Chapter 36 Section 2 The audience's recognition is my greatest joy and happiness

Because of cross talk, more people know me, and more people want to know me. Gradually, there are some TV programs, interviews will ask about my work and my life, but no matter what you ask, there is always a question. Questions are inevitable to be asked, including writing this book, I will also think, is there one thing that moves me the most, what is my happiest thing, who is my favorite person, and my most memorable What, these "most" questions are giving me a headache.So I asked back: "Why should I be the most moved, the most this, the most that, I think everything can be moved, depending on how it is said, it is very moving when it is said, and it is not when it is described plainly. It will move people. The key to the problem is how you look at it. It may be very common for others to be touched by me, or it may be the most exciting thing for others, which is nothing to me. For example, When someone dies in the family, some people feel that it is a bolt from the blue sky, and all thoughts are lost, but some people take life and death very lightly, everyone will die on the road of life, and no one can escape death."

Compared with other children of my age, in the years I have experienced, I have seen more people, experienced more things, and suffered more, so I see life more openly, more clearly, and more thoroughly.Like me now, I don't have any special great sorrow or great joy.For example, I grew up in a single-parent family. When I was very young, my father passed away, leaving me to live with my mother. Although I was young, I admired my father very much. In my impression, he was always in suits and leather shoes, with a serious face. It was Optimus Prime at home. His death made the support in my heart collapse, but my mother and I survived, so what can make me sadder than losing my father since childhood, isn’t it?

Then what could make me happier, more overjoyed?I am already standing on the stage now, and I always receive flowers and applause from the audience. For example, when I performed in the Great Hall of the People in May this year, there were more than 10,000 audience members shouting with me: "Ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping." Pingping," followed by a tidal wave of applause, and I walked off the stage, but the audience quit and called me back in a daze.The host went up to announce the scene, but the audience didn't listen at all, and kept shouting "Cao Yunjin, come back, come back", overwhelming. I responded to the enthusiasm of the audience and made a comeback that night. My master Guo Degang returned to the show with his savings, which is the audience's recognition of me.I am really happy to have such a scene from the audience, I don’t want to frame this memory with “most”, I just imprinted this passage deeply in my mind, I told my Viewers, I will never forget the day I spent with you.

If it is said that being recognized by others is the greatest happiness, I have it; losing a loved one is the greatest pain, and I have also experienced it, then since I have experienced it all, the sins and sufferings I should have suffered have all been gone. I have accepted it, I think in the future life, I will not be bound by great sorrow and joy, I will share with you, my ups and downs and joys, sorrows and joys, if I must use "most" to describe one thing, then my most Simple: making everyone happy and being accepted by everyone is my greatest joy and greatest happiness. I think, until today, I have really achieved it.If I have to add a time limit to this, then I hope it will be a lifetime. (Sorry, I can't help being nonsensical when I'm serious.)