whoever stole my bicycle, I hope you get up in the middle of the night and meet ghosts." Banhua has now gone to work as an assistant to the general manager of a company that specializes in how to breed pigs. This is an ambiguous position. We expressed concern about the reliability of her boss’s waist. She smiled and told us to leave. When he rolled, he was chased and beaten by her.

I don't know how long it took, and after everyone laughed, they suddenly fell silent collectively.The squad leader next to him grabbed three cigarettes at once, lit them and put them in his mouth at the same time. As a small person with a back and no background in the new century, he needed some anesthetics.Soon, the smoke permeated the glasses, solidifying into a sadness that even Chopin couldn't express. Yes, unconsciously, our post-80s generation seems to have been eliminated by the times.The songs that are popular on the street, I can’t tell what they are singing after listening to them for a long time. I almost don’t know the coolest and most in way of playing. have no idea.Walking on the street, watching groups of new human beings with red heads and green feathers, humming a little tune and shaking their buttocks, I often express emotion: Oh, it seems that I am really old.In the past two years, I often feel flustered for no reason, not knowing where I will go in my life.I was the first to wear a bat shirt, and the first to hold a mobile phone and a pager. I was about to be washed away by the big waves before I experienced the storm. My ideal fell on someone's stove.

Sticking to ideals is such a luxury, I think with sentimental hindsight.This is also the conclusion I have drawn from my historical reflection. Next, I will tell a story about the pursuit of ideals. The protagonist of the story is Xu Daofu. Sun En's leader is his brother-in-law. After Sun En's death, his other brother-in-law Lu Xun became the leader of Wu Dou Rice Sect. It is the advantage of a man to have many younger sisters. After Sun En's death, Lu Xun accepted the government's recruitment. At that time, Liu Yu was busy fighting with Huan Xuan. He wished that he could live in other places, so he immediately granted him the title of governor in Guangzhou.

At that time, Guangzhou was a place where prisoners were exiled and birds did not shit.Xu Daofu, who is used to being comfortable in the big city, finds this place not pleasing to the eye, and the backcountry can't bear his huge ideal at all. Fortunately, God didn't make him wait too long. Liu Yu led his troops to the Northern Expedition, bringing most of the elite soldiers and generals of the Eastern Jin Empire, and the rest were just empty shells. So Xu Daofu immediately rushed to Panyu to lobby his brother-in-law to rebel. After hearing this, Lu Xun opened his mouth wide. Although the mountains and rivers here are beautiful and poor, his life as a governor is pretty good. There are not many beauties in Lingnan, but he is obedient and gentle and can make soup, so he can get by.What's more, here the mountains are high and the emperor is far away. There are always 20 days a month without going to work. The beggar is used to not changing the county magistrate.

Xu Daofu said anxiously: To be a man, one must pursue, one must have taste in aesthetics, if you don't have ideals, you're just like a salted fish.Nan drifters like us are used to the charm of Jiangsu and Zhejiang women, but they can't appreciate the unique beauty of peasant women in the mountains, the high cheekbones, sallow skin, dry chest, and strange words that come out at any time , making youthful secretions feel bleak. Xu Daofu was full of energy, like Pavarotti driving a cart, and Lu Xun's ears buzzed. He went on to say: It's rare to see people who are as poor as us from the church, it's too unreasonable.Wolves travel thousands of miles to eat meat, and dogs travel thousands of miles to eat shit.Even if I can't be a wolf, I should be a wolf dog!

Lu Xun's blood boiled immediately when he said this, and then he thought that maybe anyone who wants to do something has to go through some risks, just like the heavens will send a big mission to the people, and immediately calmed down a little.But looking at the sword hanging above my head, I couldn't calm down anymore. Forget it, after I've done this bad thing, I'll just retire from the Jianghu, but do Jianghu retire casually? Confused, he was indecisive again. So he explained in a self-cooling manner: In fact, I have long been interested in this Huahuajiangshan, but the melon fields are under the plums, the gentleman has nothing to do, and the rabbit does not eat grass by the side of the nest. Stab someone with a knife.

Xu Daofu was so angry that he was dizzy. He was not afraid of opponents like wolves, but teammates like pigs. He decided to immediately show his trump card: Even if you don't rebel, can you still erase your rebellious past?In some cases, the very existence of a person is to hurt another person.Would such a shrewd person as Liu Yu fail to figure this out? Lu Xun's heart immediately felt like a big stone was blocked, and his nose seemed to be filled with vinegar. A fierce light appeared in Xu Daofu's eyes: "The so-called successful people are tightrope walkers. If you fall on this side, you are a successful person, and if you fall on that side, you are a bastard. People are not particularly successful in the Jianghu. Putting the body first, there is no such tradition in China. Abandon the body, embrace the ideal, or abandon the ideal, and finally abandon the body, it is up to you.”

Lu Xun was still a little nervous, walking up and down in the secret room, sometimes pouting his mouth and pretending to be a child, but no matter how he pretended to be tender, he would not be protected by his parents?This is purely a knee-jerk action after fear. He looked at his brother-in-law with pleading eyes, and Xu Daofu nodded firmly. People are mortal, and the imperial robe is the most beautiful shroud! Human beings are all slaves to desires. Lu Xun thought about it and began to look forward to the future. When dreams dawned, fear became less important. Soon, he snapped: Good! It's night, dark, moonless, the trees want to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop.

In February of the sixth year of Yixi (AD 410), at the same time that Liu Yu destroyed Nanyan, Lu Xun and Xu Daofu led all the congregation, plus the Guangzhou people who coerced to join the army, a total of 100,000 people and 1,000 warships , mighty and mighty, rushed to the capital. Xu Daofu waved his fists at the bow and shouted: Development is the last word, and I am the representative of the last word. If anyone is unreasonable, I will tell them what is the most important truth. Heaven, here I come! Destroying people's homes will always meet resistance, but the Jin Dynasty without Liu Yu is just a castrated stallion without much vigor and combat effectiveness.

The Changsheng army went all the way like a broken bamboo, and even went to the counties of Guiyang (now Chenzhou, Hunan) and Xiangdong (now Hengyang, Hunan). They even picked Liu Yu's old buddy He Wuji off the boat in Yuzhang and fed the fish and shrimp.It was so easy to lose half of the country. This time the capital was shaken, and only one person felt that his time had come. This person is called Liu Yi, and he is the second-ranked general after Liu Yu (although he does not admit it). Like the 100,000 hero medals given to him by the central government. Liu Yu knew the weight of his second brother who always wanted to replace him at this time, and if he made a mistake, the Changsheng Army would go straight to the capital.But I had a long journey and couldn't make it back, so I had to write a letter and tell Liu Yi: stick to it, don't fight, wait for him to come back, and fight the enemy.

When Liu Yi saw this letter, he immediately laughed. This is the best chance to prove that he is stronger than Liu Yu. He defeated the Longevity Army by himself. This great contribution is enough for him to enter the central government and compare Liu Yu.So he tore up the letter and ordered the whole army to go to battle. Xu Daofu was a man of great military talent. He paid full attention to Liu Yi, knowing that if he defeated him, there would be no obstacles in his way to the east, so he transported the secret weapon he made in Lingnan to Liu Yi. to the front. The road is always bumpy, the value is difficult to show the price, what I can't stop is sweat, what the boss can't get tired of is pumping water, since the ideal is always ugly, then my morality is naturally swaying with the wind, I firmly believe that perfect sentiment is born from ample food and clothing, natural If the heart is hot, it should melt the ice of injustice. ——Excerpt from Xu Daofu's diary. As a cult member who always hated Liu Yu's boss, Xu Daofu made a lot of money in the process of working for the government.It's just that the benefit he gets is not money, but wood, big wood.Lingnan is very poor and there are few people, but there are many and huge trees, all of which are giant trees with thousands of annual rings that are almost mature. Xu Daofu used these huge trees to make his secret weapon-nine eight-ship ships (large-scale buildings with eight watertight compartments). It is said that each ship has four floors on the deck and is as high as twelve feet ( According to the size at that time (29.4 meters), there are not only soldiers on it, but also horses running. The most amazing thing is that all the layers are sealed, not only can't see, but can't even hear.If any layer is defeated, the other layers don't even know about it, and will continue to fight with you. What's even more frightening is that each ship is still wrapped in iron sheets. This should be a veritable aircraft carrier at that time. So Liu Yi was miserable.When he met Xu Daofu's courier company, all the "washing utensils" he ordered before became "cup utensils".Such a big ship doesn't need any tactics to deal with Liu Yi's navy, just one word - bump, crash. Victory came so easily. Seeing all this, Lu Xun suddenly felt that his life rhythm suddenly accelerated, like changing from a dog's life rhythm to a wolf's life rhythm, from classical music to heavy metal rock.He is actively and rapidly expanding. Liu Yi was defeated, and there was no more obstacle. Jiankang was right in front of him. There were only a group of super smart idiots from the central government stationed there. Lu Xun and Xu Daofu could even find some sense of dancing with their long sleeves. They are very happy at this time, like a cicada who doesn't know that autumn is coming, squandering the only bit of happiness. They came from Guangzhou, and they seem to have forgotten how to pronounce the word happy in Cantonese, and the sound is about to fall. They are about to fall from the summit, because Liu Yu is back. Liu Yu is very anxious, but he has to come back slowly. Since Nanyan had just been destroyed and Guanggu had just been forcibly demolished, the situation in the occupied areas was still very unstable, and the army withdrew immediately, making it easy for the Nanyan restorationists to steal the fruits of the revolution.In order to prevent the cooked ducks from flying away again, Liu Yu's army did not return to the south immediately after destroying the Yan, and stayed there for 21 days. Guanzhong!A rumor frightened the militants of the Later Qin and Northern Wei to build the city immediately, and they dared not take Nanyan's idea again. Of course, he didn't expect that the situation in his hometown would deteriorate faster than cancer cells, and the urgent documents were like colorful snowflakes, smashing his heart into flames, and he was no longer calm.So he hastily appointed Changshi Yangmuzhi as governor of Beiqingzhou to handle civil affairs, general Tanshao as prefect of Langya to be in charge of Nanyan's defense, and let his first confidant Liu Muzhi take charge of Yan's government affairs and do a good job in maintaining stability. After rectifying everything, he began to lead the army back to the division. But life has never been logical, just as his fight against Nanyan was so unreasonable, his return home this time was so unlucky that it made people angry. First, the plague was prevalent in the army, and a large number of people fell ill all of a sudden. Liu Yu had to take his own soldiers to leave first, and if he didn't leave, he might also be recruited.After finally rushing to the Yangtze River, a storm blocked him on the other side. While he was waiting for the wind and rain, bad news came one after another. His good buddy He Wuji died, Jiangzhou was gone, Liu Yi competed with himself, and lost Yuzhou.Only Jingzhou was left with his younger brother Liu Daogui, and there was no news of his life or death. In those few days, Liu Yu was in a bad mood, and he often brandished a kitchen knife to chop up the Sea Dragon King to drink. He was drunk from time to time, but he was more sober, or he was not sober at all when he was not drunk.The rivers and seas are so unrestrained that even a lonely and loyal soul is unwilling to let go; the wind and rain are raging, and the three thousand miles of the Yangtze River can't let go of a sword that holds up the sky. I really don't know what kind of world it is. Can't wait any longer, the situation in the south of the Yangtze River is changing rapidly, Liu Yu decided to make a joke of his old life, and crossed the river with a murder weapon, but God made a joke with him, waiting for him to cross the river, the wind stopped and the rain stopped. From then on, he began to know that God is also afraid of desperadoes. When he returned to the capital, the chaotic hearts began to stabilize. The hearts of the people have stabilized, but the leadership has started to make trouble again. The noisy protagonist is called Meng Chang. This person is not only good at managing money, but also has a special skill - divination.He did the calculations a few times, He Wuji and Liu Yi were all right, and the people he counted were all defeated. This time he made another calculation for Liu Yu, and it was still a big murderer, dying worse than the first two. awful. Out of high confidence in his professional skills, Meng Chang connected with Zhuge Changmin, the governor of Shangnan Qingzhou, and made a suggestion to Liu Yu: give up Jiankang and protect Emperor Jin'an to flee to Jiangbei to avoid the disaster of war.He is confident that by virtue of his status in the theological circles, his intelligence and intelligence will be recognized by others. But he forgot that people are too smart, so they like to cocoon themselves. Comrade Liu Yu, an atheist, believes that all fortune-telling is based on the same principle: divide people into several types and label them one by one.This method is too rough, and it is difficult to convince him, a guy who wanted to kill the entire Dragon King family two days ago. So naturally they couldn't agree, and logically speaking, it's fine if they couldn't agree, since we all eat from the same rice bowl, and there is a contradiction between chopsticks and spoons fighting. But the pious Meng Banxian did not give up his beliefs. He thought of using public opinion to create pressure and force Liu Yu to make concessions.So for a while, rumors spread everywhere, and there were various legends, but basically they all had the same meaning, resisting subjugation and forming a government-in-exile is the kingly way. Afterwards, the news was so big that even Liu Yu's generals who fought in the main battle believed that Liu Yu was going to run away, so they signed a letter of resignation. Liu Yu was really angry this time, before the enemy came, his own people subverted people's hearts, and immediately summoned all officials to refute the rumors. At the press conference, he made a reasonable analysis: Now that the thieves are pressing every step of the way, the soldiers and the people are panicked and collapsed!At this time, if the emperor's car moves, the whole situation will inevitably collapse and cannot be cleaned up. Although Jiangbei is close, it cannot be reached.Even if he fled to Jiangbei, he was just surviving, and defeat was inevitable! Although the number of troops in the capital is not large, they are all elites from all over the world.Anyone who talks about moving the capital will be killed! But Meng Chang obviously didn't understand Liu Yu's determination, and he still bad-mouthed the War of Resistance, saying that fleeing was an instruction from the gods, which was equivalent to the instructions of the leaders, and if he understood it, he must implement it, and if he didn't understand it, he must implement it. Liu Yu said coldly: When I defeat the bandits, I will send you to see the gods. Meng Chang's heart was completely chilled. He had worked with Liu Yu for so long, and he knew that this was a person who would do what he said, and this time there was such a big disturbance, it was impossible for him to end well.Life is precious, faith is more expensive, for faith, he decided to sacrifice himself, a rope, to meet the Supreme Lord. In this way, another veteran of the Jingkou Uprising was killed by Liu Yu. The interior is calmed down, and it's time for the outside world, so the Eastern Jin Empire started the production self-rescue campaign under Liu Yu's emergency mobilization.All available soldiers were concentrated around the stone city for defense, and a large number of civilians were conscripted or volunteered to join the army, and devoted themselves to the construction of fortifications day and night.At the same time, a large number of wooden piles were laid along the banks of the Qinhuai River. These wooden piles can effectively delay the speed of the Lu Xun fleet's waterway. In addition, dense and strong wooden fences were built along the Yangtze River, making it difficult for the Changsheng Army to land on the beach. .These measures sound like a big deal, but Marshal Liu still feels that the predestined fate for the five buckets of rice masters is not enough, so he personally supervises the work, making all the weapon workshops and blacksmith shops in the city work overtime day and night, desperately trying to make a A powerful new weapon: the Divine Crossbow.Just hearing the name, you can tell that this is a cruise missile at that time, and it is specially designed to deal with the eight ships of the Changsheng Army.Soon, everything was ready, just waiting for Lu Xun to come. Lu Xun kept his promise, so he came. On the tower of Stone City, Liu Yu's mood was like dumplings in a pot. He said to his cronies: "If Lu Xun and Xu Daofu land at Xinting, which is the closest place to our army, it proves that they have done a good job." He is prepared to risk his life, and his sharpness will be unstoppable! Our army is small, so we can't fight forcefully, and we can only retreat temporarily. The final victory or defeat is still unpredictable, but it will definitely be very tragic; West of Stone City, a small island in the Yangtze River), stop on the island and observe our army, then we will not be able to hit him, and he will not be able to hit us, which means that he does not have the courage to die, then we are safe!" This is a paragraph It's a pity that no matter how incisive the prophecy is, he is too nervous to be happy about the prediction of the genius tactician. Lu Xun's fleet suddenly stopped in the middle of the river, time stood still, the air was chilling, and no one knew what happened. On a ship of Eight Vessels, the two leaders of the Five Dou Rice Sect had a fierce quarrel.Xu Daofu thought: The whole army should go ashore at Xinting, and then burn the ships to let everyone know that there is no retreat!If you win, you can live, if you lose, you will die!Thoroughly activate morale, and then advance several ways in parallel, so that Liu Yu, who has few soldiers, can take care of one thing and lose another, and take Jiankang in one fell swoop! But Lu Xun didn't dare to take any risks. He was too afraid of Liu Yu. He still remembered the scene of being beaten to pieces under Sun En's tent. Yan is dressed in armored riding gear, with a long lance straight, looking down at the river.These long-lived troops started out as water thieves. I have never seen such an impressive armored force. It is too deterrent. Lu Xun pretended to be calm because of this: "According to reliable information, Meng Chang committed suicide before we arrived. Now that our army is approaching the city, it is reasonable to infer that there are many internal problems in Liu Yu, and a mutiny is likely to occur. Our army will not fight." And the soldiers who have surrendered! So now we should set up camp in Caizhou and fight steadily." Xu Daofu was in a hurry and tried to persuade him repeatedly, but finally Lu Xun got really annoyed, drew out his steel knife, and shouted: "Who is the boss?" Xu Daofu trembled all over, and heaved a long sigh. He was very depressed but not angry. He was used to it. He deeply knew that the gangsters were ruthless, but the most important thing in the rivers and lakes was people. Telling lies will be over sooner or later, and telling the truth will be over sooner or later.Let's have a joke then. So Xu Daofu immediately put on a smiling face, admitted his mistake to the boss, and obediently led his troops back to Caizhou. In Liu Yu's life, the most likely opportunity to have his golden body broken was missed by Lu Xun.Xu Daofu is so close to his ideal, but like an illusion in the water, he turned into a dream.Time, luck, and fate. Haruki Murakami said: Writers are the only professional liars who are not hated. Lu Xun was very annoyed at this time. He waited for a few days in vain. There was no internal strife in Jiankang City as he expected. Instead, he saw many soldiers from Jiangbei joining Liu Yu's camp every day, and saw the enemy become stronger. It is a very painful thing. Lu Xun's way of relieving pain is very special. Kill all the officials in charge of intelligence, who told you to lie. All the people under him were terrified, no one lied to the emperor, the spies just passed on what happened in the capital intact, as for how to judge, it was up to the leadership, but no one dared to stand up and reason. Some people say that if you reason with your lover, you don’t want to love; if you reason with your wife, you don’t want to live; In this magical land, this is a well-known secret, but it is still a secret after all. It must be a child who said that the emperor has no clothes.Lu Xun's group of people have long passed the age of innocence, and they can only watch the brothers who are agents with their eyes. Who made you the closest to the leader's ass. After killing someone and clearing away responsibility, it's time to win people's hearts. Face the world with a smile and embrace life with broadness; you cannot change your life, but you can change your mood; you cannot change your appearance, but you can show a smiling face. This is a speech about embracing life, and it is also a declaration of brainwashing by the leader of the cult. He wants his subordinates to know that what cannot be changed is obedience to oneself, and what can be changed is the view of the situation. This is very useful. Then he patted Xu Daofu on the shoulder, what happened yesterday died yesterday, what happened today lives today, let the past pass by.In the future, everything on the battlefield will be up to you. Xu Daofu only said a word lightly: I will lead the whole army to turn over. Liu Yu, who was on the opposite side, looked at all this, and said a word indifferently: Salted fish turned over, and it was still salted fish. It was not a few days ago. As the troops of King Qin from all over the country continued to arrive, Liu Yu's most worrying problem about military strength was alleviated. To the west of Danyang County, Jianwu General Wang Zhongde stationed in Yuecheng, and Guangwu General Liu Mo stationed outside Jianyang Gate, forming a seemingly impenetrable ring defense around the north, west, and south sides of Jiankang. Seemingly invulnerable, there are still flaws, Xu Daofu, as a famous general with Liu Yu for a while, soon had a bold plan. At dawn on May 29th, the warships of the Changsheng Army continued to sail towards Baishi with great momentum. Liu Jingxuan, who was defending the north, immediately sent a fast horse to ask Liu Yu for help, and Liu Yu immediately led the army to rescue.But when they arrived at Baishi, they suddenly discovered a strange phenomenon. The group of long-lived thieves only shot arrows at Liu Yu's troops on the shore, and were not in a hurry to land. The problem is that you are not in a hurry, but Liu Jingxuan is in a hurry. Before Liu Yu ordered, he launched the latest secret weapon.Wanjun Divine Crossbow, this is a large bed crossbow that is wound by a winch and mounted on a vehicle.The Longevity Army obviously didn't take such a heavy thing seriously. The reason is very simple. Such a big guy can shoot a few arrows. There are so many of them. But soon they realized that they were wrong, outrageously wrong, because this Wanjun divine crossbow was not aimed at shooting people at all, its target was a ship, and this kind of powerful bed crossbow could penetrate the plank of a warship with a single arrow. This is not over yet, and the momentum can be used to directly send the warship and soldiers into the bottom of the river. This time, the troops of the Changsheng Army became a mess, and the warships behind immediately turned around and ran away, but the ones in front couldn't run away, because the boats were blasted to the bottom of the river, so they had to climb ashore to surrender. In this way, Liu Yu won the battle without spending a single soldier.The generals around him cheered happily, but Liu Yu always felt that something was wrong, there was no reason for it to go so smoothly, Xu Daofu was an upgraded version of the fierce general who had defeated He Wuji and Liu Yi. Soon he knew what was happening, he saw a group of captives.This group of captives is very special, they are all older than Liu Yu, Liu Yu is almost fifty, this group of people should be Grandpa Bing, no wonder they can only surrender instead of running away. That's right, those who came here were all old and weak soldiers. As for the elite of the Longevity Army, Liu Yu immediately and keenly noticed that he had fallen into a trap. Sure enough, soon, a very bad news came. In the south of the city, Xu Daofu led an elite force to storm Zhanghou Bridge.Just when the generals panicked, Liu Yu smiled. Never do what the enemy wants you to do, for the simple reason that the enemy wants you to do it. If Liu Yu had to choose an attack direction for Xu Daofu, Liu Yu would definitely choose Zhang Houqiao, because the guard there had the worst temper, and his name was Shen Linzi. Xu Daofu was having a headache right now, his plan was so perfect and so realistic that even a famous general like Liu Yu was deceived, but he was defeated by luck, the main attack point was chosen by himself.If God gave him another chance, he would cherish this chance very much, but there is no such thing in life, even if he knows that his opponent is Shen Linzi, he can still win. Shen Linzi is an expert in defensive warfare. When he was in Nanyan, he took full advantage of the terrain and made dumplings for Murong Chao's heavy armored cavalry.But this time, the defensive master will appear in front of old acquaintances with a new look. He first went back to his old job, hid behind the fence, greeted guests with bows and arrows, and then shouted loudly, because he himself was a senior general and senior missionary of the Five Dou Rice Sect before, and he told those younger brothers who used to mess with him that he never Even if he pretends to be a disciple of Wudoumi, his body has not been cheated, and his spirit has always been consistent. The real God should be our conscience, our hope, and our freedom, not coaxing, tempting, threatening, or intimidating, but no statistics show that we commit more crimes than those who so-called believe in the true God.Those like Sun En and Lu Xun are the real heretics. They are just lies and should not be worshiped unprincipled. For the sake of their families and the future, they should... In this way, through the wooden fence, Father Shen Linzi and his congregation discussed a lot of heresies and sensitive topics in the cult world, which made the Immortal Army confused and demoralized. Xu Daofu turned back on the fire this time, and this time he went out with all his strength, determined to break the net, but before the bricks in the capital were seen, he was brainwashed by Shen Tianshi in Zhanghouqiao, and he decided to immediately lead the troops to punish this Aliens. Unexpectedly, as soon as he landed, Father Shen Linzi led his crusaders to cover up and kill him first.Shen Linzi is worthy of being a famous general, knowing that he has few people, Xu Daofu came in person, and he couldn't brainwash others, so he decided not to stick to the dead end and play tricks, although I can't make you unhappy, but I can definitely make you unhappy. you're uncomfortable.So he shouted, all the people go forward, kill that fake celestial master, kill that bastard!Holding a knife, he came to Xu Daofu to fight for his life. The shore was a wetland, narrow and muddy, and Xu Daofu's superiority in troops could not be stretched at all, so the two sides fell into a stalking. But after all, Xu Daofu had a lot of people, and Shen Linzi's troops fought less and less, and they kept retreating, showing a posture of collapse.At the moment when Shen Tianshi was extremely critical, a heavy sound of horseshoes came from the shore.Liu Yu's reinforcements came. The one thousand Nanyan heavy armored cavalry took the lead. The Changsheng Army was in the south and had never seen these steel warriors. Moreover, in order to fully create a visual effect, Liu Yu painted tiger stripes on the horse's iron armor. , like a group of armored warriors riding tigers, all carrying iron spears more than four meters long.The Xianbei people are tall and condescending, like a group of titans besieging Snow White's dwarves, and a bloody murder broke out on the river bank. This battle was impossible to fight, Xu Daofu thought of withdrawing, but Liu Yu's navy came again, but he just waited and watched from a distance, because his navy was small and the boat was small, so he didn't dare to approach. Xu Daofu looked at the fake warships refitted from these fishing boats, raised his middle finger, and gave an order to crash these fishing boats before leaving.He was a robber, and if he went out without taking something, it would be the same as losing it, so he had to save face for himself no matter what. Then Jiangshang staged a world famous novel——. Liu Yu's boat is small, so it's light and light, so Xu Daofu can't catch up, not only can't catch up, but Xu Daofu also found that the distance is always the same, he is fast, Liu Yu is also fast, he is slow, Liu Yu is also slow , just outside the range of the archer. Just when he wanted to scold, he found that big guys were pushed out from the cabins of those fishing boats. The soldiers held out huge arrows that were as long as one person and lit them on fire. Xu Daofu immediately realized, no, run away . He ran away, but his army and warships didn't run away. The rockets fired by the divine crossbow roared with vengeful flames, piercing through the decks of the eight warships and burning from the middle.All of a sudden, the river surface was full of flames, heat waves were churning, an eight-ship ship sank, and several warships around it were sunk, the sky was full of flames, the ocean was raging, and the victory or defeat was already divided. The raging fire shines on the sea of ​​clouds, and Lu's building and boats are ashes in the daytime. The story went back to the party on the fifth anniversary. The two guys who had just been promoted gestured to educate the few buddies who had not yet escaped poverty, telling them not to be discouraged, how much they had paid to get to this day, and not to talk to others. Comparing to parents, comparing tomorrow with others and so on. In the end, seeing that no one paid any attention to them, the two began to lament each other, cynical, and gossip about all kinds of news, from the boss's bad breath to the celebrity's hemorrhoids, from the moral decline to the secular chaos, the last two are still small. The achievement guy summed up a special rule: most of the foreign-funded factories at this stage are sweatshops, the leaders pretend to love their employees, and the employees pretend to love their work. After saying these human words, the two youngsters who had been in a good mood just now fell silent, lamenting the passing of youth and the lingering of time along with the main theme. Friends, never underestimate life, for those who underestimate it are all out of luck.Our short and weak life is like a fallen flower, whether it floats into the pond and flows away quietly; or splashes into the eyes, and tears roll; or falls into the latrine, let the maggots bite, totally involuntary, totally unreasonable . I used to like mountaineering to watch the sunrise, but now I see Yingyingchuochuo and all the people staying up late and getting up early to climb to the top of the mountain to watch the sunrise. , suffering a whole night in the cold and back pain, just to guard that moment of brilliance? It’s far worse than falling asleep soundly with a few cans of beer, missing my hometown, childhood, and never growing up in my dreams, just being an old boy and watching Saint Seiya fight Sailor Moon every day. Suddenly a voice rang in my ears,——You are already on your way, do you still want to buy a house?Just sleep for ten minutes—otherwise, the bones will be nothing but bones. So we, who are not favored by life, become talents like XX, or waste materials like XX. The standard for society to measure these two talents is: the number of great heads I have earned.Then, like so many people, I used the same posture to rush for a few pieces of paper... I think ideals are nothing but soap bubbles blown by ourselves, and everything will show its original shape after bursting, and Xu Daofu's mistake is that he always regards soap bubbles as life itself. After Jiankang's defeat, Xu Daofu lost not only the situation, but also morale and disillusioned ideals. If you haven't been to the Imperial Palace in the capital, its gate will be closed to you forever. There is nothing more unbearable pain in life than this.Unable to ask, but also love to leave, Xu Daofu bit his fingers and cried bitterly. Generally speaking, the speed of going downhill is much faster than going uphill, and this time is no exception. He was defeated by Liu Yu in Leichi and Zuoli, and even in Jingzhou, even Liu Daogui, Liu Yu's third brother, defeated him before.He didn't understand what was wrong with him, whether he wasn't courageous enough, or his subordinates didn't work hard enough, how did he, who even Liu Yu was in awe of, become a street mouse, a softie that everyone loves to pinch. Xu Daofu was completely alert, only the rich and powerful could have no worries if the civilians were not angry.The poor are safe, and the rich are safe.For the sake of my so-called ideals, I caused thousands of people to leave their homes, wandering life and death, how many families were separated, difficult to get together after death, demolished people's houses, robbed people of food, closed the population, covered people's eyes, made it difficult for the poor to live, and made it difficult for the poor to live again. Forbearance, thousands of dead souls told him that everyone will experience disaster.Those who fish for others will eventually become mermaids. If he came out to play around, he would have to pay it back sooner or later, but Xu Daofu never thought that he would have to pay it back so quickly and so thoroughly. Just when he realized that he was to blame, another piece of news brought him closer to God. His hometown Guangzhou has been taken over by General Jianwei Sun Chu and General Zhenwu Shen Tianzi sent by Liu Yu.It is said that before departure, Liu Yu told them: "About winter, Lu Xun and Xu Daofu will definitely be defeated by me! Your task is to capture Panyu and Guangzhou before that time, destroy their lairs, and let the defeated Lu, Xu and others have nowhere to escape, are homeless, and have no chance of making a comeback." Now it is exactly December, the twelfth lunar month of winter, and the time of death is approaching. No one can predict the future, but Liu Yu used almost ghostly military art to accurately estimate every detail of this war. Only then did Xu Daofu understand how huge the gap between himself, the second-ranked general in the world, and the first God of War is! The hometown has been taken away, and the Xianbei cavalry led by Suo Miao on the land has never escaped his sight, the tall horses, the sound of heavy metal crashing, and the armor of undead warriors. On the water, the new type of warship that Liu Yu personally supervised and built officially set sail. Of course, the terminal was dead against him, and this time was completely different from the previous ones. Although Liu Yu did not have a goddess, he was also a qualified saint. In his eyes, using the same trick for the second time is useless.In order to get rid of himself once and for all, Liu Yu built a batch of new warships. These warships are not only fast, but also taller than Xu Daofu's buildings. They are all filled with the daunting Myriad Jun Divine Crossbow.It seems that although the world is big, there is no place for oneself. Some people say, worship the narcissus again, maybe there will be a miracle. Xu Daofu smiled wryly and shook his head. He no longer believed in any supernatural nonsense. It was amazing enough that he could live in this chaotic world for so long. Do he still need to believe in those nonsense? A person's life is as light as a cow's hair, and a person's name is famous all over the world. Liu Yu, you win and become king, and I lose and become a thief... Endless blood of heroes, endless heads of enemies. Just use my bones to pave the way of the emperor for you! To be able to compete with an eternally famous general like you on the battlefield, although I have made mistakes in my life, it is enough. Closing his eyes, Xu Daofu saw his future. Loneliness is a carnival of one person, and carnival is the loneliness of a group of people. Lu Xun was very lonely when he died, but the people around him were having a carnival. 他们终于可以不用为了一个战争疯子的理想去自我牺牲了。 自从徐道覆死了之后，卢循的人生又多了很多经历，事业、生活、情感……反正能变化的就变，只是全往不好的地方变。 《战国策》中的《张翠说秦》，宣太后对韩国使臣说：以前我服侍大王的时候，他把大腿放在我身上，我就觉得压得不行。后来他把整个身体都压了上来，我反而不觉得重了，为啥？因为我在这事中得到了好处。现在让我们出兵，你能给啥好处？——多么单纯有趣的古人啊。 卢循的身边有很多这种人，当卢教主再也给不了他们荣誉地位金钱的时候，手下的人开始选择叛逃，成建制的叛逃，逃到身边只剩下女人了。 卢循是个很注重生活质量的人，哪怕是打仗，也要带上一群美女，在他看来，娱乐的意思和娱的写法一样，无女不乐，但现在却只剩下这些女人在乐，他怎么也找不到乐的方向。 想想挺可悲的，前些日子他还志向远大，想象着醉卧美人膝，醒掌天下权的绝世风光，想着刘裕向自己叩首求饶的样子，一副泰坦巨人的派头。到现在，他的最大理想竟然是当个小百姓。生活的水面越来越低，看上去也并不像当初想得那么美，挺让人灰心的。 自己最疼最爱的女人们现在都在争相私藏或明抢自己的财宝，想想人也真是虚伪，生活的法则不颠倒，就永远是郎情妾意，一旦大难临头，就立刻咬得鲜血淋漓。恩爱夫妻也好，生死之交也好，谁能知道在山盟海誓背后，你怀中的那个人在想些什么？ 其他的办法他也想过，隐姓埋名，远走他乡，拦路抢劫，最偏激的时候甚至想偷偷潜回建康找个机会把刘裕做了，然后亡命天涯。冷静下来就知道这些办法全行不通。卢循太了解自己，他从来就不具备那种果敢杀伐的素质，他真的能置一切于不顾，轰轰烈烈地大干一场吗？He can't do it. 归隐田园，更不可能，做了神仙是不可能再投胎人间的了，重压之下，安得不死？洁身自好，何以为生？ 佛门中说一个人悟道有三阶段：勘破、放下、自在。 的确，一个人必须要放下，才能得到自在。 是时候放下了，死亡其实是生存的唯一目的，他安慰着自己，然后静静地上路了。 他走的时候，没有谁瞧不起他，因为别人根本就没有瞧他，大家都很忙地在瓜分他的财产和尸体。 镜花水月，梦幻泡影。美是真美，可都是一场春梦。历时十二年的长生人之乱至此落下帷幕，那些谎言与杀戮交织的梦幻泡影绚丽绽放，烘托出一个靡丽的宗教理想国，但华丽的背后堆满了百姓的脂膏与枯骨。留下一片残败江山，值得吗？ 还是有人认为值得的，这群人便是孙恩、卢循的铁杆信徒，他们个个像天山童姥一样——外表正太，内心却有三百六十五道裂痕，每道裂痕上书春夏秋冬四字，沧桑到妖。曾经他们都以为自己可以为理想去死，其实爱理想死不了人，它只会在最疼的地方扎上一针，然后他们欲哭无泪，他们辗转反侧，他们久病成医，他们百炼成钢。 小孩子打架比发育，成年人打架比生育，他们坚信自己就算打不过刘裕，自己的后人终有一天能为自己扬眉吐气，但有后人的前提是，活下来。 他们决定活下来，有尊严地活下来。 这是一群坚定的人，铁血的人，他们虽然无力反抗，但仍然拒不投降，在他们看来，现实世界的黑暗正好烘托了他们理想国的圣洁。他们诵读着教义，遵奉着梦想，在一起大声地呼喊，在人之上，要把人当人；在人之下，要把自己当人。我们一定会按照自己的方式选择生活，珍惜生活。没错，珍惜生活——上帝还让你活着，就肯定有他的安排。 这群人，离开了这片让他们痛断肝肠的大地，他们走时指天盟誓，只要刘裕还统治着这片土地，他们终身不踏神州故土，毅然决然地奔向战船。他们相信既然黑暗的大地，没有理想的栖息之地，那茫茫的大海，总会有为他们绽放的绿洲。 于是苍茫大海开始有了这样一群人，他们绝不踏足中原半步，他们勇敢地搏击风浪，他们顽强地抗争命运，他们宁可葬身鱼腹也不贪恋滚滚红尘，他们宁愿孤老怒海也绝不接受信念的背离，他们不一定可爱，但真的可敬。 他们在大海的边缘讲述着长生人的神话，他们坚信自己的领袖并没有死，他遇水成仙，于是在南海的众多部落中，不知从何时开始流传一个神话，卢循灵魂成仙，肉身化为一种叫卢亭的怪鱼，它接受供奉，可保渔民四时平安，要是对它不敬，天上的神灵会化为海啸，涤荡一切浑浊。 这个世界是公平的，当你再也没有什么可以失去的时候，就是你开始得到的时候。 这群坚守的人最终获得了尊重，他们的信念在沿海一带得到流传，他们的习俗在光阴面前得到了垂爱，他们让自己作为一个种族得到了传承，从这个角度来讲，他们战胜了刘裕，时间太瘦，指缝太宽。 千载之下，刘裕和他的帝国已成黄土青冢，但这群理想的坚守者却经受住了岁月的变迁，因为他们常年以船为家，寄水而居，好像蛋壳飘零海上，孤苦而又倔强，所以他们有了个别称叫疍民。 我讲这个故事，只是想告诉大家什么才叫真正的坚持理想。理想很美，但它不能速成；现实很残酷，理想更残酷；现实可能枯燥，理想可能枯萎；没有理想，并不妨碍你的生活，坚守理想，可能你的价值千百年后才会体现；没有理想，可能本身就是一种理想，有了理想，可能本身就是妄想，世界如此纷繁，你会选吗？ 老实说，我也不会，但我欣赏一种态度，这个世界，没有对错，只有选择，选择你希望的，去度过人生。 在这个故事的最后，写一段我喜欢的格言，如果你希望成功，当以恒心为良友、以经验为参谋、以谨慎为兄弟、以希望为哨兵，假以时日，你会变成你希望成为的人。