Chapter 37 The fourth part is gently, the love is not over

In July, Xu Zhimo wrote two letters to Lu Xiaoman, in addition to explaining his daily life, he also earnestly persuaded Lu Xiaoman to do something seriously. Letter on July 4th: "You can do some work with peace of mind. Fortunately, you have already found a way to draw a door, so I don't want you to make progress every day. You can become famous, no matter which one is my honor .” Lu Xiaoman's emotional estrangement also made Xu Zhimo very distressed. When they hadn't seen each other for a long time, as soon as Xu Zhimo entered the house, Lu Xiaoman always sat and lay down and couldn't get up. Every time he wanted to open his arms to hug her and kiss her, he was always disappointed.In the letter home on July 8: "I come back this time, how about we have a foreign accent, hug and kiss? Give me a little satisfaction, and I will discuss with you first. When I get home, you can know that I don't want you to pick me up at the station. Even better, there is no one else in the room, so that we don't feel restrained. Besides, why are you a person with no expression? Don't you remember when we kissed each other in the corner of Pine Tree No. 7 in "A Night in Emerald Green"? I don't understand why after being a husband and wife, I have to go out of my way! That was a mistake."

On September 30, Xu Zhimo went to Shifang Courtyard with Zhang Weici to look at the house at the appointment of Wang Shulu.But the matter of relocating to Beijing is always left unsolved.In the letter to Lu Xiaoman the next day, he wrote: "The house is full of floors and has a bathroom; but the yard is too small, it may not be suitable, we don't want it. And if you don't come for a while, I will open another door here to increase the number of people. The cost is also unreasonable." In October, Xu Zhimo wrote a total of six letters to Lu Xiaoman, the main one of which was to persuade Lu Xiaoman to go north. Letter on October 1: "I miss you every day and night. One night I had a dream, the plane flew home, flew into your room, flew to your bed, and the little bird entered the nest, so beautiful! It's a pity that it's a dream. It's really wrong to think about our young husband and wife being separated. But Shanghai is definitely not where we live. I always hope that you can move here and enjoy some leisure time together. Beijing is so beautiful, why should you fall in love with Shanghai? ?” Letter on October 20: “Love, why are you so stubborn, you have the heart to separate from me? In the first half of the year, you came and went frequently, and you suffered a big accident, but you don’t think so. This time is different, if I don’t return now , there are still more than two months until the annual leave. Although time flies, is it necessary for us loving couples to separate? Sister, when will you be willing to listen to my advice? I am here alone, and I feel inappropriate everywhere; you And I refused to come, and I was imprisoned by the responsibility, this is really hard to die!"

In October, in order to solve the urgent problem at hand, Xu Zhimo had to do one more thing, and that was to be a middleman in the sale of houses.One is that Jiang Baili's house is for sale, while He Jingwu is going to buy a house in Shanghai.The other case is that Sun Dayu had a piece of house land to sell, but he couldn't find a buyer for a while.If the two businesses are successful, they can both get a considerable commission. If they are successful, they can earn about 2,000 yuan. The letters to Lu Xiaoman on October 23 and 29 were mainly about these two transactions. When the letter on the 23rd mentioned Jiang Baili's intention to renege on the deal, Xu Zhimo said: "Isn't that a joke?... But such a fork, where the business experience will fall, is still unknown." "As for me I have a question when I go back, I can go any day, and I really want to go back to see you. But ask how to reimburse the travel expenses, who will pay for me, I am so poor that I can’t move; You know it (heavy rain stranded, and the three hundred is in vain). So as long as there is hope in the business and the money is not in vain, then why would I not want to go home once."

On October 29, Xu Zhimo wrote to Lu Xiaoman: Beloved Wife Sister: Today is September 19, the day you were born 28 years ago.I am not at home to drink a glass of mead with you and celebrate your well-being.These few days the autumn wind is bleak and the autumn moon is bright, which makes the wanderer miss his family even more.And because I have moved to return to my thoughts, I feel even more bored and melancholy alone.Thinking about the boudoir, it should be the same scene.Is Junmei here today?Maybe they don't know, it's still like every day, only Rui Wu is with you to breathe the haze.

Mei Ai, you know how much I miss you!What you said in your letter, "I'm afraid you'll become ill", is so eloquent that it makes me uneasy.After all, has your health improved this month?If I am at home and you are not allowed to recuperate, and I am away you are still not allowed to recuperate, isn’t that difficult?The day before yesterday, I was talking about life with Xi Ruo, and I was relatively worried about it.But he agreed with me, now we have to try again, you come to live in Peking for a while and see how it goes.Of course your body should be north rather than south!

Love, why are you so stubborn that you have the heart to separate from me?In the first half of the year, I came and went frequently, and suffered a big accident, but I don't think so.This time is different. If I don't come back now, there will be more than two months until the annual leave.Although time flies, is it necessary for us loving couples to separate?Mei, when will you be willing to listen to my proposition?I am here alone, I feel inappropriate everywhere; you refuse to come, and I am bound by responsibility, it is really hard to die! I didn't reply to Baili's letter, because I waited for Shaodie's letter to make further calculations.If Jingwu is bluffing, the result is that our original deal will be lost, and neither of them cares; my once-in-a-lifetime extra money has been hit again, and I can't let it go!Where is Jingwu now?You've got to tell him the truth about it.

When did you send Xingye 500 yuan?Please tell me immediately.Because I sent a total of 600 yuan to pay the bill 20 years ago, and the bank received 23 letters, and I still owed 400 yuan, and I owed more than 500 yuan for this month's rent.If your five hundred yuan is after twenty-three, then that's fine, otherwise I'll be in a hurry.Please tell me quickly. What happened to the car?Absolutely can't keep it anymore! The land of Da Yu's house on Petain Road is about to be sold, and he wants us to give him ideas.He wants 50,000 taels, is there a way for Ruiwu to do this?Please write back immediately.If Ruiwu is not sure, I will send another letter to others to find out.I want half of two cents and five cents.If anyone wants, what is the highest bid, please write to me immediately, whether to sell or not will be decided by the heavy rain.

Tomorrow, I will ask Tu Nanhui to give you 200 yuan for your household (in November), but you must not take it easy, our poor luck has not yet come to an end; if you are not careful, it will be even more unimaginable.If I have to fly without spending money, I will go back immediately.Whether the business is successful or not.I miss you so much! This letter is Xu Zhimo's last letter to Lu Xiaoman.After sending this letter, Xu Zhimo began to go on the road of no return.