Chapter 10 Chapter 6: A Tobacco Factory Internship Encounter with Ji Ling——Break Up After Dawn

A person who only falls in love once in his life is a really shallow person, and a person who does not fall in love after falling out of love is nothing more than admitting his failure.Li Zhen's remarks sound like alarmist talk, but they represent his value orientation. Li Zhen took his relationship with Ye Ying seriously, and Ye Ying never doubted this.However, she didn't know that Li Zhen was an infatuated seed. When she was immersed in the romantic and happy love under the ivory tower, the person she loved deeply had an ambiguous relationship with a middle-aged woman in a cigarette factory.The story begins with Li Guoting from the Zhangjiakou Cigarette Factory.

Li Zhen said that Li Guoting was the director of the Zhangjiakou Cigarette Factory and a distant relative of Li Zhen.With this relationship, in the winter of 1981, during the last winter vacation before graduation, Li Chen got an opportunity to practice in a tobacco factory. Li Guoting asked Li Zhen to go to the finance department first to investigate the sales and financial statistics of the tobacco factory, and then write an analysis report for the tobacco factory's future decision-making. At first, Li Zhen was aggressive and self-confident, just like in school, but he instinctively reminded himself that if he worked hard, maybe this would also be an opportunity.He quickly stood out among a group of interns and even the entire workshop.His youthful handsomeness and talkativeness added a lot of vigor and vitality to the dull workshop. Everyone listened to him chatting, singing and telling jokes in their spare time, and the workshop was full of prosperity.His mood has also changed a lot.When he was concentrating on his work, he no longer missed Ye Ying.A new life has really begun.

For a person like him, love is like clouds in the sky, coming and going, continuous, he will not be lonely.Not long after breaking up with Ye Ying, he fell in love with Ji Ling, the chief financial officer of the tobacco factory.Someone once described his feelings like this: Ji Ling, the head of the financial section, is beautiful and generous. She is an educated young man with only a junior high school education.Ji Ling's childhood was very unfortunate.She is the daughter of the commander of the Eighth Army of the Kuomintang Youth Army. Her parents fled to Taiwan with the Kuomintang army on the eve of liberation, and gave their newborn daughter to her uncle to raise her.In the years of war and chaos, her uncle sold her to a vegetable seller in Zhangjiakou. She was adopted by a poor family and spent a difficult childhood without laughter.Her adoptive parents treated her very well and supported her to go to school. Because of her family history, she was sent to the mountains and countryside after only graduating from junior high school.She is gifted, clever and well-behaved, beautiful and lovely.A few years ago, the mother who lived in the United States found her own daughter through many twists and turns. She visited Zhangjiakou and saw that she was very popular in the tobacco factory and had a good life, so she was relieved.At that time, she was appreciated by Li Guoting with her beauty and shrewdness, and she was promoted from an ordinary worker to the finance department.She did not enjoy a colorful youth, and was forced by the pressure of life to fulfill the fate of an ordinary woman. She responded to the country's late marriage and late childbearing policy, and did not marry a teacher until she was thirty. Her married life was not satisfactory.

She is the mistress of factory director Li Guoting.This is a well-known secret in the tobacco factory.At first Li Zhen didn't have a good impression of Ji Ling, but he happened to be assigned to her group, and he was very reluctant in his heart.It wasn't until he got in touch that he realized she was a lovely woman.Ji Ling is 14 years older than Li Zhen, so she can be a sister and even a half-mother.However, she looks very young, has a lively personality, and has a sweet and crisp voice like a girl.She is scheming and cunning, but she is considerate and caring for her colleagues. She is very dedicated to Li Zhen, an intern who is more than ten years younger than her.Not only does he give careful guidance in study and technology, but he is also meticulous in life. He often makes extra meals for him and invites him to eat at home.Her kind voice and delicious meals made Li Zhen feel like coming home.

Ji Ling's husband is a simple, honest and taciturn person. Every time Li Zhen comes over, he warmly entertains him.Li Zhen called him big brother.Li Zhen didn't know if this man understood his position, and when he thought of the scandal between his wife and the factory manager, he felt a little sympathetic, and also a little bitter.People said that the factory manager gave Ji Ling two salaries, one in the factory and one personal. The scandal between her and the factory manager was widely circulated in the factory, and there were various versions.Some people said that Li Guoting didn't distinguish between time and place, and whenever he felt the mood, he called her to the office, locked the door behind him, and tossed about in it for a long time before he came out.He also said that she often worked overtime and did not go home, but she was actually with the factory manager.It was true that the factory manager often took her out to social occasions. In any case, her shrewdness and ability were recognized by everyone, and she was impeccable.The simple and honest husband has never revealed anything.Li Zhen thought, does he really know nothing?How sad he must be!Whenever he saw his kind smile, Li Zhen felt like a needle was pricking his heart and nerves.

He felt that Ji Ling was still a good person no matter what.He was grateful to her for loving her like he respected his sister-in-law and sister, and he never had any unreasonable thoughts. Soon just in time for the New Year's performance, Li Zhen also joined in the performance of the Finance Department. The program was a small chorus "Heroes Hymn". Both Li Zhen and Ji Ling practice together, and their long-accumulated emotions are sublimated. In Ji Ling's view, her lack of education will always be a pain in her heart. She feels that she is only worthy of finding a worker. It is equivalent to Gao Pan, but he is a college student.She hinted to herself repeatedly: Even if there is love in my heart, I want to restrain it so that it does not interfere with more important causes.I already have a husband, so keep a distance from him.In the same world as my husband, how can I break up, not to mention still in love, how can I be a heartless woman?Although she warned herself over and over again, her feelings towards Li Zhen still became stronger and stronger. She struggled in contradictions and pains, and finally broke through the psychological defense.

The cultural performance surprised everyone in the factory. No one expected that the finance department, which has always had a mediocre record in cultural performances, would be able to shine.Everyone did not expect the beautiful Ji Ling to have the talent of singing and dancing.Without Ji Ling's initiative, Li Zhen might never have started this relationship.Li Guoting is handsome, and also his distant uncle, he dare not risk his name to start this relationship with Ji Ling that should not be morally ethical.And as he got to know him better, he felt more and more that Ji Ling's husband was a good man who was one in a thousand.He couldn't bear to let him be hurt again.Regarding Ji Ling, to be honest, he just thought about it. No matter what kind of woman Ji Ling is in other people's eyes, in Li Zhen's heart, she will always be a respectable sister.On this day, Ji Ling invited Li Zhen to dinner again.She said that her husband gave him a bonus and bought some delicious food, and asked him to be a guest.Ji Ling said: "Firstly, I bought a lot of things, and I'm afraid there will be leftovers. Secondly, your character can add some joy to this happy day, so you must come!" Li Zhen readily agreed.

Arriving at Ji Ling's house after get off work, Li Zhen found that her husband was not at home. Ji Ling smiled and said, "Maybe there is something temporary! You sit down and drink some water, and help me clean up the dishes later." There are a bunch of vegetables in the kitchen, as well as chicken and fish, which are very fresh and rich.When dissecting the fish, Ji Ling accidentally broke his finger and missed the catch. The fish fell from his hand to the ground, still struggling for death.It took Li Zhen a lot of effort to help her clean up.Seeing that she had an injury on her hand, Li Zhen took care of the whole thing.She was guiding from the side, and everything was prepared in a decent manner.

It was getting dark and my husband hadn't come back yet. Li Zhen said: "I'll go to work and call my eldest brother back! You rest first." She said: "No, if there is something to ask him not to come, he will come back naturally if there is nothing to do. He is very serious, and he can't do anything. Well, he won't leave. Don't worry, you can eat before you go back." So they set up the meal. After the food was served, Ji Ling said, "Look at how dirty I am, I'll change my clothes later." She turned and went into the room.After coming out, Li Zhen was taken aback.She was wearing a pink silk dress with two suspenders hanging thinly over her shoulders.The neckline is very low, the seductive cleavage is looming, the twin peaks are about to come out, the translucent clothing outlines the graceful curves, and the smooth and white complexion is even more dazzling.

Li Zhen could see that she was not wearing underwear, and panicked: "Sister, I should go back. It's getting late!". "Eat first! You can leave after eating. Your elder brother will be back in a while. When you hear that you left like this, why don't you call me stingy!" She held Li Zhen down and told him to sit down and eat. He lowered his head and ate, not daring to look at Ji Ling.The fragrance of the soft body hit him, and the white body hit his vision like lightning.He was a little dizzy.Even without looking up, he could still feel the aggressive allure and lethality of that youthful body.And he is just a young man with vigorous blood.He also longed for it, but everything in front of him excited him but also made him doubt it.He felt as if he were in a dream.The protagonists of the dream are him and her.It was extremely difficult to eat.Ji Ling smiled charmingly, looked at him, persuaded him to eat, and put a large piece of meat into his bowl.He couldn't help looking up at her.She was staring at herself with affectionate eyes, as if she had seen through him.He longed for it but avoided it.His blood boiled and his body swelled.Some people say that men get hurt easily, and others say that it is easy for men to start a relationship, but it is difficult for women.Now Li Zhen has experienced so many emotional vicissitudes, and now he doesn't want to go on like this anymore, and doesn't want to be too casual.

"Eat! Is such a big boy still shy?" Ji Ling gently stroked Li Zhen's face with his hand, "You child——" "Sister, I'm full, I have to go." He stood up as he spoke. "Are you really full?" Ji Ling also stood up, "Are you really well?" She asked again, and touched Li Zhen's face with one hand. Li Zhen pushed away gently, but Ji Ling suddenly grabbed his hand and placed it on her chest.Li Zhen felt his chest explode instantly, and a naked body appeared in front of him. It was the body of a middle school teacher. It seemed to have become the totem of his love and the symbol of desire. Whenever he was passionate, he would think of that first contact. woman.The symbol was so radiant that it made his heart tremble and he couldn't control himself. "sister--" "Come, come here." Ji Ling pressed her body to Li Zhen. "Brother is coming, it's not good." Li Zhen pushed, he couldn't help himself. "He won't come, he is on duty today and won't come back." . Li Zhen knew that this night was planned for a long time.The desire that had been stored for a long time broke out like this. Desire overcame reason. Li Zhen hugged Ji Ling, put her down on the sofa, and entangled with her frantically. Time, sound, the world, everything disappeared, only Two lovers who have just entered the Garden of Eden, enjoy the joy of life handover without emotion.It's like breaking into the boundless black forest, and the two become blind men groping together; it's like falling into the boiling ocean, and the two become wet fish; and it's like falling into a boundless spider web, and the two become Bugs struggling together.Tangling, struggling, embracing, asking for each other, giving each other, tearing, resisting, attracting -- endlessly oppressing, expecting, and trembling. "Okay—that's it—I like it." Ji Ling sang happily under Li Zhen like a happy bird. I don't know how long it took, sweat has already soaked their bodies.Ji Ling's black hair was messily stuck to his face, his face was flushed, and he was overjoyed. This night, Li Zhen did not return to the dormitory of the tobacco factory. In the early morning, the sun shines into the room through the crack of the window, and Li Zhen wakes up.He opened his eyes, and Ji Ling's soft jade body was curled up in his arms, sticking to his body warmly and tightly.Ji Ling woke up under Li Zhen's touch, and looked at him silently.The joy of last night was vividly remembered, and both of them seemed to feel a little embarrassed, but it was quickly replaced by a feeling of happiness. Li Zhen held Ji Ling's breasts and rubbed them vigorously. The woman closed her eyes slightly, her whole body tensed and relaxed.Li Zhen caught every slight tremor of her muscles, and his heart was full of joy. "Really, I think—" Ji Ling lifted the quilt aside and murmured, hesitating to speak.She twisted her body slowly, her hips raised high like a she-cat in heat.Li Zhen jumped up and rushed in from behind, crazily grabbing Ji Ling's breasts and moving at high speed, his heavy breathing intertwined with Ji Ling's moans. "Oh my god, that's it," Ji Ling whispered in a coma, showing a slut look, "Hurry up——" Li Zhen felt happy and selfless in the passion, but at the same time he also felt self-blame.He always felt a pair of eyes watching him in the dark.He felt that one day those eyes would see through him with sharp eyes.At the same time, his and Ji Ling's naked bodies are reflected like a mirror, hanging high in the sky like a big curtain, which can be seen by the whole world.The fear and guilt of this revelation tormented him, weighing on his heart. After a cloud and rain, Ji Ling said: "Really, you marry me!" Li Zhen looked at her in surprise.You could tell she wasn't joking. "Marry me!" Li Zhen suddenly felt that there was a glimmer of light in front of him, and suddenly found that marriage was the best way.Then he can be with her in an open and above board manner.He doesn't have to feel guilty anymore.He hugged her happily and said, "Okay! I am willing." "Really?" Ji Ling's eyes beamed with joy. "That's great, I'm really afraid that you'll dislike me!" The two were very emotional, and soon they got together again. The problem finally came to the fore: Ji Ling's divorce is not impossible, but her husband will be deeply hurt.The two of them will bear the debt of conscience for a lifetime.Not getting a divorce and being a lover for a lifetime is unfair to Li Zhen and not good for his future development.But he was really reluctant to break up, and he fell into pain again. Ji Ling is also in deep pain.In her thirties, when she was no longer young, she met the person she really loved. She really "wants to meet when she was not married". Li Guoting is her backer, and she doesn't want to offend.However, such an outstanding and rare lover as Li Zhen is hard for her to meet again in this life.She felt that Li Zhen was the greatest gain and comfort in her life for so many years.In sorrow, in unspeakable depression, she became very haggard. No matter what the relationship is, life must go on.Ideal love and real life are always full of contradictions. Li Zhen, who has experienced many twists and turns, has long understood this truth.He is ready to break up rationally.After all, we are adults, and we each have our own interests. Problems cannot be solved with just a few words or a single wish. After some entanglement, they finally separated.Ji Ling is still Li Guoting's lover, and Li Zhen will return to the university campus after finishing his internship.However, that fiery love remained in the emotional sky of the two like a section of colorful clouds.