Chapter 54 fourth quarter

Teacher Xu is not only good at acting, but also very good at management.Generally speaking, focus on the big and let go of the small, and be careless. It seems that there are human rights and a democratic atmosphere, but in fact it is tight internally and loose externally, and it is not relentless when problems are found.In other words, Teacher Xu doesn't have to shoot, and you can throw fruit candies under the gun tower, but you have to be aware of your situation and know that you are within the range of Teacher Xu's machine gun. I like to bow my head and ears under the rule of the strongman, so as to save myself from the painstaking pursuit of truth.I know very well to myself that under coercion and temptation, it is possible to walk the right path, but if I let myself go, the consequences will be disastrous.This is also a characteristic of Beijingers. They have to be forced to use guns, and whoever is strong will listen to others. Nothing can be done through equal negotiations.In the early years, the Eight-Power Allied Forces came, and for the sake of public security, every household was forced to hang lanterns at the door at night. Since then, there have been street lights in Beijing's hutongs.It is said that the same is true for the establishment of public toilets in the first place. It was ordered that urinating in the street is not allowed, and anyone who dares to violate it will be shot.At the beginning, I was still unconvinced. I felt that being a subjugated slave even lost the autonomy to pee, and I also developed the habit of paying attention to hygiene under coercion.

Many of my good habits are gradually developed under the strict management of Mr. Xu. For example: wash your feet and change your underpants every day, change your socks every two days, don’t forget to flush after urinating, brush your teeth at night, don’t drink cold water from the tap, wipe your mouth after eating, and don’t throw cigarette ash into the ashtray Outside, the sofa cushions were twisted, and before leaving, I thought about setting them upright, aligning up and down when hanging towels, putting paper towels in the car, and so on. In the next 5-year plan of Mr. Xu's transformation of me, there are: no eating fingernails, no smoking in the car, and washing my hair once a day.Let alone the first two points, it is related to my thinking, which I will overcome after retirement.Not liking to wash your hair is a problem that has been developed since childhood.

For a long time, I have had great psychological barriers to washing my hair. There are three reasons. The first is that my collar is very uncomfortable after washing my hair.The second is that soap is particularly easy to kill eyes.The third is that it is very uncomfortable to bend over for a long time.So now as long as Mr. Xu asks if I have washed my hair in the past two days?I'm probably not telling the truth.I would even agree to take a shower instead of washing my hair in front of the sink. Mr. Xu is not only strict with me, but also practice it himself.Just like what Zhu Zi said in his family management motto: When you get up at dawn to sweep the court, you must clean the inside and outside.It is advisable to plan ahead before it rains, not to dig a well when you are thirsty.There is an appropriate amount of daily necessities at home. It is absolutely impossible for firewood, rice, oil and salt to be purchased immediately after running out. Whenever it rains, an umbrella will appear in the trunk of the car. Back in the trunk.Not only that, Teacher Xu also likes to grasp the mood of life very much.After going out to play, you must go to the flower market to bargain and buy a few bouquets of flowers, let them bloom in every corner of the study and living room, and then light incense to make the indoor fragrance charming.Every time this happens, I will feel like I am in a fog.

I often say to her: You are a bourgeois sentiment. She asked me: what's wrong with being rich and emotional? I said: The environment you created is very suitable for Zhao Baogang, and the scripts you write are all romantic.How do you ask me to "revisit the old 1942"?I still want to be angry. She said: What are you angry about?What have you to be angry about?Don't know your blessings when you are in the blessings, let's make your comedy well. Teacher Xu is good at singing Kunqu opera, and often sings along with the accompaniment tape repeatedly with two water sleeves after leading the babysitter to clean up.Watching her dance and dance in front of me like weeping and complaining will always make me have a bad association of a bully landlord taking a generation of famous celebrities for himself.

If Mr. Xu comes back without incense, but with a cigarette, it is not a good sign.In this situation, the first thing I have to do is immediately put on an "I was wrong" look.Although I still don't know what's wrong, and I know that groveling may not be able to avoid disaster, but it is very wise to strive for a good attitude.This is the correct conclusion I have drawn from years of party education and observation of previous movements.My father was a rightist and was bullied all his life because of his bad attitude.I don't understand that black and white can be reversed.

Teacher Xu is not too old, but he is no stranger to traditional sacrificial activities.Every year on the first day of the Lunar New Year, we go to Tanzhe Temple in Xishan, Beijing to worship together. From the moment we enter the temple gate to finally step into the main hall, when will we burn incense? When do you kowtow?When do you stand?When do you kneel?I follow the same pattern behind Teacher Xu.I think Teacher Xu's pious attitude can also move the Buddha. After my mother passed away, I bought a cemetery for my parents and adults in Xishan.On the day of the burial, everything was carried out in an orderly manner under the guidance of Teacher Xu.I still remember some details. She first filled a glass of wine with a paper cup and sprinkled it along the tombstones on both sides of my parents, saying: Grandpa, grandma, grandpa, grandma, uncle and aunt, my mother just moved here today, and you will be neighbors from now on , I hope you can get along peacefully, and please forgive me for anything inconsiderate.

We're here to toast you first.After sprinkling, I filled a cup and placed it in front of my parents' grave, then took out another paper cup, filled the cup with some rice grains, lit three sticks of incense and inserted them into the rice grains, and let my sister, brother-in-law, and two granddaughters worship , I retreated to the side and waited quietly. She said to me: use paper cups, paper cups can return soil and will not damage the environment. In short, the advantage of my teacher Xu is that I can't say enough, and I can't finish talking. In a word: I am lucky to marry her for three lifetimes.

While writing this article, I ordered a set of CDs online.Every night when I am tired of writing, I watch two or three episodes.This play should be said to be Teacher Xu's master play, just like Ge You playing Li Dongbao, it must be her. After the filming, Mr. Xu said to me: I am exhausted and tired. There are several types of actors, one is extremely beautiful, the acting is extremely stupid, and they don’t care about anything in acting, and what they care about are things other than acting; the other is that they look ordinary in private, just an ordinary person , But when it comes to the play, it's not ordinary, it's not ordinary anymore. When acting, my mind is full of characters, and I can't see other things in my eyes. I'm possessed.I think this latter category is good actors.

Teacher Xu is a good actor. Don't let her catch up with the good show, if she wants to get distracted, the wine will be brewed, and I will never give you a glass of boiled water. This can be seen from the plays she performed: "The Great Sabbath", "See You or Be Square", "Ruan Lingyu", "Cai Wenji". It is obvious that each step is taken step by step, and each step is solid, bearing the painstaking efforts of Teacher Xu. At first I was quite excited watching it, but the more I watched it, the more uneasy I felt.I was indignant because of the "face melon" in the play, and I was terrified that the "Tsing Yi" in the play was so narcissistic.Especially thinking that Mr. Xu is in Tsing Yi in and out of the play, and I am not as good-tempered as "Miangua", or I am not as scheming as "Miangua", so I can't help but worry about the years to come.After seeing it, the sweat came out, and the palpitations spread all over the limbs.I fell asleep with tears in my eyes, and when I woke up, looking at Mr. Xu who was cleaning the court, I suddenly realized that I was fucking in the drama.

In an instant, a sense of luck for the rest of life arises spontaneously. Teacher Xu called me in Xiao Yanqiu's Tsing Yi accent: Husband—I still have lingering fears in my heart, and I answered the call. Ah, lady——. How about acting as a wife—? Needless to say. how to say? Fine - ah - Zhan! He said a lot of good things about Mr. Xu behind his back, and he was suspected of flattering him.No way, who made her my leader.