Chapter 48 Chapter 47 Traveling (No.259 - No.263)

Luo Zhi quietly listened to my talking upside down. I don't know what I have to say, but I have a deskmate, I like him, and I want to stay with him.But I know I should study literature. I told her my name was Geng Geng and his name was Yu Huai.I told her how excellent Yu Huai was and how unassuming he was; I told her about the Honda character grid, about the "Snow White" we performed together, about him and Chen Xuejun, about him telling me not to study literature, about him Stop my nosebleed... Lots and lots of little things. Luo Zhi listened with a smile, without the slightest bit of impatience.

"You like him, but he doesn't know. You don't know whether he likes you or not, so if you stay, Future and he may not be able to repay you. You also know that things without repayment are meaningless and should not be done. But you are reluctant, you can only drink poison to quench your thirst, right?" I nodded: "In comparison, I'm really nonsense." "No," Luo Zhi shook her head, "What you said is not nonsense." The sun gradually disappeared between the buildings, but there was still a long time before it was truly dark. "I can't help you. I really don't know," she said.

I thought she would say that life is long, the feeling you like will change, it is not worth sacrificing your future, you will regret it.Or she would say, you can continue to like him even after you have studied literature. The main thing is your studies, and you have to distinguish between priorities.She may even say that studying science is not necessarily bad, you have to work hard to catch up with him, and there may not be no miracles. But she said she didn't know. "I don't understand it myself, so what can I teach you?" She turned her head to look at the setting sun behind her, with a solemn and sad expression.

"Sister, do you have someone you like too?" She didn't say yes or no: "Geng Geng, I actually envy you." Some people say they envy me. "I'm really envious. If you like someone, you can't help but want to get close to him, talk to him, and know everything about him. You have this opportunity to wrap your likes under the identity of the same table, and often open a Joking, belittling each other, and then caring about each other. Even if you treat the symptoms but not the root cause, it’s much better than pretending you don’t know each other.” "Sister..."

"You think it doesn't matter if you don't know each other now, because you still need time to prepare. One day you will let him know the best you. But sometimes feelings have nothing to do with being good or not. It's just a second away. Even if you are good, His goodness has long been given to others." She turned to look at me with a smile. "So, I really can't help you, not because I'm jealous of you. I really don't know. I don't know what's more important." The school bell rang. I'm sorry for delaying her two self-study classes, Luo Zhi shook her head and patted my head.

She sat on the window sill and watched me go away. I turned around and saw her smiling at me, just like on the day of the school celebration. It suddenly occurred to me that when I first started high school, I randomly clicked the shutter several times in front of the sea of ​​people, and one of them was Luo Zhi.She was staring intently in a certain direction, but I didn't know who she was looking at. But she won't tell me her story. Many people have asked me if I will learn literature, and my answer is that I haven't figured it out yet. But Yu Huai never asked. But there was no need to ask later, Zhang Ping came to collect the volunteer form for studying literature, a total of seven people in our class stood up and handed in the form, among them were Jian Jian, Wen Xiaoxiao and me.

β exploded on the spot. "No loyalty! I want to learn literature too!" "Didn't you say that whoever studies literature is the grandson?!" The good-tempered Jian Jian gave her a blank look. β quickly raised his finger and pointed at Jian Jian: "Grandson!" When we met on the podium, Wen Xiaoxiao cast a tacit look at me, regretful and fortunate, as if she had found a companion. When I walked back to my seat, Yu Huai was watching me all the way.I couldn't avoid it out of the corner of my eye, so I had to raise my head and look at him. Then he turned his head away.

June passed by so quickly. At noon on the day when the last subject of the final exam ended, β and Jian Jian rushed into a group of exam rooms to look for me. "Let's go out and play!" β happily proposed, "Congratulations to your two grandsons who are going to betray Class Five to study literature!" While I was packing my schoolbag, I said yes, just the three of us? Jian Jian blushed suddenly, and whispered, "There is also Han Xu." β added: "But the grandson of Han Xu actually called Xu Yanliang. It's so insincere." The two of them came over, supported me on the left and right, and said loudly: "Don't dawdle, let's go, how about having a meal together, and then going to sing or watch a movie? You can watch "House of Flying Daggers" or "Flying Daggers" "A Thousand Machines", I heard that "House of Flying Daggers" is ugly, Zhang Ziyi has been dead for a long time and still hasn't died..."

I suddenly turned around and said, "Wait for me, I want to call someone too." I was about to rush into the examination room when I almost bumped into a person who was striding out of the class. It's Yu Huai.He looked at the beta and simply said: "You guys going out to play? Why don't you take me with you?" β was cut in line by a male parent with a child while queuing at KFC. After a few words of argument, he lifted the plate and dragged all our unknown people out of the store. "What's wrong? Why did you call him stupid?" Xu Yanliang was puzzled.

"What if you don't scold him!" Beta was furious, "I can't beat him again!" So we all returned to wandering around the streets of Lieyang.Simply seeing the beads of sweat on Han Xu's head immediately made my heart feel distressed. I suggest that we stop picking and choosing, and just go to a restaurant and eat something. We are not hungry anyway. β is not happy: "Do you think I'm here to pick and choose? Of course I have to be responsible for pulling so many of you out. This is maternal nature! If it's just me, I can just eat the Oreos in the bag."

"Is it really black to poop when you eat Oreos?" Xu Yanliang suddenly asked. "Shut up!" "There's something wrong with you!" We all yelled at him for saying such disgusting things at mealtime. Only β nodded with great interest and said, "Isn't it true? You can try it at home. You can pull out the Olympics if you eat five donuts!" Yu Huai walked by my side the whole time, but never spoke to me. Everyone was really not very hungry, so we ate something casually near the cinema, and caught up with the "House of Flying Daggers" at three o'clock in the afternoon. There were only six of us in the auditorium. "Reserve the venue!" β jumped down the steps, and pointed to the empty auditorium with a smile like a national leader, "Come, come, you're welcome, just sit where you want." So Jian Jian randomly found a row and sat with Han Xu.Xu Yanliang thought that everyone should sit together, and moved over, but was killed by Jian Jian's knife-"stay away from the two of us". Jian Jian didn't know when she would grow into a woman who could speak with her eyes... I turned my head to look at Yu Huai who was still standing on the last step, and asked, "Where do you want to sit?" "You care about me, I can't sit anywhere." Something is wrong, whoever catches and bites whoever you catch!I gave him a blank look, ignored him, and just found a place to sit down. Then he sat down to my right. Same as when I was in class.Maybe never again. Before I had time to smack the joy and sadness that had just flooded my heart, Xu Yanliang and β sat down on my left.I glared at β, and she came close to my ear and said very softly: "You have to be considerate of me, if I create opportunities for you two, then Xu Yanliang and I will really be forced into a couple by reality , can you bear it?" The movie starts soon.I discovered with great regret that it had been a mistake to sit at the movies with the two of them. "Takeshi Kaneshiro is so pretty." β sighed while eating popcorn. "Come on, they are all blindly following the trend." Xu Yanliang pointed at the screen, "Look carefully, he is uglier than me from certain angles." "Xu Yanliang, I really appreciate your spirit of sacrificing your life to bring down the other party." After a while, Xu Yanliang said again: "I heard that Zhang Yimou and Zhang Ziyi had a relationship, because Zhang Ziyi looks very much like Gong Li." "Really?" Beta's tone was very absent-minded. "Who knows, the person involved will definitely not admit it, or explain that he is a very respected senior, that is, a 'very good friend', cut. Hey, do you believe that there is a pure friendship between boys and girls?" "Others can't tell, you must be very pure with everyone." "Why do you say that?" β laughed loudly: "Depending on your appearance." Listening to the cross talk performance of the two of them coming and going, the poignant scene of the blind girl played by Zhang Ziyi dying in the yellow leaf forest actually made me laugh. Later, I can't remember the content of this movie. How many times did Zhang Ziyi die? Why can't she die?Does she like Andy Lau or Takeshi Kaneshiro?I can't remember any of them. I just remember that I turned my head slightly many times in the middle, and looked at Yu Huai quietly from the corner of my eye, not daring to make too much movement, lest he see it. The dark environment of the movie theater is a natural protection. Compared with the bright big screen, my vision is too dim. But still curious.Does he know I'm looking at him?Does he know why I'm looking at him? Yu Huai, do you know?