Chapter 29 Hong Yan shed tears

Very worried, 100% hesitant, 200% hovering at the door of the 'Qing Zhai'.It's so difficult to re-enter this place that I used to be very familiar with. The dusty ground has been waded into a straight gully by me, and there is a tendency to wade through it, and I will never stop. It would be great if I could really make a hole in the ground, I'll crawl in along the hole, just give him the medicine, make sure he's fine, and leave right away!It's a pity...I'm not a pangolin, not an earthworm, not...Damn it!Isn't it just to take a look?As soon as you are cruel, stomp your feet, and grit your teeth, go in and go in!Just look at an old friend!

I kicked in and out of the door, and started a new round of hesitation.God, the physical and mental battle, if this continues, it will definitely split the personality.I want to see the fox, does he want to see me?Forget it, a dead pig is not afraid of being scalded by boiling water, it will even go up against the scalp! Avoiding everyone's eyes, I sneaked into the fox's room.But can I still see the fox?Qin Ge knows how to use a secret room to cover himself, but what about the fox? He rushed into the house, not giving himself any room to escape, but the fox was nowhere to be seen.

While disappointed, my heart relaxed a lot, and I let out a long sigh, maybe not seeing each other is the best for each other.If he ran into another woman taking care of him, the embarrassment would be small, and it would be difficult to sew his heart broken again. Coming out of the fox's house, he walked unconsciously to his own hut... Just take a look!Then choose to forget or bury, after all, there are too many good memories there, including my first time... The moment the door was pushed open, a wave of sunlight followed me in... Everything is still so familiar, but it's a pity that it's not the world's affairs...

Every decoration has not changed, and it still maintains the original appearance when I left. What has changed is only the heart? I close my eyes, yesterday is still so clear memory.Let's go, nostalgia is the most meaningless thing, sad, hurt, even hurt my poor self-esteem. The footsteps of turning around and leaving suddenly stopped, and the heartbeat froze at that moment.The fox's pale face was almost transparent. He was lying on my bed, so I couldn't feel his breathing. Only the slightly rising and falling chest proved that he was still alive.The long eyelashes drooped down, forming a halo of cattail leaf on the pale face.

I looked at his exquisite sleeping face, and the feeling of distress quickly hit the four sides.I am very fortunate that I still feel pain. If it weren't for this pain, I really doubt that I am a floating thing with no body, no shape, and no strength. I leaned in carefully, stood beside the bed and looked at him quietly.I don't allow myself to indulge, I don't allow myself to caress his paleness, I can only reluctantly agree to get closer, just a little closer, a little bit is fine. Under his red clothes must be bloody warm liquid, right?He always likes to disguise himself so much, even if he is injured, he never shows up in front of others.Fox, you are such an animal that doesn't know how to pamper itself.Unfortunately, I no longer have the right to love you anymore, we are going to miss it after all.I really want to take you to 'Smooth', I really want to hear your lingering call to me; I really want to take you into my arms and ravage me fiercely; I really want to listen to your songs and see your faint charm in red; I really want to ... There are really too many things that I really want, but it is a pity that Qu San does not owe anything.

Gently put the medicine bottle from Huanzhi on the bed. Fox, sleep well, one day, you will find a nest of happiness, even though there is no me in that nest... ... "Don't go..." A weak, pleading, painful call, a slender, transparent hand, pulled not my limbs that turned away, but my heart that didn't know anything. I didn't dare to turn around, was I afraid to look at him, or was afraid to look at my painful heart? I had no way of knowing: "Hongyan, it's good to see that you are fine! You rest, I... don't bother you..." I pulled away With his pale blue hands, he strode towards the door as if fleeing. If possible, I would rather choose to run.It's a pity that the heavy heart is a burden that I can't bear. I can only drag my lead-filled legs as much as possible, moving forward, moving forward quickly.

"No! Nonger!" Just as I stepped out of the threshold, in the heartbroken call of the fox, I was hugged from the back by him, hugging me tightly... My senses seem to have lost their ability to distinguish in an instant, and my whole body is in a vacuum, only my heart, only the position of the heartbeat, let me know the pain... Fox, how do you want me to treat you? "Nonger... Nonger... Nonger... Nonger..." He called tremblingly over and over again, his voice getting lower and lower... When I realized something was wrong, he was already lying on top of me, unconscious, but his arms were still tightly holding me in his arms.

I wanted to sigh helplessly and shout angrily, but I could only take a deep breath, feeling sorry for the sticky warmth on my back. Damn it!How much blood do you have?Just can't take care of yourself! ! !dead fox! After finally dragging him back to the bed, he carefully cut off the blush layer by layer with scissors.When the last piece of red was peeled off, my heart felt as if it had been wrung more than 800 folds. I couldn't tell what it felt like, and it was like a knife quickly cutting a deep wound. I didn't feel the pain for a while. . I started to breathe deeply again, I really needed air, or I would pass out.It cannot be said whether it is lack of oxygen, or lack of organs, breathing organs.

His hands were trembling uncontrollably, carefully cleaning the wound and applying the medicine carefully.He didn't want to touch the incision where the bone was deep, but fortunately he had passed out, otherwise he didn't know how painful it would be. Everything was bandaged and handled properly, and he looked up to observe the fox's condition... Suddenly, his heart beat faster... When did he wake up? Not daring to meet his gaze, he hastily lowered his head, packing up a large piece of blood-stained red clothes like a ostrich, just wanting to run away while throwing the clothes.

Clutching the bloody garment in his hand, he got up and wanted to retreat under the bed. "Ah!~~~~" With an exclamation, the person plunged into the fox's arms... No!Never touch his wound!A rollover, bang... the person fell into the bed. I lay there, breathing hard to steady my racing heart. "You don't want to die, do you? Ah!!!" After recovering, he opened his mouth and yelled at the fox, and this yell seemed to be a very normal thing, as if it was the same as before. One accidentally fell into the fox's gentle trap... The corners of his mouth were raised, his eyes were full of emotion, like cherry blossoms, like winter plums... That slight, familiar smile, through longing, transcended the millennium.

The fox struggled to get up, and the faint familiar body fragrance came, softening my breath and washing away my anger. Seeing that his kiss was about to fall, I hurriedly turned my head to another direction.What are we?lover?That was once.friend?Friends don't need to kiss. The fox's fingers, thin and cool, touched my neck tremblingly. I was startled, it was Qin Ge's blood teeth marks.In fact, it has been nourished by Qin Ge with medicine. If you don't look carefully, you won't find the light powder at all.Foxes have sharp eyes. Now that we are in the past tense, relief is a must, right?Then... Just look at it, it's already like this, there's no need to care.But the indescribable worry in his body could not find the reason. Suddenly, I felt a heat in my neck, and my body became stiff and did not dare to move. The fox's cold lips moved on my neck, the sticky warmth was both strange and familiar... I looked back at him, but he jumped. "You! What are you doing?" There was blood on his lip, but I didn't feel the pain. "Why did you bite your lip? Ah? Why? You like hurting yourself, don't you? Do you like self-torture?" With all kinds of feelings in his heart, what did he bite his lip and smear my scar?what are you doing? "Nonger, forgive me...I don't want you to have the mark of other men's love, you can only have mine!" His trembling lips and painful eyes gradually fell, but I avoided them. "Hongyan, we... have already passed, haven't we?" Every word, why is it so heavy, I have worked so hard. "No! Nonger! I can't lose you! I was wrong! Forgive me, please? Forgive me...forgive me...call me a fox, call me a fox, I'm still your fox...not Hongyan... "He hugged my body desperately, his voice hoarse and painful. "I'm sorry Hongyan, I once thought that this was a misunderstanding, I hope you can come to me, I have waited for you, I have waited for you with all my heart, but I didn't wait... You said you would only take the initiative to kiss the person you love, So, you kiss me, I am happy...but you kiss that woman! I don't mind, I really do! But...what qualifications do I have to ask you? I don't know how many men have owned my body before. A butt of emotional debt! I can't afford it, and I can't give you any promises. A woman like me is not worthy of your cherishment. Even if we miss each other, we are still friends, aren't we? Find the happiness you want, I bless you..." I bit my lip, still refusing to let my tears fall, even if I cried, I still wanted to find a corner without him.And every word uttered is like a double-edged knife, which cuts each other without knowing the pain. "No! No... Nonger! I don't care what you do! I only want you! I only want you! I have never touched other women's women since I was with you! That day... that day... I was the one who went crazy It's me...it's me..." He was eager to confess something, but I didn't want to hear it at all. "Stop talking, we are already doomed to miss..." If it's a misunderstanding, then keep misunderstanding it.Fox, I am not worthy of your love!Since the wind cannot be stored enough, don't stay there. The fox's eyes widened in disbelief, as if to strip off all my pretended emotions.Unfortunately, I'm an actor, a born actor.Fox, you don't understand, there are some beautiful things, maybe it's better to keep them as memories. A fox's tear, crystal clear and clean, slowly slides from the corner of the eye to the pale cheek, colorless, but seems to have lost its life. "I only kiss those I love..." He quickly pressed his bleeding lips against me, and fell into a deep kiss.My heart panicked for no reason, and I had a bad premonition that kissing the holy one seemed to be a farewell. There was a flash of blue light, and the blood-stained scissors hit his lips... Blood flowed down the snow-white skin, and the scars made by the scissors made the flesh roll, which was a bit horrible, the hands were really heavy.The fox's expression was horrifying, as if he had seen a devil.My expression was funny, I stared at the wound and blinked fiercely. "Nonger! Nonger! Why? Why?..." The fox frantically threw off the scissors, trembling all over, and grabbed my bleeding arm... His tears dripped down like a stream gliding through the transparent jade.His eyes were full of guilt, self-blame, puzzlement and heartache. Fox, can you hurt yourself so that I don't hurt?However, I am luckier than you. This time, I am the one who is hurt physically, but you are the one who is hurt in the heart. "I said it! You are mine! Forever mine! How dare you hurt yourself without my permission? I won't allow it, absolutely not! Do you hear me!" I said in a high-pitched voice, aggressive and aggressive, and pulled the fox fiercely , devouring that pale and fragile beauty! Damn it!I hate his paleness, his tears, and his masochism!Just do what you love!If you can't do it, you can divide it again, if you can do it, you have to be ravaged by me!