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Chapter 5 third quarter

I dedicate my youth to you 冯小刚 2350Words 2018-03-16
I remember that was the period when I first danced face-to-face. One night, a group of comrades from different arms gathered at the home of the comrades-in-arms, and some of them were said to be female soldiers of military art. Because only the desk lamp was on, and the lampshade was still covered with a gauze, the room looked a little vague and specious. The tape recorder played songs by Teresa Teng, Feng Feifei and Xi Xiulan.Although Teresa Teng's song was widely spread at the time, it was still banned.However, for a demobilized soldier who couldn't find a job, her singing gave us great comfort, and made us still have longing in the emptiness.

Many years later, I returned to Beijing from Yinchuan on a Hainan Airlines passenger plane. When the plane landed, I heard Teresa Teng's song playing on the loudspeaker. At the same time, the stewardess informed the passengers of the local time and the temperature on the ground.The flight attendant's tone was very professional, but with Teresa Teng's company, it turned into a warm longing song.I couldn't help but wonder why such a human singing voice was banned? Thanks to Deng Xiaoping, otherwise we would be such a bunch of idiots in this world. Face-to-face dancing is different from ballroom dancing, which does not require a large venue; it is also different from young people dancing disco, which cannot be danced without sound equipment.The face-to-face dance is simply a place the size of a palm, and it is enough to play some decadent music.The most valuable thing is that it can exude a kind of faint mood, the girl's chin rests lightly on your shoulder, and most of them can look calm, allowing you to talk sweetly and laugh without answering.Of course, there are also girls who seem a little scared, with sweaty palms, ready to defend themselves at any time, but unwilling to stop jumping.A look of love and fear.

All the female soldiers who came that time were very open-minded, and they behaved calmly and understandingly, as if they often patronized this kind of ball.It was my first time, and I looked a bit like a tiger in comparison. The comrade-in-arms came to me holding the hand of a female soldier, imitating the chief's tone with a Sichuan accent, and said: You two little devils, let's dance. I don't know why I have always had a good impression of the chief who speaks Sichuan dialect.Hearing that tone of voice always makes me feel relieved, like drinking a glass of brown sugar ginger water when my stomach hurts.

I looked at the female soldier a little embarrassed, with evasive eyes, pretending not to be in a hurry to let the comrades jump first.Watching the dance between the female soldier and my comrade-in-arms, I immediately regretted it.It's not that I haven't seen a beautiful female soldier before, it's really rare to dance face to face with a beautiful female soldier. The beautiful female soldiers of our comrade-in-arms art troupe are everywhere.But I seldom have the opportunity to talk to them. Even to say hello, I have to take a bus with them into the city on purpose, and I have to pay the price of giving up my seat to them, so I can ask out of nothing: Are you coming in too? city.Because the beautiful ones belong to the Song and Dance Troupe, but I am in the Peking Opera Troupe.

There are no little girls in the Beijing Opera Troupe. They are all big sisters and they all have families.It was not easy to recruit a Daomadan from Dalian who can turn over a dozen somersaults in a row, and he is also somewhat handsome.But this girl has a strong personality, she is very obsessed with Beijing opera and love.Not long after arriving in our group, we took a bottle of sleeping pills because of a broken relationship, and the rescue was timely before we returned to the stage. I am very afraid of dealing with women who are too persistent, it is easy to compare me to shame.In the face of a crisis, my first reaction is to keep the green hills in place without fear of running out of firewood.Some people say that this kind of quality can't do great things, I disagree.If Lord Deng Xiaoping could not bear the humiliation for a while, how could he have waited for the "story of spring".

The female soldier in front of her was obviously not a particularly persistent one.After a few tunes, she has enthusiastically changed several dance partners, and has given high-quality service to everyone who invited her to dance. I can't remember what she looks like.The most impressive thing is that her neck is very smooth.Because it was August and it was very hot, she didn't wear a white shirt, but she was wearing a fine summer dress. Her smooth neck stood gracefully in the small lapel of the military uniform, making her neck look whiter and the collar patch more red. This way of wearing military uniforms for female soldiers is very common in summer.After taking a shower, with wet hair and bare neck, he put on his military uniform, stuffed his military cap into his satchel and walked out of the military camp.Strictly speaking, this way of dressing is not in compliance with the regulations, but it looks lovely.

Now as long as the word sexy is mentioned, the first picture I think of is the above description.To this day, I want to make a movie for such a detail, to express the feelings of female soldiers that have been buried deep in my heart for many years. Because I didn't seize the opportunity, and there were too many wolves and few sheep that day, I couldn't dance, so I had to chat with other strangers who were ready to go. At that time, I was only 26 years old, and I was at the age of action more than thinking. Unlike now, I have experienced all kinds of ups and downs in the world, and I always have a stomach full of grievances and longing to confide in others.So the chat seemed very pale and empty, and I couldn't find any topics even after trying my best.The most common question is, where are you from?Which district do you live in?Do you know who is there in your place?Then it was just watching people and girls whispering, talking about walking in the clouds rather than dancing.

Of course, there are also some people who are highly skilled and bold, and play hard to get.I can insist on not talking to the girls all night, not even looking at them, just chatting and laughing with the men, in order to get the girls to look at them differently.When the song ends and people leave, it is often this kind of person who finally embraces the beauty. If you want to be this kind of person, you must have a good psychological quality, regardless of the gains and losses of a city or a place, and don't hesitate to miss a good time.Because not every girl eats this set, it happens from time to time that she is ignored for a whole night.

There is such a master in the creation team of the General Political Department, surnamed Deng, what's his name, sorry I am too old to remember.Mr. Deng is knowledgeable, has read tens of thousands of volumes, and is good at expressing his learning and his voice is loud.In order to cooperate with him, I often asked some naive questions in public and then was taught by Lord Deng painfully, which made the eyes of the girls who listened bright.Of course, Lord Deng also had to cooperate with me, and use his prestige established by me on the spot to praise my character. The result is that he eats meat and I drink soup, girls who pursue him follow him, and girls who have sympathy dance with me.

In the past, our saying was "same goal by different routes", but today's fashionable saying is "win-win". This is how my first face-to-face dance experience ended.When the master announced that this was the last song, I begged hard, and the female soldier in military uniform with a bare neck agreed to let me send her back to Junyi. We came out of the dormitory of the Geological and Hydrological Headquarters of the Infrastructure Engineering Corps at Daliushu South Station, walked through the buildings of the School of Meteorology and a certain institute of the Ministry of Aeronautics, and walked towards Weigong Village.It was late at night and the streets were silent.I said to her: I have a very big wish to visit Wangfujing in Xidan with a female soldier like her in a military uniform. It would be best if she always rushes to talk to me and insists on holding my arm.As for me, I said to her impatiently: Pay attention to the influence.

I added: It is the kind of virtue that does not know the blessings in the blessings.I think it will definitely attract a lot of envious and jealous eyes, which can greatly satisfy my vanity. She giggled when she heard this, and said: I guess I know who you are. After that, I walked silently all the way to Junyi.Parted before the guard at the gate. When we broke up, I asked her: How can I contact you? She didn't answer the questions she asked, and said, "I'm still a student, and I don't want to make friends." I returned to the home of my comrades-in-arms along the same road to spend the night. Before going to bed, I said to my comrades: That girl is pretty good and self-motivated. The comrade-in-arms said categorically: nonsense.That's perfunctory for you, come out to dance face-to-face even if you are self-motivated. The comrade-in-arms turned off the lights and exited, and I fell asleep a few minutes later.
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