Chapter 51 Chapter 10: Gu Master's Fate

What is the fate of the Gu raiser?Lonely, poor, young. Raising Gu is to put poisons that are not related to each other together to kill each other, or to pray with the power of resentment to achieve one's own goals-this kind of thing is ultimately against the harmony of heaven.Therefore, either end up alone, or be poor, or die young, this is the fate of the voodoo cultivator. This has been the case since ancient times. However, is this really the case?I never thought so.Perhaps, in the deep mountains all year round, dealing with snakes, insects, rats and ants, it is inevitable that there is some dark and distorted heart, or there is little time to communicate with people, the communication skills are not good, and happiness cannot be found, or what is obtained is deformed happiness. Feeling lonely; and with power in hand, ready to move and want to have disputes with others, but one mountain is higher than the other, so death is possible.Perhaps it was because of abusing the power in his hands, hurting the harmony of the world, and the resentment was concentrated on one person, and all kinds of bad luck came one after another.

Character determines destiny. This is my most logical view and explanation of the three ways of "solitary, poor, and young". My grandmother, Long Laolan, lived her whole life doing good deeds and accumulating virtue. She lived to be in her eighties and had a complete set of children. Although my grandfather died early, she was barely close to the word "solitary", but before she died, she was accompanied by so many children. According to my Thoughts, but not alone.After she died, she entrusted me with a dream and explained three things. The last and most important one is the eight words "accumulate virtue and do good, so that I can do it for myself".

These eight characters, each and every word, are the portrayal of my grandmother's life, and they are also regarded as my motto and the benchmark for my actions. People are doing it, the sky is watching, and there are gods standing above their heads. Only by making yourself feel at ease can you make others feel at ease. I looked at Huang Fei's father quietly, and said nonchalantly, "Yes?"So what? Huang Fei's father shook his head, saying that Huang Fei has been a sensible and good girl since she was a child, obedient, and the only time she went out of line was when she secretly made the decision when filling out the volunteers for the college entrance examination.In her life, she has never suffered or been hurt.But look, just the day before yesterday, she was attacked by a professional killer, a professional killer!My precious daughter, in this life, if I hadn't met you, how could such a thing have happened?She is a flower in a greenhouse, which cannot withstand the rain, wind and cold wind!

I nodded and said that I would take good care of Feifei. Huang Fei's father stared at me, half-smile, and said, how do you take care of Feifei?Use your Gu skills to take care of it?Or use your enemies? I said the same thing, it won't happen a second time.I've caught the murderer the night before yesterday, and I've also tracked down the instigator behind the scenes overnight.This is just an accident, and this kind of thing will not happen again in the future.He touched the cup on the table as if nothing had happened, and said yes?you sure?When he said this, the mocking expression on his face made me feel that my guarantee was extremely pale.

Yes, his doubts are very reasonable. Since I stepped into this circle, I have basically never been idle, and I have never been in contact with these things.Life is as plain as boiled water, and I feel like I'm going to die of old age, that's all.However, my grandma planted a Gu for me, which seemed to open a door to my life, and all kinds of weird things appeared, such as Gu, ghosts, zombies, falling heads, mountain spirits and wild monsters... Corresponding to it , is trouble, one after another. Although I don't want to, I will always offend someone of one kind or another. I can't resist.

Huang Fei's father added fuel to the fire, saying Lu Zuo, have you really thought about what you should do in the future?Do you really want to do a little business here, as you said?Can you really stay in this small place with peace of mind until you grow old?can't you?If so, why do you bother to raise this Gu? ——"This is not what I want to raise?" I interrupted.He waved his hand and said sincerely: "I am different from Feifei's mother. She is used to being a leader and has high eyelids, so she thinks you are poor, and thinks you are high on Feifei; but I am not, to be honest, you have a bright future. Wuliang, when you are with Feifei, she is the one who favored you. But the question is, do you have the ability to protect Feifei? Have you ever thought about it?"

I frowned, I'm all alone, what ability can I talk about to protect Huang Fei? I thought of my cheap uncle Wang Luohe, and Ba Song, how many of these guys with inexplicable origins are hiding in the dark?As the saying goes, "It's easy to block an open gun, but hard to defend against a hidden arrow", even if I stay by Huang Fei's side all day long, I can't guarantee her absolute safety, can I?What's more, I'm just a half-tone, and I can't even protect myself. Why does a man have so many responsibilities on his shoulders? Huang Fei's father picked up the cup on the table, drank it down, and said Lu Zuo, you are an excellent young man, and I personally like you very much, but obviously you are hurting her when you are with Feifei. do you know?My opinion is that you are either strong enough to protect her; or, don't let her worry about it anymore. You know, the best time for a girl is only a few years, you guys, don't delay each other.

I lowered my head, thinking of the slight smile on the corner of Huang Fei's mouth, as warm as a meter of sunshine in winter. Should I give up?I asked myself, and the answer I got was - I can't! In the field of love, one is always selfish. I don't think I will be happy if Huang Fei falls into the arms of other men.This kind of love of giving up is great, admirable and admirable-if I were that "other man"-but it is not for ordinary people.I don't have such sacred sentiments, I would push such a beautiful, gentle and understanding soft girl into the arms of others, say coolly: "This is for your own good!" and then walk away, the setting sun , stretching my lonely figure long...

your sister!There are a lot of masochists in the world, but I'm clearly not one of them. I don't want to see Huang Fei hold hands with other men, and then sing "I'm sad because I gave up on you, I gave up on love, my dream of giving up was shattered, holding back the sadness, I thought it was fulfillment, but you said you were even more unhappy ..." Isn't the so-called fate meant to be broken by people?Why should I let myself fall into this strange circle, unable to extricate myself? Why can't I be like those domineering male protagonists in TV dramas, screaming up to the sky and saying "my fate is up to me"?

Why not? I raised my head and looked at him, and found a trace of unconcealable joy in his eyes, obviously he thought he had moved me. However, I said "I'm sorry" and his face immediately fell down. I told Huang Fei's father that I decided to leave Jinping this year and go to other places. I would finish all the things at hand, settle all causes and effects, and then work hard to make a score, come back, and find Huang Fei; At that time, she still loves me, and I will propose to her, let her be my wife, stay with me for the rest of my life, and use my life to love her, protect her, and prevent her from getting involved in all karma and everything in this world. sin……

Huang Fei's father's face seemed much better again. He stared at me, trying to see my true thoughts from my face. So I was expressionless, like a natural idiot. He gave up, saying that's fine, if you leave, the trouble will follow.He said that he longed for my strength, and if I could prove that I had the ability to protect Huang Fei, then he wouldn't mind having a son-in-law with such status.So please do it yourself.Also, can you guarantee that you will not take the initiative to contact Feifei this year? I was surprised and said why can't I contact her? He was also surprised and said, didn't you say you were going to leave for a year?During this year, don't provoke her, give her a free space! I close my eyes, depressed.My future father-in-law seems to have some communication barriers with me. I thought my ambition would impress him, but he still didn't believe me and focused on my leaving.Don't bully the young and poor!The earth is round, I always want to walk out a path that attracts people's attention, and let this old guy see what kind of person I am, Lu Zuo.I asked him, is Feifei feeling better?He said it was fine, luckily no vitals were hurt. He was a little embarrassed when he said that, and I was a little embarrassed, too. The reason why Huang Fei is fine has something to do with her proud figure - the girl with big boobs really has an advantage in all aspects. I proposed to see Huang Fei, Huang Fei's father hesitated, but agreed. So we went out of the cafe, and I went to a nearby flower shop to buy white lilies and pink carnations, and then took Huang Fei's father's car to the hospital together.Huang Fei lived in a separate ward, and when we arrived, her mother was also there, having lunch with her.When we went in, Huang Fei happily called me Lu Zuo, while her mother looked at me coldly, her eyes were ice-cold, as if I was the murderer who hurt her daughter, saying you have the nerve to come? Holding flowers, I didn't dare to refute her mother's words, so I was careful not to accompany her. Fortunately, Huang Fei's father helped me out. He pulled Huang Fei's mother aside, and after muttering a few words, she gave me a suspicious look, and the two of them went out the door.As soon as Huang Fei's parents left, half of the mountain-like pressure in my heart was relieved immediately.Huang Fei wanted to get up, I stopped her, put the flowers on the table next to her, then moved the bench and sat down, took her white and crystal clear, warm and tender little hands like jade, and looked at her. Huang Fei's complexion is not good, she is a little pale, and her full lips are also light red, but "the hibiscus comes out of clear water, and it is carved naturally", this beauty is even more thrilling.She was embarrassed by me, her cheeks were full of clouds, she looked at the flowers on the table in embarrassment, and said wow, Lu Zuo, this is the first time you send me flowers, it is really memorable! I'm a little embarrassed: Which girl doesn't want the boy she likes to stand in front of her holding a bouquet of flowers?But on Valentine's Day, I forgot the flowers I had ordered. At that time, I thought, there is no need to be so vulgar.However, flowers represent romance after all. And can I give this beautiful girl in front of me romance and happiness? I was puzzled, but my hand became tighter and tighter, for fear that once I let it go, I would never be able to hold it again in this life.We were relatively silent for a long time.Huang Fei looked at my hesitant expression, and asked cautiously: "Lu Zuo, are you planning to leave me?"