Chapter 3 Chapter 2 Geng Geng Yuhuai (No.8 - No.12)

My mother asked, is that all? I said, yes, that's it. As far as this shit is concerned, it's really not a big deal—then why didn't she speak for half a minute just now? She paused again and said, hang up if there is nothing else to do.I said, oh. If it was before, I would definitely think that she was pretending to be chic and hard-spoken. But now I'm not sure.Maybe she really doesn't care at all. I no longer dare to say that I understand her, just like I dare not say that I understand my dad. In the past, I always felt that I was very similar to Mao Lilan.My parents are the same as hers. Although divorced, they haven't remarried for seven years. My father is as reluctant to leave my mother as Kogoro Mouri likes Fei Mi, and it's the kind that the whole world can see.And my mother, like Fei Mili, is excellent, beautiful, hard-spoken, and strong, but she still remembers to care about my father's movements from time to time.

So I have always mistakenly thought that one day they will be together again like in the cartoon. Why separate?How did my dad's smiling and obedient baby contradict my grandparents and marry my mother even at the risk of being kicked out?My mother is only 1.6 meters tall. When I was two or three years old, my father got tuberculosis. How did she move the gas tank downstairs by herself and said it was all right? I have always felt that, although they have not been able to prevent their divorce, at least now, everything is moving in a good direction with my efforts-on the day the results came out, the three of us had dinner at the revolving restaurant in Shangri-La to celebrate. The two get along very well.

It wasn't until half a month before entering school that my dad said to the opening song of "News Network" after dinner, Geng Geng, I am completely relieved that you have been admitted to Zhenhua. I was cutting an apple at the time, so I asked, why don't you worry? He didn't speak for a long time.I finally put down the knife and looked back at him, only to find that he was looking at me too. "Next Sunday, I'll take you to see an aunt." At that time, a little angel with bare buttocks and wings suddenly popped up in my mind, slapped me left and right, and shouted while slapping, for God's sake, wake me up!

Then I lowered my head and continued to cut the apple. I was very calm and didn't cut my finger. It was not at all the same as the show on TV. I said: "OK." In fact, I really want to ask, Dad, is this your last aggressive method? I lay in bed that night, tossing and turning, imagining how I messed up in my mind. Anyway, because of Kao Zhenhua, I have already owed the loan from Lord Yan. What am I afraid of? Spoiling, rolling, making trouble for no reason, yelling in grief, running away from home... All the rebellious behaviors of single-parent children in TV dramas when their parents remarry, I am afraid. You can give it a try, and then yell at my parents like those fans who mess up their idols: "I beg you, let's be together!"

I didn't even feel sad or wronged.Because of this boundless fantasy, I was so excited that I didn't sleep all night, and my chest was surging. However, the actual situation is that the lunch on Sunday, under the joint effect of my dad's good temper and my soft temper, has a warm and happy atmosphere. That aunt is eight years younger than my dad and works as a nurse in the Third City Hospital.She is not pretty, but she is well dressed, has a magnetic voice, and has dimples when she smiles. At first glance, she is a well-educated woman with a gentle temper.More importantly, my dad seemed to be a different person in front of her.

Generous, domineering, cheerful and happy. "Geng Geng, eat shrimp." She picked up a bamboo tube shrimp and put it in my bowl.Then, my dad also picked up a shrimp and put it in her son's bowl. Seven years ago, her husband died in a car accident, leaving her to raise her two-year-old son alone.The work in the hospital is tiring and busy. In order to support the family, the day and night shifts are never picky, which is very hard. I looked up at the little boy sitting across from me.His name is Lin Fan. He is in the third grade this year. He is fair-looking, quiet and shy like a kitten. When we first met, he blushed and bowed to me under the urging of her mother, saying hello, sister.

He likes bamboo tube prawns very much, but seeing his mother's actions, he dare not pick them himself, probably because he was told not to be rude.I put mine in his bowl too, and said with a smile, my sister doesn't like to eat this kind of shrimp, can you help my sister eat one? Then, both my dad and the aunt smiled with relief, as if they had received some important approval from me. At that moment, I suddenly felt a little tragic.Yes, it is tragic. My dad likes her.Or in other words, he likes himself when he is with her, relaxed and comfortable, like a man who is in charge of the house, able to do what he likes without being accused of being useless and unmotivated.

So I lost even the last bit of fantasy.This is not a violent method, because his heart is no longer excited for my mother.But he had already waited, and he had no obligation to wait any longer.He is a father, but not just a father, he also has the right to be happy. It's just that I always mistakenly thought that they would put my happiness first. So, I was finally willing to face the reality.I am a child of a single-parent family, and my parents' divorce was not a joke. Children in single-parent families should understand that in this world, you can live without anyone, because everyone's happiness is not bound together.

So, I did everything I could to make that aunt and my dad feel that I wanted them to get married. Only the little boy Lin Fan who was sitting across from me blinked and looked at me, not knowing what to say, then lowered his head and continued to eat his bamboo tube shrimp. He is still young, so it is easier than me to accept and get used to a new family. "Geng Geng, I heard from your father that you are going to report to Zhenhua next week?" dedicated.I just came back to my senses.Does this aunt know the meaning of the name she called?This name has been imprinted on me since I was born, no matter whether those two people hold a red marriage certificate or a green divorce certificate, it cannot be changed.I am like an abandoned monument, or a contract terminated early, Party A and Party B, the road is open to the sky, and each side walks.

After returning home, sitting in the living room, my father waited awkwardly for my evaluation. In fact, however, what was turning around in my mind at the time was a trivial problem. After the mother and son move in, can I still start my day by lying on the sofa in the living room with my feet up in pajamas every morning without brushing my teeth or washing my face? They don't mind, but I can't be shameless. With this complicated mood, I stepped into Zhenhua's school gate in a trance. On the day of registration, people mountain people sea. Many students are accompanied by more than two relatives. In addition to parents, there may be grandparents and other lively juniors. The euphemistic name is: on-site inspirational education.

I rejected the accompanying requests from my parents and my mother, and took my camera and ID to see the ranking list, and snapped random photos of the crowd.I carry a camera with me wherever I go. It used to be a Samsung, but now it is a Sony. I bought it during the holidays. It is the latest model with 8 megapixels. Let’s just count it as a prize for being admitted to Zhenhua. After a long time, a group of juniors called non-mainstream emerged suddenly.They also carry cameras or mobile phones with camera functions all the time, taking pictures wherever they go, even the mirrors in public toilets.The difference is that I never take pictures of myself, but they only take pictures of themselves. The red list is posted on the wall, and the school's main department and branch schools are added together, forming a magnificent row.I didn't want to squeeze with them, so I just stood on the periphery and waited for the opportunity. The autumn tiger at the end of August was really hard. I looked down for a paper towel to wipe off my sweat, and suddenly I heard an uncle next to me yelling into the phone in a loud voice: "I saw it, I saw it, it's the same as what Sissy's mother and Director Li heard. This time it was indeed divided into two top classes. Yes, two top classes, class one and class two, Qianqian, Yang Yang and our Xiao Chuan are in the same class again!" The uncle wiped the sweat from his forehead like me, and continued to talk to the phone: "The three of them are in the second class..." Suddenly the person on the other side of the phone said something that made him frowned, and shouted into the phone loudly: "Who told you that class one is better than class two? It's good to be in the front? What are you in a hurry for? !" I snickered, and accidentally caught a glimpse of a tall, thin and straight boy standing next to the beer belly uncle in sunglasses, who kept staring at the ground with a disdainful expression, especially when the uncle repeatedly emphasized the top class , the corners of his mouth curled up slightly mockingly. It must be that I was panicked because I didn't get into the top class, I thought to myself. Then he raised the camera and quietly photographed the two people with different expressions together. Finally, the loudspeaker sounded, asking all the students to line up according to the class number, waiting for the class teacher candidates to draw lots.The people around the wall all dispersed in a clatter.I know that they have already found their class a long time ago, but they are still gathering there to find the whereabouts of other acquaintances.I took the opportunity to move to the wall, bypassing the first two elite classes, and started from the third class, looking for my name at an extremely fast speed. Because I was too focused, I didn't have a spare eye to look around, so when I moved to the front of the red list of Class 5, I bumped into a boy solidly.My cheekbone hit his shoulder, and the pain made me squat down and cry on the spot.It's not that I'm squeamish, I can't control my physical reaction. It took me a long time to raise my head with tears in my eyes, and the boy reached out and handed me a few facial tissues in embarrassment.I quickly wiped my face clean, and after a closer look, it turned out to be the boy I photographed in the camera just now. "Student, I'm really sorry." He bowed sincerely, shaking his hairy cropped hair. "It's okay." I waved my hand and seized the time to continue looking at the list. Coincidentally, I am in Class Five.The name Geng Geng is written in the middle of the fourth line, which is easy to recognize. What's more interesting is that the name on my right is Yu Huai. It looks like nothing on paper, but when you read it, it makes you brood, which is kind of funny. I giggled to myself, and suddenly found that the boy next to me was also staring at the red list and laughing. He was embarrassed by my stare, touched the back of his head, pointed to the red list and said, "The person on the left of my name is Geng Geng. When it is connected with my name, it happens to be Geng Geng Huai."