Chapter 39 Amor, the love of my life

The hardcover of Flora is already on the market.This is an extra episode in the hardcover edition, and the serialization of Bear's Den will be faster.In order to let the students who bought the paperback also see this episode, so I will also post it on the blog, so that the students who bought it don’t need to buy the hardcover again :) In addition, the series of Flower God continues in the bear’s den When I walked out of the hospital, it was almost noon.Liu Xia raised his head and looked at the sky, the hazy yellow sunlight loomed behind the clouds, as if desperately trying to break through the shackles of Liu Yun but was powerless.

"Miss Gong, you are already three months pregnant." The doctor's words just now were still buzzing in her ears, like the sound of bees flapping their wings in the air. ------This is that person's child. So Liu Xia, when you can leave me, don't look back. Absolutely ------- don't look back. These were the last words the man said to her.Yes, she didn't look back.Even when she had a premonition that she would lose him, she didn't look back.The moment the plane left Rome, she thought that everything related to him would be buried in her heart from now on.

However, this little life that appeared at this moment dragged her into the vortex of time again, and all the past that had been sealed away came rushing back like a tide.Carrying happiness, pain, hurt, moving, precious lost and irretrievable in life, the most sincere love that a person can give, and those emotions that she has not had time to understand in detail. In the Positano forest, a handsome young man seriously draws daisies under the blue sky; In the daisy-blossoming garden, the famous gentleman talked with her about classical art; The willful man who rushed into the ruins of the explosion and hugged her tightly;

The proud earl who kneeled down and begged for help for her dream; And, in order to get her, the mafia leader who did not hesitate to use coercive means. Sometimes even she couldn't tell which he she knew.Like a transparent diamond, it looks hard and cold, but each side emits different colors according to the light.Not even darkness can hide the true brilliance it has. His love, like a bone-eating poison, inadvertently ate her away bit by bit.Poison always has a gorgeous appearance, and devils are often more able to seduce the world than noble angels. She is no exception. However, at the moment of being seduced by him, the wheel of fate that lost him also started to start at the same time.

Perhaps, at this moment, she already understood. All kinds of life, but all follow the trajectory of fate. It was destined that she would meet him, so fate arranged for her to come to Italy again; It was fated that she would meet him, so fate arranged for her to come to that castle; It was destined that she would be separated from him, so fate arranged for the disappearance of friends and siblings one after another; It was destined that she would not be able to forget him, so fate arranged for this child to come again. So, she wants to keep this child. This child belonged only to her and him, this gift from God made her never forget him.

Just when she was about to walk into the community, a black car suddenly stopped beside her.The people in the car rolled down the window and showed her a friendly smile, "Is it Miss Gong Liuxia? Liu Xia looked at this young foreigner who spoke fluent English with vigilant eyes.He has beautiful golden hair, but that golden color is not the warm gold described by Titian, but a light golden color with a cold luster that is close to silver.His dark green eyes were curved into a beautiful shape, and his smile was like a spring breeze. "Hello, Miss Liuxia. I'm Matthew." As if wanting to remind her something, he added with a smile, "Matthew from Sicily."

Her pupils shrank slightly, and her body froze there suddenly. From the mouths of Alfonso and Romeo, she had heard the name of this powerful character more than once. I just didn't expect that the other party would be so young. It never occurred to me that this person would appear in China. "Miss Liuxia, can we get in the car and have a chat?" Matthew's smile was indescribably clear and clear, and he even felt guilty that he was committing a crime if he rejected him. Although I don't know the other party's intentions, escaping is not the best solution after all.Liu Xia hesitated for a moment, then opened the car door and sat in the co-pilot's seat.

"I've heard the boss mention you before, but this is the first time we've met." He politely extended his hand towards her. When he suddenly mentioned that person, her heart ached for no reason.But out of politeness, she still held his hand calmly.The young man's hand is very strong, as if he wants to hold all the power tightly in his hand. The car drove to an underground garage not far away.Because of the high fees, this garage is usually not visited by many people, and it has undoubtedly become a good place for conversation.The dark glass of the car blocks all the sight of the outside world, which is equivalent to double protection.

"I'm sorry about the boss." Matthew opened his mouth after a few seconds of silence.His standard London accent has a unique and wonderful rhyme. She quickly lowered her eyes, "Mr. Matthew, I think you didn't come to China just to say sorry." A subtle look flashed across Matthew's eyes, "That's right, I'm here for another matter." Then, he took out an oil painting tube from the back seat of the car, "Boss sent someone to send someone to This was handed over to me, saying that it must be handed over to you in the future." She opened the oil painting tube with trembling fingers, only opened it a little, and then put it back immediately.

It was the warm golden color unique to Titian. That is the only one in this world ----- Flower God. The sudden outburst of grief almost engulfed her entire consciousness, and it was unstoppable.There is no escape.It turns out that the ultimate sadness is not that people lose something, but that they really understand the meaning of that thing to themselves after they are lost. If time could be turned back to that morning, if she had turned back like Lot's wife... even though she knew she would turn into a pillar of salt like that woman, would everything have changed? Perhaps the reason why tragedy is tragedy is that it is irreparable.

"By the way, there is this." He handed over another kraft paper envelope. She hesitated for a moment, and slowly opened the envelope, only to see a thick document inside. "This is also what the boss asked me to transfer to you." He smiled meaningfully, "It is the transfer document of the Greek island of Milos. This small island belongs to you now." Her eyes fixed on the name of the owner of the property -- Liuxia Gong. For some reason, the conversation between her and Margaret suddenly came to mind one day. "Teacher, what do you want to do when you become a great painter in the future?" "I, I will use the money I earn to buy a small island in the Mediterranean Sea. In the summer, I will go to the island for vacation. Every day I will enjoy the sea breeze and enjoy the sun without doing anything." "It's really an ideal that makes people feel unmotivated." "Hey, don't hit me, okay..." "Miss Liuxia?" Matthew's English with a London accent pulled her back to reality. She moved the corner of her mouth and pulled out a wistful smile, "He actually... explained everything clearly." "Perhaps many people think that the boss is too impulsive this time. But losing the most important people one after another, and being unable to avenge them, this kind of pain and despair is beyond ordinary people's comprehension. Perhaps the boss thinks that this is the most effective way." way." He paused, "It turns out that everyone, including Mirant, did not expect the old conference to take such an extreme and direct approach." She raised her head and stared at him, as if she had exhausted all her strength to say, "Then what happened to him..." His eyes flickered slightly, and he pondered for a few seconds before he said in a low voice, "The explosion this time was too tragic, so many corpses at the scene couldn't be distinguished... Don't talk about the boss, even Mirant... from our side It is impossible to provide DNA comparisons to the police, and I believe that Madeleine will do the same, so the police cannot learn more detailed information, and it is even less clear who died on both sides. Then Count Lorenzo's The identity will not be exposed..." "I see." Liu Xia quickly interrupted him.She was afraid that if she continued to listen, her pretense of calmness would no longer exist. "Then please accept this thing." He handed the document in front of her, "Even if it is for him to go to trial without any worries." "Judgment?" Her eyelashes, like black butterfly wings, trembled violently. "People like us, do we still expect to go to heaven after death? Naturally, we will go to hell to accept the due judgment." He smiled softly, "Maybe soon, maybe tomorrow, maybe in the next second, I will follow in his footsteps." His clear and clear smile seemed to be a little helpless and melancholy, but it was more of an irreversible attachment. "Thank you." She reached out and took the document, "Then, if there is nothing else, I will go first." He smiled and nodded, "I have completed what the boss told me." Liu Xia didn't say anything more, and silently put the documents into the bag. At this moment, she suddenly felt a strong nausea, and she couldn't help but retched, covering her mouth. "So you... are pregnant?" His voice was very gentle, but for some reason, the air instantly became slightly cold. Liu Xia suddenly raised her head, only to see that his dark green eyes were like unfathomable pools of water, making it impossible to fathom his emotions at the moment.She was startled, and suddenly thought of something she had neglected.Now that Alfonso is gone, the man in front of him has probably taken Alfonso's place.But if Alfonso's child appears at this time, it may also become a potential threat to him... Thinking of this, she seemed to have sunk into the deep winter lake, and a chill came from the bottom of her heart. Out, quickly spread to the limbs and bones. As if he sensed her change, an unknown smile flashed across his face, "A pregnant woman should take good care of herself. Please go back and rest earlier, Miss Liu Xia." Liu Xia looked at him dubiously, and opened the car door cautiously after confirming that he hadn't done anything. Just as she got out of the car, he heard his gentle voice again, "In two months, my wife will also give birth to a daughter for me." She turned her head, and saw undisguised joy and hopeful light in those dark green eyes. The tense mood was relieved at that moment, she put down her guard, and walked towards the exit without looking back. Because she knew that the man behind him------ At the moment, it's just a man who is about to become a father. *** Time always flies by like running water between fingers, and the baby has been in Liuxia's belly for five months in a blink of an eye.With a petite figure, she put on loose clothes and looked nothing like a pregnant woman. After going to the hospital for a routine checkup as usual, she asked her accompanying mother to go home first.Before she confessed her pregnancy, she thought she would be severely reprimanded by her parents, but she didn't expect her parents to forgive her so easily and take on the responsibility of taking care of her without hesitation. Compared with these, parents are more concerned about their daughter's body. Perhaps, this is why blood is thicker than water. When passing by the flower shop, Liu Xia was attracted by the large bunch of blue irises placed in front of the window.This kind of flower is not common in this city, but when she was in Italy, she would occasionally see it in the flower market.The blue iris, which represents the dissociated and broken passion in fate, is not a flower suitable for gifting, and because of the short flowering period, it is difficult to get the favor of most people.Perhaps the more beautiful something is, the easier it is to fade away. "Estate, this kind of flower is not suitable for you." A sentence of fluent Italian suddenly came to her ears. This familiar voice... how is it possible! ?She turned around as if being shocked by an instant electric shock, and looked at the young man who appeared in the sun in disbelief. The surroundings seemed to suddenly become silent, even the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves disappeared in the air, and the only thing left was the light and shallow breathing between each other. He was wearing the light purple E.Zegna shirt from the first reunion.Such a picky light purple, wearing it on his body, reminds people of the sky that was dyed lavender by the morning glow in the early morning. It is as beautiful as a fantasy dream.His dark coffee-colored hair was still soft, his eyes were still clear, and his appearance was still handsome and compelling, but there was something on his face that she couldn't understand. His beauty is so unreal, it seems that he does not belong to this dunya. "Are... are you okay? Liu Xia." His voice trembled slightly. Her eye sockets were slightly sore, and hot liquid slipped down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably, "Toto..." Perhaps only in front of this person can she truly be unreserved.At this moment, she doesn't have to continue to pretend, whether she is happy, angry, sad or happy. "Toto, shouldn't you attend the European Footballer of the Year awards at this time? Why are you here?" After sitting down in the small teahouse next to the flower shop, Liu Xia thought about it. There was joy in his eyes, "Liu Xia, you have been paying attention to me." She nodded, "You are my best friend in this life, how could I not pay attention to you." He seemed a little lost, but soon recovered his usual expression, "I have been training in a closed camp abroad, so I didn't know so many things happened when I returned to Italy." He paused, "If I'm not wrong, in fact, Fang Suo belongs to EE... right? Then when you were with him, there must have been some difficulties. Did he use something to threaten you to submit?" "Toto," Liu Xia interrupted him, "it doesn't matter who he is anymore. Those things don't matter anymore either." He was slightly taken aback, and immediately changed the subject, "I know that after you return to China, you wish you could come here immediately. Now that I finally have time, I hurried to find you on the way to Germany to attend the awards ceremony." Liu Xia frowned, "Now you're in trouble. Maybe the coach won't allow you to participate in the World Cup." He smiled innocently like a child, "That can't be done, I want to take back the Hercules Cup and give Liu Xia ice cream." Her eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of mist, and her heart was full of mixed feelings. Toto's bright smile seemed to bring her back to the innocent and carefree days of her childhood. "Liu Xia, in the future, like the golden boy Rossi, I will lead the Italian team to win the world championship and lift the Hercules Cup!" "What is the Hercules Cup? Is it a special cup for Popeye? It must be very big?" "Oh... that's the trophy for the World Cup champion. Well, well, it's quite big. Anyway, you must cheer for me in the future, Ruxia!" "Well, then we'll use that cup to fill a lot of ice cream..." "Liu Xia... oh..." The gentle sunlight shone through the window on the clear tea, gently rippling golden ripples one after another.How many green years have passed away in such ripples.In a person's life, some people and things are destined to leave, but those good emotions and memories will never disappear. Forever engraved in each other's hearts. "Liuxia, can we...can we start again?" He held her hand coldly, his eyes full of expectation, "I have already told Emma that it is impossible between me and her. As for I will pay her enough maintenance for that child. You see, the obstacles between us have disappeared. So, Liu Xia, give me a chance, a chance to take care of you, okay?" "I..." As soon as she opened her mouth, that strong sense of nausea surged into her throat again, causing her to retch in disgrace. "Liu Xia... Could it be that you..." His eyes fell on her slightly swollen abdomen, his face changed suddenly, as if he realized something, but he didn't know how to say it. "It's his child." She admitted bluntly, "I will give birth to this child." He clenched his hands even tighter, and his voice was choked up, "Then you should give me a chance to take care of you and the child. Even... it's that person's child, I will treat it as my own. It's a boy If it is a girl, we will train him to be a football player, if it is a girl, we will let her be a painter, Liu Xia, what do you think... okay?" "Thank you, Toto." Her eye circles were slightly red, "But I'm sorry, I can't make you take on the obligation that doesn't belong to you." "Liuxia..." "Don't worry, I will raise this child alone. If it's a boy, I'll train him to be a football player; if it's a girl, I'll let her be a painter." Her smile looked so gentle, "He must Will be happier than his father." Tuo Tuo's heart suddenly trembled, "Liu Xia, could it be that...you fell in love with that person?" She hesitated for a moment. And at this moment, his mind was as clear as a mirror. There was no need for her to answer this question. "But Liu Xia, that person is no longer here." Thinking of her going on the long road of life alone, his heart felt as if it had been cut into pieces by a sharp knife, and it was so painful that it was hard to breathe. "Toto, some people, some things, even though they have disappeared, they can't be forgotten." She raised her eyes and stared at him quietly, "The real death of a person is not when his heart stops beating, but when his heart stops beating. When he was forgotten. Therefore, as long as he exists in my memory forever, even if his heart stops beating, it is only a temporary departure." "Estate, I understand." He lowered his eyes sadly, "If you truly love someone, you don't just stay by his side because you feel joy, but you are still reluctant to leave even if he makes you feel pain. .Because only the person you love the most can hurt you and make your heart hurt." He said word by word, "For you, the only person is him." "Toto..." "But Ruxia, if you change your mind, tell me right away. I'll be waiting for you in Rome. Always waiting for you. Because, for me, the only person is you, Ruxia, only you." Perhaps, he and she can't start all over again.However, there is an emotion that exists only between them that never ends.No matter what, the emotion will never end. Five months later, Liu Xia successfully gave birth to a healthy boy. He has the same water-green eyes as his father, which is a very clear and light green, like the slightly rippling lake water under the transparent and thin ice layer after the ice and snow melt in spring. "What a lovely child," the mother smiled while hugging the little one, "Liu Xia, have you decided on a name?" She looked out of the window in a daze, her slightly dizzy emotions drifted away like a flock of disturbed birds, leaving her in a daze. "Let's call it Amor." Amor, Amor. The love of my life, the love of my life. As long as you always remember him, then he will not disappear.