Chapter 23 Chapter 22 Obsession

The blooming of life is silent, and the unpredictable situation reflects its tension.Open your breath and suck in the full breath of life.Look at the emerald green leaves, glowing with luster and luster, fresh and tender.Perhaps, the obsession with the sun and rain makes it always maintain an open and receptive attitude, as if it wants to contain the whole world. This obsession makes people believe that there will always be that one person who will make you fascinated and miss you endlessly.Her every frown and smile, his every word and deed, always hold you affectionately, even if the process is tiring and exhausting, and the result is joy or sorrow, it can also make people obsessively pursue like moths to a flame.

Everyone has their own sun and rain in their hearts.Freedom and casualness may be the light and dew that Cangyang Gyatso has been obsessed with throughout his life.His birth made him a canary imprisoned in the "Golden Summit", destined to have many obstacles on the way of pursuing freedom and casualness. Although Tsangyang Gyatso has always been firm in his refusal to accept the Gelong ordination, how could Dipa Sangye Gyatso, who is obsessed with politics, let anything ruin his carefully planned career.After returning to the Potala Palace, he began to do everything possible to prevent Cangyang Gyatso from going down the mountain to meet his lover.

Although Dipa Sangye Gyatso has real political power, he did not dare to blatantly demand the sixth Dalai Lama.He couldn't always refuse the living Buddha's request, which was not too much. The only way was to let his own people hold the key to the small door leading to the world, and send people to follow Tsangyang Gyatso at any time. Thinking of the little lama in charge of the key, I was both frightened and pleasantly surprised.Surprisingly, the honorable Diba entrusted him with such an important task, and it might not be far from promotion and fortune.However, he was worried that what he was responsible for was the entry and exit of the more noble Living Buddha. If he angered the Buddha one day, what would be the consequences?After a lot of analysis, he tilted the balance towards Diba.After all, anyone with a little brain knows that the real ruler of Tibet is not that immature child, but Dipa Sangye Gyatso.

For Tsangyang Gyatso, this is already a great grace.At least he can go out through the small gate and practice horseback riding and archery without having to face the boring blue lantern scriptures all day long.But in Tsangyang Gyatso's heart, he is still suffering.He took what he said to the Fifth Panchen Lama in front of the Tashilhunpo Monastery that day as truth, and he really thought he had quit the precept.Regardless of what other people think, anyway, he believes it himself. He began to live an ordinary life in the Potala Palace.He no longer wears monk robes, and walks around the Potala Palace in a secular robe.He no longer entered the Buddhist hall to read scriptures, and all the scriptures in the sleeping hall were also invited out.He no longer hides the already long hair, it seems that it has become his unique symbol.In this castle full of monks, he seemed like a layman in the world.

The happiest thing is that he can invite his friends to go to the pool behind to shoot arrows and play every day.Tajianai also brought friends he met in Lhasa, and they sang here, and there was a sound of joy in Linka.Soon, everyone in Lhasa knew about this place, and they loved coming here even more.They knew that there was a kind and noble young man here.He not only treats the friends who come here with good wine and food, but also treats everyone with a sincere heart and a kind smile. Seeing more and more people coming here and seeing their cheerful eyes, Tsangyang Gyatso's heart was also happy.Tsangyang Gyatso decided to do one thing for these kind and amiable people.Thus, an order issued in the name of the Sixth Dalai Lama spread: The Sixth Dalai Lama will invite Mozhu Saiqin and Eight Dragons to come to the water pool behind the Potala Palace and enshrine them in the Beitan water. To bless the people who come here to play.

The news spread quickly, and the people of Lhasa cheered.They love the sixth Dalai Lama who is far away on the high Red Mountain. Although he seldom shows up and can only look at him from a distance, they can feel his love and care for them. More people flocked to the pool.After the eight dragons were enshrined in the pool, it has a name called Dragon King Pool.This place has also become the most famous leisure and entertainment place in the suburbs of Lhasa. Now Tsangyang Gyatso is free to hum love songs.But the biggest problem is that he has no chance to meet his beloved Yuqiong Zhuoga.No matter how worldly he behaves, he is still the canary on the golden dome.The entourage sent by Sangjie followed him like flies, and he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.He even used the "majesty" that he rarely used, but it still didn't help.

People have joys and sorrows, and the moon has cloudy and sunny waxing and waning.In life, we often encounter disappointment.The insolent years, a sudden dream, and the besieged reality caught us off guard and helpless.When the night is long, we look forward to the morning star lighting up the morning glow; when there is no rain for a long time, we call for the nectar to come and moisten the dry land; Someone said: "When you are proud, you should prepare a way out; when you are frustrated, you should find a way out." A wise person will always freely control his perseverance and wisdom in the face of danger and danger, and turn danger into safety. pregnancy.

If the sixth Dalai Lama had not been Tsangyang Gyatso, the ending of the story might have stopped here.This childish child has stubbornness in his bones.He not only inherited his father's wisdom, but also his father's persistence of "until the Yellow River will never die".Finally, he seized an opportunity, and while the lama in charge of the key was not paying attention, he printed the model of the key with a piece of tsampa.He enlisted the help of a buddy to duplicate the same key.In this way, when others are not paying attention, he can freely go in and out of the small door, secretly go to the wine shop on the street, and date the girl he loves.Cangyang Gyatso won a glimmer of hope for his freedom and love by relying on his wisdom and not giving up.

Huan when we meet. We can only imagine that the joy and excitement of the long-lost reunion of these close lovers is as nourishing as rain falling from a long drought, and as warm as a new sun in a severe winter.Once the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless in the world.Long absence is endless torment.The reunion after the farewell was like a breeze, sweeping away all the haze of longing. Still in the wine shop on the street, he was still Dangsang Wangpo, with the girl he loved sitting beside him.Her charming face is as intoxicating as fine wine.Apart from poetry, I am afraid there is no other way to describe his mood.

Snow-water on pure crystal mountains, The dew on the bell swing, the wine of sweet dew, Wisdom Dakini Dangluo. Drink with a holy oath, Can not fall into evil ways. (Translated by Gao Ping) Dakini, the Sanskrit transliteration is "tea Jini", which means a person who walks in the air.In Tantra in Tibetan Buddhism, the dakini represents the goddess of wisdom and compassion.For Cangyang Gyatso's "big rebellion", I am afraid that ordinary people will find it difficult to accept it. Only the flying fairy who understands everything can tolerate his wanton behavior with her compassion and understand his desire for love and freedom with her wisdom.

Therefore, Tsangyang Gyatso regarded his lover as a wise dakini.The vows between them are holy, and the wine they drink is pure.Although there is affection between men and women between them, under the purity of all this, such affection is also sacred.So even Tsangyang Gyatso himself believes that such a relationship is so beautiful that it won't make people fall into evil ways. In fact, in Tibet at that time, most of the women who sold themselves on the market were prostitutes.They sell drunk and laugh, making people feel drunk and dreamy in the gentle village.The same is true for those Yinggeyanyanwu on the banks of the Qinhuai River.There are also real women among them who will do everything for love, and their hearts can be as pure as fairies. Tsangyang Gyatso's "breaking the precepts" was not a deliberate experience of suffering in order to become a Buddha.What he is obsessed with is the laughter in the real free world, not the pursuit of those ethereal realms that he is not interested in.This young man who dared to say "no" to the dignitaries and the etiquette, abandoned the fame and fortune at his fingertips, and resolutely pursued the truest happiness.But his true disposition will be regarded as the greatest concern for the world in the future. It's hard to say how such praise came about.At least we can understand that without a true temperament, there will be no great achievements.When Sakyamuni was still a prince, if he didn't have a true disposition to care for the world, how could he find a way to get rid of all suffering for the world?If he did not continue to maintain his true nature after becoming enlightened, how could he devote himself to spreading his wisdom to the world?The Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva who said "I will not go to hell, who will go to hell", isn't his attachment also a kind of true temperament? Perhaps what Buddhism conveys is a truth, and it is this truth that leads the world to see the truth of the world; it is this truth that makes the world learn to maintain the true self.It is this truth that makes Tsangyang Gyatso's feelings simple and holy. Tsangyang Gyatso was intoxicated in the ocean of love.He enjoyed it to the fullest, the joy of love.Usually, he would sneak out of the Potala Palace by night, go to his lover's house, and not come back until dawn.He is not willing to part with the ball of soft incense in his arms, that is his long-cherished partner: Looks beautiful by day, At night, the muscle fragrance is attractive; My lifelong companion, It is more beautiful than the flowers of Luding. (Translated by Gao Ping) His body and mind were intoxicated by the flower-like beauty, and he couldn't extricate himself.He wanted to stay longer, but he knew that he should still give Diba a minimum of respect. Although Diba restrained him, he still had affection for him.Diba treated him like a puppet, but he treated him well.He also knew that Diba was very embarrassed by his reckless behavior, but he could no longer control himself, and his body and mind were nostalgic for this soft place.So at least, let Diba save some face. Every night, he secretly went to have sex.The only one who knows is the old dog guarding the little door leading to the world.The old dog probably ate the food given by Tsangyang Gyatso, and whenever he saw him, he would only wag his tail instead of barking.Tsangyang Gyatso always touched its head happily and said to it: old bearded dog, better than people; Don't say I go out at night, Come back at dawn. (Translated by Gao Ping) During this intoxicating day, the only thing that makes him feel regretful is that he cannot give his beloved a title.For ordinary people, it is very easy to give a title to a beloved girl.However, for the sixth Dalai Lama, it was a difficult task in his life.Every time he thinks of this, he feels inexhaustible feelings of melancholy, and confusion of constant cuts and confusion. In front of the oath, he is as loyal as a child; in the face of the turbulent reality, he is more or less flustered.The reality has not changed because of Tsangyang Gyatso's insistence on love.Rumors are like weeds after a spring rain, growing wildly and spreading.The hot oath completely faded its heat.The torrent of reality is entrenched in the mountains not far away. He should be able to sense some ominousness, but he is kind and simple, but he would rather ignore the evil in this world.But this kindness will bring him endless pain.