Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven

The sky is getting brighter, and the blue sky is dotted with white clouds.The birds chirped and sang on the branches, dawning the tranquility of the morning.The breeze is blowing, and there is a hint of coolness. Standing at the door and watching everything in the yard quietly, the lush white magnolias stand proudly, the water surface of the pond under the trees is dyed with a layer of rose-colored dawn, and the morning breeze blows around it The ripples, even the outside of the house that has been cared about has a layer of faint golden light. No more hesitation, he stepped forward quickly, pushed the door open, opened the cabinet door, took out the familiar red cloth bag, slowly opened it, took out the white feather arrow that he had touched countless times, gently pressed it to his chest.Decided not to hide my emotions in the future, and never have any doubts about the love between us.The regret of life and death parting once in a lifetime is enough.Looking at the sunlight outside the door, it should be going down.Unable to restrain the ecstasy in his heart, there was nothing else in his mind except that cold face.

The setting sun was setting, and the scorching sunlight began to recede. It seemed that after half a cycle of rotation, it was also a bit gentle and tired.As the sun rises and sets again, the hope in my heart is shattered bit by bit, and the enthusiasm in my heart is extinguished bit by bit. Disappointment and sadness gradually seep into my body, and I suddenly feel exhausted physically and mentally. His legs could no longer bear the weight of his body, and he fell heavily on the chair. It turned out that he didn't matter at all in his heart, and it turned out that he had always been wishful thinking.

Lying on the table, wanting to cry but without tears, only then did I realize that people are so sad that they have no tears.My heart doesn't feel pain anymore, it's just like a person standing on a cliff, but my heart suddenly falls to the bottom of the cliff, empty.My mind was a little confused, my body seemed to be floating in mid-air, and I couldn't get back to the ground no matter what.There was darkness in front of my eyes, as if I had entered the dark night and could never find my way back. He murmured: "Yinzhen, do you know? I love you." In the dark, I felt someone gently hugging me, leaning over my ear and saying, "I know." I continued to say to myself, "Yinzhen Zhen, do you love me too?" The voice in the ear replied: "I love you too." Hearing the satisfied words, the barren swamp in my heart seemed to turn into an oasis again.

Looking at the gray sky outside the window, a new day has begun again, and I continue to lie on the bed, thinking about what happened yesterday, which is so unreal, like an illusion.Is that him? Is he the one who carried me to the bed? Is the voice in my ear his? Caressing the remaining temperature around her, smelling the familiar body fragrance, I felt happiness in my heart, I never knew that I was such a woman who was easy to satisfy.Get up in a happy mood and tidy up with brisk steps.Caressing everything in the room with his hands, as if everything had traces left by him. The sky is so clear and clear, with white clouds floating leisurely in the blue sky, even the sun, which is usually disliked, does not feel dazzling. It turns out that people's moods can really change with emotions.Walking happily, with a smile on his face, he greeted all the court ladies and eunuchs he knew and didn't know along the way.

Seeing Xiao Shunzi running from a distance, he stepped forward and asked, "Is there something wrong?" Xiao Shunzi hurriedly said while beating: "Eunuch Gao is looking for you." Followed Xiao Shunzi and hurried forward, Seeing that the roads he was walking were all in remote places, knowing that Gao Wuyong would definitely ask me something important, he secretly speculated in his heart that it must be because of this accident. After Xiao Shunzi saluted Gao Wuyong, he turned around and ran away.Gao Wuyong asked in a deep voice: "Xiaowen, do you know who abducted you?" I said softly, "I'm familiar with forgiveness, but Xiaowen doesn't know." Take a rest today, don't be too busy responding."

Walking slowly on the way back, still thinking about what Gao Wuyong said just now, who is the other person?Is it Yinzhen?I was delighted and at the same time mixed with a little uneasiness. Will they find out Hongshi?What if it is found out?After all, Hongshi is his child, what should he do? I feel a little bit at a loss and helpless, and I can't let Hongshi have an accident because of this, but who should I ask for help?Suddenly he heard a voice talking in front of him, looked up, it was Shisan and Li Wei, looked around carefully, it turned out that he had inadvertently walked on the road leading to Zhengda Guangming Hall, so he stepped forward a few steps to face Shisan and Li Wei. Said: "My lord, do you have time now?" After Shisan heard this, he said to Li Wei, "You go first." Li Wei saluted Shisan and left.

The two walked towards the woods by the roadside one after the other, and stood still. Thirteen looked at me silently. I pondered for a while and said, "Eunuch Gao came to me just now and asked who attacked me, slave girl." The answer is that I don’t know. If possible, please help the prince, and don’t check any further.” Thirteen thought for a while and said: "The reason." With a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, he said: "There is no reason." Thirteen narrowed his eyes slightly and said: "Then it won't be of any help, the emperor personally ordered the investigation. , no one can stop it." After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at me and turned to leave.

Feeling a little depressed in my heart, I said loudly: "What if the result is that everyone can't deal with it?" Thirteen Yi stood there in a daze, stared at me tightly and said, "You know who it is. " Lowering his eyes, he said: "Your maidservant can guess it." Thirteen chuckled and resumed his previous expression, "For whom? Is it worth it?" He answered that it was worth it, and he turned around and went out first. How could it not be worth it?Doing anything for him is worth it. Is it possible to let him fall into the predicament of bullying between father and son again? Although we know that this is a tragedy that the royal family will never avoid, and although we know that this day will come sooner or later, it is good to delay it .As a son, he violated his father's wishes; as a father, where will he go?Is it true that he imprisoned his son to death as it is written in the history books?

I couldn't help shivering, and a sadness surged in my heart, there is no family affection in the palace, some are just endless calculations, and some are just longing for the supreme position.I was puzzled in my heart, wondering if it was correct to ask Thirteen to do that.Can't we just ignore it and let it go?But what is the reluctance in my heart? Since that day, I have been resting in my own room. Xiao Shunzi came and said that Eunuch Gao was waiting, and let me recuperate for a few days.Ju Xiang was also specially transferred, saying that Eunuch Gao ordered her to take good care of me.Because of this, Qiao Hui entered the garden and took over my care of Cheng Huan.

I ate dinner in a hurry and finished packing.Spread rice paper, pick up a pen and dip in ink, and without thinking, write "Walk to the poor water, sit and watch the clouds rise".Standing in front of the table with a pen in hand, staring at the two lines of words absently, why didn't I see a glimmer of hope. My mind is muddled, and I don't know where to start with a thousand thoughts. Since I am so concerned, why have I disappeared for two days?Since it has been recognized, why not rush to recognize each other?Could it be that that night was just a good dream without a trace.

Bored in my heart, I had no choice but to write over and over again, until my eyes were blurred and my arms were weak, before I stopped.After washing, I fell into bed and fell asleep, but my sleep was extremely restless.In the haze, I felt someone caressing my face gently, and a painful voice came to my ears: "Ruoxi, do you really have to come back?" Repeated over and over again, like a hammer hitting again and again on my heart. Opening his eyes, he silently looked at the familiar figure. He was wearing a blue coat and walking towards the table. He stood still and stared at the words on the table. After a long time, he sighed softly. Take a breath, pick up the pen and swipe.After finishing writing, he looked at it quietly for a long time, finally put it on the table, closed the door gently and left. Unwilling to get up, unwilling to think, staring at the roof of the tent, sleepless all night.When the sky was getting brighter, I got up and looked at the same handwriting, and smiled bitterly in my heart.Carefully fold it up and put it in the brocade box in the cabinet. Standing on the steps with a stiff face, he looked at the Zhengda Guangming Hall from a distance, and saw that the hall was brightly lit, the civil and military ministers who came to the early court entered the hall one after another, and the maids and eunuchs were busy with solemn faces. He kept thinking about what had happened in the past few days. Instead of doing this, it would be better to go back to the past and be an ordinary court lady by his side, who can see each other from time to time and talk about endless lovesickness.Thinking of this, the depression in my chest for the past few days actually faded a lot. Stepping up the steps and continuing to move forward, there was a sound of small footsteps in front of him. Looking up, Gao Wuyong was also surprised and said, "Miss Xiaowen, why are you here?" Hearing that Gao Wuyong deliberately changed his address, he felt Smile again.Facing Gao Wuyong, he solemnly blessed him and said: "Acquainted with Da, Xiaowen came to respond." Gao Wuyong hurriedly avoided and said: "Miss, you don't need to be polite in the future." Ignore him, and go straight to the side hall waiter Go, Gao Wuyong hastily rushed ahead and bowed down: "Miss, don't make things difficult for the old slave." Going past him, Gao Wuyong knelt down on the ground with a bang, feeling uncomfortable, thinking of his special care before, helped him up, said sorry softly, turned and ran towards the residence.