Chapter 53 Chapter Twenty

This winter is not cold, snow falls on the ground and immediately turns into water.Therefore, on the roof, on the road, everywhere is wet.Having been here for ten years, I have long been used to seeing the snow-covered clothes in winter and the biting chill in the icy and snowy world. For some reason, I feel unspeakably depressed when this happens. Quietly leaning on the soft couch, resting his head on his hands, he silently listened to Honghan's immature voice from the opposite side of the case: "We Dusi, Fengniangmi,..." I chuckled lightly, and said to Qiaohui who was still teaching Honghan earnestly: "He has just turned one year old, and his pronunciation is still not accurate. 'Silkworms weave silk, bees make honey, people don't learn, they are not as good as things.' That's good." The Three Character Classic was recited like this by Haner, so don’t teach it, let him stay on the bed and play for a while.” Qiaohui put down her hand, put it on the small case, and asked in surprise: “Miss, little elder brother should learn something earlier. , why not."

I got up and picked up the book that Qiaohui had placed, closed it, and put it beside me, and said with a wry smile: "When he grows older, it will be impossible for him to play as he pleases." After Qiaohui was slightly startled, Then he nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, didn't the emperor say that? The little elder brother will go to the study when he turns two years old." I sighed secretly, leaned back with a wry smile, still leaning on the couch On, silently lost in thought. When a prince is six years old, he enters the study to study. This is the ancestral system in the palace of the Qing Dynasty, and no one can change it.But I don't want Hong Han to sit at the same table with the master. The master reads a sentence, and the prince reads a sentence accordingly.Those who are within six days are called familiar books.About every five days, it goes back and forth, without interruption. 'Because, from the bottom of my heart, I don't want him to learn the art of governing the country. Perhaps one day, sooner or later, we will leave this palace. At that time, what he has learned will be useless.

In addition, although Hong Han and I were not included in the Royal Jade Butterfly, there was no mention of it in any history books, no matter whether it was official history or unofficial history.I know my ending, but I can't know what Honghan will be like in the future, where he will live. Eight years old, what an eight-year-old child living in the palace is like, I still know clearly in my heart.My heart suddenly felt like a mess, what to do, what to do? I closed my eyes, clenched my fists, and felt that the lumps were churning together, filling my heart, and I couldn't breathe, and my chest felt uncomfortable.

"Er Niang, Er Niang." Hong Han's timid cry came from my ears, I slowly opened my eyes, Hong Han had been hugged by Qiao Hui, and was sitting by my lap, staring at me blankly , with a hint of panic on his face. Qiaohui who was standing in front of the couch frowned and said: "Miss, you are scaring the little elder brother." I sighed, hugged Honghan into my arms, pressed my head against his little face, I don't know if he could hear me Understand: "Han'er, if one day Er Niang leaves and leaves you, what should you do?" As if he had never heard of it, he grabbed the three-character scripture under my leg with all his strength.I shook his body lightly, the little guy looked up at me blankly, and called 'Ama' in his mouth. My eyes became hot, and I turned him around so that he looked at me face to face. I asked again: "What if Ama?" He's gone too, what about Han'er?"

The little guy grinned, lowered his head and continued to grab the book angrily.I shook his body heavily and said loudly, "Han'er, what should you do?" Honghan was shaken by me so that he shook his head from side to side, looked at me, burst into tears with a 'wow', and twisted his body while crying, Qiaohui struggled away.Qiaohui reached out to catch him, but I hugged him suddenly, biting my lips in pain, tears streaming down my face and into Honghan's clothes. Honghan tore my clothes in horror, turned his head and looked at Qiaohui, crying out of breath.Qiaohui put her hand in mid-air, hesitated for a moment, then put it down again, wiped her tears, and said softly: "Miss, the emperor is just in his prime, and you are young, what are you talking about, the child can't understand. It's really the emperor, miss A hundred years later, that little elder brother has also grown up, and besides, the emperor dotes on the little elder brother so much, it is impossible for the little elder brother to..."

I was startled, and before I could wipe away my tears, I shouted in a low voice, "Don't talk nonsense from now on." Since I came here as Xiaowen, I have never said harsh words to Qiaohui.So Qiaohui was taken aback, and stood there in a daze. I took off the veil and wiped Honghan's tears, the little guy took the opportunity to break free, stood up with the case in hand, and walked forward towards Qiaohui.Qiaohui looked at me, I nodded, Qiaohui reached out and hugged Hong Han.Honghan turned his head and looked at me with tears in his eyes, his small mouth shriveled in grievance, and he fell on Qiaohui's shoulder all of a sudden, never looking at me again.

I was sad in my heart, accompanied by the slightest pain, my body seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, without a trace of strength, I suppressed my sorrow, and told Qiaohui: "Don't say these things in the future, the emperor favors Honghan, it's because of Honghan. Han is still young, so there is no special reason." Qiaohui nodded, turned around and left with Honghan in her arms. As the eighth year of Yongzheng is approaching, I think about their final results all day long. After Thirteen is gone, Luwu will not live alone in this world; There is nothing to love, but what about Honghan, an eight-year-old child, who went to Mongolia with Chenghuan, or entrusted to Hongli.

I clutched my chest and bowed my whole body on the couch. Why did I come here and fell in love with the people here? If I didn’t know their results, I believed that I would still be happy and happy until the end of my life.But now, he obviously wants to let go of his heart and live happily every day in his lifetime, but he can't help but think about the ending. I don’t know if the amnesia caused by a head injury in the TV series is true, sometimes I have an urge in my heart, I want to try it, but I am afraid that I will really lose my memory, and I don’t even know Yinzhen and Honghan. so what should I do now.After much deliberation, there was no other way, but my mind became more and more chaotic.

"Ruoxi, Ruoxi." His concerned voice came from my ear, I opened my eyes and looked at him, he stared at me for a while, then sat on the side of the couch with his robe lifted, pulled me up, hugged me Falling into his arms, the two quietly embraced each other for a while, and he said softly: "What happened, Han'er seems to have been frightened, and you are also in tears." I raised my head, tears flowed down uncontrollably, I smiled sweetly, and asked softly: "It's nothing, I just feel uncomfortable." Holding his waist, resting her head on his shoulder, she said softly: "In this world, I only have you and Han'er in my life, and it would be great if I didn't know anyone or know anything."

After he heard this, he was silent for a while, holding my hand, and still said softly: "Since you have the heart, you can do it. Don't think so much, live the life you want, what's on your mind, say Come out, there is always a solution, don’t hold back and suffer in your heart.” He hugged my hand tightly, leaned into my ear and said: “Both Han’er and I want you to live happily.” Can you really live happily?I secretly smiled bitterly in my heart, knowing that Thirteen will die soon, but I can't do anything about it, if it's a stranger, but he is my best friend here. I tightened my arms around his waist, thinking it would be more reassuring, he chuckled softly, stroked my face gently and said: "You are like our Han'er these days, you have learned to be tired of people." I still Holding him tightly, she said softly, "Only in this way can I feel at ease."

He looked down at me, frowned slightly, and asked me: "What's on your mind these days?" I shook my head, smiled and stretched out my hand, caressing his face gently, and staring at him.He frowned, grabbed my hand, and asked, "Ruoxi, what are you afraid of? A while ago, I felt something was wrong with you." Surprise." The smile suddenly froze on his face, and he stared blankly at him.He sighed softly, "I don't know what's going on in your head." He grinned, but couldn't, so he changed the subject with a wry smile: "I don't want Han'er to go to the study, I teach him myself, How are you?" He was silent for a while, helped me to sit down, stood up, walked to the table by the window, looked at it quietly for a while, then turned around and asked me: "Is the person in your painting me?" I passed the painting in his hand, put it on his side, looked at him, looked at the painting, and after looking at it for a while, I felt that it was quite similar.So, he nodded and put the painting on the table. He turned his head and looked carefully for a while, then turned around, and asked with a smile on his face: "Did I keep a straight face in front of you all day long?" This painting was for me to leave the palace that day, when he was unhappy drawn.Hearing this, I bit my lip and nodded with a light smile. He also shook his head and smiled lightly. After laughing, he stared at me for a while, hid the smile on his face, and said lightly: "I know the depth of your knowledge, but there is one thing that you can't teach. Han'er He is extremely intelligent, and it is good for him to enter the study earlier." What he said, of course I understand in my heart that it is the art of governing the country. I feel uncomfortable in my heart, and my eyes are a little hot. The tears I suppressed just now slipped down the corners of my eyes uncontrollably. I stood there, dumbfounded. Stare blankly at his ground. He took me into his arms, and I pressed my head against his chest, sobbing silently.He sighed softly: "It's been nearly a hundred years since I entered the customs in the Qing Dynasty, and my language has long been Sinicized, and few people who understand Manchu are like morning stars. Han'er is the prince of the Qing Dynasty. If he doesn't enter the study, how can he do it?" I held back my tears, raised my head, frowned and said, "You can't go at the age of two." He stared at me, picked up the veil on my skirt, wiped my face gently, and said gently: "No No more trouble." Although I was bitter in my heart, since I had already opened my mouth, I wanted to achieve my goal. It would be good to spend more time with Haner. I took his arm, shook it gently, and said, "Then Like everyone else, six years old." He pursed his thin lips and looked at me with a frown, and I looked at him earnestly.Finally, he sighed inaudibly: "Let's see and talk." I frowned and asked, "Are you agreeing or not?" He pursed his lips and smiled, handed me the handkerchief, and said, "If it's bigger, maybe Han'er wants to go by himself?" I didn't expect this, and muttered softly, "I don't know who this child is with. He's so young, but he's so fascinated by books." Hearing this, he hugged me back to the couch with a smile, and after the two sat down, he said: "Of course I followed him, Ama." Seeing his smiling face, I sighed secretly in my heart, but there was a smile on my face. The two chatted and laughed for a while, and he suddenly called me: "Ruoxi." I raised my head, and he stared at me quietly for a while, and said, "I know your thoughts, but as a prince, he has great respect for the people of the Qing Dynasty." Responsibility, and responsibility for the Qing Dynasty, Ruoxi, living an ordinary life in a small courtyard is unrealistic for him. If this is the case, why not let him learn some skills as soon as possible, which is even more important to his future. Favorable. I didn't want to tell you these words, but these days, you have been suffering for this matter. " I felt terrified, maybe what he said was right, and I knew the direction of history, but after all, Honghan was born and raised here as a prince, and I really couldn't impose my thoughts on him.Just let him go, as long as he is by his side and guides him well. I thought about it silently, he stood up, glanced at me, walked to the table again, concentrated on the painting for a while, stroked his chin, finally pursed his lips and smiled, and walked towards the door. When he reached the door, he stopped, and said lightly: "I still have some booklets, you go to bed first, I'll have dinner here." Lifting the cotton curtain, he said again: "Think carefully about what I said." After finishing speaking , walked out slowly.