Chapter 86 Chapter 86 Su Jingxian

Su Jingxian quietly looked at Liu Qing's oppressed and painful eyes, her expression darkened accordingly.There was a dull pain in my heart.He took out a tissue, hesitated for a moment, and raised his plain hand lightly.Wiping the sweat off his forehead carefully, he said softly, "If you forcefully bury your thoughts in your heart, it will make you more painful. If you don't mind, you can tell me." "Crack!" Liu Qing couldn't help but patted her hand away, stood up and picked up the teacup and drank it in one gulp.The voice was hoarse and low: "Sorry, I have something to do today. Excuse me first." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left.

"Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian hurriedly chased after him, but after seeing him drop money on the counter, she arrived at the door in an instant.She trotted all the way to catch up with him, but Liu Qing walked very fast, leaving her with only a distant and unfamiliar figure from her back, and quickly disappeared from her sight.Just like that time, on the small platform in my hometown, I secretly went to see him off.Looking at him from a distance, he wore a big red flower on his chest and got on the train in a military uniform.It wasn't until the train slowly left the platform that she dared to step out from the pillar and stare at the further and further away train.His eyes were blank and empty, and tears kept rolling down from the corners of his eyes.

"Liu Qing, I really don't want to leave you..." Su Jingxian crouched weakly by the side of the road, crying helplessly, "I miss you every day!" Bypassing, it made her feel that the real world was getting farther and farther away from her. It was not until a long time later that someone squatted gently beside her. "Liu Qing!" Su Jingxian looked up happily with tears in her eyes.But he saw a young and familiar beautiful face facing him.Handing over a tissue, he sighed softly, "Mr. Su, wipe away your tears." "Xiao, Xiao Mei! Why are you here?" Su Jingxian stood up in a panic, but her head was slightly dizzy.He was quickly supported by Xiao Meiyan, and he said with concern: "Teacher Su, are you okay? Let me help you go back to the school's infirmary to have a look."

"It's just a little anemia, it will be fine after a while." Su Jingxian shook her head lightly, and said softly in embarrassment.Scooping up a tissue, he wiped away his tears frantically. "Teacher Su." Xiao Mei called softly, and supported her to walk to the school.Seeing her tilting her head slightly to listen, she lowered her head and said, "You must love him very much. This is the first time I've seen you, Teacher Su, so uncontrollable and out of control." "You, what nonsense are you talking about?" Su Jingxian was at a loss for a moment, her soft eyes were confused for a while: "I, I just, just..." There was an unspeakable sadness in her heart, and crystal tears overflowed again.Shaking her head sourly and weeping softly: "Xiao Mei, you are still young. You don't understand..."

"Liu Qing, he has a wife. Teacher Su, do you know?" Xiao Mei didn't take it seriously, but instead asked a question. Su Jingxian was slightly shocked, but she didn't seem surprised.With tears in her eyes, she slowly nodded and said bitterly: "I know, I knew it a long, long time ago." "You actually know? Have you met his wife?" Xiao Mei looked at her in surprise. Su Jingxian didn't answer, her tears gradually stopped.He remained silent, and continued to walk back, his footsteps a little floating. "I understand." Xiao Mei chased after her again, and continued to support her arm: "Mr. Su, do you still remember the selection of the title of special teacher this year? You were supposed to be elected, but in the end you voluntarily gave up. "

"Ms. Gao is getting old and her family has a heavy burden. She needs this title more than I do." Su Jingxian's expression gradually calmed down, but her original soft and delicate eyes were expressionless. "Teacher Su, you are kind at best." Xiao Mei said indifferently: "At worst, you are cowardly. This society is originally a competitive society. Excessive retreat or tolerance will only make you lose what you should have thing." Su Jingxian's delicate body trembled slightly, and she showed helpless eyes after being stunned, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Mei, the matter is not what you think. The matter between me and him is far more complicated than you think .”

"Teacher Su, I don't understand what you said." Xiao Mei didn't think so, pouted and said: "I only know that when I was young, my mother took me alone, and life was very hard. I often got people's eyes, and also Some of my mother’s friends persuaded my mother to find a good man and remarry, so that she could have something to rely on. But my mother said that people can only grow in adversity. The dignity and life that come from charity are like a sandcastle with a mud wall , seems grand, but just a slight push, it will collapse instantly. Only relying on one's own efforts to fight for it, and winning the respect of others with strength, can one obtain happiness."

"So, as long as I like something, I will fight for it, and grab it if I can't." Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian firmly, and said solemnly: "So, even if you really love him, I will never Be soft, and I won't be patient with you." Su Jingxian looked at her student in surprise. It was the first time she discovered that a seventeen-year-old girl could think so complicated.If the traditional and weak self had thought like her back then, maybe, maybe everything would not be like this.However, thinking of Liu Qing's current situation.Su Jingxian shook her head bitterly and said: "Xiao Mei, it's too late to talk about all this now."

"Liu Qing is dead?" Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian with a strange look on her face. "What nonsense are you talking about?" Rao said with Su Jingxian's calm and indifferent temper, which was uncontrollable and slightly angry about Liu Qing: "How can you curse him!" Xiao Mei looked at her incomprehensible teacher with some amusement and pity, and couldn't help shaking her head with a funny smile: "Mr. Su, it doesn't matter if you understand it or not. Anyway, I won't say it anymore. Because from today Liu Qing Judging by the expression on your face, you are my rival in love, and the most terrifying rival in love." After a pause, he smiled sweetly and said, "Mr. Su, goodbye. I'm going to class." Before I knew it, I had already arrived at the school gate .

Su Jingxian carefully thought about Xiao Mei's words, and finally her expression changed drastically, and her heart was full of turmoil: "She, what she meant. This, how can this be..." Her soft and boneless hands tightly grasped the guardrail of the school gate, calmly There was a violent surge in the eyes.