Chapter 19 Chapter 19: Mom, I will grow up soon (2)

First photo with Mr. "100 dollars." When Batu came back, I asked him calmly, "Batu, did you take your mother's money?" "Mom, mom, let me tell you, the 100 yuan, good boy, he doesn't deny it, I listen carefully to how he justifies it, "I don't know what's going on with the 100 yuan, it floats, floats, floats , it floated to the ground. " I'm pissed off!I told him that there is no "floating" money in the world, and told him that this matter involves quality, and it should never happen again.I asked him if he had to be spanked to learn the lesson.He said: "No need, Mom, your purpose is to make me change. Now that your purpose has been achieved, I will definitely change."

I didn't listen to his "sweet words" that day.I beat him and left several bloodstains on him.It's true that I didn't intend to hit so hard, but I was mad.I even took a picture of him afterwards.He pointed to the bloodstain on his chest in the photo and said aggrievedly: "Mom, how does this look like my own mother beat me?" About 10 years ago, I participated in an issue of "Tell the Truth" hosted by Xiao Cui. The topic was "Whether the child is not successful if he does not fight?" Ten years have passed, and I have deeply realized how difficult it is to discipline children.When he was disobedient, when he made a mistake, when the teacher came to talk to me, there was always a flame from the bottom of my feet to the top of my head, and then I would fall into a deep sense of self-pity.I couldn't help asking myself whether I should get a divorce at the beginning, even though my husband was very dedicated to him, even though his biological father was by his side, it might not be able to help him.

For an adolescent child, preaching is powerless to him, and I have almost no way to reverse the direction he has identified. I can only wait for him to grow up, but the waiting process is so long.I often say to my son: "Who sent you? Are you here to annoy my mother?" As I said that, I couldn't stop crying. So when I met Xiao Cui again later, the first thing I said to him was: "Let's come again and tell the truth, this time I must be on the opposite side! The child will not fight, I really can't stand it!" Every time I raise my hand, I don't know if I want to beat him or hurt myself, he always grabs my hands tightly, not letting them move, and then he holds my face and looks at me Say mom, mom, you look me in the eye!Give me a little more time, I will grow up soon.