Chapter 29 1. Betrayed her lover

On October 3, 1994, a book was published in London - "The Concubine in Love".The book was written by former Royal Guards officer James Hewitt and journalist Anna Pasternak.The book discloses the secret love affair between Hewitt and Diana for 5 years. For a reward of 3 million pounds, Hewitt sold his soul, damaged his lover's reputation, and made his ambiguous relationship with Diana unreservedly public.The book reveals the five-year relationship between Diana and Hewitt. He died heroically in the Persian Gulf War in order to seek the most complete relief. The book was a bestseller, but Hewitt was widely scorned and condemned by the British public.

People said: "He may be an officer, but he is definitely not a gentleman!" Hewitt himself had left England because he could not bear the abuse of his comrades. James Hewitt met Diana, then the prince's fiancée, in 1981. At that time, Diana came to watch the match between Hewitt's Guards polo team and Charles's Navy polo team.At that time, she was distressed by the oppressive life when she first entered the palace, and she leaned on the car to feel sad.Hewitt saw her weak, beautiful and pitiful appearance from a distance, and couldn't help but be moved. But the two were too far apart, Tiitt was only a cavalryman, and Diana was to be the bride of the Prince of Wales.Even if Hewitt had any thoughts, he could only bury them in his heart.

Five years have passed in a flash, and Diana has changed from a beautiful virgin bride to the Princess of Wales who fascinates all beings, the mother of two lovely little princes, and a sad young woman in Kensington Palace.Hewitt was a major in the Royal Guards, in charge of the cavalry. They met in 1986. There are two versions of their first encounter. James Hewitt reveals how they met at Buckingham Palace in new book Love and War.It was in the corridors of Buckingham Palace, and Hewitt was wearing a bright red tunic. "She was standing barefoot on the stairs, wearing a long summer dress, with shoes in her hand." Diana joked that Hewitt's military uniform was "pretty."

Four months later, they met again at a dinner in London's exclusive Mayfair neighborhood.This is the first known encounter between them. Maybe it wasn't the first time, but it was the beginning. Celebrities gathered at the banquet, and the host introduced Diana to Major James Hewitt of the Royal Cavalry.The two seemed to hit it off, chatting endlessly about one topic after another.Hewitt was never afraid of women, and he had a knack for trying to please them with innocuous jokes and well-timed compliments.As for Diana, she was beautiful and noble, and most men would fall for her, but everyone was careful to keep a distance: do not offend the royal family.Hewitt's difference was quickly noticed by Diana, and the two chatted lightly and happily.

During the conversation, Diana learned that after learning that Hewitt was in charge of the horse team, she told him that she had broken her arm while riding a horse when she was 10 years old, and she had always had a phobia of horseback.Now that I have married into a family that loves horse sports, I hope to overcome my fear and improve my riding skills.Finally, she emphasized that she did it purely for herself, not to please others. Hewitt immediately expressed that it would be a great honor to help the princess learn to ride a horse and get rid of her fear of horses.The major was a good rider, and had learned to ride superbly at his mother's stud farm when he was young.It couldn't be easier to teach the princess to ride a horse, and the two immediately agreed that the princess would go to Sir Bridge Barracks regularly to learn how to ride a horse.

Sure enough, a few days later, Diana called and asked if Hewitt was serious about teaching her how to ride a horse.Hewitt smiled and replied: "That's no need to ask!" Diana breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "Then it's a deal, and we will start when you are free." Hewitt put down the phone, very excited, and immediately told The boss reported that the princess came to the barracks to ride horses. Considering that the princess's schedule is always very full, horseback riding can be arranged every morning at the Sir Bridge Barracks.If all goes well, we can arrange to go to Hyde Park in the future.

Riding lessons quickly increased from once a week to two or three times a week.Diana was dressed in riding clothes and riding boots, and she was heroic.Hewitt, on the other hand, was handsome and tall in a straight military uniform.Every morning in the mist and light frost, the two walked slowly in circles along Hyde Park. Diana's heart was both bitter and sweet, looking forward to something but afraid.Five years into her marriage to Charles, she felt like she was being gutted.Charles' indifference has exhausted her first love feelings and fantasies and longings of love.She didn't dare to expect anything, and felt that she was powerless to give.

But she wasn't ashamed.She is only 25 years old, with beauty, wealth and status envied by the world, why can't she have her own happiness? The handsome and humorous guard officer in front of her made Diana's heart flutter.Husband Charles is having fun with Camilla at Highgrove, why should he stick to an empty room in Kensington Palace? After four months of equestrian lessons, Hewitt noticed that the princess was very depressed and listless during a horse riding walk.It was easy for him to detect subtle changes in Diana's mood, and he clearly felt that she was in great pain. He wanted to comfort her, but felt it was inappropriate.The princess next to him has a beautiful appearance and a bright future, but why is she so depressed? Hewitt considerately suggested to take a break in the barracks and have a cup of coffee.

In the past, this time was the happiest moment for them.Resting and chatting without being disturbed by outsiders, let the inexplicable warm feeling flow slowly in the meeting of the eyes of the two. But today, Diana couldn't cheer up. The unhappiness, tension, grievance and anxiety accumulated over the past few days seemed to swell in an instant, making her unable to bear it alone. She finally told Hewitt the truth about the so-called fairy tale marriage Version. Hewitt couldn't believe his ears. How could the beautiful princess endure so much pain alone? A man's sympathy is especially easy to show in front of a beautiful woman.

The princess said: "I am surrounded by people, but I am very lonely." Hewitt's heart was agitated by the sad and sad eyes, and the beautiful and weak girl was walking towards him many years ago. "You are not alone", he gently held the princess's hand and said, "You still have me." Riding lessons three times a week are no longer enough.For the next few months, like any couple in love, they called each other every day and wanted to share every moment with each other. Not long after, Diana invited Hewitt to Kensington Palace --- the princess's residence for dinner. This was their first tryst, which began an affair that lasted for several years.Hearing the sound of Hewitt's car, the princess went downstairs to greet him in three steps at a time.They talked happily and had dinner happily.

After dinner, the two returned to the living room for coffee.Hewitt sat down on the sofa by the fireplace, and Diana sat on the sofa opposite Hewitt after preparing the coffee.Hewitt could not help but stare at the princess intently.Radiant, more glamorous and passionate, the Duchess tonight has never been more attractive to Hewitt.He knew that Diana was passionately in love with him, but he thought: "Fool, don't dream! How is it possible to get married with the princess? They can only be friends." But the princess in front of him stood up and walked towards him like a fairy. The spring night was short, and at 2 o'clock in the morning, Hewitt left Diana's bedroom and walked into the deep night. The riding lessons continued as usual, and Diana no longer let the maids follow her around. In 1987, when Hewitt was promoted to major and transferred to Compomermere Barracks, Diana's riding lessons changed location.Since then, their horse roaming has been changed to Windsor Great Park. They used to go to Mara's St. Laurent restaurant for lunch, and in the "Diana's seat" inside on the right, the two held hands and looked at each other.No one can disturb their world of two. During that period, they spent weekends together at Highgrove Cottage almost once a month, and the affable and energetic Hewitt became a popular "uncle" for the little princes.Seeing him playing with the children so happily and harmoniously, Diana had mixed feelings in her heart. Like all people in love, Hewitt wanted Diana to know every aspect of his life. In early 1988, Hewitt invited Diana to Devon to spend the weekend with his family.Of course, there is more than one weekend like this. In the beginning, apart from Diana's personal bodyguards, there were four military and police personnel who stayed in a local hotel. Gradually, Diana only brought her personal bodyguards and no longer needed police escorts. In May 1989, on the 60th birthday of Diana's stepmother Ryan Spencer, Earl Spencer held a ball for her at the Althorp House, inviting only family members and 70 friends to attend.Hewitt was also invited. This was Hewitt's first visit to Althorp and the first time he walked among Diana's family. In the second half of 1989, their relationship gradually became cold.Hewitt was transferred to Germany, and the two occasionally communicated by phone.This is a hopeless love. Since we are separated by two places, it is impossible to just pass by. Maybe we can only forget it. But Diana will never forget her equestrian instructor, the handsome major who made her truly appreciate the joy of love. Eighteen months later, the situation in the Gulf is tense.Hewitt knew that once the war started, he was likely to go to the front line, so he rushed back home to reunite with his family before Christmas. After Diana heard the news, she invited him to Highgrove Villa to continue their relationship. After Hewitt returned to Germany, he was sent to the Persian Gulf battlefield. With her lover gone, a distraught Diana had lunch with the Hewitt family and made several visits to Hewitt's home in Devon.Everything related to her lover will make her recall the joy of the past and feel the breath of her lover again.At this time, the princess is like a pure girl. During the Gulf War, Diana often stayed up all night watching and listening to war reports. People jokingly called her "Kensington Palace war correspondent".Her knowledge of strategy and tactics, tanks, sand missiles and various military equipment surprised everyone. Since Hewitt's arrival in the Persian Gulf, Diana has been writing to him non-stop.She knew that nothing could boost the morale of the soldiers in the front than receiving a letter from a loved one, and she wanted him to know that she had always supported him. In those impassioned letters, Diana was deeply attached to Hewitt and despairing and weary of her husband, Prince Charles. During the Gulf War in 1991, Diana's loneliness and longing for Hewitt were revealed.A portion of the letter is excerpted below: Before you entered my life, my heart was so empty, and now I miss you all the time.Where are you? What are you doing? I hope you are safe. I am eagerly looking forward to seeing you again and falling asleep in your embrace. After you came into my life, you did give me unbearable pressure. Charles and his family blamed me and would never tolerate our love.But, darling, when I first fell into your arms, I felt as close as ever, safe, as if nothing would happen. Diana was anxious and painful in the infatuated waiting. I visited your mother, I went to your bedroom and sat down alone, took your pillow, buried my cheeks in it, smelled the scent you left on it, and thought that we were intoxicated together on that bed more than once passion. I waited for news of you with anguish, and the thought of your life and death is now in my worst mood than ever, and I have to bear this pain, because if something should happen to you, I really can't live anymore. I know our love will be tested in this war, and I will endure anything for love.Dear ones! Come home quickly and safely, so that we may share that everlasting love forever. I pray for you every day, asking God to bless you.Today I light a candle for you in church and pray for you. In hopeless love and helpless situation, Diana found comfort in astrology. My astrologer told me that one day I would be free from Charles and his family and be able to spend the rest of my life with you and we could leave the UK, leave the Charles family and start a new life. Honey, my astrologer told me that you are very lonely, I want to surround you with love forever, you will always be hidden in my heart, just as I am also rooted in your heart. Women in love often want to have a child to witness love, and Diana is no exception. How desperately I am looking forward to having a baby for you, hoping to have a girl, it is my dream. The letters between the two are tender and sweet, and the two love each other happily. Unfortunately, things in the world are not that simple, and their love is also unbearable. Diana, who was haunted by Hewitt, tried her best to go to the battlefield to condolences to the army. She might not be able to meet her lover, but it was her sincere wish to condolence and encourage the soldiers who were born and died in front. The royal family obstructed her, and Charles went to condolences to the Gulf front. In March 1991, Hewitt's ex-girlfriend Emma Stewartson sold their former romance to the Sunday newspaper News of the World, which involved Hewitt's close relationship with Diana.Although Emma's knowledge was limited and did not cause a fatal blow to Diana, the rumors in the tabloids were enough to cool the passion between Hewitt and Diana, and directly affected Hewitt's great future. Immediately after the war, the army began to lay off personnel, and Hewitt was among the first to be discharged.Of course Hewitt knew the reason. The Royal Guards would never tolerate his close relationship with the princess, so he had to pack up and leave. The publication of "The Concubine in Love" in 1994 can be said to have shocked the government and the public.The description in the book can be said to have completely disgraced the royal family.Too many detailed descriptions make the book less like a memoir and more like a novel of commercial hype.Take a look at the fragment in the book about their secret love: He kissed her tenderly and romantically, he was hungry for her, but he didn't know if such tenderness was what Princess Diana wanted and expected... Diana stood up and stretched out her hand without saying a word, leading Watching James walk slowly into her bedroom. Suddenly, she couldn't take it any longer, her desire was too strong.So when, after a dancer had performed one of the enduring relaxation routines, Diana stood up and walked over to James and sat on his lap; her arms wrapped tightly around James' neck, he was amazed, and seemed apprehensive, too. Admiration is a little confused, he still doesn't know, the passion she wants and needs most. And look at this sweet, bittersweet ending: "She's exhausted, she doesn't know where love will take her... no doubt both of them understand that if they really live together, the feelings will be flat No wonder. Great love should not be mediocre." The press viewed the publication of the book in a different light. "The Times Economic News" stated that "the book is a bestseller in London". "The Guardian" believes that the book will make the royal family a laughing stock of the world. The Times focused on criticizing the writing style of the female journalist Anna Pasternak who wrote the book. The most serious news was made by historian Paul Johansen.In a televised interview, he called on parliament to change the succession plan, bypassing Charles and directly succeeding Prince William. Among them, the most painful is Diana.Hewitt, the man she once loved most, is now trading her love for money.Hewitt also kept the love letters written by Diana. In late 1994, Diana hoped to retrieve the letters from James Hewitt.For this reason, she disguised herself and came to Sun City in Spain.Hewitt will be there to return her those precious letters.But at the hotel Diana was surrounded by the Spanish press, and Hewitt was unable to return the letter. In an interview on November 20, 1995, Diana admitted to having an affair with Hewitt. "Are you unfaithful?" reporter Martin Bashir asked. "Yes, I adore him," she said. "I did love him, but he failed me. He shouldn't have written that book, and it pains me that a friend I once trusted used me to Making money, I care a lot. He called me 10 days before the book was released and told me there was nothing in the book to bother me, and I was foolish enough to believe him. But when I saw the book, I The first thing I did was run to my kids and explain. William made a box of chocolates himself and comforted me saying, 'Mom, I think you must be very sad, I hope this box of chocolates will bring back your old smile!' " After Diana's death, Hewitt's series of actions are even more chilling.If she knows it underground, she will be filled with remorse.