Chapter 64 Twenty-five, a load of stone ditch (3)

Half a month later, when the vacation was over, Xu did not come back.Everyone who asked was serious, and later found out that during this vacation, he hanged himself in the library on the sixth floor of the Municipal Party Committee. I was surprised.How could he do this?In addition to political reasons, I believe this is also related to his love experience.I can't help but be grateful for the happiness in my love life.There have been many movements since then, and I firmly believe that those who can't survive are often hit by the enemy, fighting in the workplace in society, and can't get warmth when they return home.It is only natural that young people yearn for revolution.But the revolution is a raging fire, which burns the old world and may also burn itself. Don't think that you can easily become an invincible revolutionist, and don't think that once the revolution is successful, you will always be superior.I have to check.

I quickly went to the organization and explained that I still owed Xu some money. Later, when Xu's father came to take care of the funeral, I paid back the money.But the shock and regret in my heart cannot be completely eliminated. Because of Xu's suicide, the municipal party committee has since strengthened the management of the "elements" coming and going.Fang once happened to go to the Communist Youth League Committee, which worked in the same building as the Municipal Committee, to collect her salary—by the way, it was more generous to me, without deducting wages—to be looked down upon by the relevant personnel, which was an insult she rarely suffered in her life .

Cong Weixi and several people from the original Beijing Daily later entered the Great Wall.The deputy squad leader from the same unit as them is said to have played a role in this development.They said that a few of them passed on the program of the "party" in Yugoslavia.The result was sent to reeducation through labor.The situation became more serious, and I became more silent. There is no room for soft-heartedness. Whoever is unlucky can only bear it at least for the time being. What Wang Meng can and must do is to take good care of himself and try not to fall into a more fierce and dangerous abyss.What's more, at the same time, it is a great situation with rapid progress, and it is time to pass the communist test, and to "commune, everything I have is yours, except the toothbrush" (Mayakovsky).The publishing house recovered the advance payment for "Long Live Youth", and I wrote to Fang to tell Fang that the currency will be abolished soon, so we don't need to worry.Tian Xingjian, self-improvement, at all costs, jumped into the latest and most beautiful picture, in order to comfort the ancestors and martyrs, the national society, I can't sink, I can't kill myself, I can't do anything wrong, I still believe in the revolution, the party, and the great era The great Chairman Mao, I miss that a huge hand is still protecting me, and I believe that individuals and the country will have a better future sooner or later.