In October 2006, a community in Shenzhen. "Yinzhen, do you really hate me so much? Really..." He never came, he refused to forgive me anymore, his heart seemed to be torn apart, the pain centered on the heart, wave after wave Extended to the limbs and bones, I feel that the whole person is too uncomfortable to be able to control myself.Isn't he already dead? Why is there still pain in the body, and why is there such a clear memory in the brain.Gently move your fingertips, you can feel the soft quilt under your fingertips.Shocked in my heart, I suddenly opened my eyes. There was a crystal lamp hanging on the white ceiling, as if in a dream. Looking around, there was a pink wardrobe, a pink flower dresser, and my favorite Mickey doll beside me.I was a little confused for a moment, did I really come back?Are you Zhang Xiaowen now?

Lying quietly on the bed, motionless, every detail of getting along with him flashed in front of my eyes from time to time, tears were no longer under my control, and flowed out like a spring.My heart is left there, why come back.Now that you are back, why not lose all your memories? How can a person without a heart live on. One night passed quietly, and another night came in a hurry.He was still lying there quietly, his eyes were still staring at the ceiling, he didn’t feel sleepy, he didn’t feel hungry, he didn’t feel anything in his body, he raised his hand to caress his face, not knowing which face it was, Is it Ruoxi's or mine, suddenly he touched the pendant around his neck, and his voice seemed to sound next to his ears: "One day, you will be willing to wear it..."

I hurriedly got up and got out of bed, my feet were soft, and I sat on the ground paralyzed, struggling to get up, and slowly moved to the mirror. The self in the mirror seemed to be the same as me when I changed the light bulb in 2005, but the difference was that at that time The face is full of vigor and vitality, not pale and haggard as it is now.Carefully stroking the Mulan pendant around my neck, I feel that I am not dreaming, my Yinzhen has really appeared in my life. Looking at himself in the mirror, his thoughts suddenly drifted far away, his cold eyes seemed to appear in front of his eyes again, his grief was becoming clearer and clearer, and his grief voice sounded in his ears again: "From today onwards , I never want to see you...", "You should never touch me...".

Why did you have to hurt him so much? I felt my heart throbbing violently, my mind went blank for a moment, my body limply fell backwards, I felt like my head hit the edge of the bed heavily, there was a sharp pain, and the darkness was like a flood The same comes... Just die like this, don't wake up, the days without him are no different from a walking dead. In May of the third year of Yongzheng, Prince Yi Yunxiang's mansion was the first gate. The sky was gloomy, and the gray mist enveloped everything, making people feel oppressed and heavy.Just like my mood at the moment, I seem to have encountered something uncomfortable.Even the big red lanterns hanging at the gate of the palace are not so eye-catching in the dark, but rather glaring.

Wandering around the door, not knowing whether to knock or not, and what to say after knocking on the door? Did you tell Shisan that I was Ruoxi? Did you really want to entangle him for the rest of your life? Didn’t he forgive himself? But why did God send me here again?It's God's will, when I woke up, I found myself lying at the gate of Shisan's mansion. "Miss." The sound of opening the door came from behind Qiaohui's hesitant voice, and she looked down at her moon-white cuffs embroidered with magnolia flowers, and couldn't help but smile wryly in her heart. When he came to this dynasty again, he was actually wearing his favorite clothes, and he came to the door of his beloved brother's house again.I turned around slowly, only to see Qiaohui pale, staring at me blankly.

"You...you...who are you?" Qiaohui looked me up and down several times.From the change of expression on Qiaohui's face, I knew that I was no longer Ruoxi's appearance when I came back this time. Looking at this person who once treated me sincerely, I said warmly in my heart: "Qiaohui, Chenghuan, how are you all?" Knowing that she no longer recognized me, I still hugged her tightly. Qiaohui broke away gently, looked at me carefully again, looked at me and said: "The voice sounds like a lady, but...but who are you, how do you know my little Gege, and how do you know who I am?" , I don't know you." I know I can't explain it, but what should I do...