Chapter 21 painful thinking

Therefore, Li Dongyuan often visited Master Fan Zun with Yuan Haowen. The two sometimes went to visit Master Fan Zun together. Sometimes Li Dongyuan goes by himself. Fan Zunshi's Taoist temple is solemn and solemn, filled with incense. Here, it will remind people of many past events. Therefore, Li Dongyuan is already in his fifties. Looking back on my wandering and turbulent life, don't have a bitter taste in my heart. Li Dongyuan is willing to chat with Master Fan Zun, because his heart is too heavy. In the tea room of the respected teacher. The elegant tea fragrance overflows from the teapot.

"Dong Yuan, why is your face so tired?" Master Fan Zun asked slowly. Outside the window behind him were green hills and pines and cypresses. Li Dongyuan: "Master, I think life is too bitter." Master Fan Zun took a sip of tea and asked, "Why do you say that?" Li Dongyuan: "As a doctor, I'm too tired. I saw thousands of people die in front of me. I tried my best to save them, but often I couldn't do anything. I just saved one, and another hundred died over there. , why is the world in such chaos, why are the common people so unfortunate.” Fan Zunshi sighed: "Yes, this is a troubled world."

Li Dongyuan: "It's easy for them to cut off someone's arm and kill a person, but how difficult it is for us doctors to heal the wound!" Master Fan Zun was listening silently. Li Dongyuan: "I often feel that there is darkness in front of me. I don't know when I will see the light." After a moment of silence, Master Fan Zun put down the teacup in his hand, looked directly at Li Dongyuan, and said word by word: "Dongyuan, don't give up. Everything you do is not only for the people of today, but also for future generations. Ah, you know, there will always be a day when the country is safe and peaceful, and the people at that time need your knowledge even more!"

Li Dongyuan stared at Master Fan Zun. Master Fan Zun: "You and I may not see that day, but you have to write down your knowledge now and pass it on. Although you are very tired now, you must keep writing (it makes writing endless), Even if one day you die from exhaustion (exhausted energy, you die after completing the book), you will not hesitate! Because the knowledge is passed on, it is the same as you are still alive!" Tears flowed slowly from both of them. Fan Zunshi: "This world is in darkness now, but there is a ray of light, here," the respected teacher pointed to his heart, "For this ray of light, let's write as hard as we can!"

Whether a person is born in a prosperous age or a troubled one, he cannot choose.We have no way of knowing how many doctors who were born in troubled times survived by their own beliefs and created a splendid Chinese medicine culture. Hunger, killing, and turmoil, their eyes were dark, and the sky did not give them any sunshine. All they could rely on was the little light in their hearts. People living in prosperous times, do you know that they envy you?