Chapter 16 Section 4: Arrogant but not frivolous, a man cannot pamper himself

Master said that I have a rather insolent personality. I feel that as long as he is a good character, he is different from normal people. My personality is straightforward, and I go to two extremes: If I don’t like to look at you, I will ignore you and provoke you. Me, I'll scold you until you can't catch it, and you will never want to talk to me again.In short, I hate this person, this person had better stay away from me.On the contrary, if I want to like you, even if you don't want to talk to me, I would like to be with you.For example, if this person is very knowledgeable, but he won't take the initiative to talk to me, then I will catch up. If he tells me something, I will remember it and benefit from it.

What my master called my madness, I have been like this since I first wanted to learn cross talk. Some cross talk actors, even though my level was not as good as others at that time, and I didn’t know how to speak cross talk, so I didn’t like it, because I knew What is good, I can't do it right now, but I will work hard in that good direction.I think this problem just helped me, or the same sentence, I am a competitive person, and I feel uncomfortable when I see someone better than me, but I am not the kind who wants to harm others, I am dissatisfied, I want to surpass you, So my personality is especially suitable for this line of work. Our line of work is called fighting insects.To use an analogy, it is like a cockfight, until it kills the opponent. In reality, it is not so cruel. In reality, it is the survival of the fittest, which is a fighting spirit.If you are not convinced by anyone, you have to work hard. If you are not convinced by anyone, you still sit at home every day, do not read or study, lie down every day, sleep when you are full, and eat when you are full. Then it is better to find a suitable one. Way to die, anyone can daydream, if you want to be successful, you have to put it into action, you didn't say that your skills are inferior to others, you just sighed silently, only caring about being ashamed, what are you doing when you are desperate first.

I think that with my temper, no one in the Deyun Society has been, is or will be able to catch up with me in the past. The word "crazy" inspires me to move forward and tells me not to fall asleep or fall down.For my own pursuit, I let nature take its course, even now. Whenever I am tired and don’t want to continue, I tell myself not to be lazy: my brain can’t be lazy, and my body can’t be lazy either.A man can't spoil himself, everyone else sleeps for eight hours, I give myself six hours of sleep, a man must not spoil himself, the more he spoils himself, the more he becomes a waste.I said to myself: "Cao Yunjin, remember, your rest time and your entertainment time are less than others, you have to make full use of the limited time to manage your business, your life, your life." I This is how I understand it. I have to be willing to abuse myself in order for me to be successful.