Chapter 59 Chapter 58 Some stories are not finished yet, let’s forget about it (No.315 - No.319)

I remember that during the two days of the college entrance examination, it rained heavily in the whole city. During that time, there were a lot of touching news about brothers who gave free rides to late candidates, and there were also many tragedies of being turned away from the examination room due to heavy rain.I was not in the same test center as other students, so I didn't meet any of them during the test. I can't remember the exam that I spent the first nineteen years fighting for.The most impressive thing in my memory is that after I finished the last science and comprehensive exam, I walked out with the crowd and saw a thin girl squatting at the door of a certain classroom crying, hugging the leg of an invigilator and saying, she Another half a minute to finish painting the answer sheet, just half a minute, please, or my life will be ruined.

It was a shy looking girl, but she cried so ridiculously and without any scruples in front of the crowd.Her glasses slipped down the bridge of her nose, and I still remember her eyes, clear, red, and desperate. She just squatted at the door and didn't go out, as if the college entrance examination was not over, and she still had a chance to go back and make amends. "Please, or my life will be ruined." I couldn't stay longer, and the crowd engulfed me and walked out. Two consecutive days of torrential rain cleared up on the night of the college entrance examination.According to radio reports, many high school students are having dinner and carnival celebrations in various restaurants tonight, but I have never heard of such a thing in Zhenhua.

Tomorrow I can go to school to get the standard reference answers. Before the result is determined, who would like to revel prematurely and leave myself a ridiculous joy and sorrow? In the evening, I called Yu Huai and made an appointment to go to school at the same time tomorrow to get the answers. I said that I was very nervous, 10,000 times more nervous than during the college entrance examination, and I was already crying on the phone while talking. Because in my mind, the image of that girl crying is lingering, and I found that when I recalled it, my hands would shake, and my throat became very painful because of the tension.

Yu Huai comforted me on the phone and said, "Don't be afraid, I'll be brave next to you tomorrow, if you're not happy, just pinch my arm and pinch me to death." I always remember that the tone he spoke to me at that time had a layer of intimacy that he didn't usually have, and a little presumptuousness. He asked me: "Did you wash off the check mark on your arm?" I said: "No." Yu Huai just laughed and said: "Me neither." He said, "That's right, and me." Suddenly I am not afraid anymore. I told myself that no matter how the college entrance examination was over, it wouldn't ruin my life, because I didn't have much chance of getting good grades in the exam.

But with the end of it, there are still some better people and things waiting for me, such as Yu Huai's tone, what does that portend, I may know, but I don't want to think too deeply, for fear of overdrawing the joy. Although he hasn't said anything yet. I said I would wait. The time for receiving answers is from 9:00 am to 3:00 pm.Yu Huai and I agreed on a time of 9:30, and he said that within half an hour, everything that should be received must be finished, and there is no need to line up at that time. But my mobile phone was out of battery, and the alarm clock didn't ring in the morning. It was already half past nine when Aunt Qi came to call me.

I quickly charged my phone and jumped out of bed to wash up.My dad told me not to panic, after breakfast, he will drive me to get the answer. Before he finished speaking, I had already rushed out the door with my schoolbag and cell phone in my mouth. I called Yu Huai several times on the way, trying to tell him that I would be late, but he didn't answer the phone. It was ten-fifteen when I rushed to the mailroom.I took the answer and signed my name on the form. Seeing that Yu Huai had already signed it, I called him again. Still no one answered. I waited a long time sitting in the shade of the gymnasium next to the heights in late autumn.

The tree we planted was actually tenaciously alive. I often ran to shake its trunk gently during the final review period before the college entrance examination, and found that it was firmly rooted, so there was nothing to worry about.very nice. He dared not open the answer in his hand.The mobile phone was not fully charged, and there was only a little battery left. I didn't dare to make random calls, for fear that he would not find me when he called back. I ended up sending a text saying I was in Late Autumn Heights. As soon as it was sent, the phone died. I guess Yu Huai also overslept, like me; then I thought, his signature is already on the roster.

But it's also possible that I didn't bring my mobile phone, so I couldn't find mine.I think. So I shouldn't rush.He promised me that he would go through the answers with me, and he would definitely come. My butt was numb and dizzy from the sun, so I had to stand up and go back to the teaching building to hide. I was at the door of the mail room and saw Xu Yanliang checking the signature book with our team leader's answers. "Hey, Geng Geng," Xu Yanliang smiled at me, "You've already got it, right? Well, let me take a look, and there are still three people who haven't got the answer."

"Have you seen Yu Huai?" "He left a long time ago," Xu Yanliang said. "He received the answer at nine o'clock. We checked it together. He read it very quickly. After reading it, he left without saying anything." "Out of school?" "Of course, I watched him take a taxi," Xu Yanliang was surprised, "What's wrong?" Nothing, I shook my head. I really don't remember much about those days. There is nothing to fear from the answer.I sat at home and quickly calculated the range of the total score, which was surprisingly good.My dad refused to believe it. He insisted on taking the answer I made to school and asking Zhang Ping to estimate it for me. He also took the English and Chinese compositions I wrote down by heart to the city teaching and research staff he knew. estimated score.

The estimated result is still good, several points higher than last year's key undergraduate course. My parents have been thinking about it carefully for a long time, and I don’t know how much they have broken their hearts on the issue of applying for me as a volunteer. I have gone to countless admissions meetings, and my dad has used all the knowledge of game theory that he still remembers in his mind. No, I just sat at home indifferently. They asked me where I wanted to go, and I said whatever. As long as it is Beijing. No one knew about Yu Huai's situation.I asked Zhu Yao and Xu Yanliang, but no one has heard of it.

On the day when I handed in the volunteer form, I walked into Zhang Ping’s office, handed it to him with several other students, and then stood in the corner of the office, waiting for the chattering parents and classmates around him to come one after another. Scattered one by one. His busy work finally came to an end, he sorted out his volunteer form again and again, and he didn't see me until he was leaving the house. "Geng Geng, why didn't you leave?" "Mr. Zhang," I tried not to look too emotional, "I want to ask, do you know where Yu Huai is?" Zhang Ping lowered his eyes. "Yu Huai has resumed reading." He said. Even if I guessed it, when I really heard this sentence, I still felt like a hammer hit my heart, it hurts. I took a deep breath and tried not to shake my voice: "Then where is he?" Zhang Ping sighed: "He is no longer in Zhenhua. Yu Huai is also a high-scoring repeater. His grades are definitely useless for Tsinghua University. He doesn't want to apply to other schools, so the Experimental Middle School in our neighboring city paid a lot of money to poach him. Yes. As you know, that experimental middle school likes to spend money to recruit high-scoring repeat students from Zhenhua. In order to help their school compete for places in Qing and Bei, maybe they can get a champion. It would be a good idea for Yu Huai to go there Choice, the re-reading class is fully enclosed in the dormitory, and he may have already moved in." I said: "I see, thank you teacher." Zhang Ping nodded and looked at me worriedly. He said, "Geng Geng, don't be sad." You know what, just let me not be sad! I tried not to shed a single tear, but to this day, I can still remember Zhang Ping's eyes at that moment when I close my eyes. To be exact, it was the way he couldn't bear to look at me. I tried not to cry.I was already dressed so youthfully, and I was still sitting on the curb of Gulou Street wiping my tears. It was estimated that within five minutes, a street singer came to sing "Beijing, Beijing" for me. So I didn't cry.I'm just kidding myself. When I was in Tibet, why didn't I tell Lao Fan about the ending? Maybe it's because I feel ashamed myself. I wrote to Yu Huai, but because I didn't know the specific class number, the recipients always wrote "Repeat Class Yu Huai, Experimental Middle School"; and those long text messages of encouragement typed word by word in the middle of the night, Those chicken soup inspirational stories that I hated deeply, but were carefully collected and hand-copied for him at the time, those phone calls that were pressed... In the end, they all got the same ending. I don't know if the "landline" number was unbearable to be harassed, so it was simply shut down. What a shame, Geng Geng. Of course, a person never really disappears.After all, I finally heard some news about him.Yu Huai took the third place in the province in the second college entrance examination, got his wish and entered Tsinghua University, completed all the credits in three years, graduated the same year as us, and went to the United States to study for a doctorate with a scholarship, and lived with Lin Yang and Yu Zhouzhou. Studying in the same state, they are walking smoothly on the broad road of Zhenhua's top science students. As long as he didn't die, he wouldn't really disappear.If I really want to find him, it's actually not difficult. But I didn't, just like he didn't come to see me during the three years we studied together in Beijing. I used to weave fantasies for myself. Back then, Yu Huai suffered a major setback and refused to talk to anyone, including me.But what happened later?He is not dead. I gradually realized that maybe Yu Huai never thought of saying anything to me, everything was just an illusion of mine. When people grow up, they are much freer than when they were in high school. Without the siege of the classroom, you can escape wherever you want.There are many sad hurdles, just bypass them. The only thing I can't avoid is Yu Huai. My heart seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't move it away for seven years. It is impossible for me to tell Lao Fan about such an ending. He would laugh and say, "Your first love ended when a boy went back to school? So how old are you now? Twenty-six, right? What a big deal. I thought he had leukemia or died in a car accident. He might I have a girlfriend for a long time, and even got married in the United States. At the age of 26, you are still obsessed with the college entrance examination and a boy seven years ago, are you interested?" Yeah, there's nothing to worry about. There is nothing to worry about. This is the original meaning of these four words, and I thought it was a kind of fate back then. The tree I planted with my own hands back then has finally grown in my heart with a grudge.