Chapter 9 Haruki Murakami, Wong Kar Wai

Bought another one a few days ago.The reason for using "you" is because I don't know how many copies I have bought.From the first time I saw it now, I bought one by one and gave away one by one.The friends I met, male or female, are replaced one by one. The heartbeat from yesterday disappeared in a blink of an eye. Only this book, the feeling of heartbeat is still the same. Because of Leslie Cheung's death, I was determined to search for his movies. I watched "Golden Branches and Jade Leaves", "Alien Space" and so on. "It feels like time.Leslie Cheung is just an interpreter, and only becomes special when he expresses the thought of a certain genius.Wong Kar Wai is a master.Watching his movies and listening to the music in his movies, there is always only one feeling: heartbeat!

In fact, when I was young, I was still full of fantasies about love.Dreaming of romantic dreams, thinking of Qiushui Yiren with fluttering long hair.Because I haven't tried it, I feel good.Yet once experienced, only disillusionment follows. I think of Haruki Murakami's words: She (Naoko) never loved me!I also feel infinite sadness for this.Love is the eternal theme of human beings, but it is an unchanging law that the person you love does not love you.That's why Liu Yongcai sighed: Even if there are thousands of styles, who can I tell? Murakami tells a story of disillusionment.However, not everyone will choose to die after disillusionment, so what should we do after disillusionment?

"I'm a lonely star. My parents died early, so I had to live with my brother. I knew how to protect myself since I was a child. I knew that the best way to avoid being rejected was to reject others first."Wong Kar Wai answered this for us. Lu Xun once said that when a person is dreaming, it is best not to wake her up.That's because the dreamer is innocent.Before everyone enters the world, everyone is always an ideal romantic, just like a child.Although children's ideas are far from reality, they are innocent and innocent. Who would cruelly destroy their imaginations? When others tolerate your imagination, that is tolerance; if you tolerate your own imagination, that is narcissism.Xidu is a person who tolerates himself.But Xidu is different from ordinary narcissists because he is sober, and he knows that his dreams will only be shattered in the end.That is to say, I originally hoped to be recognized and promised by others. After knowing that this hope will inevitably be rejected, the best way is: first reject others to avoid getting hurt!

Watanabe loves Naoko very much, and is troubled by it. No matter how hard he tries, Naoko still abandons him in the end.Watanabe's dream of love was shattered in this way.After being disillusioned, he chooses to indulge.On the lonely coast, when listening to a fisherman nagging about his dead mother, Watanabe can only think of his dead lover and broken love, "You died a mother, what does it matter to me?" The injured Watanabe said Into autism. Wong Kar Wai seems to be smarter, he avoided getting hurt, before he was rejected by others, he rejected others first, and also refused to get hurt.

Industrial civilization destroyed the romantic generation of landscapes and countryside, men farming and women weaving, and thus began the disillusionment of human beings at a higher level.In an industrialized society, only an idiot would believe that people and people can understand. Understanding this, Watanabe chooses to escape, while Yongze is cynical. He wants to see what position he can climb in an unfair society; In the sorrow of the world, while actively seeking his own interests, Xi Du is such a cruel careerist.