Chapter 68 fifth

The sound of horses galloping on the snow came from far and near, and then passed us, bringing a biting cold wind, and then disappeared in the snow. As soon as the neck was cold, snowflakes drifted into the skirt of the clothes with the wind, and the chill went straight to the bottom of my heart. "Huh? What's wrong with the old fourteen, running outside under such heavy snow?" The original high-pitched shouts of the old ten next to him were scattered by the wind. I kept silent, thinking back to the expression I saw when I met Shisi just now, I felt uneasy. "Are you having trouble with someone again? This old Fourteen has been acting weird lately, getting angry every now and then, not like the original him." Old Nine said slowly, with sarcasm in his words.

What he said was fourteen, and he was referring to me secretly, right? To be honest, I was relieved to go out to Beijing on business a while ago, at least this way I can no longer hear the rumors about Lao Shisan and Mingwei.I am not the fourth child who has established a firm foothold in the imperial court, let alone the thirteenth child who has no ambitions. If I want to succeed, I must abandon my love for my children. How do you feel about Mingwei?I kept asking myself that night, but couldn't figure it out.Perhaps, I, who have never enjoyed care since I was a child, are greedy for her warmth, or perhaps, it is just out of jealousy that Shisan can get the warmth and pity.

So, when I'm not in deep trouble, the best way is to stay away temporarily. But now it seems that I did not succeed.Lao Jiu's words were both a hint and a warning.I know what they will do if I don't know how to restrain myself, and even miss a big deal because of it. brother?Hmph... If I was still the eighth elder brother who had no power when I was young, how could the ninth and tenth brothers be by my side?If one day I fall again, who can follow me wholeheartedly?Lao Jiu and the others just bet on me, hoping to lean against a big tree to enjoy the shade.Brotherhood?In my life, there is no such thing.

Brothers are like this, let alone strangers.Do you have to give up everything you have worked so hard for such a warm expression?What's more, that warmth is not for me... I lightly patted the snow off my body, turned my head and smiled at Lao Jiu, and said, "Old Fourteen just lost his temper as a child, don't worry, he can take care of big things." Lao Jiu also smiled, "What the starling said is true, I don't worry too much." He turned his head and ordered his cronies to follow Fourteen to take care of him, and then drove forward first. Old Ten naturally didn't care what we meant, he just laughed and followed.

I looked at their backs with cold eyes, and the chill in my heart was even worse. "Xiaowei, Xiaowei... be careful!" I opened my eyes suddenly, and there was darkness in front of my eyes, and I could only hear the heavy breathing that couldn't be concealed in the darkness. Thirteen's voice actually came into my dream. Immediately, the imperial physician's rejoicing voice rang in my ears again: "It's fortunate that Miss Mingwei stepped forward and attracted the attention of Ye Xiong, otherwise Master Thirteen's injury would not be as simple as it is now..."

My breathing gradually slowed down, my drowsiness disappeared, and I sat up. When I returned to the tent in the afternoon, I could see people rushing in from a distance. After asking, I found out that the fourth and thirteenth children were injured when they encountered a wild bear while exploring the road. They decided to visit immediately.No matter how fiercely they fight secretly with the fourth child, on the surface, they still have to act like they are brothers and sisters, especially at this time. But I ran into Concubine De outside the tent of the fourth son, and knowing that the fourth son had already taken the medicine and fell asleep, it was not good to disturb him, so he accompanied Concubine De to the tent of the thirteenth son to have a look.Unexpectedly, I heard the coma of the old thirteen and the words of the imperial physician.

Mingwei, can you even give up your life for the old thirteen? I can't describe the feeling at that moment, and at the moment I heard it, I even saw Lao Jiu's moving face. Even if he didn't look at it in the dark, he knew that there was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth at this moment.Lao Jiu's reaction is not surprising, such a woman cannot be moved.Whether it's the courage she showed, or the feelings supported after that courage. Would she have done that if I had run into the bear? This question comes to my mind over and over again, but I don't allow myself to think about it, and I don't allow myself to be vulnerable even for a moment.

I am the pride of Er Niang, and the support of Lao Jiu and Lao Shi. I must be strong, because there is no one to rely on. there has never been.