Chapter 53 Chapter 12 Wild Things in the Countryside

Ideals and reality, love and compromise, this is an eternal theme, and it is also a protracted war, where the winners win and the losers suffer. I have always liked Che Guevara's words "Let us be loyal to our ideals and let us face reality". Leaving Huang Fei does not mean that I have to give up.For many people, including me, Huang Fei's beauty is dazzling, she is a goddess, the ultimate dream of a man, since she already belongs to me, and we are already the most normal boyfriend and girlfriend, I am for Mao Want to give up? However, the reality is that I can't give her a sense of security, and will bring her one or another trouble from time to time, even life-threatening.

So, I have to leave, take care of everything, make myself stronger, and then, like Fairy Zixia in "A Chinese Journey to the West", come to her with colorful auspicious clouds and marry her—this is It's my purest thought. I stayed at home honestly for nearly two months, and even my old mother disliked me, saying that such a young man, in his youth, stays at home every day and does not do business, what kind of monster is he trying to make trouble?In fact, she didn't know how important these two months were to me.This is a process of absorbing hunger and thirst. I have no leisure, and I finally enjoy the living treatment of retirement. Apart from Golden Silkworm Gu, Duo Duo and Xiao Yao Duo Duo, I also have my TV that seems to belong to me today. Old antique laptop.

There is a very practical chapter in "Twelve Ways to Suppress Mountains", called Fulu. This is the section with the most content besides cultivating Gu, and it is full of pictures and texts. I had many twists and turns before, and I had no materials and no mood, so I didn't have time to study it.However, in the Yelang Sacrifice Hall, I heard that the third uncle of Miscellaneous Mao Xiaodao talked about the various benefits of talismans. When they are powerful, they can actually cast spells instantly. , why not do some digging and research? I bought cinnabar and smoky ink from Fenghuang in western Hunan, Langhao brushes from Jiangxi, yellow talisman paper and silk unique to a spiritual sacrifice store in the city, and prepared my own smoked and roasted bamboo slices. There is an altar in the room, and the shrine is dedicated to the Southern Red Emperor and the Black Killing General (altars can be set up with gods of various beliefs, such as Qingdi, Red Emperor, White Emperor, Heidi, and Suzaku Xuanwu General, or land, mountain gods, and city gods, etc. ;The line I inherited respects the Red Emperor of the South and the Black Killing General. The Red Emperor is Shennong.

Light incense and candles, place three plates of seasonal fruits, three cups of tea and three rice wines, take a bath, change clothes, clean face and hands, and rinse mouth. Prepare a set of utensils for drawing talismans, put your hands together, wish and pray, and clear away all distracting thoughts, concentrate on raising the Langhao brush in your hand, and start drawing talismans.During the whole process, with sincerity and no distractions, immerse your heart in the field of "Qi", imagine the proud existence and omnipresent power of the gods you believe in, and copy the amnesty talisman nearly a thousand times on the scanned picture of the broken book Writing, while blowing, the left hand that does not hold the pen needs to form the seal at the same time (Sun Jun Jue, Yue Jun Jue, Tian Gang Jue...).

From the beginning to the end, it needs to be accomplished overnight and accomplished in one stroke.During this process, any slight distraction, pause, or hesitation will lead to wasted efforts, irreversible, and a pile of useless rubbish paper talismans will be drawn. The process of pursuing this absolute peace of mind is actually a kind of cultivation and a kind of "Tao". Drawing talismans is so difficult that until the middle of May, when I was kicked out by my mother, in two months, I only drew five finished talismans, which are the kind of talismans that I can feel magical.The five pieces of talismans are two "Tales of Return to Rebirth" and three "Spells of Pure Mind".

But what's annoying is that the former can be solved by chanting a few mantras casually, while the latter... the effect is hundreds of times worse than a tube of tranquilizer. Holding these five lonely yellow talismans and looking at the thousands of waste papers in a room, I felt an urge to scold my mother. There is such a huge gap between input and output. It seems that my road of pretending to be a ghost and consummating mana is still a long way to go. What's more, in addition to the yellow paper used to carry the runes, there are also peach wood, bamboo chips, wood chips, silk silk, writing symbols with the tip of the tongue, and symbols drawn out of emptiness... All kinds of exquisite and profound, it is difficult to exhaust one's life's efforts. Thorough research.This thing needs time and life to consume, there is no shortcut.What's more, I'm an unlucky child without a master——In my incomparable resentment, I thought of a certain stanza in "The White-haired Girl": "People's daughters have flowers to wear, and my family has little money and can't buy them..."

The circumstances of each family are different from each other. In addition to drawing symbols, my main thoughts are spent on cultivating Duo Duo. Although Dodo is still a little idiot, after the accumulation of time, the diligent Dodo is finally able to expel the old and absorb the new to the moonlight and stars, eat the essence of the moonlight, swallow the charm of the stars, and stabilize her figure.Even if I no longer do the tedious work of "patting the spirit body with willow branches and leaves dipped in rootless water every day, reciting the ten-minute mantra for purifying the mind, forming the internal binding mudra, and reciting the six-fold Vajra mantra of Guru Rinpoche" from the Buddhist family, she will Able to live in peace.

What is progress, this is progress. At this moment, Duo Duo didn't talk about fruit knives, even if he picked up a kitchen knife and axe, it was easy and easy.Every time I sit and practice together with her, she practices "The True Explanation of the Way of Ghosts", and I practice "Twelve Ways to Suppress Mountains". In the three chapters of Forbidden Curse, Worship to God and Solidity, there are ways to practice Qi.The qi training I am talking about here is not the non-existent supernatural powers like "refining qi, building foundation, forming alchemy, nascent soul, and transforming gods" that the girl named Qin Wen on the train said, but induction, let yourself, and The field of "Qi" that always exists but is difficult to detect is a practice method to match, overlap, and complement each other.From a scientific point of view, this may be the harmonic resonance of the soul in the state of particles and quantum waves.

People have paths, cats have catwalks, not to mention the use of sound wave resonance, communication with the mind and spirit of a certain space above the head, or the stimulation of the sense of air in the body, and the strength of tempering tissue cells, are all practical methods. method.I followed the three in order, and felt boring at first, but when I really entered the door of some kind of "mysterious and mysterious, indescribable", I felt extremely happy. How do you describe this feeling? It's as if you are usually in a pigeon cage-like room of seven or eight square meters that can only fit a bed. When you wake up, wow!It took ten minutes to walk from the bedroom to the kitchen—it’s so spacious; another example, you are a homeless disaster victim who only has one steamed bun and one gruel every day, and you are suddenly put in a state banquet, where you can eat all you want—so satisfying… ...Well, pardon my mundane words are not enough to express this feeling, ignore it hereafter.

During that time, I had a very happy and fulfilling time. The only headaches were two people, one was the little demon Duoduo, and the other was my mother. The little demon Duo Duo, a vixen, is not a guy who can be idle since he was born. He causes troubles all day long and clamors to eat human flesh. But so far, except for biting me in the cave, he has never touched me. It is meaty, so I keep complaining, saying that one day I will hang out with fat worms and eat my own meat first.She is also picky, and besides wanting to eat my meat, she is only willing to eat the little girl's meat, she is clean.So every time it's her turn to appear, I have a headache, either seduce me, or annoy me so much that I want to scold my mother.Finally one day, she promised me not to cause trouble, not to cause trouble, and not to eat human flesh, but to hang out with fat worms and get some air, and I agreed.

When she came back, Fat Chongzi was triumphant, full of wine and food, and her face was pale. I asked her what was going on, but she didn't say anything.I couldn't figure it out, so I didn't ask, probably because the fat worm's food couldn't be accepted by ordinary people, or even ghosts, which frightened her.As a result, on the second day, there were more than N troublemakers in our small town rumored that they had seen a ghost, and they spoke convincingly, and people panicked for a while.Later, through the propaganda and introduction of the old man next door to me, people who had rebelled against the evil came to my door one after another, begging me to do this for relief.My face was livid, but I still complied. Since then, I have never let this little vixen go out again. The unexpected result is that my fame spread out through the mouths of the idlers in the countryside, and my reputation spread far and wide—this is undoubtedly very painful. After a while, people came to my door one after another, asking for medical treatment, praying for God Those who pray to Buddha, those who seek incense, those who seek to solve dreams, those who seek marriage, those who seek children... I was a little displeased at first, but thinking of the people in the village, it is not a good thing to refuse with a black face, so I followed the twelve methods The prescription, hold it as a practice hand, learn and try at the same time. In the countryside, although most of them scare themselves, there are always some strange things, and I also take action to help solve them.There are some things in the middle that can actually be talked about, let’s not talk about it here, and I will make up the complete recording when I have a chance in the future. After talking about the little demon Duoduo, let's talk about my mother.In the past years when I was wandering outside, she was always nagging because she missed me, wishing to tie me up at home, but when I stayed at home, she had another opinion.Especially after Huang Fei didn't come to see me again, she was always nagging, saying how can young people stay at home all the time and get moldy?It's better to go out and venture out more while you are young.Later, more and more people came to see me, and she had even bigger opinions. In her mind, these supernatural things cannot be put on the table after all. I was so annoyed, at the beginning of May, Lan Xiaodong from Shengtun, a fellow of the fast food restaurant who had placed my offer before, called me and said that he was going to open a restaurant in Hongshan Xin, the offer was a bit big, and he was alone Can't get it done, I want to find my partner to take over, and ask me if I have any intention.I resolutely agreed, then quickly packed my bags and prepared to go south.When leaving, the saddest thing may be the fat bug.It refused to leave, and refused to leave this small town with abundant food. Life in the country made it fatter, so it hid in the corner of the stove in my house, making it easy for me to find it for a while. In its simple sense, leaving means that the journey of starvation is about to start again. However, people always have to live, right?