Chapter 20 9. The Discovery of Autumn (1)

For me, the four seasons of the year are not discovered and felt at the same time.Winter is my earliest experience. The winter in my childhood was much more severe and severe than later.When I was in elementary school, I wore a hat with "ears", a mask, ear muffs, neck muffs, gloves, a hand pocket (shaped like a cylinder, put it in second-hand) and cotton-padded trousers and woolen pockets, but my hands and feet were still numb from the cold , I stretched out my hand but couldn't write. Once I cried from the cold, and another time I peed my pants from the cold. From the second grade of elementary school I noticed summer.In summer, what I like most is the heavy rain. After the heavy rain, there can be knee-deep water in the alley, and a lot of dragonflies fly on the water.The rain in summer makes you believe that there is no unparalleled road in the sky. When the heat is extremely hot, the sky will save all living beings with rain.

But there is still a kind of joy in summer, and enjoying the shade and making rain are still a good memory of childhood in poverty and scarcity.Waiting for the wind, talking gossip, looking at the moon and stars, sometimes seeing fireflies flying with small lanterns, or looking at the dark clouds, smelling the earthy smell brought by the rain, waiting for the feeling to turn over The rainstorm is coming.It is a joy, a blessing from nature. The third one was discovered in autumn, and it was obtained in the Central Youth League School in Liangxiang County, Hebei Province at that time. Liangxiang is located in the plain, and there is a small and complete square city, which tells the history, county, North China and China.Autumn crops stretch as far as the eye can see. What you smell is the sweet, sour, refreshing and moist smell in the wind. What you hear is the ensemble of insects and birds. What you see is the swaying of crops, grass and trees in the autumn wind. The midsummer stretches out more autumn.

There is a "Liu Fanpu" near the east gate of Liangxiang, where I ate fried tofu with a meager allowance.A piece of whole tofu, fried on the skin, topped with a little seasoning such as clear sauce and pepper, sold as a side dish.I ordered a plate of fried tofu, and it tasted like I had grown up, had traveled far and wide, left home independently, and had the financial ability to order fried tofu once a month or even add one or two (old system, one sixteenth of a catty 1) Sanbaijiu, and I already feel that life is good. Going out of the east gate, there is a river.There are several large rocks at the drop of the river.In autumn, the days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer. In the evening, the sun is about to set early. I use the rest time to go down to the river in my shorts and lie on the rocks, letting the water wash my weak body while rushing over the boulders. Compared with the temperature, the clear water, which is not colder than the air temperature, touches and taps on my skin with a sound, which adds comfort, vitality, lubrication and joy to me.And happiness increases people's self-confidence, vitality and ambition.It turns out that there are four seasons in a year, it turns out that autumn is so pleasant, it turns out that the sun, rivers, stones and I are so friendly, it turns out that I can get so much comfort and inspiration from nature, it turns out that living is so enjoyable Son.

At this time, I was reading "Mao Zedong's Youth" by Li Rui.It talks about Mao Zedong's ambitions in his youth. Mao Zedong liked to bathe in the wind, rain, and sun, read books, sit quietly, and pay attention to exercising himself.Especially Mao Zedong's earliest poem "Qinyuanchun: Changsha": independent cold autumn, The Xiangjiang River goes north... This is the first time I read Mao Zedong's words. At that time, his poems were not published formally. In this version, the three characters "悲感光kuo" were printed as "Zhang Liao Pavilion", which is quite incomprehensible. The paper used for the book was from the Liberated Area Produced straw yellow-green paper.But it still moved me greatly.

What I feel is vibration is more resonance.Youth can be so strong, talent can be so vertical and horizontal, heroism can be so vigorous, and mind can be so swaying.I can only say without presumptuousness that when I was nearly fifteen years old, when I was studying revolutionary theory at the Central Youth League School, in the Liangxiang of the North China Plain, under the sunshine of a clear autumn sunset, I was by the river and beside the river. During the immersion, under the inspiration and guidance of Mao Zedong's deeds and poems, I began to find the feeling of youth, the feeling of autumn, the feeling of life, and the feeling of Mao Zedong's youth.Vast, free, distinct...

As a student of the Central Youth League School, as a promising revolutionary, the truth I am learning is to hold the key to the new world in my own hands, hold the compass and reins of history in my own hands, Create your own destiny that is brighter and more magnificent than the generations of ancestors, open the door to the new era of mankind, open it wide, and send generations of descendants to eternal happiness. The famous Soviet popular science writer Yilin, in addition to the famous "One Hundred Thousand Whys", also has a famous book: "How a Man Becomes a Giant". This statement is deeply rooted in my heart. Am I becoming a giant?

I love and am obsessed with the theory of revolution, the history of social development, dialectical materialism, the history of the party, from ape to man, the creation of the world by labor, the origin of family, private property and class, the development process of socialism from utopia to science... the party's The Seventh Congress, Mao Zedong Thought is a combination of Marxism-Leninism and the reality of the Chinese revolution, the third civil revolutionary war, encircling the cities from the countryside, the rectification movement, the People's Republic of China is not a simple regime change, youth movement, avant-gardeism and tailism, The role of the bridge and the role of the reserve army... How invincible are these logical discourses that fit together seamlessly, all-inclusive, clear and definite, strategically located, and powerful.Marxism-Leninism is a sharp tool for analysis and a guarantee for analysis. Fortunately, Wang Meng has grasped the truth since he was a child. From then on, he can only move forward step by step, from victory to victory!