Chapter 79 i will always remember you my wife

Five years later, Fu Qingzhu's wife Zhang Jingjun fell ill. Regarding Zhang Jingjun’s disease, I have not found relevant records in the literature. It seems that Zhang Jingjun is just a passing visitor in this world. We only know that she is a Buddhist believer, very devout, and once embroidered Buddhist scriptures by hand. And we know that she is very tired in Fu Qingzhu's house, because Fu Qingzhu is addicted to learning, family affairs, serving her in-laws, taking care of children, and taking care of housework are all her affairs. At this time, Fu Qingzhu didn't know any medical skills, so he had to go to the doctor. After the doctor's treatment, his condition did not improve. Zhang Jingjun passed away that year, and Fu Qingzhu was only twenty-seven years old.

How miserable!In a blink of an eye, his warm little family disappeared, leaving only his four-year-old son Fu Mei. We don't know exactly what trauma the death of his wife left in Fu Qingzhu's heart, but we know that there are four results of this incident. First: Fu Qingzhu has never married since then. Many people persuaded him to marry another wife. As a concubine, he rejected all of them, he was just a person, and since he was twenty-seven years old, he has spent his whole life with his son Fu Mei. Many people say that they love you all their lives, but in fact they can't do it at all.

But Fu Qingzhu said he loved his wife all his life, but he really did. So infatuated, how many people are there in the world? In his life, there is only one person in his heart, and this person's position can never be replaced by other women. Second: He has never mentioned those days since then. He only found out a Buddhist scripture embroidered by his wife during his escape, and wrote a sincere poem in memory of his wife: "Seeing my Wife Jing Jun The Embroidered Dashi Sutra".For that good time, he seems to be deeply buried in his heart, and he usually dare not touch it at all.

But that poem, in those simple words and sentences, revealed what kind of affection! Third: Originally, he always said that he had a relationship with Buddhism, he had copied Buddhist scriptures, and made many Buddhist friends, but when the Ming Dynasty fell, he chose to become a Taoist priest instead of a monk.When he missed his wife, he wrote in grief and indignation, "Where is the Buddha's kindness? I will die early!" Such a sentence to blame the heavens shows how much his wife's death has hit him. This blow is so great that he doubts his own. The point of faith. Fourth: Later, he began to study medicine, and devoted himself to gynecology. He wrote the famous "Fu Qingzhu Gynecology", which created a generation of gynecology. Many people don't know why. Started gynecology?

don't you knowDidn't you think of it?This is out of his deep love for his dead wife, and out of his incomparable guilt for not being able to save his wife's life! He is a man of deep affection and nature, and this kind of guilt inspired his compassion for the sick women all over the world. This kind of compassion made him study medicine hard, and eventually became a generation of medical masters. In short, the pain of losing his wife this time changed Fu Qingzhu a lot. Although this pain was hidden in Fu Qingzhu's heart, and was later covered by the pain of the country's destruction, it is indeed an important part of studying Fu Qingzhu's life. The clue, now I reveal it, I hope you can truly understand the inner world of this scholar.

Although my wife passed away, I still have to live and read books. When Fu Qingzhu was thirty-one years old (1636), he entered Sanli Academy.