Chapter 51 first quarter

Teacher Xu is my wife, named Xu Fan, Han nationality, from Wuhan, Hubei, she is a good wife and good mother, because I have no children, the so-called "good mother" is my foresight.Born to be a star on the stage, he plays Da Tsing Yi in various film and television dramas.There is still a long distance between the appearance and the idol school, but it is also glorious in the power school.People in Sichuan call beautiful women "fanzi", those who are first-level coquettish are "giant fans", and the second is "medium fans". My wife Xu Fan belongs to "decontamination powder".

Why do you say that?Because Mr. Xu kept himself clean, he couldn't rub any sand in his eyes.Not only for being a human being, but also for being clean in life.This is very similar to my mother, who not only puts herself neatly and neatly, but also lives in a spotless environment no matter how bad it is, and has very strict requirements on her partner and children.Two generations of women took turns cleaning and rectifying me, which made me miserable.Teacher Xu often choked my neck to wash my hair while inquiring into my inner world. She said: Do you really hate me? I said: how could it be?Outsiders say that since I followed you, I have regained some dignity as a human being.

At this time, Teacher Xu would always say proudly: This is still a fair statement.When I first met you, you seemed to be participating in field survival training every day, seeing people as ghosts and ghosts. I hurried to please and said: Fortunately, I met you.Or how many people say that it is my luck to marry you, but no one says that it is your blessing to marry me. Every time I talk to this moment, Mr. Xu will fall into thinking, and he is like asking himself: Yes, why did he fall in love with you in the first place? I said with a smile on my face: I was confused for a while. Teacher Xu said: No, you gave me the ecstasy.

It was a day in September 1993, a crisp autumn evening.I don't know which tendon moved, but I thought of Xu Fan.I made a call to the fourth floor of Beijing Renyi. The fourth floor is the collective dormitory of Renyi, where unmarried young actors from other places live together.The phone is set in the corridor, and generally speaking, that phone is always busy, but that day it happened to be connected as soon as I called, and by coincidence, it was Xu Fan who was answering the phone. I said on the phone: Please find Xu Fan for me, please. He said on the phone: Don't bother me. I was overjoyed and said: You will never know who I am.

Xu Fan said: You are Feng Xiaogang. We've only met twice before this.One time, in the screening room of Beijing Film Studio, when the sample of "Big Sabbath" was showing, director Xia Gang asked me how I was doing.I said: It's all pretty good, but the heroine almost didn't play well.Xia Gang said: The heroine is sitting behind you.I turned around and saw Xu Fan in the darkness by the light reflected from the screen.Another time, it was at the shutdown meal of the crew of "Big Sabbath".A painting friend whom Ge You and I knew together wanted us to introduce a girlfriend to him. Ge You pulled me over and took the opportunity to brag to Xu Fan about the many advantages of being a friend.I said to her: This man is my comrade-in-arms. He has a good character. He has a small building in his family.Xu Fan smiled and replied: You have to know yourself about dating, others can't do it for you, thank you for your kindness, and don't worry about it in the future.

Since then, I have never seen Xu Fan again.That day was also a matter of great interest, without any premeditation.Afterwards, I asked her many times, and she said: My name popped into my mind as soon as I heard the voice.Her answer was not convincing to me.There are so many people, and I'm not "Donald Duck", how could she say my name without typing the sound?To this day, no real answer has been found.It should be God's calling. She asked me on the phone: What can I do with her? I said: It's nothing, I just want to ask her out for a sit-down.It's in the Overseas Chinese Building next door to your theater.

She thought for a while and said: Well, you wait for me in the lobby. At 8 o'clock in the evening, I arrived in Huaqiao Daxia on time.Wandering in the lobby, it happened that Zhang Jian and Liu Bei passed by. Liu Bei smiled and said to me: Wait for Xu Fan? I was surprised again and asked her: How do you know? Liu Bei smiled badly and said: I guessed it. Hey, this thing is fucking amazing.I suspect that my phone is installed with video fax, connected to the TV station, and everyone in Beijing can know everything I say and do.I later asked Wang Shuo with many doubts and asked him to analyze it for me.He said: "It's not surprising at all.Renyi is right next to you. You poke in the lobby at night in the National People's Congress, with a blissful expression on your face. Liu Bei is such a smart person, her forte is to read words and demeanor.It's all written on his face, and he still doesn't guess right.

I also asked Liu Bei afterwards, and it turned out to be exactly the same as Wang Shuo's analysis.But still not convincing me.I can meet countless people here, so why does it have to be Xu Fan?This matter has troubled me for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that in this life, I can only serve the people on the "visible front" and cannot devote myself to the country on the "invisible front".I have always envied the comrades on the security front. Some countries spend money to open big businesses, and some even open nightclubs. No one dares to make trouble. When the police rush in, everyone else is scared to death. , but they were able to reveal their true identities calmly: the elder brother belongs to the Ministry of Security, and they belong to themselves.The police suddenly realized that, without saying a word, they immediately closed the team.Both black and white give face.After a long time, I don't know whether it's the underworld or the white way.