Chapter 35 Chapter 28: A dream that will never be forgotten for decades

Huang Hong said, I didn't go to the Spring Festival Gala; in those 4 years, he drifted like a divorced bachelor "Why don't you grab one?" Grandma asked eagerly. "I didn't grab it, there are so many, it's all over the floor!" "Oh, hurry up and grab it!" I turned around and ran out of the door again, and grandma hurriedly moved her little heels to follow me.I rushed to the street and was about to pick it up, when my grandma sighed behind me, "Oh, I thought it was a bed sheet." When I was about 10 years old, some of my brothers and sisters went to the countryside, and some went to factories.At noon, my parents were not at home, so I "cooked" myself at a Hongwei cafeteria near Wangfujing. After eating, I brought a portion back, climbed to the head of grandma's bed and put the meal on her bedside, and she ate by herself when she woke up.

One day she was ill, and suddenly felt that she was running out of time, so she called me to the bed.She didn't even have the strength to speak, she just pointed to me under the pillow.I reached out and took out a paper wallet with 5 yuan in it.What she meant was that all the money was left to me. I was out of breath crying because I had never seen so much money.After crying, I hurried to find my parents, and they sent my grandma to the hospital. After a few days, grandma recovered from illness.The first thing she did when she got home was to ask me for the money back.I have already spent more than 3 yuan.

My mother lost her mother when she was 3 years old. She always treats her grandmother as her own mother, and hopes that her grandmother will love her like a daughter.If she was wronged in front of my dad, or if she had any opinion on my dad, she would tell her grandma, hoping that grandma would give her justice.Unexpectedly, women's "three obediences and four virtues" are deeply rooted in grandma's heart. Whenever my mother complained to her about my father's "shortcomings", she would sigh quietly "Oops", and then go around to imply that she is a man who is always right and wrong. It's all about women, which made my mother very disappointed.

Every day when I come home from school, I can see a big bowl on the table with a plate on it. I touch it with my hand and it is warm.That is the camellia noodles that my grandma made for my dad, waiting for him to eat when he comes back from get off work.I often secretly lifted the plate, buried my face in the bowl and quickly "sucked" a mouthful, and then quickly covered the plate. Because I ate it secretly, there are a few things at home that grandma doesn't let me buy.One is sesame paste, I took a bowl to make it, and licked it while walking on the way back, until it was all over the side of the bowl.One is vinegar. I drank it in small sips all the way, regardless of the consequences. When I got home, my stomach was on fire.

It is said that among the children, my grandma dotes on my eldest brother the most, but my elder brother and I are too far apart in age, so I don't have much feeling for him being favored.I just remember that my elder brother was very filial to grandma.When my grandma was 70 years old, she suddenly suffered a stroke and became paralyzed. My elder brother carried my grandma to the hospital for acupuncture every noon, followed by a group of children in the alley who made up songs and laughed at him.The eldest brother was afraid that grandma would be sad because of this, so he simply taught himself acupuncture and pricked grandma at home.I have seen his square bag, when he opened it, it was full of long and short silver needles. Before piercing it for grandma, he compared the books and did experiments on himself.

Grandma died in 1973, I was 13 years old.My biggest regret is that she did not enjoy my blessing. I dreamed that my grandma was still alive when she was riding a bicycle in Nanheyan.In my dream, I was so astonished, I waved to her desperately, telling her to come down quickly, it was dangerous, but I couldn't make a sound.Unexpectedly, I have remembered this dream for decades, and it became the clue for me to write these words for my grandma today.