Chapter 33 I'm home when you come back

My husband can't see color, the world is only black and white. However, my husband works hard, my husband is kind, my husband is not afraid of all obstacles, my husband cherishes every family, my husband is my mountain, my husband is my tree, my My husband loves me the most in the world, and my husband is a useful person to society. My husband is no different than everyone else. My husband, what are you afraid of? Guan Shuyi begged Grandma Qin to keep her pregnancy a secret, saying that she wanted to give Qin Zhi a "surprise". The old lady agreed, but the next day, she informed the whole community.

Now, everyone looks at Guan Shuyi in a weird way. They first look at the stomach, and then look at the person. Mama Guan bought a lot of hawthorn and protein powder.She also melted away the two silver dollars left by her ancestors, asked a silversmith to make a silver lock, and wanted to give it to her future grandson. Grandpa Qin went to the fruit market every day recently. He picked the most expensive and best apples and put them in every place where Guan Shuyi could touch them. Everyone is happy, except Guan Shuyi herself. Seeing her relatives circle around her with happy faces every day, Guan Shuyi's mental pressure is not insignificant.

Qin Zhi knew that it was still so busy there.Xu Shi's just getting married brought him greater hope and greater responsibility. This time, Qin Zhi set himself a very high goal. A good man is to make the women who follow him have no worries about food and clothing.Two full months passed, and he never came back.He took his subordinates, sometimes on the construction site of the newly developed resort, and sometimes in the cities around Yancheng to watch factories.If not in these two places, then he must be working hard in the chairman's office of the new company. Wu Jiayang came here every week, and every time he came, he brought back the local products, food and entertainment from all over the country that Qin Zhi bought for Guan Shuyi.

Every time Guan Shuyi picked up something with a smile, but in her heart she hoped that it was that person who came back. She missed him, but was afraid of seeing him. In this way, a more beautiful spring is extending, and the tassels of time when the sun and the moon alternate are being drawn ahead without any haste. When some uncles in the yard took out a sap of buds, the area not far from the tree that could be exposed to the sun began to gather idlers in piles.Occasionally, those idlers would look up and look at a few swallows with mud in their mouths.The swallows flew back and forth quickly, trying to build their nests under the eaves.

Outside the window of Guan Shuyi's bedroom on the third floor, there is a new couple of young swallows nesting.Mama Guan said it was a good omen. Time slowly gave Guan Shuyi some innate experience about mothers.Like other women who are about to become mothers, she began to have various child-centered forms and movements. Touching her stomach and talking quietly; subconsciously always staring at those little dolls; whenever she sees a pregnant woman, she really wants to tell people that she has it too.She was eager to share her motherhood experience with others.When she sees a store selling baby clothes, she can't walk, she will definitely go in for a stroll.A few days ago, Guan Shuyi quietly bought a pair of tiny baby shoes.The shoes are baby pink and have a lovely cluster of fabric flowers on the upper.

Guan Shuyi's whole sanity was led by those little shoes.She paid immediately and took the little shoes home.That night, Guan Shuyi stroked those soft little shoes, imagining how the future pair of cute little feet with all five fingers would fit into the shoe sockets. She felt that the one in her stomach must be a girl, otherwise, why is she still so stable after almost three months?Otherwise, why can't she walk when she sees something pink? Her baby, now she is lying silently in her body.Grow day by day.This sense of possession made Guan Shuyi's heart infinitely sad and struggling.

She was both happy and sad. This morning, Guan Shuyi got up early.She can't help but get up, every morning is a timed period for nausea and morning sickness, which is more accurate than the alarm clock. Mother Guan brought a pot of noodle soup with a lot of tomatoes into the house, looked at her daughter who was changing clothes, and said, "Qin Zhi doesn't know yet?" Guan Shuyi reacted for a while, nodded and said: "He is busy working outside, so I told him that he can carry me for me? It's useless to talk so much, and he will know when he comes back." Mother Guan nodded and watched her daughter drink a large bowl of noodle soup before she put away the pot with satisfaction.Before going out, Mother Guan looked at the electronic clock hanging on the wall, and then at her daughter who was not moving, and asked her, "Aren't the shops open today?"

Guan Shuyi shook her head, "I have something to do today, Shi Ya'an can do it in the store." Now, Shi Ya'an is more and more like a qualified shop assistant, diligent and responsible. Mama Guan nodded and went upstairs with the pot.The old lady really had a lot to say to her daughter.It's been two full months, and Qin Zhi hasn't come back.Ever since her daughter became pregnant, although she still smiled broadly every day, Mama Guan knew that her daughter was not happy. Guan Shuyi leaned on the sofa and looked at the wedding photo. She looked at Qin Zhi's eyes in the photo, and the more she looked, the weirder she felt, the eyes in the photo had light.Looking at each other, Qin Zhi looked at her with reproachful eyes.Guan Shuyi turned her head and looked at the other side.Tonight, she will ask her father to take down this photo. It is too exaggerated and looks terrible.

The phone buzzed and vibrated over the sofa. At this time, it must be a message from Qin Zhi. "Honey, are you up?" "Well, I'm up. How about you? Have you had breakfast?" "I've had breakfast, and now, I'm in court." "Court? What are you doing there?" Guan Shuyi sat up suddenly, and sent a series of text messages asking why, feeling a little flustered. Qin Zhi sat in the last row of the courtroom, turned his phone to vibrate, and replied to his wife's series of text messages one by one.He reflected on himself, and decided that no matter what embarrassing things happen in the future, he can't tell his wife, and he can handle it by himself.Seeing that Apple was in a hurry to close his house, all the text messages returned were typos.

Today is Zhang Zhengnan's court date, Qin Zhi and Chen Yizhi have a look.Lang Ning sat not far from Qin Zhi.She was wearing a woolen cap and a very ordinary short windbreaker jacket. She lowered her head very low and occasionally raised her head. She also had a pair of big sunglasses on her face. Qin Zhi recognized this woman at a glance, no matter how she disguised herself. Zhang Zhengnan's criminal characterization has two categories: financial fraud and gambling. A month ago, sitting in the dock of this trial court was Zhang Zhengnan's father.This old man was originally the legal representative of the company. After Zhang Zhengnan escaped, the old man became a scapegoat.

At that time, Qin Zhi didn't know that Zhang Zhengnan's problem was so serious.He absolutely did not expect that that guy actually pushed his father to the dock, and then walked away.But his father, Mr. Zhang, silently accepted all his son's sins. That day, Qin Zhi went to the detention center to visit the old man. He hadn't seen him for several years.When he saw Qin Zhi, he still nodded gracefully, smiled lightly, and still had the knowledgeable, well-educated, and strong character. The old man still spoke slowly, "I didn't expect it to be you, you are more promising than my Nannan." Qin Zhi blamed himself with a wry smile, wondering if he should tell the old man that he had given Zhang Zhengnan a sum of money.He was very guilty, Zhang Zhengnan evaded his responsibility and ran away in a hurry, but he provided the travel expenses for him to evade responsibility.Wasn't he guilty of leaving his old father behind the bars in an orange waistcoat? The old man sat blankly for a while, and then said: "I am a father who can't educate children. If Nan Nan has done something wrong, I apologize and please forgive him. In the future, if Chairman Qin is capable... I will help him. " Even in the most difficult times, fathers still think of children. When Qin Zhi saw this old man for the first time, he was writing calligraphy on the ancient wooden table in the garden of his home.Qin Zhi remembered that the old man's pen stand was full of brushes, and a clump of white cherry blossoms was blooming behind him, and the old man splashed ink like a fairy. Zhang Zhengnan laughed a little louder that day, the old man slowly put down the writing brush, picked up a clean white towel placed on the side of the table, glanced at Zhang Zhengnan while wiping his hands, and said: "Teach you on weekdays, keep silent, sit quietly , Few desires. If you are angry, you will do wrong things, and if you talk loudly, it sounds like you have no tutor..." Zhang Zhengnan listened tremblingly.He was terribly afraid of his father, and this kind of fear surpassed that of ordinary children to their parents.That day, Qin felt that Zhang Zhengnan was actually very pitiful, he didn't dare to laugh out loud at his own home. Now, the old man begged Qin Zhi to help his child with the same tone of voice as all parents in the world. Qin Zhi asked him, "Don't you hate him?" The old man smiled wryly and shook his head, "I don't hate it. I taught him a lot of principles and set up many rules for him since he was a child. That kid knows a lot of principles and knows all the rules. However, I forgot the most important thing, which is to pay more attention to him, and pay more attention to him. Praise him. He wants to be bigger, and he wants me to praise him. I know that Nannan has always been a good boy. I am very proud of him, but I never told him. It is my fault that I can't educate him. , I didn’t tell others that they have to take responsibility, I only taught him to look forward, but I didn’t tell him that it’s okay to look backward occasionally.” The old man is really old.He muttered about his child over there, from the beginning to the end, but he didn't say a word to blame the child. Qin Zhi put down his phone and looked at Zhang Zhengnan, who was standing on the dock with a shaved head.He returned to surrender, and incidentally revealed the largest underground casino in the city. The trial ended at half past twelve in the morning. Qin Zhi and Zhang Zhengnan looked at each other outside the court.Zhang Zhengnan smiled at him, and silently said Sanyu, Qin Zhi knew that he was apologizing. "He's grown up." Elder Zhang said as he walked slowly to Qin Zhi's side with the support of his eldest son. Qin Zhi turned his head and smiled at the old man, and reached out to support him. On the night Zhang Zhengnan turned himself in, the old man was taken to the hospital, suffering from a sudden cerebral infarction.Fortunately, the rescue was done properly, and the old man can still breathe freely now, but this road will no longer be safe in the future. "Well, I can see that he has matured a lot." Qin Zhi smiled and talked to the old man. The old man is very happy.It seems that this trial brought an end to all the misfortunes of the Zhang family, and everything can start again.This is good. Lang Ning left early.She looked at the back figure that did not match the image in her mind in court. It was not Zhang Zhengnan, not the Zhang Zhengnan she knew, not the Zhang Zhengnan she had loved. Just like that, Lang Ning stood up and quietly left the place.It was foreseeable that Zhang Zhengnan was officially separated from Lang Ning. As Lang Ning walked, she asked herself, "That man, why do I like him?" Her mind was blank, unable to give herself a correct answer. Guan Shuyi was finally relieved.After learning of Zhang Zhengnan's fate, she felt sorry for Zhang Zhengnan's father for a while.She sincerely hoped that Zhang Zhengnan would be sentenced to less punishment and reunite with his family as soon as possible. Putting down the phone, Guan Shuyi went to the supermarket near the community and bought a lot of snacks.She will take the problem and go to the orphanage again. At three o'clock in the afternoon, Guan Shuyi arrived at the orphanage with toys and food. It was the old man who watched the gate of the orphanage.When Guan Shuyi saw him, the old man was sitting on the stairs basking in the sun with a baby in his arms.Seeing her, the old man greeted her with a smile. "I know you, you are the bride who gave love during the Chinese New Year." Guan Shuyi laughed loudly, crossed her legs, and sat beside the old man.She stretched out her hand, trying to hug the child in the old man's hand, and asked, "Master, how old is this child?" The old man put the child into her arms and said, "It's almost two years old, and it's a little boy." Guan Shuyi took out snacks to tease the child.The child's two little hands have been trying to reach the snacks in her hand, and the mouth is anxiously calling out "hoooohoo, ummmmm". It's just too cute.Guan Shuyi opened the package of snacks, broke the food into small pieces and gave him to eat.The child's eating movements are no different from other children's, and the small mouth can be as flexible as it needs to be. In his human position, the postoperative scar of congenital cleft lip silently narrates the original sin of this child.He is not perfect, and therefore he is forsaken.Now, he is well, and like all children, he can talk, call, suck and chew.Except for one scar, the child was no different from other children. The warm sun shone on the slide in the yard, and several children kept sliding down the slide in various postures and rushing down. Behind the children running desperately without arms, there are children pushing wheelchairs with both hands to chase after them.They laughed loudly, indistinguishable from normal children. "Are you here to get the receipt? The leader is not here." A familiar voice sounded behind him. Guan Shuyi turned her head, that Comrade Guo who was always cold and sharp-tongued was looking at him.She waved to him and greeted him with a smile: "Hi! Xiao Guozi, I'm here to look for you." Comrade Guo's expression was dull, and he didn't react for a long time.Xiao Guozi? What's happening here? "Come and sit down. Sister wants to ask you something." Guan Shuyi moved her butt to one side to make room for a seat.Her pair of not-so-cheap trousers just wiped the steps of the stairs. Of course Comrade Guo would not sit down, he stood there and asked, "What do you want to ask?" "Well, I want to ask, what are the children who walk out from here, what are they doing? Are they married? Are they happy? Are they having a hard time..." "Are you a reporter?" "I'm unemployed?" Guan Shuyi stood up, stretched out her hand to touch her belly, raised her head proudly and said to Comrade Guo: "I'm here to ask you for help, because maybe in the future I will have a child who can't see the colors in this world. As a mother, I have to know, as a disabled child, is their path easy to walk? What problems will they encounter in their life path? What will they be confused about? How do they encourage themselves? How do they see themselves? Abandoned Child, how can we treat him so that he loves life and has a sense of security in life? You know, my husband has no confidence in having a child of our own. He is afraid that the child will follow the same path as him. He feels that His existence is meaningless and does not require life extension." Comrade Guo thought for a while, and asked Guan Shuyi seriously: "Are you sure you want to have this child? Are you sure your husband will agree?" Guan Shuyi waved her hand nonchalantly, "Why not? Why not? I want this child, this is a life, it has nothing to do with consent." Comrade Guo's expression softened unexpectedly, and the bitter indignation brought out from his bones gradually dissipated.He stepped out of the aisle, shook his head with a smile, "There are quite a few children who have gone out here, but I don't know many of them. Apart from here, I also know a lot of friends from the disabled people's federation. Abandonment is just a corner, and most parents will Taking responsibility and devotion to raising children. I have a lot to offer.” Guan Shuyi stood up and carefully returned the child to the porter."That would be great, I need their help," she said happily. "They are all very ordinary people, are you sure they can help you?" "With a population of 1.3 billion in China, there seem to be few great men, right? I'm sure they can help me." "Some people, because of physical disabilities, don't live too well. Is this okay?" "Are they happy?" "Of course, they cherish everything more, because everything is hard-won. They work hard to live, and any little happiness is double for them, many times more happiness than you." "That's enough. What I want is that doubled happiness." Qin Zhi finally gave himself a vacation. Recently, he has worked very hard, made a lot of money, and his career has also improved.It has been four months since I left home, and everything that needs to be sorted out has been smooth.At this time, Qin Zhi told himself, I need to go home, I want to go home, I am homesick. Why didn't you dare to go home for many months?Qin Zhi was afraid that he would spoil himself.His career has just started, he dare not go back and fall into a warm nest.He knows himself too well, and once he goes back, he doesn't want to come out again. Now, everything is finally stable, and he can finally go home with peace of mind. Wu Jiayang booked a plane ticket for Qin Zhi, and he even bought a large bag of inexplicable things for Qin Zhi to bring.Before boarding the plane, Wu Jiayang, who was seeing him off, grabbed Qin Zhi strangely, and said something strange, "Boss, my sister-in-law is a good person, really. When I talked to Ma Baidong, He Yiyuan and the others, we all said I can't find anyone better than sister-in-law, really, sister-in-law is the best." Qin Zhi was stunned for a moment, not understanding what this idiot subordinate wanted to express.He looked at Wu Jiayang, took the luggage in his hand, and said, "Wu Jiayang, when will you learn to express a meaning clearly in one sentence? Are you in your thirties?" Wu Jiayang frowned, on the face of someone like him.He always has a heartless expression, but today he looks sad, embarrassing, difficult to do, hard to say, a little reluctant, just want to persuade you, want to tell you, but he is not at the level of telling, I don’t know Where can I persuade... such a difficult expression. Qin Zhi felt incredible, he put down his luggage, looked at his subordinates, said nothing, and waited for this guy to fart by himself. After all, Wu Jiayang didn't hold back, he pulled out a letter and a kraft paper bag containing company documents from his arms, and presented them to Qin Zhi with both hands. "A month ago, I went to see my sister-in-law. My sister-in-law said, when you go back, I will ask you to take a look at this first, and then decide whether to go home or not." Qin Zhi looked puzzled.He took the paper bag and looked up to ask him when this happened, but Wu Jiayang ran away in despair. Ma Bodong hid in the corner of the airport with He Yiyuan, Wu Jiayang, and Chen Yizhi, watching his boss enter the gate. He Yiyuan said: "Who is watching the company?" Chen Yizhi waved the plane ticket in his hand, and said, "Tell Shi Haoqing to come back and watch by himself. Is there anything more important than the boss's happiness?" Seeing that Qin Zhi's figure finally disappeared, Ma Bodong straightened up and said, "Don't worry, I think you guys are making a fuss out of molehills. The boss will listen to Guan Apple all his life. I don't think it will be broken." Wu Jiayang stared at him with contempt, "You know what, the boss is stubborn! If you don't go, I will. I can't let the boss have a hard time. The boss has no home, let's be a fart, let's drink the northwest wind. " Chen Yizhi patted Wu Jiayang with admiration.He seldom appreciates this person, but today, he feels that he needs to praise him highly, "Congratulations to Wu Jiayang, you can understand this truth, you have entered the realm of transformation, and you are a classy low-class villager!" Wu Jiayang was uncharacteristically not complacent.What Guan Shuyi gave to Qin Zhi was an unsealed kraft paper bag, and he looked at it contemptuously, but this person who had always been brainless was completely shocked when he saw it. As the plane taxied slowly on the runway, Qin Zhi stretched out his hand several times to touch the envelope in front of him.After the plane stabilized, he eagerly opened the letter and began to read it. This letter was sent by Guan Shuyi to Wu Jiayang a month ago.Guan Shuyi said that she would hand it over to Qin Zhi when he returned home. Wu Jiayang completed this task very seriously and responsibly. Qin Zhi: When you open this letter, I know that there is something on your way back, and I want to tell you officially: I am going to be a mother.For me, this is a good thing that surprises me with horror.Really, apart from marrying you, I believe this is the happiest thing in my life. Lately, I've been stroking my belly a lot and it's unbelievable that there's a baby inside.It's an amazing feeling that he's in my body.Really, apart from a man named Qin Zhi who belongs exclusively to me in this world, the rest is this baby.He shares with me life, heartbeat, nutrition, blood, the air of this world, and all the good and bad things in this world. Whenever I think that when he is full-term, he will leave my body and go his own way, I can't bear it, and I can't bear it.I am willing to spend my whole life to warm him, take care of him, love him, and raise him... I love him, I'm sure I love him the most in all the world except you. You must be shocked, must be angry, must blame me, why didn't I discuss it with you, why didn't I tell you until today.Don't blame me, in fact, when I was sure I had a child, the first thing I wanted to tell in the whole world was you, but I was afraid that after seeing you, I would succumb to my love for you and give up this child. Some time ago, Mother Swallow and Father Swallow lived under the eaves of our new house. I watched them build a nest bit by bit and live in it. Later, they had baby Yan. I often lie on the window and peep at the Yanzi family quietly and not daring to be alarmed.The mother swallow, the father swallow, and their four little swallow babies live around their nest without any time off. The chicks are always crying with their yellow mouths open. They cry when they are hungry, they cry when they are thirsty, and they cry when they are cold. They still cry when they are not hungry, cold or thirsty.They opened their little mouths waiting to be fed, and screamed from morning till night. You say, what is life? I think life is giving? Just like the swallows at that time, maybe they don’t know why they gave in this life. They just rely on their instincts to fulfill the responsibility of continuing their lives and give everything for the responsibility. I also want to give something to this world.I want to find a certifier that I have lived happily on this beautiful planet, and my child is the only proof that I exist in this world. I know, I promised, I promised that in this life, I would just stay with you alone. I apologize, I broke my word.From the day I became a mother, my love for my children has surpassed my love for you.I can lose you and raise this child independently, but I can't let him go because I love you. You can live without me, but I and the child are one. If you want to talk to me, forget it, please don't discourage me, please don't take away my motherhood.If you really don't want this child, then please don't show up. Our children are destined to be born different from other children.But why can't our children come into this world to breathe, play, be mischievous, make trouble like other children, and make us worry about it every day? Are you not allowed to come into this world just because of flaws? It's not fair, it's irresponsible for life. Qin Zhi, I know, I didn't do what I promised. I agreed, it was because at that time I didn't know what is real maternal love and what is real love. A few days ago, when I woke up in the middle of the night, I sat up and thought of one thing.If in the world, it is really only the two of us who are always dependent on each other, then if one day I leave first, what will you do? If you left first, would you have the heart to leave me alone in this world? After we share a family, we need a child who belongs to us to continue our life.In this way, Guan Shuyi and Qin Zhi's home has real meaning of existence. When I was a child, I felt that there were only two kinds of people in the world: good people and bad people. Now children make me mature.I think, when a child is born pure and innocent, we give him life and only the most basic things. When he grows up day by day, his horizons will naturally be opened, the school will teach him knowledge, and social ups and downs will make him growing up. I or you have no right to judge how to divide people and what kind of people should be given the right to life. like: Shuyi Kwan started out as a healthy child: she became a bookstore owner and a useful person to society. Zhang Zhengnan started out as a healthy kid: he became a criminal who needed to be reformed, and he was trying to reform into a useful person for society. Shi Yaan was originally a healthy child: he became a parasite to his parents, and now he is trying to learn how to survive and be a useful person in society. Wei Qin was originally a healthy child: she became an ordinary company employee, a useful person to society. Lang Ning started out as a healthy child: she became an entrepreneur and a useful person to society. Wu Jiayang was originally a healthy child: he became an ordinary company employee and a useful person to society. I think this is the real division of people—to be a person, to be a good person, and to be a person who is useful to society. Finally, I would like to introduce my husband Qin Zhi to you. My husband can't see color, the world is only black and white. However, my husband works hard, my husband is kind, my husband is not afraid of all obstacles, my husband cherishes every family, my husband is my mountain, my husband is my tree, my My husband loves me the most in the world, and my husband is a useful person to society. My husband is no different than everyone else. My husband, what are you afraid of? A few days ago, I went to the social welfare home again, where I met many children.Some of them have defects that are more serious than yours, but they are still laughing, and their laughter is as loud as ordinary children. I met Xiao Guo, the gentleman who showed me around, and through him, I opened a door. That door is in the paper bag at your hand, I hope you can open it calmly. Then...it's up to you to decide whether you want to come back to me. back to our home. When you come back, I will be at home. Your Wife: Guan Shuyi Opening the paper bag, Qin Zhi poured out a thick bound hand-painted album. The cover of the picture album is like this: Under a big roof, Miss Pot Cover, Sister Toothpaste, Mr. Soap Box, Brother Cup, Girl Pillow, and Big Brother Pillow are stacked together with their big smiling faces. Turning to the first page, there is a photo at the top of the page. In the photo is Xiao Guo and his children.Under the photo, there is a line that reads: Hello, Qin Zhi, we have met, now I officially introduce myself to you: I, thirty-one years old, suffer from polio.My home is in an orphanage. I have many brothers and sisters. I want to work here for the rest of my life. I am very happy because everyone around me is happy. In the future, I want to marry a beautiful woman like Zhao Yazhi. Page 2: It was a family of three. They sat in the photo in a well-behaved manner, with a hint of shyness, and a restrained smile. The line below reads: Hello Qinzhi, I am blind, and my wife is also blind. We own a massage parlor, and we have a six-year-old son with the brightest eyes in the world. Our boy, he can see the whole world. The third page: The simple and honest child, with the most innocent smile, gestures of victory. Hello Uncle, I am Baby Tang (Down Syndrome).My intelligence remains in childhood all my life, so I am happy all my life.My mother said, I have one more chromosome than you, so I am an angel with wings! Qin Zhi's tears flowed uncontrollably, and his heart was about to shatter from the pain.He turned the pages one by one, weeping for those smiles and those people. Hello Qin Zhi, I have no legs, and I opened a small shop online.The handicrafts I made by myself have been sold as far as Thailand... Hello Qin Zhi, I don't have hands, but I have the happiest family in the world, father, mother, and me... Hello Qin Zhi, I can't hear the sound, but I have seen the highest mountain in the world... Hello Qin Zhi, I can't speak, but I can play the guitar, and I perform in the underground passage... Hello Qinzhi, I am still poor, but I try my best... Hello Qinzhi... Hello Qinzhi... Qin Zhi turned the pages, crying non-stop.He was trembling uncontrollably, and his heart was twisted together.At this moment, he felt that he was the happiest person in the world. Why not?Guoguo is destined to be put in the basket. the last page…… A B-ultrasound photo was taken on the photo, and the following is written: "Hello, Dad. I'm a baby. I'll be at home when you come back."