Chapter 25 Chapter Twenty-Four

Since Tsangyang Gyatso confessed his secret life, he has no taboos.He sometimes generously goes to the market to see his friends, without hiding his identity. He was very tolerant to those Tibetans who flocked to him, wanting to see his true face.He'll smile like never before, laugh like never before.He tried his best to answer the questions of the world.But he also knew that such a situation actually made it impossible for him to interact with friends normally. Therefore, he transferred the meeting with his lover to a more secret place.Everything he did was for freedom and love, and he was unwilling to lose it in any form.When he met her in the new house, he saw a strange light in her eyes.

She knew that her lover had an incomparable talent, but she never expected that he would be the most respected Buddha in the world.How does it feel to date Buddha?For this reason, she was briefly confused.But after all, she is his soulmate, and she soon understands that it is human beings, not Buddhas, who associate with her.Her lover is a kind person with a pure heart, he loves her sincerely, and she also loves him sincerely.What does it matter if he is a Buddha or not?The important thing is that they are heart-to-heart lovers. He saw the deepest understanding in her eyes.Even if everyone in the world doesn't understand him, as long as there is such a light in her eyes, he will be satisfied.He embraced her deeply, and he wanted her to know that in this world, she was his favorite treasure.

Tsangyang Gyatso has won the respect of the world with his candid poems.For this Buddha, ordinary people in Lhasa may admire his magnanimity and courage, and also appreciate his amazing talent.Kesangye Gyatso is not a lover of literature, nor is he a soft-hearted political illiterate. He has no intention of appreciating these beautiful poems. The ancient centralized hierarchy created many careerists like Dipa Sangye Gyatso and Lhazang Khan.Most ambitious politicians will use their tough wrists to remove the straw that hinders the realization of their ambitions.Behind the aura of these careerists, there are destined to be many people who will become their stepping stones.

The tragedy of the sixth Dalai Lama was not contained because of his resolute resistance.In that chaotic era, his resistance made the situation even more chaotic.The tragedy did not only happen to Tsangyang Gyatso, but also extended to his friends and lovers.Those who are enemies of politics are doomed to become victims of politics. Sangye Gyatso is a political careerist, and Tsangyang Gyatso's frankness made him extremely flustered.His obsession with power far exceeds Cangyang Gyatso's judgment.Cangyang Gyatso understands too little about power.In his view, he has no intention of competing with him for power, all he wants is a free life.But he forgot that he was Sangye Gyatso's barrier against others, and his outrageous behavior would only become a target for Sangye Gyatso's enemies.

So, it was time for Sangye Gyatso to act.He knew that he had to take tough measures, otherwise this crucial pawn would destroy his years of careful planning.On a dark and windy night, Ta Jiannai's life was extinguished by a dark sharp knife. Life is not easy to come by, but it is extremely easy to end.A sharp knife, a pile of hot blood, and a living life disappeared in the world.This life once brought Cangyang Gyatso the joy of childhood and the wandering of the world.This life once brought hope to Tsangyang Gyatso.But now, it is just a dead body without temperature.The eyes that could not be closed seemed to be puzzled by the sudden end.

Cangyang Gyatso's heart went crazy, he couldn't believe that life was so fragile.He couldn't believe that the person who gave him warmth left again.But what he knew was that it was his behavior that caused the death of the person he valued.He also knew that Sangye Gyatso was involved in this matter. He rushed back to the Potala Palace to find Diba. Facing his questioning, Sangye Gyatso only said seriously that he would investigate the matter.His indifference made Cangyang Gyatso see despair.He knew that the storm was coming.Before the storm, he had torn away the only shelter on this extremely small boat, and the people who were in the same boat with him were destined to endure the blows of the storm with him in this big storm.He didn't know how long the remaining people could last, but the only thing he could do now was to try his best to protect them.

He turned around and left the Potala Palace, moved into Yuqiong Zhuoga's new residence, and never came out again. Soon, he heard the sound of fighting outside the house.He knew that the only thing that could be explained was that Lazang Khan also made a move.The Mongolian Khan who wanted to pull Cangyang Gyatso from the position of Dalai before must want to use him as a bargaining chip against Sangye Gyatso again.And Sangjie Gyatso must have used his own means to prevent the sneak attack of the Mongolian Khan. In a big storm, where is the safe place!Cangyang Gyatso wants to protect his lover with his own strength, almost like ants shaking a tree.He just put himself and his lover in a more dangerous situation.The power to protect others, he didn't have it before, and he doesn't have it now either.

When Sangye Gyatso's lobbyist told Tsangyang Gyatso that only Diba could protect him and his lover, he acquiesced.He didn't want to be separated from Yuqiong Zhuoga, but he also knew that the Potala Palace could not accommodate women, as long as he was with her, she would be even more dangerous. So, he was once again surrounded by people and left his lover.Seeing her figure getting farther and farther away, he felt that it felt so familiar.Only then did he realize that parting had become an insoluble pain in his life.His fate cannot accommodate the women he loves, and he always has to part with them again and again.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't love Jiangshan, but that he can't afford it.Born in troubled times, he has no choice but to hold on to his boat firmly in this precarious political vortex.Like a green lotus standing proudly in the bloody wind, no matter what color the outside world is, it still maintains that moving crystal. Without the baptism of this stormy world, I am afraid that such amazing art would not be left to future generations.Even so, this difficult process leaves people with more pain and regret. If history gave Tsangyang Gyatso a chance to start over, would he hesitate again between freedom and Buddhism when he clearly knew the ending?We have no way of knowing the answer, but in this sad history, the aura reflected by these tragedies has penetrated a long time, and it is still enough to shock us and even tear us down.

The life without freedom and lack of warmth has long made Tsangyang Gyatso's life worse than death.As far as his own life is concerned, he has no pity.What he pitied was the life of the one he loved.He returned to the Potala Palace, not to protect himself, but to protect his lover.He voluntarily returned to Nahua Palace and became a prominent prisoner.But his heart never left his lover. But self-sacrifice does not mean that someone can be saved.Wishful thinking may not be rewarded.Cangyang Gyatso's return to the palace may have saved Yuqiong Zhuoga's life, but it could not save her life.Soon, this woman who tied everything in her life to Tsangyang Gyatso disappeared from Lhasa.She was far away from his life, just like Rinzeng Wangmo back then, without any news.

Cangyang Gyatso was shocked when he heard the news. He couldn't believe that his concession could cause fatal damage to his favorite.He didn't know where she had gone. What he was worried about was that she, like Tanaijian, would encounter something unexpected. He began to growl, and even threatened to die.Dipa Sangye Gyatso was treated like this for the first time, and he was really intimidated.However, what he was afraid of was not Cangyang Gyatso's suicide.The death of other people is lighter than a feather to him.What he is really worried about is that the death of his political bet, the sixth Dalai Lama, will bring turmoil to his political career. He was the instigator of the whole incident, but he couldn't admit it, so he had to pretend to be aggrieved, as if it took a lot of effort to get the news: Yuqiong Zhuoga had returned to Gongbu area. Gongpo Jiangda is located in the southeast of Tibet, at the southern foot of Nyainqentanglha Mountains, north of the Yarlung Zangbo River, and the middle and upper reaches of the Niyang River.In Tibetan, "Gongbu Jiangda" means "Dagukou in the depression".This is the west gate of Nyingchi region. The warm and humid air flow of the Indian Ocean makes the climate here warm and pleasant, and the scenery is beautiful. It is called "Tibet Jiangnan". In Tibetan, the river is generally called "Qu" and the lake is called "Cuo", so Tibetans call the Niyang River Niyang Qu.According to legend, the water of the Niyang River is the tears from the fairy goddess mountain.The water is clear and crystal clear. Even in the rainy season, when floods break out, the color of the Niyang River is not as turbid as other rivers, and it is still as clear as a mirror.The splashing white waves are like flying flowers and jade, so pure and pure, I am afraid it can only be the tears of fairies. Why does the beautiful fairy shed tears? Is it for the suffering in the world, or for the true feelings in the world?We don't know, but what we know is that a beautiful woman is here, shed tears every day, and loves each other every day.The tears of lovesickness turned into an undercurrent and dived into the turbulent Niyang River. Knowing the whereabouts of his lover, he finally let go of his heart.At least she's alive, at least she's staying out of danger.But lovesickness, it is true that such comfort cannot be comforted, separation can only make his lovesickness increase day by day.He began to miss Qiongzhuoga just like he missed Rigzin Wangmo back then.Missing her has become the whole of his life. If you give him a pair of wings to soar in the blue sky, Gongbu may be the first place he flies to.He could not tell anyone but his friend his heart's sorrow, his poem: talking parrot, Came here from Gongbu, The girl of my heart, Is it safe and healthy? In the Yutuo willow forest in all directions, There is a thrush "Jijibu ruler". Would you like to fly with me, Go to Gongbu area together? Gongbu Bala of the East, No matter how high you are; Concerned about the lover's heart, Like a galloping horse. The river flows down, Flow to work cloth place. (Translated by Gao Ping) Cangyang Gyatso’s longing can only be entrusted to a river of spring water, which flows to Gongbu and to the lover’s heart. In any fierce political struggle, there will always be many, many people who will become victims.But what is clear is that there are always people among them, their freedom and happiness, or their interests, or even their lives, are dying in this storm. However, Diba Sangye Gyatso's tough and ruthless tactics did not make Cangyang Gyatso cut off his love roots. He underestimated the invisible but powerful power of love.Regarding the interpretation of love, Sanjay Gyatso understands too superficially.Facing the death of relatives and friends and the loss of his lover, Cangyang Gyatso was in great pain.But this kind of unforgettable pain is like an unstoppable force, urging him to get rid of such shackles. Now in Lhasa, there is no one who can make Tsangyang Gyatso "deviant", the story seems to have reached a sad ending.But this is not the end. The death of a loved one or the disappearance of a lover is not the climax of tragedy.His status - the sixth Dalai Lama does not allow him to remain silent.The struggle between Sangye Gyatso and Lhazang Khan is not over yet, and it is intensifying.Tsangyang Gyatso is the target of this political contest.