Chapter 14 Chapter Ten The Rose in the Wind

Although Li Chen tried his best to avoid the crowd, his handsome appearance and chic demeanor made him inevitably the focus of people's eyes.Although his father used to live in a war environment full of gunfire for a long time, and although he was born in Zhangjiakou, a cold place in northern Saibei, Li Zhen was born with the shrewdness and elegance of a cultural person, coupled with big eyes and thin lips, like The satin-like head full of black silk and the white, clean and vigorous handsome face are favored by Huaichun girls. Li Zhen is destined to have a relationship with flowers. Xiuling, like an elegant lily, is fresh and refined;

Zining, like a blooming pomegranate, is passionate and mature; Ye Ying, as hot and unrestrained as a camellia; Xue Ning, as noble and charming as tulips; Malan, as simple as a cockscomb; Liang Zi is as watery as a magnolia flower. But now, a girl like a white rose quietly blossomed in front of him with the unique fragrance and white purity of roses. Li Zhen's lingering love affairs in his frustration happened like this under the arrangement of God.One of his students named Bai Mei fell in love with him secretly again and launched a fierce love offensive against him. In 1984, Li Zhen was cleared out of the institution and sent to Linzi Town, Xuanhua County, Zhangjiakou City to support education.Linzi Town, as the name suggests, the whole Linzi Town is shrouded in green shade, gloomy and cold.

One afternoon after the rain, Li Zhen strolled in the forest boredly.In the sky that had just rained, there was a faint rainbow.Li Zhen walked silently to the place with the rainbow, but he still couldn't reach it. "I thought the rainbow was just ahead, but I was walking farther and farther in the wind and rain." "Chirp—" a delicate and timid bird cry.Li Zhen followed the prestige, and saw under the big poplar tree not far away, a small bird with not yet full feathers trembling, desperately shrinking towards the root of the tree. Li Zhen walked up to the bird and squatted down.He looked at the bird, and the bird looked at him.He stretched out his hand and slowly approached the bird...

"Don't touch it!" A clear and stern female voice made Li Zhen's hands tremble, and he retracted involuntarily.He turned to look.A seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl was walking quickly to the front. "What are you going to do? Don't hurt it!" She stared at Li Zhen angrily, her almond eyes widened and her willow eyebrows raised. "No, girl. Can't you see it? After the baptism of the same storm, Bird and I are already comrades. Would I hurt my comrades?" Li Zhen smiled wryly as if mocking himself, while looking at the eyes the girl. She was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt and indigo trousers that were neatly rolled up to her knees.The high nose bridge, thin lips, clear big eyes, and shallow dimples that seem to be there, and the moon-like face give people a feeling of closeness and familiarity like the little girl next door.Unexpectedly, there is such a fresh and lovely girl in Linzi Town!Li Zhen couldn't help but feel a little warmth in his heart, and his mood improved a little.

The girl didn't seem to know that he was looking at her, but just warmed the bird in the palm of her hand and stroked its feathers gently. "Why don't you find a place to hide? Don't you know that you will get gonorrhea?" "Why hide? Some things cannot be avoided, we can only face them." Li Zhen seemed to be talking, and seemed to be talking to himself, "Gonorrhea is not necessarily a bad thing. Physical pain can make people temporarily forget about spiritual pain." The trauma of—” "Spiritual trauma? Have you encountered difficulties? With family, lovers, or friends?"

"Neither. The white head is fame, and the old pine and bamboo are old, which hinders the return journey. If you want to give Yaoqin your thoughts-forget it, you won't understand." "If you want to put your mind to Yaoqin, there are few bosom friends, who will listen to the broken strings? Right? Some troubles can't be kept in your heart. If you don't have a bosom friend, you can talk to strangers. Anyway, no one knows anyone. Say it out. It feels good in my heart. In ancient times, there were people who complained to the tree hole!" The girl said heartily. "Stranger?" Li Zhen glanced at the girl suspiciously.Slowly and in a low tone, he talked about his achievements in the scientific research institute, his frustration in the Planning and Economics Committee, the misunderstanding between him and his lover, the exclusion and shock he received, the lack of fulfillment of his ambitions, and his Confused, lost and hesitant about the future...

"I'm very sorry for you. But, the situation is already like this, what you need to do now is not to blame others, not to feel sorry for yourself, but to get up after falling down, isn't it?" The girl stood up and said, "Did you see this little bird? Although it was seriously injured and fell to the ground, it still did not give up the courage to survive." Li Zhen looked at the bird in her hand, meditating.Are you not as good as a little bird?Is it true that you are so fragile that you can't stand a little setback?No, this is not Li Zhen, Li Zhen should be a strong man, a man who can make a difference!

"Thank you, I see." "You're welcome! Someone helps you, it's your luck, no one helps you, it's your destiny. Well, I'm leaving, I'll take the bird to raise, goodbye!" She waved her hand and walked into the distance with a smile . In the sky, a faint rainbow reflects the simple beauty of Linzi Town. In the small rehearsal hall of the Linzi Town Cultural Station, there were swaying figures and voices.Entrusted by the leaders, Li Zhen searched for talents in the whole town to perform in the city to welcome the 35th anniversary of the National Day.From time to time, there were melodious and melodious singing voices in the rehearsal hall, and there were cheers and applause from time to time...

At the end of the day, finally, the last interviewer also left the hall. Li Zhen frowned, picked up the teacup with one hand, and scratched his head with the other: "Is this the so-called boutique in your town?" Xiao Wang, the station master, packed up the documents and said with a smile: "Mr. Li, don't you think your standards are too high? In fact, many of them are pretty good. For example—" Li Zhen interrupted him and asked : "I'm sorry. Is there anyone else who usually does well but hasn't come to the interview?" "Yes! I've been wondering why she hasn't come yet..."

"Who?" "Dong dong dong—" someone knocked on the door. "Come in!" "Hello, station master! Sorry for being late." is her!It’s still the milky white top, the same white ribbon, and the pair of white sandals, but the skirt is the red skirt worn by An Ran in the popular “Girl in Red” on the street, and the smile on his face is rippling like spring water .It's her, the girl I met in the rain! "Hey, Cao Cao is here! Teacher Li, that's her, the number one in singing and dancing in the town!" Xiao Wang shouted excitedly, "Come here, let's get to know each other. This is Teacher Li."

"Hi, Teacher Li. My name is Bai Mei, black and white is white, and rose is Mei." "There are thorns!" Xiao Wang joked. Obviously, she didn't seem to recognize Li Zhenlai.Of course, the current Li Zhen's clothes are clean and bright, and his hair is combed shiny, which is quite different from the image of a drowned chicken back then. "No. 1 in the town? Let me sing first." Li Zhen said solemnly. Melodious singing echoed in the rehearsal hall.The low and low places are like the moonlight in a lotus pond, and the high places are like the majestic sea, sometimes like birds singing and mountain streams, sometimes like the wind coming from the valley, the cool and rainy voice is not mixed with any impurities, natural and smooth, bringing people into a kind of illusory illusion . Accompanied by the singing, it is her light dancing posture.It is like a weak willow supporting the wind, like a butterfly swimming in a stamen, as indifferent as a white cloud under a blue sky, and as passionate as a summer sun; as elegant as a willow catkin, but as solemn and dignified as a majestic Mount Tai.Singing, dancing, everything is as freely flowing as flowing clouds and flowing water, without any affectation. Li Zhen smiled and said, "Okay, it's you! I don't want the other one. There is a seedling in ten miles of land. If you want to cultivate it, you must cultivate high-quality seeds!" Xiao Wang breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Okay, my stomach has protested to me countless times. Let's go, I'll take you to dinner. A cook just came to the cafeteria. Let's try his skills!" At night, Li Zhen tossed and turned.Does she really not remember me?Such a bright and knowledgeable girl!But it’s okay if you don’t remember, I was so down and out back then! In order not to affect Baimei's daily work, the class time is set from 6:30 to 9:30 every night, and the location is tentatively set as the rehearsal hall of the cultural station. On the first day of class, Bai Mei brought a cardboard box, opened it, and put it in front of Li Zhen.Li Zhen looked at the box and smiled.Inside the box was covered with white and soft cotton wadding, on which was the little bird.The bird has full wings, and a pair of small black eyes are curiously looking at the world outside the box. "Why did you pretend not to know me during the interview?" Li Zhen asked. "I want to use my strength to win this opportunity. What I want is justice, not luck. Didn't you also recognize me?" Bai Mei retorted mischievously.She stroked the bird and said to Li Zhen, "Mr. Li, let's let it fly together!" "OK." Walking into the yard, Li Zhen opened the box, and Bai Mei held up the little bird: "Fly, bird, go and find your own world." The bird tilted its head to look at the green trees, at the blue sky, at Li Zhen and Bai Mei, and then slowly flapped its wings twice and flew up.It didn't fly too far, landed on a branch, turned to look at the two of them, chirped twice, and flew away... The lecture process is detailed and lengthy.Bai Mei's voice is completely natural, without any professional training, like a fertile field waiting to be reclaimed, quietly waiting for the arrival of the farmers. Li Zhen taught Bai Mei how to read numbered musical notation, pronunciation, vocal practice, and singing... Li Zhen corrected Bai Mei's mistakes in singing and dancing... Li Zhen demonstrates to Bai Mei... He wished he could impart all his knowledge to Bai Mei in one day.But he knows that freezing three feet does not happen in a day, so he can only teach him patiently and patiently.As for Bai Mei, although she is talented, she always tries to figure out every move with her heart, and practices it over and over again.Li Zhen couldn't help but secretly admire her hard work. In addition to teaching professional knowledge of music and dance, they also talked about some extracurricular topics, such as poetry, society, ideals, and life... The tacit understanding of artistic pursuit and the harmony of spiritual communication brought two young hearts closer unconsciously. , get closer. "Today is a special day." The wind, passing through the window, made the lamp shake, and shake again.Li Zhen sat on the head of the bed and wrote in his diary: No moment touched me more than tonight.When Baimei greeted me at the door of the rehearsal hall, when she insisted that I wear a black veil, when I walked into the room and opened my eyes, I was stunned.I saw the candlelight and warmth in the room, I saw the swaying red candles lined up round after round, I saw the big cake with happy birthday engraved on the table, I heard Bai Mei's soft singing slowly from my ears Swipe: Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you... I have a feeling that I want to cry, a feeling that I haven't seen for a long time. What a kind and simple girl! In 20 years, who still remembers my birthday?Birthday, a word that has disappeared from my life many years ago, so far away, such a dream that I want to touch but can't bear not to touch.Today, it's back!Not Zi Ning, not Xiu Ling, not Xue Ning, not Ma Lan, not Liang Zi, and not Ye Ying.It was Bai Mei, and she brought it back to me. Red candles, cakes, are very common and vulgar, but in this warm candlelight, we sat face to face, smiling; choked up, and finished eating the cake in one bite... The cake is very sweet, really, very sweet. sweet very sweet... It was another evening.The sky is full of clouds.The earth was shrouded in a glowing red.Li Chen paced back and forth at the gate of the cultural station. It's 7 o'clock, why hasn't she come yet?Maybe something has delayed it.Li Zhen comforted himself. At 7:10, Baimei didn't come. At 7:15, there was still no one on the trail. At 7:20, Li Zhen became restless.Nothing will happen, will it?He suddenly thought of the female student by the Sanggan River.No, it won't, there aren't that many bad guys, and there aren't that many coincidences.Li Zhen quickly dispelled his ominous thoughts. At this time, night had fallen, and dogs barked from time to time in the town. Li Zhen decided to go out to find Bai Mei.As soon as he walked out of the house, a figure appeared faintly on the path, growing from small to large, getting closer, getting closer, and getting closer.Li Zhen looked at the shadow full of hope, it was her!Li Zhen's hanging heart finally let go. Bai Mei also saw Li Zhen.Before the bicycle came to the front, she apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry, Teacher Li, for making you worry." Her eyes were red and swollen, and her complexion was very ugly. "What's the matter, what happened?" Li Zhen asked softly. "Well. No, no, nothing." Bai Mei concealed. "You said that some things can't be stuffed in your heart. If you have any difficulties, tell them and I will help you solve them." "Ms. Li, I... I'm afraid I won't be able to take lessons with you anymore..." Bai Mei finally couldn't help it, tears streaming down her face. "Why? The family disagrees, or do you want to give up?" Li Zhen was surprised. "Public opinion. Mr. Li, I now know what it means to make money out of a crowd, to destroy bones. Those male employees called me a fake and noble, and my female colleagues called me a vixen, and the old people in the town were also I whispered and pointed behind my back. I can't stand their eyes, I really can't stand..." Bai Mei gradually broke down in tears. Li Zhen understood.Wherever there are people, there will be a worldly vision. The municipal party committee compound has it, and the small Linzi Town also has it.He couldn't help but burst into heartache. "Lincoln said that as long as I don't respond to any criticism, this matter will be over." "Enough? Is it that simple? How many times my parents ordered me to leave you, even the music, you know? How many times I've been stopped on the way home by male workers, you know? They threatened to Let me show you some color, do you know?" She raised her head and asked tremblingly, "Ms. Li, what should I do?" "The reason why people like to gossip is because some things have multiple possibilities. We might as well show them a result. In their view, our future is nothing more than two. On one side, one is..." Li Zhen stopped, turned his head and looked at Bai Mei inquiringly. "You mean, we put on a show for them, pretending we're the kind of relationship they think we're in?" "Do you think it will work or not?" Silence. Li Zhen suddenly regretted it.Indeed, Bai Mei is a smart and pleasant girl, she never speaks or does anything beyond the affection of teachers and students.How could he make such a suggestion to such an innocent girl. "Okay! For art, for my music!" Bai Mei raised her teary eyes, and replied bewilderedly but affirmatively. Love is more sacred than art.At this time, the perfect combination of love and art deeply comforted Li Zhen's heart. In the afternoon of the next day, the misty drizzle fell down again, like smoke, like fog, if there is or if there is nothing, it is both real and illusory.Strolling among them, a fresh damp blows to the face. Li Zhen held an umbrella, did not open it, and waited quietly at the gate of the textile factory, watching workers running or running or walking slowly by in twos and threes.Bai Mei walked over with her bag in her arms, talking and laughing with the two girls. "Bai Mei!" Li Zhen opened his umbrella and greeted her with a smile.Bai Mei blushed slightly. "Bai Mei, who is he?" The two girls poked each other's waists and said laughingly. "He—" Bai Mei faltered. "Oh, I'm her boyfriend. Are you her colleagues? Didn't you bring an umbrella? Do you want to lend it to you?" Li Zhen said eagerly. "Oh, boyfriend! I won't bother you anymore. Walking in the rain, so romantic!" The two walked away with a smile. Li Zhen held an umbrella and looked at Bai Mei with a smile.Bai Mei's face was like a red lotus in the spring water, and she became more shy and lovely in the misty rain.She stretched out a hand and held Li Zhen's hand holding the umbrella. The two smiled at each other and walked forward. In the next few days, Li Zhen took Bai Mei to and from get off work every day.Li Zhen sent Bai Mei bouquet after bouquet of flowers.Li Zhen and Bai Mei went shopping hand in hand.Li Zhen and Bai Mei are choosing gifts in the store... The gazes from behind gradually diminished; the voices from behind gradually faded away.People began to greet them with a smile, and began to talk to Baimei's parents in envious tones.Baimei's parents also gradually straightened their backs and asked their daughter when she would bring their hairy-footed son-in-law over.When Li Zhen and Bai Mei both appeared at the door of Bai Mei's house, the public opinion that almost crushed Bai Mei really came to an end. The relationship between the two is changing subtly.With Li Zhen, Bai Mei will have a sense of belonging, just like ivy has found a trunk to cling to.But what is there to rely on?We are just living in our own dreams.With Bai Mei, Li Zhen would feel that Bai Mei's happiness permeated his body and mind like air. They seem to have forgotten the original agreement, and they also kept this silence tacitly, and no one took the initiative to pierce the thin layer of paper.They want this simple pleasure to last indefinitely, forever, forever... However, at this moment, Li Zhen suddenly received a call from Liang Zi, who wanted to come to Linzi Town. It is tantamount to a sudden thunder on the flat ground.Liang Zi is coming?Did she hear something?Or business?Or just to miss?Li Zhen suddenly felt a little guilty. After all, the two walked arm in arm for a while, and they may continue to walk. "Ms. Li, I will make it clear to Sister Liang Zi that you are doing it for me." Bai Mei muttered. Li Zhen was speechless. "Mr. Li, you...will you accompany me to the competition the day after tomorrow? I...I'm afraid of stage fright." Bai Mei asked suddenly. "Look into my eyes, and you will have confidence and strength." Li Zhen said. Outside the window, a dark cloud moved slowly.Gradually, the sun disappeared in the clouds, leaving only a halo of yellow. Liang Zi is here.She came here with a smile, and when she got off the car, she threw herself into Li Zhen's arms like a butterfly, hung on Li Zhen's neck, and laughed. When he came to Li Zhen's temporary dormitory, he saw the clean tables and chairs, the snow-white curtains, and the orderly arrangement of all kinds of supplies. Liang Zi smiled and praised: "Li Zhen, I thought your single men's rooms were in a mess as if they had been raided by devils. Woolen cloth!" "Oh, Bai Mei came to help me clean up." Li Zhen didn't hide it. "Oh? Then I have to thank her tomorrow, thank her for helping me take care of you so well." Liang Zi's sincerity reveals a faint smile. "Li Zhen, where do you arrange me tonight? You won't let me sleep on the street?" Liang Zi asked. "You can stay with me. There are still many things waiting for me to deal with at the cultural station. I'm afraid I will have to fight at night again." Li Zhen's tone was flat, as if nothing had happened. Hearing the sound of the door closing heavily and Li Zhen's footsteps going away, Liang Zi shouted: "Li Zhen, you bastard—" The next day was the day of the city's employee amateur singer competition.When Bai Mei rushed to the rehearsal hall, Li Zhen was eating the breakfast Liang Zi brought over. "Oh, Bai Mei is here. Li Zhen said that he wants to go shopping with me today. Do you need anything? Teacher's wife will bring it back for you." Liang Zi said. "Oh, no, I don't need anything. Play well. I'll go first, and I have to catch the car." Bai Mei wanted to turn around. "Hey, Bai Mei, wait, she's joking with you! You are competing today, I must go, I have to watch the seeds I cultivated bloom and bear fruit with my own eyes. Liang Zi, you should go too." Li Zhen said vaguely while swallowing the rice porridge. "It turns out that Baimei is going to compete today! It's a pity that I didn't have the chance to watch you on stage to receive the award. The organization sent me to Linzi Town to investigate and support teaching. I have to start working today, so I can't support you. However, Li Zhen Going will represent both of us. I wish you success!" Liang Zi still had a smile on his face. In the evening, Li Zhen and Bai Mei walked out of the station. Bai Mei walked in front without saying a word.There was no smile on her face, she was as serious as the female statue in the city center. Li Zhen gradually became bewildered in this tranquility or dead silence, he took two steps and stood side by side with Bai Mei.He raised the trophy in his hand and said happily, "Why, are you intoxicated?" The trophy is Baimei's, the first prize in the city's amateur art competition for employees.In the competition, the white roses were gorgeous and elegant, blooming on the stage like white roses.Under the stage, Li Zhen stared at Bai Mei without blinking, watching her lips open, close, open, close, one after another, crisp notes flew up and down like dandelion seeds in the opening and closing, shaking the whole world. The stage is confused, confused. Bai Mei stopped, walked to the side of the road, stood still, grabbed a weeping willow branch with one hand, and sighed: "Teacher, do you think this is a success?" She turned her head slowly and stared at Li Zhen Eye. Li Zhen avoided her direct gaze.He didn't know if she was talking about music, or emotion, or both. "It can always be said to be the beginning of success." Li Zhen replied pretending to be relaxed. "Why don't you say it's the beginning of failure?" Bai Mei asked urgently. "Because that doesn't belong to you. You are a strong person, and success belongs to the strong." "Thank you for your affirmation. However, a strong person must be a strong person, and a strong person is not necessarily a strong person." "Bai Mei smiled wryly, and continued, "When I was young, my biggest wish was that one day I could stand on the stage and sing in front of thousands of people, listen to thousands of people cheering and applauding for me, and watch my parents sit on the stage. Weeping with joy for my success in the front row. Now, I know that career pursuits are endless. There is still a long way to go..." Bai Mei stopped talking. "Then, what about your pursuit in life?" Many years later, Li Zhen still couldn't understand why he brought up this deliberately avoided topic at the beginning, and why he finally broke the tacit understanding that had been maintained for a long time. "In life... my pursuit in life is that one day I can use my own money to buy a car and take my parents to travel around the world, so that my parents can live a comfortable and comfortable life. I hope everyone who loves me and me Loved ones are safe and happy... I hope, I hope you can find a place to display your ambitions as soon as possible. You are a person with ideals and talents, and being stuck here is undoubtedly like a dragon swimming in shallow water, and a tiger falling into the sun. I also hope that you can have a home that belongs to both of you as soon as possible, a warm home." Bai Mei's voice flowed slowly like moonlight, falling gently on Li Zhen. He understood that from then on, the starting point and ending point of his relationship with Bai Mei was the teacher-student relationship, a pure teacher-student relationship like a friend, brother and sister.Thinking of this, Li Zhen suddenly felt a trace of sadness, which gradually spread and spread, so that the whole chest pained in a dull squeeze. "Teacher, let me sing you a song." After singing a song, Bai Mei burst into tears.Li Zhen walked over and gently held Bai Mei in his arms.For the first time, he knew, and for the last time, he hoped that time would freeze at this moment until eternity. "I decided to recommend you to the Provincial Song and Dance Troupe." Li Zhen said. "Really? Is it okay?" A look of joy and eagerness flashed in her eyes. Li Zhen nodded: "The Provincial Song and Dance Troupe is about to recruit young actors, you need to prepare for the exam." A month later, she was admitted.It is not difficult to imagine how the excitement filled their hearts.For her, this was a turning point in her life.And he, in the excitement, has a feeling of attachment before separation.As the departure date approached, an inexplicable melancholy increased.It's parting sorrow, don't just feel it in your heart.To be honest, he wanted her to do something, but he didn't want to leave her.He wanted to confess to her, but he didn't have the courage.Alas, life, feelings!Counting the days of separation all the time, he hoped that she would report for duty early.In this way, maybe his mood can be calmed down earlier. As it happened, one of his stories won a good journalism award.After receiving the notice, he immediately went to the Propaganda Department to attend the award ceremony. This small success comforted his heart a little. Half a month later, Baimei was leaving. Li Zhen didn't send it off.He knew that if the cutting continued and the reasoning was still chaotic, it was the sorrow of parting.Sitting in the grove where he met Bai Mei for the first time, Li Zhen seemed to see Bai Mei boarding the platform step by step, turned around, searched in the crowd, looked for that familiar figure, tears slid down his cheeks helplessly, and got on the train disappointed. go…… When I came back, I only saw a photo of her and a letter folded in the shape of a swallow.The photo is very beautiful, like her usual, light and natural; the letter is very short, like her usual words, very jumpy. "I don't like taking pictures. This time, it's for you, Mr. Li. Only you can see this image. Your favorite Romain Rolland said: 'The rhythm of life is love. Love our career, love our heart people...' They are all eternal, waiting for news of you and your success again." Even with all the languages ​​in the world, it is impossible to describe his feelings at that time.In the evening, he wrote her a long letter.However, the tidal wave of passion hit him and he couldn't help it. The river flows, tears flow, Guanting Gorge looks back, the green hills on both sides of the bank send roses, and a line of green trees follows.The river is flowing, it is difficult to break up, the red leaves of lovesickness stay in the dream, when the red leaves in Xiangshan, raise your hands to welcome your friends. The next day, he mailed the letter to her. Writing language is probably one of the most effective ways to solve people's long-distance concerns.In the second letter after she left, they expressed how much they missed each other.Since then, the letters filled with affection, encouragement, and knowledge exchange have become their bond of love. Her language is always so warm, so hot that it makes people feel hot.She hoped that he would work hard, that he would produce more works, that he would not be content with being unknown, that he would be promoted by others, that he would achieve great success... He understood her feelings, but unfortunately, he failed to follow her expectations do it.During nearly two years of supporting education and returning to institutions, he devoted all his energy and time to study and work.He claimed to use his limited ability to cultivate batches of mass cultural backbones for this small town.In this way, he did not write good news, did not create a good song, and did not make progress in his career.So, just like in some novels, her letters gradually decreased, and disappointment and complaints appeared in her language.He explained and explained that he quoted Lu Xun's exposition on the relationship between genius and soil in the hope that she would understand him, but it didn't work.Finally, he received a short letter with only one sentence: I am completely disappointed.He is still hoping, but everything is irreversible, and their love has come to an end here. Another flower left him melancholy, and quietly bloomed outside his life, leaving only endless sadness... After the teaching support ended, Li Zhen returned to Zhang's house, and it took him a lot of effort to clarify the matter between him and Bai Mei to Liang Zi.He said to Liang Zi, you know that the person I love the most is only you, we are not children anymore, and there are many more important things to do.As he spoke, he looked at Liang Zi affectionately.Liang Zi also loves Li Zhen so deeply. She once thought, "As long as I can think of you, I will be satisfied." Now how can she refuse these eyes, which once haunted her in dreams. Li Zhen said: I remember the first time I held your hand, I lost my direction and didn’t know where to go; the first time you lay on my chest, the first time I knew that the universe would last forever... I felt that you belonged to me, looking at you Eyes, the first time I decided not to look back. Liang Zi leaned on his chest gently, and said softly: "I believe in you, you do what you want, and I support you." After speaking, he kissed Li Zhen affectionately.Looking at Liang Zi, Li Zhen was proud of his manly chest.A man is going to do big things, Li Zhen thought secretly, I want to make you proud of me.