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Chapter 11 4. Forbidden entry for the first time

Li Lianying 斯仁 9070Words 2018-03-16
As soon as Li Lianying stepped into the gate of the imperial palace, he was "rewarded" with more than forty very crisp big ears. With his eyes "golden and brilliant", he truly understood his father's exhortation from the depths of his heart. ——"A companion is like a tiger"! In August of the sixth year of Xianfeng, Zhongqiu, the Forbidden City. The sun is rolling obliquely on the painted pillars and carved beams of the Forbidden City.The climate in mid-autumn is the most pleasant, neither hot nor cold.Little Lingjie entered the palace at this time. It was the morning of August 13th. Xiao Lingjie and thirty or forty other eunuchs, all big and small, entered the palace wearing loose blue robes. I don't know how many people came to an open space.Little Lingjie took a breath in a dazed state, and when he looked up, he saw the sun hanging on the roof.The Forbidden City really looks like a palace, dignified, majestic, and majestic. The sun shines thinly on the floor in front of their thirty or forty people. brick.Not to mention those tall and majestic houses row upon row, just the blue bricks stretching to infinity in front of him is enough for Little Lingjie to admire, the emperor is really rich, it would be great to be the emperor.

He forgot to bow his head, and the leading eunuch scolded angrily: "Li Yingtai, could it be that you want to die!" Little Lingjie hurriedly lowered his head, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of a group of beauties in flag dresses walking straight ahead.No need to ask, that's Concubine Yi who came to pick Tongjian today. Little Lingjie was lying in the middle of the first row, listening to a burst of laughter gradually approaching.In front of him, he saw a pair of shoes.The aroma suddenly penetrated into his nostrils, he couldn't smell the aroma, and he couldn't understand what kind of shoes the shoes should be called, but he clearly felt that it was very comfortable to look at and smelled very good, every pore of his was itchy At that moment, he wanted to lie down on the ground and roll a few times, but it was impossible. For the first time in his life, he forgot himself in front of a strange woman, but at this moment he only saw a pair of women's shoes and the bare feet on the back of his feet. stockings on.

He forgot everything and felt dizzy as if he was dreaming, when suddenly he heard a cry of birds and swallows: "Lee Young Tae!" Little Lingjie's mind became hot, and he forgot that the old eunuch taught him to use "minion in" or "tie" when answering, and he couldn't help raising his head. "Yup!" This is the humble words of the juniors in Dacheng County when they respectfully listen to the teachings of their elders, but here they are very wrong.He raised his head and saw a charming face, what a human!It's like a nine-day fairy descending to earth. Little Lingjie has never seen such a beautiful face when he grows up. How can he describe it?He didn't know, anyway, looking at people felt itchy in his heart, and he wanted to jump up and pinch that pink face, to see if he could get water out.

Not only did he not pinch, but he immediately paid the price for that look. That beauty was Concubine Yi.Concubine Yi is so beautiful, and his own thinking ends here. He saw Concubine Yi's face turned cold, and two hands pressed down on his shoulders from behind like lightning, and threw him to the ground. His entire face was knocked to the ground, the blue bricks were very cold, and the coldness seeped into his skin, his mind suddenly cleared up, but it was too late: "Where did you come from, little bastard, give me a slap!" Little Lingjie was picked up again by two eunuchs who appeared out of nowhere, one of them grabbed his neck, and the other bowed left and right, "Pi Li Ba La" beat hard, and Little Ling Jie counted After more than 20 strokes, I heard Concubine Yi sigh quietly:

"Forget it, country people don't know the rules, let's go around him once!" Little Lingjie seemed to be pardoned.As soon as the two eunuchs let go, they threw him firmly to the ground again, and he was dizzy again, and the stars shot out. He was still thinking with a headache, if Concubine Yi was willing, he would rather suffer two more times just to hear her long and deep sigh. More than a dozen mouths.If Concubine Yi is willing, he would rather die after pinching her face.He heard Concubine Yi say again: "Lee Young Tae!" "Yup!" "This uneducated bumpkin, give me another slap!"

Two young eunuchs came up and did the same thing as before, and they were more than 20 big ears. Xiao Lingjie felt that his face was swollen, which was uncomfortable, but it was hot but not very painful.The corner of his mouth seemed to be bleeding, he didn't dare to wipe it off, and he didn't want to wipe it off, because the two eunuchs threw him at Concubine Yi's feet this time, the tip of his nose was only a finger long away from those exquisite and well-behaved little feet, He saw a huge pearl inlaid on the tip of Concubine Yi's shoe. "Lee Young Tae!" "The slave is here!"

He finally felt smart now, it's a trivial matter to get slapped on the ear one after another.If he could not serve Concubine Yi and was sent to the palace, then he would never have a bright future.Because the old eunuch had told them before leading them into the palace that they had two destinations after entering the palace, one was to serve Concubine Yi, and the rest would go to the palace.Concubine Yi is the current Emperor Xianfeng's celebrity. Even a three-year-old child knows that following Concubine Yi is of course a good job. "Okay! It's not the elm bump yet! Xiao Anzi, write it down, I want this kid!"

Xiao Lingjie was overjoyed, and hurriedly kowtowed to thank him, but Concubine Yi ignored him and clicked on a list of names, but none of them matched.Little Lingjie lay on the ground and kowtowed non-stop. From the beginning to the end, Concubine Yi finally found this little man who kowtowed loudly before leaving.She seemed a little amused, and a few maids behind were already giggling, Concubine Yi said: "Li Yingtai, why is this name so awkward, I'll change your name, from now on, don't call me Yingtai, call me Lianying!" Little Lingjie kowtowed again like a chicken pecking at rice, and he didn't hear the jingle of the ring pendant. The old eunuch who led him pulled him up from the ground. The little guy looked up, and Concubine Yi was gone. In the silhouette, only the strong aroma lingers, which is still refreshing.He stayed for a while, the old eunuch shook his head and said to him meaningfully:

"Concubine Yi thinks highly of you, it's your wealth, take your time! The future is limitless!" ... From then on, Xiao Lingjie's tuba became Li Lianying. He didn't feel extremely honored, on the contrary, he felt a little uncomfortable. His good-looking name was suddenly changed in a few words. Then I found out that the other eunuchs in the palace were jealous of him, and asked the fellow villagers, it turned out that Concubine Yi is moody, mean and ungrateful, don't talk about trying to change your name, staring at you coldly all day long as long as you don't want your head That's fine.Xiao Lingjie took a deep breath, and then he knew that he was really blessed with great destiny. According to the fellow villagers, an eunuch who could offend Concubine Yi without losing his life like him could not find out even if he closed his eyes and searched forty times One.Xiao Lingjie was really convinced now, he said in his heart that Ouchi Imperial Palace is really different from the countryside, one sentence is inappropriate, one action is not as good as the "main" intention, it can be serious enough to turn around, it seems that in the future it will really It's better to be careful.A wrong move in chess made him lose his head. Even though losing his head would leave a big scar, Xiao Lingjie wouldn't even frown when he said it. For the favor of the imperial concubine, he wants to live a better life, and he wants to live a life of his own.

He was disappointed, whether it was in terms of his long-term goals or his small calculations.It is said that he entered the palace to serve Concubine Yi, but except for meeting him on the first day of entering the palace, it cannot be said that he met him once, and he risked his life to peek.Of course, he didn't realize at the time that a sneak peek would lead to terrible consequences, and now he said he was risking nearly fifty big ear blows.That glance made him fascinated, he was only eight or nine years old, of course he couldn't think of anything beautiful, but he still haunted his dreams, and there was always something that he couldn't get rid of. The little guy had already forgotten his past before entering the palace. Great ambition and long-term determination.As soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of Concubine Yi's pink face that was so broken that it seemed that water could be squeezed out at once. He really wanted to touch it, twist it, and pinch it. carry on!What a steady rise to the top, soaring to the top, these are all fucking nonsense.At this moment, Xiao Lingjie really understands why when young people talked about the affair of the big girl and the young daughter-in-law or the trivial news of the boudoir, they would salivate and want to drool.The storyteller mentioned that a certain young lady took the initiative to throw herself into her arms at a night meeting with her lover. After the lover hugged her with tender jade and fragrance, she would always say "Death under the peony flower, even being a ghost is also romantic". He thought it was ridiculous at the time, but now he thinks that Time is obviously stupid.

Xiao Lingjie didn't take charge after entering the palace. He was too young to do heavy work, so he was assigned light work.In addition, Director Cui had another instruction to tell a group of eunuchs to take care of him. This is his little fellow.Naturally, eunuchs big and small had to buy Cui Yugui a face.Therefore, his beauty envoy is lighter and lighter than others. It is mainly some trivial chores, but this makes the little guy very tired.If you think about it, when he was at home, he had the experience of being busy all day long.He only saw his mother do this before, he saw that his mother did it very easily, running around with her hands and feet, keeping the house in order, and she was able to find time to pull the five of them to the house every now and then. A reprimand a meal.Therefore, when his immediate superior told his deacon, Xiao Lingjie was so happy that he almost didn't jump up. The superior clearly said that it was because of Director Cui's face.At that time, the little guy was so grateful to Cui Yugui, his cousin who couldn't hit eight poles, that he almost cried.After two days of work, he cried without tears, and couldn't even cry out the pain.From morning to night, they are constantly busy. The system in the palace is very strict, and they are required to have their ears pricked up when they sleep, because the palace can't tell when they will be taken out to work as errands.Little Lingjie's hearing is sensitive enough, no matter how sleepy he is, as long as someone softly touches his ear, he will surely jump up, but after jumping up, he still wants to lie down!A child is very sleepy, no matter how much he sleeps, he won’t get bored. If you don’t let him sleep, he will get bored. The little guy works in the dark, and he is not allowed to sleep once, for fear that someone will wake him up as soon as he falls asleep. .When something goes wrong, they are always beaten or scolded. The young eunuchs who have just entered the palace are equal, and the old eunuchs have the absolute right to kill them.Don't say that you are a fellow of Director Cui, even if Concubine Yi's natal nephew enters the palace and becomes a eunuch, you will ignore him after being beaten.Little Lingjie has never been beaten, a clever little guy like him is always considerate of others, it is inevitable to please others.But very tired!Sweeping the courtyard every day, wiping the decorations, watering the flowers and feeding the birds, and sitting all night long, so I don’t have any free time.Concubine Yi lives in the Changchun Palace, and Xiao Lingjie works in the Changchun Palace. Maybe in this sense, he is the one who serves Concubine Yi. Life is not only tiring, but also cumbersome and cumbersome. Letting a child spend all his energy in repetitive and complicated mechanical labor all day long is hard for anyone to bear.Little Lingjie couldn't bear it either, but there was no other way but to endure.Every day, he watched the sun slowly climb up the east wall of Changchun Palace, then watched the sun climb up the west palace wall, and finally watched the sun slowly fall down from the west palace wall.After the sun was gone, he had to do the work he had been doing repeatedly since the morning, and then he could go back to lie in bed.As time passed, he gradually developed a skill. For example, when he saw the first ray of sunlight hitting the base of the west wall, he would immediately run over to change the water for the goldfish, which was exactly the right time.When he saw the sun dragging the shadows of the flowers and trees to the edge of the corridor, he had to run immediately to deliver food to the birds, which happened to be Shen time. Under such circumstances, the reason why Xiao Lingjie can last so long is that he has always wanted to see Concubine Yi. He is not afraid of being scratched by his boss. But he never saw him once, the place where he was was the bedroom of Concubine Yi. He was busy outside all day long, and he could see the maids coming and going at the door of the bedroom as soon as he looked up.But I just haven't seen Concubine Yi again, and I haven't even heard her voice. Hope has gradually faded in the passing years, but the shadow deep in my heart has become clearer and clearer.Little Lingjie is still tirelessly waiting and working hard in the Changchun Palace, and the image of Concubine Yi's face is still rippled in his heart from time to time.This day he is off duty, off duty is a happy day for the little eunuch, if he is not particularly valued, there is no such opportunity at all, Xiao Lingjie has worked hard for several months to get to this day, so that he can sleep well Sleep.So he continued to sleep, and did not get up when the sun was shining on his buttocks. Around noon, a little eunuch who lived with him told him that Director Cui had come to find him. Director Cui has not come here since he arrived here, it is said that he is too busy. There are hundreds of eunuchs under the head of the inner court. Although he is not the first celebrity of Concubine Yi, he is trivial and complicated, and he has to come out to negotiate and resolve every detail.Because the chief executive is so powerful and busy flattering and profiting, of course he, the second chief executive, has to take care of the actual situation.Cui Yugui is very prestigious in the inner court, he is mature and prudent, he can handle big and small, difficult and easy things properly, without omission; he never gossips with anyone.If anyone makes a mistake, if it is his turn to take care of it, he will definitely let go of what should be let go, and he will deal with what should not be let go according to the specific situation. He will punish you lightly, even if it is not within his authority, he will try his best to intercede for you.Therefore, the entire inner court was convinced by Cui Yugui's yell, and whoever mentioned him would give a thumbs up.Unlike the chief executive, An Dehai, it stands to reason that An Dehai can also be regarded as a fellow of Xiaolingjie, a native of Jingnanqing County, he is the personal guard who accompanied Concubine Yi from the beginning of entering the palace, and followed Concubine Yi's steps. Once he was favored, An Dehai gradually warmed up. It is said that he made great contributions to Concubine Yi's favor.So he called the wind and rain in the inner court and outside the court, and he was very domineering. However, the little eunuchs in private gave a terrible evaluation of Chief An, saying that he couldn't hold two taels of oil in his dog's stomach.Don't look at the arrogance now, there will be retribution one day.Little Lingjie only saw An Dehai once, and he went to play in the garden with the other little eunuchs. Everyone was very happy at that time, and they were cheering for joy. Suddenly, a little eunuch with a face like earth rushed over and told them that Chief An was here. A group of people immediately scattered like birds and beasts.He was not afraid, he hid behind a tree and took a peek. An Dehai himself had nothing to see, he was ordinary, but there was a gloomy look in his eyes.He believed that Director An was absolutely vicious towards his servants. Sure enough, an old eunuch near them disappeared suddenly nine days later, and his body was found in a dry well. Everyone made a fuss, saying that he accidentally bumped into Director An and was killed. Director An was forced to eat a large amount of dung, but was humiliated, so he committed suicide.Since then, Xiao Lingjie has also developed a deep fear of Chief An, for fear that he will suddenly catch him one day and force him to eat shit. The purpose of Manager Cui's coming here is to talk to him, he is a real fellow from the same town and has relatives, according to Cui Yugui's behavior, it would be strange if he didn't come to see him. Cui Yugui gave people the impression of a loyal elder, different from other eunuchs who put on airs.There is a heroic spirit between his brows.Cui Yugui first asked about Xiao Lingjie's family situation, of course he knew most of them, and the question was just for politeness. This time Cui Yugui spoke a lot of heartfelt words to Li Lianying and taught him a lot.He said: "Right now, you have to be a slave. If you want to be a master, you must first learn how to be a slave. You must first learn how to please your master. This knowledge is very deep, and you have to be very spiritual. Otherwise, in the forbidden area of ​​the palace, the life of a slave is not as good as a slave." An ant you trampled to death outside is worth a lot. If it’s fine today, you might die of anger tomorrow. The Emperor Shengming of the Qing Dynasty is sympathetic to us. We have already been stabbed, and there is no penalty for eunuchs. Only death by anger, that is. Covering his face with wet straw paper, he could not breathe out and suffocate to death. When a young eunuch wants to climb up, he must have sharp eyesight, quick hands, and heart, and that is enough.For example, after entering the palace, one must first recognize an old eunuch as a master. Those who can become masters are high-status and elderly eunuchs. people, like chief eunuch, chief eunuch and so on.As the saying goes, one day is a teacher, life is a father, the apprentice learns the etiquette from the master, and the master can use the apprentice to be his servant.This is etiquette, at this time you have to be smart, try to serve the master well, prepare mouthwash and face wash for the master at dawn, and when the hour comes, you should gently walk to the side of the master's kang, gently wake him up, and wait for him. The master puts on his clothes; at night, after the master goes to sleep, you can rest yourself.But you have to rest smarter when you rest. When you hear the summon from the master, you must respond immediately without any delay, and then hurry over to ask the master what's the matter!Don't think that this is a small matter, which is related to whether your life is developed or not.Because eunuchs have different grades and sizes, one layer is layered, another layer is controlled, and the apprentice is the last layer. If you want to go up step by step, you will show the role of the master. up.Because you are an apprentice, he will know if you do well or not, and when you want to be promoted in the future, he will say a few good words about you, and you will be promoted.He wants to blackmail you, well, just stay and be popular, and don't even think about turning over for the rest of your life.Therefore, serving a good master is the most important thing, but it is also the most difficult to serve a good master. Eunuchs who can become masters are not easy to deal with.Besides, due to the eunuch's own shortcomings, it is natural that some things are not right psychologically. In the outer court, some things may be passed carelessly. You may not be able to see anything from the outside, the weather is calm, and the big guys are doing whose business.In fact, it is not the case. For anyone, there are always traps everywhere. You can only move forward cautiously and tentatively, and you are not allowed to make mistakes in one step. After one step is wrong, you will have another right chance in the future.If you want to do well, you have to recognize the situation clearly, seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, but this is just to say that when you first entered the palace, everyone was a chaotic youth. If you can survive by luck, if you can make a lot of troubles, then this person is no small matter.There are not many eunuchs who can live to old age. Since the founding of the Qing Dynasty, there are only a handful of eunuchs with names and surnames who have left the palace alive, because there are hidden swords and swords everywhere in the palace. No matter what the trouble is, one result is the same, the eunuch who loses will have to be a scapegoat and lose his life.Therefore, there is a problem of choosing the master and doing things.Choosing a master is not about finding a gentle, kind, dignified and beautiful concubine to entrust to her for life, such a fool!You have to see which concubine or master is more powerful, capable of controlling power, and has vision. It will not be difficult to control the situation in the future and help you to become prosperous.Don't care what she is like now, she is penniless, as long as she has a chance, she will eventually go up.Now in the imperial palace of the Qing Dynasty, I am afraid that there is no noble concubine Yi in this respect.When Director An first took refuge in Concubine Yi, Concubine Yi was still a little showy girl, and the two of them were in the same boat, sharing joys and sorrows.No matter what kind of person Mr. An is, his ability to get to this point is definitely related to his far-sighted vision. You can be selected by Concubine Yi, which means that you have a great opportunity that fell from the sky, and you must seize this opportunity. Let's talk about the master, let me praise you a little bit, everyone who becomes a master is rolled from the tip of a knife, everyone has been on the edge of the trap countless times, and sometimes even escaped their lives because of a mistake in one's mind, so, in this kind of environment, nurture You can think about the people who come out, they are very suspicious, if you do something wrong, they will suspect that you have ulterior motives, and they may make you die.This reflects the importance of watching the face, to see when the master is unhappy, if you have something on your mind, don't talk nonsense, just stay honest, and do what the master wants you to do as usual.At the same time, it depends on the master's every move, every word and deed.No matter how good a person is at concealing himself, he will reveal a little bit if he wants to. If you see that the master is really worried about something, you can carefully help the master with an idea. Don't say a word, just do what you do.Remember one sentence, under the master's hands, even Tianlun, at any time, would rather be regarded as a fool, a fool, and a mediocre person, than force yourself to be a leader. You should watch more, think more, talk less, and do more practical things. Don't just go up and speculate without knowing it, your intentions may be good, and you want to solve the master's problems, but the way is wrong.If there is something that the master can’t solve, you need to speculate in a quiet environment, and you don’t need to talk too much. This is one of the reasons why the master hates the apprentice.Besides, there is another reason to try not to show yourself so much. There are a certain number of officials in the inner palace, and one who goes up must come down.Anyone, no matter how confidant they are to anyone, there will always be places that they can't take care of for a while. The eunuchs have been trained in the inner palace for a long time, and they are good at analyzing a big hole from a trivial matter. On the one hand, they are smart People are easy to be jealous. On the other hand, if you are too smart, the master can hardly play with you when he is your master. Wouldn’t it be tantamount to raising a tiger to bring trouble to you, and he will wait for you to climb up and then rectify it. He!Therefore, the master chooses the successor to be an honest and reliable one, and the exquisite and well-behaved ones are often clever but are misunderstood by their cleverness.Don't think I'm alarmist, it's true.You can think about yourself and others, if you become a high-ranking official, would you be willing to promote an official who is stronger than you?You still remember very clearly that you have offended him. You would have preferred a big fool to him at that time.A big idiot may not be able to accomplish anything, but he will never bite you, because he is stupid, because you have single-handedly picked him up, and he knows he can't beat you. You can firmly control such an idiot as your own. A pawn in the hand. This is where the difficulty of serving a good teacher lies. People are separated from each other. If you want to be a good person, you have to take a big risk, because people can't think about everything thoroughly, and there will always be more or less mistakes. It's done.If you do a hundred good deeds, you may offend the master because you did one bad thing wrong. In the future, he will only remember the bad deeds you did and not the good deeds you did. The bad impression will be left behind. How do you want to get rid of it in the future? You can't even wash it off, as long as you become a thief once, you will have the name of a thief for a lifetime, and you won't be able to wash it off even if you fall into the Yellow River.Therefore, if you want to please the master, you have to talk less nonsense and do more practical things. Don’t let him see that you are better than him, don’t let him know that you understand him. You should remember everything the master said, and if you have to please It's best to be a good boy and answer with his own words, no matter how annoyed he is, he will look at you with admiration from the bottom of his heart, remember what the master says casually, it is strange that the master is not happy! It's not enough just to please the master. To please the master can only mean that you have taken a small step. There are many people in the palace, and everyone may put you to death for their own benefit at any time.Every year, hundreds of eunuchs would come in to fill the vacancies in the palace. Most of the vacant eunuchs died unexpectedly.Therefore, I am not trying to turn you into a bad person deliberately, it is not easy to settle down in the palace!You have to cultivate yourself into a smiling tiger. Laughing is to protect yourself, not to offend others, let people relax their vigilance against you, and make people feel that you are not worth mentioning or that you will not threaten his interests.Tigers kill others. In the final analysis, the purpose of taking the initiative to attack and kill others is ultimately to save themselves.In the imperial palace, the heart of defense is indispensable, and the heart of harming others is also indispensable. It is far from enough to learn how to defend against others. Being passively beaten is something the most stupid people do.The best way to defend is to take the initiative to attack. If you want to climb up, you have to clear away the stumbling blocks step by step. Anyone who blocks your way, or who may endanger your interests, must take the time to kill him.It is better to strike first, and to suffer later. The difference between success and failure is often determined at the short moment of who strikes first. If you want to treat people, you must not be soft-hearted, let alone procrastinate. I have been in the palace for a long time, and I always think that I am lacking something. If I suddenly realize that I have been cured only when the stick hits my head, then the Lantern Festival will be celebrated on August 15th—late spring .well!Let’s not talk about this anymore, you will slowly realize it when you have a chance in the future. There are still many subtle things. After you have recognized the master, most of the things have to be experienced by you with the master. Grandpa, Grandpa Li.Those at the lower level are called masters at the higher level. Violating holy taboos is a very important matter in the palace, not only words with the same pronunciation as the emperor's name cannot be exported, but also the names of the empress dowager, concubine, and concubine.A slight difference may lead to death. Besides, please be safe, there are many rules.In the palace, eunuchs' knees are as worthless as their lives, and they have to kneel at every turn. The rules are mostly on this "kneeling", such as answering to the master, hello, kneeling is for the legs, kneeling first left and then right Kneel down on the ground, keep your body straight, take off your hat, and put it on the right side of your body, so that the hem of the robe should not be folded under your legs.For thanking, thanking, or on Longevity Day, kneel down three times and kowtow nine times to the master.In order to express gratitude to the mighty God, sometimes you have to hit your head hard on the ground until you can make a sound, which is known as head kowtow.There is also one-legged safety, which is used to treat superiors or people with lower ranks. Although eunuchs who serve their masters on a daily basis do not kowtow like chickens pecking at rice as soon as they see their masters, they still need to stand upright and sit down. There is a sitting pattern, and this pattern must be studied hard, and it must not be sloppy at all. There are also the rules of speaking, use auspicious words for daily greetings, use them well for greetings after meals, and use them for resting after getting up.When returning to the master and the immediate superior, you must do two things. First, you must hear it clearly, and you cannot ask to repeat or explain it.In addition, pouring tea, pouring water, laying out meals, and handing things all have their own rules, ranging from being scolded at least to being slapped immediately, and begging for mercy after being beaten, not to death. "... Director Cui sat in Li Lianying's room until it was almost dark before going out.He kept talking there, there was no one else inside or outside the house, only their two cousins ​​and nephews, so there was no need to worry about being heard.Manager Cui was obviously emotional, and his eyes were red and his voice was sobbing. Li Lianying was startled into a cold sweat. After he came, he just felt that many etiquettes in the court were too cumbersome, and he didn't see any other contradictions. After Cui Yugui said , the entire Ouchi Imperial Palace has become a gloomy ghost town during the day. He had no reason not to believe Cui Yugui's words. From the first time he saw Cui Yugui, he knew that Director Cui would never lie to him, so he was only afraid and regretted many of his words and deeds.Maybe in the past period of time, he has stepped on the edge of the death trap countless times. Fortunately, he didn't fall into it. He was a bit of a fool. Manager Cui walked out of Li Lianying's room together with Tiantian, and it was dark after he left. Li Lianying lay on the bed again, remembering her day and night dreams about eunuchs for many days, contacting and comparing Cui Yugui's words, and couldn't help sweating again.If Director Cui hadn't come over in time, he, Li Lianying, would one day fall into the 18th floor of hell because of this, forever.He scolded himself in his heart, after entering the palace for so many days, what have you thought about!What did you think before purifying yourself? In your dream, you boasted Haikou as big as the sky. Now just a woman who is out of reach makes you forget everything. You can’t do anything. You don’t lose face , you're still a big man, aren't you?You still want to honor your ancestors and revitalize your family, so go and dream of Spring and Autumn! , if things go on like this, it doesn't matter if you turn your head around, just don't let the emperor raid the house.What about your ambitions?Little Lingjie, Li Lianying, you are so unbelievable, you really lost everyone in the Li family. ... Li Lianying tossed and turned and didn't get a good night's sleep. When the rooster sang, he put on his clothes and got out of bed. According to Mr. Cui's instructions, he prepared the master's mouthwash and face wash, and walked outside the house again. At that moment, he returned to those years before his cleansing, and he regained his lost ambition.He wants to be prosperous, "smiling tiger", "two-faced and three-knife", "protecting the palace charm", "only talking about three points when seeing people", "don't give up all your heart", "strike first", "less talk nonsense, do more Facts", "Although there are tens of millions of people, I will go."These words flashed back to his mind like lightning, and Li Lianying saw the endless hope burning on the bloody cloud, and he felt that under the baptism of the morning glow, he would definitely be reborn and a new man. He wants to rise up, ride the long wind, and break the huge waves!Go ahead. He firmly believes that victory is hidden in his heart.
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