Chapter 30 Part IV, Section 25: I have been in pain so I know how much they hurt

Admitted to Renyi that summer As soon as he entered the house, he didn't even take off his clothes, went straight to the sofa, lay down on it and wept silently. I asked him, "What's wrong with you?" "I think I am very sorry for Huang Tao. I am so happy, but she is so pitiful. There were originally three people in the family. I left first, and then took my daughter away. She was left alone. At this moment, I don't know the family. How cold." When he fell in love, my tears fell.I was touched by his kindness and couldn't help but think that their marriage was longer than 10 years, and his ex-wife was older than me.If I am cruel and cold to her, he will feel that his life in the past ten years has been denied.

I still think of my own ex-husband, will he also think of our mother and daughter in his happy moments? I've been in pain, so I know how it hurts for others. At the corner of the stairs on the second floor of my house, on a Chinese-style cabinet with our daily photos, there are photos of Huang Tao and his daughter, and Yingda and Batu.Our remarried family has two philosophies: the first is to love each other, and the second is that blood relationship cannot be forgotten.My husband often discusses with Huang Tao about his daughter, and I will definitely discuss my daughter's thoughts with them. I know her loneliness very well, and I also know that she can't stand her daughter being cut off from her emotionally.

Huang Tao and I have become very good friends, we talk about almost everything.The jokes between us are always deep and shallow: "It's because I'm such a nice person that we can get along like we are today." "Come on, you have robbed my husband and become a good person? If I don't care about you;" "Okay, I didn't snatch your husband away from you. You didn't catch him. He ran away with others. Of course, others don't want him. I think he is pitiful. Besides, I have such a big wrist; Both of them laughed at the end. On Mother's Day, I took my daughter Tingting to the mall to choose a dress for her mother and bought a card.I told her you're going to write a sentence on it and hide the card so mom won't find out when you're gone, she'll be happy.

She pondered for a long time and didn't know what to write. She was afraid of vulgarity and didn't want to be nasty, so she asked me to help her think.I told her and just wrote, "Mom, I'm the best work of your life, Happy Mother's Day to you!" Watching her write this sentence on the card word by word, I thought in my heart, a mother, hearing her daughter's words, must have resolved all the grievances of her life, and when will my Batu Can grow up, can say such words to me? One day, our whole family played together, talking and laughing until late.It was late at night, and I slammed the children into the room: "Go, go, go back to sleep, go to sleep!" My daughter stepped sideways into the bathroom and waved to me: "Hey, come here, come here!"

"Why?" I was very strange at the time. "Oh, come here, let you come here!" I saw that her face was flushed red, she hesitated to speak, and I thought that this girl must have done something bad again and wanted to secretly beg me for mercy.I walked over and asked, "What's the matter?" "Wait a minute, wait a moment." She gathered herself together, "Get ready-get up-Mummy!" She called softly. I froze for a moment, unable to believe it: Is this the little girl who gritted her teeth and called me "Song Dandan" at first?She yelled "Get Ready" to herself and then called me "Mommy"?

"Mommy!" she called again, with a smile and bright eyes. In 1998, when her daughter went to study in the UK, 8-year-old Batu sent all her lucky money, 1400 yuan, into 100 pounds, and sent it to her sister, and wrote a paragraph: "Sister, you can spend whatever you want. Flowers." My daughter returned to China during the holidays and bought a gift for her mother, but gave me a clay sculpture she made herself, which is quite ugly. I felt balanced: Why only buy it for your mother and not for me?Probably, she saw the resentment on my face, and she started crying: "Woo; I see you are so rich, I don't know what to buy for you. My mother is poor, and she is happy if I buy something for my mother, woo; I thought you only like spiritual things, so I will give you some spiritual things." Up, woo; this is my own creation, more meaningful, woo;"

My childishness also came up, and I cried compared to her: "Oh; why? I want both spirit and matter!" "Okay then, why don't I give you the substance next time!" As we talked, we sobbed and hugged each other. A few years ago, Huang Tao also got married.She is married to a judge of the Supreme People's Court, who loves her very much.She also has a new job, is happy every day, and has completely found her place.She said to herself: "In the past with Lao Zhao, I went from a general to a slave, and now I have changed from a slave to a general again. Haha, but I guess General Zhao has changed back to a slave now!"